Suspended
Lu Zhiyuan could see the panic in Su Nian's eyes very much: "Do you feel that this is not very formal, I'm sorry, maybe it was too hasty today, but I want you to marry me." ”
Saying that, Lu Zhiyuan knelt down on one knee: "I had this idea a long time ago, you are the person I believe I want to go on for the rest of my life, Su Nian, are you willing to marry me?" ”
Su Nian's answer was no, but she didn't know how she should say it, if she hadn't been so firm in denying Lu Zhiyuan's marriage proposal before, but now everything has changed, she just wanted to live in secret, and live this life in peace, but now she thinks why those who have hurt themselves can still live in this world like humans, she wants revenge, what does it feel like to let that group of people taste despair?
So she would definitely not agree to Lu Zhiyuan's marriage proposal, but she would not be willing to say it, she was really embarrassed, so Su Nian chose the best way she thought was - pretending to be unconscious
Su Nian's voice became weak: "I, I ......" Before she finished speaking, she fainted.
Lu Zhiyuan hurriedly stood up: "What's wrong with you, Nianbao?" ”
This time he was fooled by Su Nian, and in the next two weeks, Lu Zhiyuan did not mention marriage, and Su Nian knew that Lu Zhiyuan was holding back his big moves.
And Su Nian's body is gradually recovering, Su Nian made up his mind to go to country B to find Chen Qingyuan, but will Lu Zhiyuan easily let himself go to country B?
A month later, Su Nian's body had almost recovered, and on the day of discharge, Lu Zhiyuan prepared a grand welcome ceremony for her, and almost bought a few boxes of ceremonial flowers and put them directly at the entrance of the hospital.
Su Nian felt the gazes of the people around her, and her old face flushed: "It's really too shy."
She was just out of a hospital, why did she pay so much attention?
Looking at the banner that was pulled up: "I wish Miss Su Nian a safe discharge from the hospital"
Su Nian felt that he had really been hit by the earthy taste, and buried his face in Lu Zhiyuan's arms: "Mr. Lu, you really moved me so much that you did this. ”
Lu Zhiyuan didn't hear the meaning behind Su Nian's words, and thought that Su Nian really liked this kind of welcome, this kind of welcome was Lu Shiqi's idea for him, Lu Shiqi said that this is the most popular culture now, and they young people like it very much. Sure enough, it is easy to have a generation gap with his younger girlfriend, it seems that he still needs to work harder, try to understand what young people like, and try his best to do more things to make Su Nian happy.
Su Nian lowered his head all the way to the car: "Mr. Lu, apart from these, do you have any other surprises?" ”
If there were any other surprises, how would she force a smile?
Lu Zhiyuan smiled mysteriously, and Su Nian's thin face, which had become thin because of hospitalization, trembled invisibly.
She has been hospitalized for so many days, why has Mr. Lu's taste changed so much?
Su Nian doesn't plan to go to school now, the future is uncertain, she has been going through the suspension procedures for herself when she was in the hospital, and all the procedures are missing the last process, she only needs to print out all the documents now and stamp them in the academic affairs office.
Su Nian was taking a bath in the bathroom, Lu Zhiyuan helped Su Nian sort out his things, he saw a stack of documents in Su Nian's suitcase, picked it up and looked at it a few times, Lu Zhiyuan was startled by the four big characters on it: "Application for Leave of Absence
After Su Nian came out, she saw Lu Zhiyuan sitting on her bed with a gloomy face, Su Nian had just finished taking a shower, her hair was still dripping, and the water was dripping on her feet, making her feel the slightest coolness, and she knew whether it was because of the falling water droplets, or because of Lu Zhiyuan's face.
Su Nian asked cautiously, "Where is the hair dryer in the house?" I can't find it."
Lu Zhiyuan approached the bathroom and took down the hair dryer in the cabinet above the mirror: "Things have always been placed here, but you generally don't look carefully, if you really care about paying attention to something, then you will know"
Su Nian felt that Lu Zhiyuan meant something, usually in this case, if she poked it, then the two of them would quarrel, so Su Nian chose to pretend to be confused: "It turns out that I know here, and I will remember it next time." ”
Lu Zhiyuan hid the sadness in his eyes, and he asked as if unintentionally, "Nianbao, what do you think of your school?" ”
Su Nian took the hair dryer in his hand: "I think our school is very good, a century-old famous school, with a good learning atmosphere and ......"
Lu Zhiyuan interrupted Su Nian's rainbow fart: "Then how are you doing at school?" Did you encounter anything unhappy? ”
Su Nian Lu Zhiyuan asked this question completely redundantly: "Mr. Lu, do you think my character is like the kind of person who will not fight back if he is bullied?" Of course, I was doing well at school, and no one dared to mess with me. ”
Lu Zhiyuan didn't know how to say it, he didn't want to quarrel with Su Nian, he wanted to talk to Su Nian calmly, he didn't have the heart to quarrel anymore: "Since you think your school is very good, and you have a good life in school, then why do you want to suspend school?" ”
Su Nian's first reaction was: "How can you casually rummage through other people's things?" ”
Lu Zhiyuan looked at Su Nian with pain in his eyes: "I just saw it on purpose when I was helping you organize your suitcase, and it is difficult for the two of us to have any secrets that cannot be said?" ”
Su Nian emphasized: "Both of us are independent individuals, and of course everyone will have secrets. ”
Lu Zhiyuan said self-deprecatingly: "So dropping out of school is also your secret"
Su Nian corrected: "It's a suspension of school"
Lu Zhiyuan annoys Su Nian the most about this, two people can never quarrel on the same point, he is arguing and arguing in most cases and getting more and more angry in his heart, but Su Nian is full of care.
Lu Zhiyuan asked her, "Why do you want to take a leave of absence?" ”
has been seen by Lu Zhiyuan, Su Nian said honestly: "I want to go to country B again." ”
"If you go to country B again, are you going to die again?"
Su Nian walked over and grabbed the corner of Lu Zhiyuan's clothes: "I'm not a fool, how could I go to death, the reason why I don't want to tell you is that I am afraid that you will not agree, now that you know, do you agree?" ”
Lu Zhiyuan walked out of the bathroom and slammed the door: "I don't agree, what's the use of you?" Your documents are all printed, and because I disagree with a single sentence, will you tear them all up? ”
Su Nian was frightened by the sound of the door closing, and hurriedly walked out, only to walk to the door of the bedroom and find that the door could not be opened.
Su Nian kicked the door angrily, okay, Lu Zhiyuan, you are very powerful, despicable and shameless, selfish......
Su Nian used all the things he had learned all his life and used all the negative words on Lu Zhiyuan.
Lu Zhiyuan sat in front of the wine cabinet, took out his treasured good wine, and opened the wine bottle without using a wine glass, and drank it directly to his mouth.
There is a ball of anger in his heart that has nowhere to vent, and he can only use wine to drown his sorrows.
It wasn't until noon the next day that Su Nian saw Lu Zhiyuan again and watched the door being opened.
Su Nian looked at Lu Zhiyuan sadly: "You finally opened the door, I thought you wanted to starve me to death?" ”
Lu Zhiyuan said coldly: "Come out to eat"
Su Nian kicked the bed angrily, it was really selfish to the extreme, if it weren't for the bedroom and the snacks she had stolen, she would probably be starving on the bed by now: "I thought you wanted to starve me to death, and then relieve your anger"
Lu Zhiyuan said: "Aren't there snacks you stole in the bedroom?" How could it be that you would starve to death. ”
Su Nian always thought that Lu Zhiyuan didn't know that there were snacks she sang secretly in the bedroom: "But I'm so hungry, I haven't eaten a meal at all, dear, and I just came back from the hospital, you abuse the patient like this, be careful I will sue you in the future." ”
Su Nian touched Lu Zhiyuan's arm with his shoulder: "Mr. Lu, have you lost your anger, can't you forgive me if you look at me like this?" You've locked me in my bedroom all day and I'm not angry, or the two of us will cancel each other out."
"Not a whole day, less than twenty-four hours"
Su Nian said: "Is this the point? ”
Lu Zhiyuan sneered: "Do you know how I feel now?" Every time I quarrel with you, you're struggling with unimportant issues, and you're thinking about things that are completely on the same level as me."
Su Nian blew Lu Zhiyuan's rainbow fart: "That's where I have your high ideological consciousness, our Mr. Lu is a literary star in the sky, and the literary literacy is really high." ”
If you want to ask Su Nian why she is not angry, it may be because she doesn't know if she will see Lu Zhiyuan alive again, if she can't see him, it is better to leave a good impression on him, this period may be the last time they get together, she wants to try her best to make Mr. Lu happy.
Lu Zhiyuan said: "If I say that I can't suspend my studies and can't go to country B, can you promise me?" ”
Su Nian shook his head: "No."
Lu Zhiyuan asked again: "Then will you come back after you go to country B?" ”
Su Nian immediately said, "Why don't you come back?" "As long as I'm alive, I'll definitely come back.
Lu Zhiyuan said: "Then I will accompany you to country B"
"No," Su Nian hurriedly rejected Lu Zhiyuan: "Mr. Lu, I went to country B to fulfill my wish, and this matter has nothing to do with you, and I don't want you to get involved." ”
This answer was expected by him, and he even hid the matter of suspension from school, how could she be willing to let her accompany her to country B.
Lu Zhiyuan said: "Let's eat!" ”
Su Nian put down his chopsticks after eating and drinking: "Xiaoyuan~ You promise me, let me go!" ”
Lu Zhiyuan also put down the chopsticks in his hand: "If you agree to go, you will pass, then how can you promise me that you will come back", in what you said is very good, when the time comes, the sky of country B is high and the birds can fly, anyway, I can't control you, if you don't come back, what can I do? Could it be that he has to suffer from the so-called memories again and live a lonely life?
Lu Zhiyuan said: "I know that in your heart, I may not be qualified to care about many things for you, but if you really care about me a little bit, then can you agree to my condition and let me accompany you." ”
Su Nian looked at Lu Zhiyuan's sincere gaze: "Then after you go, can you not ask anything, don't interfere with me in anything, just stay by my side." ”
Lu Zhiyuan walked over and hugged Su Nian, and kissed Su Nian gently: "Of course, after you go to country B, I will be your tool and don't express my opinions, I will do whatever you ask me to do?" ”
Su Nian raised his toes and kissed Lu Zhiyuan's chin: "Then we will make a decision, don't be angry anymore, I actually care about you very much, but you can't be the whole of my life, you may account for a large part, but I still have my own life." ”
Lu Zhiyuan said: "Mouth"
Su Nian said: "No, you just finished eating, and you just kissed my hair." ”
Lu Zhiyuan didn't expect Su Nian to dislike himself: "Little one with no conscience, whose hair am I kissing?" ”
Su Nian emphasized: "Mr. Lu, we must pay attention to hygiene, do you know how many diseases come from the mouth, in order to live a long life, we must take good care of ourselves, it is best to start now." ”
After lunch, Su Nian went to the school's academic affairs office to stamp, Lu Zhiyuan drove Su Nian to the school gate, Su Nian walked thirty or forty meters after getting off the car, she usually walked all the way, she didn't like to look back and was not used to looking back, she suddenly turned around and looked at Lu Zhiyuan's eyes, Lu Zhiyuan had been watching her go away, her heart suddenly soured, ran to Lu Zhiyuan, bent down and kissed his eyes: "Mr. Lu, I love you" I love you, thank you for being in my life in this special period, I love you, So can you forgive me for deceiving you?
Su Nian quickly finished stamping, anyway, there was nothing else to do in the afternoon, she simply turned around in the school, I don't know if I still have a chance to wander around in the school anymore, thinking of these Su Nian cherished this time, maybe the experience she almost experienced at the beginning was also the beginning of another unfortunate loss for her.
Looking at the boys and girls walking in the school, the sun is gently sprinkled in this campus, and the impartial place can be stained with golden sunshine, and the people who walk in the sun are also slow, they are leisurely enjoying this leisurely time, and all the good things bloom into beautiful flowers in the sun.
Su Nian walked for a while and sat on the stone chair next to her to rest, she held her head, and finally made up her mind.
Around four o'clock, Su Nian received a call from Lu Zhiyuan, and Lu Zhiyuan asked Su Nian: "Has the Academic Affairs Office stamped you well?" To celebrate your success in taking a leave of absence, can you invite the little fairy to dinner in the evening? ”
Su Nian also thinks that the only way to solve worries is food, when eating food, all the troubles in my heart seem to disappear, replaced by the taste of food: "Is this a good thing to celebrate?" But I happily agreed."
After sitting in the school for a while, Su Nian took a car and went to the place where Lu Zhiyuan said, and just after entering Su Nian, he felt that the atmosphere was very wrong. Because there was no one else in the entire restaurant, Su Nian immediately had a hunch that it would not be ......