The voice on the phone made Gu Shaoyang's heart beat faster, he knew that he should stop or leave here, otherwise his heart rate might definitely exceed the standard again, but he couldn't leave it, and he was eagerly looking forward to listening to it again.

Li Daxun and Shen Meng at the next table didn't notice the abnormal reaction of the person at the table next to them, and Shen Meng's immature voice continued to sound softly.

"I've already eaten two."

"Is it delicious?"

"It's delicious, Mom, Aunt Lobster said to pack one for you."

"Aunt Lobster is so good to Shen Meng and her mother, then you have to remember to say thank you."

"Well, I remember. Mom, I saw the uncle who helped me write the card in the morning. ”

Shen Qingluo couldn't hear what he felt in his heart, and the five-word font of "Mom, I love you" in the morning startled him, very similar to Gu Shaoyang's words. But it can't be. Probably just something similar.

"Oh, and did you say hello politely?"

"I didn't, that uncle doesn't seem to remember me."

"That's okay, you can thank him in your heart."

"I see."

"Well, Shen Meng is good. Eh, are you listening? ”

"I'm listening." Li Daxun put a peeled shrimp into Shen Meng's bowl again, "Say it." ”

"Don't let Shen Meng eat too many shrimp."

"I know."

"Also, when you go home to collect the quilt after eating, I forgot that the quilt was dried in the yard."

Gu Shaoyang looked down at his injured watch, and suddenly got up and walked away from the lobster house. Zeng Yuqiao hurriedly followed: "Shaoyang, are you okay?" Gu Shaoyang ......"

Gu Shaoyang held on to the wall with one hand and breathed heavily, Zeng Yuqiao held his wrist and was about to look at his watch, his heartbeat rose rapidly by more than one hundred and forty.

"Gu Shaoyang, calm down! Hey, it's okay, Shaoyang, it's okay...... Take a deep breath, yes, it's fine. Zeng Yuqiao soothed his emotions, "Meditation Mantra." ”

"Ho...... Ho ......" Gu Shaoyang breathed rapidly, and read it again in his mouth, "Neither born nor destroyed, neither dirt nor purity, neither increase nor decrease." No loss, no gain, no color, no fragrance, no light and no darkness. The heart is free of obstacles, there are no worries, there are no joys and sorrows, and it is far away from upside-down dreams. It is neither born nor destroyed, neither dirt nor purity, neither increase nor decrease. No loss, no gain, no color, no fragrance, no light, no darkness......"

The red blood vessels that spread from his heart continued to the arteries in his neck, and after he recited the meditation mantra several times, the blood veins in his neck slowly disappeared, and the scent of roses on his body gradually faded......

The breathing gradually calmed down.

The orange Xiyang cut and shone from the alley, Gu Shaoyang stood against the wall, and the fresh air of the town breathed into his heart and lungs, calming him down.

Zeng Yuqiao unscrewed a bottle of water and gave it to him: "Are you okay?" ”

Gu Shaoyang pushed away the bottle of water and nodded: "It's okay." ”

"Why is this all of a sudden, today you are already the second time, this is no accident, right?" Zeng Yuqiao leaned against the wall with him, looking at the cozy town in the evening.

How did he answer this, and he himself didn't know why it was suddenly like this?

Zeng Yuqiao looked at him and said tentatively: "Could it be because of that child?" ”

"What does it have to do with him?" Gu Shaoyang didn't want to admit that he had anything to do with that child, after all, he had seen him once in the morning, and when he saw him, he didn't have any symptoms of discomfort.

Know that the child's mother appeared?

But he didn't even see the appearance of the mother, how could he say that it had something to do with her?

And just now, he just heard that voice, and his heart beat faster by reflex, and he couldn't explain it, and his heart didn't listen to his accusations at all.

"I don't know, didn't there be no warning when the seizures happened before?"

"No, it has something to do with your emotions."

"How was my mood just now?" He didn't make any noise or trouble just now, and no one provoked him to deliver the goods, but he had a seizure by himself for the first reason.

Zeng Yuqiao couldn't explain, but said: "A lot of emotions are potential, what you think in your heart and you don't say it, I can't judge at all, so in order to cooperate with my treatment, you have to tell me what you think in your heart, what induces your heart to beat faster?" ”

Gu Shaoyang looked back at her: "You haven't understood yet, I don't need treatment." ”

"Why did you suddenly become so stubborn? Do you have to get the time to be obedient? Zeng Yuqiao was a little anxious, in fact, she knew that there was something repulsed in Gu Shaoyang's heart.

Although he hasn't been ill in the past two years, and there is nothing wrong with his body, he can't say that he is completely fine, otherwise, he wouldn't be interested in anything, and if a man is not even interested in a woman, it's either physical or psychological.

"But what answer do you really want to hear?"

"......" Zeng Yuqiao couldn't answer, yes, maybe Gu Shaoyang didn't know it himself, after all, he had lost his memory for three years, although he couldn't remember it himself, but his subconscious was still clinging to something deep-rooted.

She wanted to dig it out, but Shen Zhishuo had warned her not to touch Gu Shaoyang's forgotten memories, otherwise all the treatments might be wasted.

Gu Shaoyang is under control, but he is not cured, there is still something like an extinct volcano in his body, and he may be able to erupt at any time.

What kind of memory is it that makes Shen Zhishuo and even everyone in the Ye Group guard Gu Shaoyang, and even everyone is deliberately avoiding the previous memory.

Seeing that Zeng Yuqiao stopped talking, Gu Shaoyang suddenly looked at her coldly and smiled indifferently: "Perhaps, you actually know the answer, right?" ”

"Do you know the answer?"

"Did I forget something?"

"I don't know much about your past, I think what you have forgotten, Dr. Shen should have told you."

Zhishuo? Yes, he said it, but it wasn't necessarily complete. The eldest brother, the second brother, Zhishuo, Cheng Mo, including Xiaohai, all of them were too consistent, and they shaped him into a few years that he didn't remember.

Many things can be connected, but no one can explain the dark shadows of his memory. He didn't tell anyone about it.

Those people were the most important people in his life, and he believed that they would not lie to him, so he preferred to believe that what he forgot should be forgotten.

Is that so?

"You go and settle the bill, let's go."

"Okay, you wait for me."

Gu Shaoyang left the wall, turned around and peeked through the glass window, and glanced at the white child sitting in the room, he was talking to the man opposite, with a vivid expression on his face.

He twisted his eyebrows, in fact, he really didn't like children, not at all. And the child's mother, he couldn't remember what she looked like, the side face he saw in a trance, and the sound he heard through the mobile phone hands-free, which could actually make his heart beat uncontrollably.

Coincidence, right?

After all, he didn't know these people.

It's just a coincidence, Gu Shaoyang thinks so. Without waiting for Zeng Yuqiao to come out, he took the lead in leaving. Dark clouds rolled up in the sky, obscuring the sunset.

The weather in summer is changing, and the wind is blowing, and the wind and rain are coming.

Zeng Yuqiao caught up from behind: "Hey, Gu Shao, can't you wait for me a little longer?" No wonder it's so hot today, it looks like it's going to rain. ”

Gu Shaoyang didn't say anything, and walked back.

Walking to the Antong Bridge, the wind blew loudly, and the sky instantly darkened.

Li Daxun in the lobster hall glanced at the weather outside: "Shen Meng, are you full?" ”

"I still want to eat a shrimp."

"No, your mother confessed and won't let you eat too much."

"Don't you tell her I'll eat another one?" He held out a finger.

Li Daxun smiled helplessly, and peeled another one for him: "After eating this, let's go home first to collect the quilt, and then uncle will send you to Niuniu's house, okay?" ”

"Aren't you waiting for your mom at home?"

"It's about to rain, uncle is going to pick up your mother, are you waiting at Niuniu's house?"

"Good!"

Li Daxun took him home to clean up the quilt, and seeing that the rain was about to fall, he immediately sent Shen Meng to Song Yan's house.

"Sister Zhao, Shen Meng, you help take it for a while, and I'll pick up the green basket."

"Go ahead, I'll take care of Shen Meng."

Li Daxun immediately drove to the flower field.

Zhao Yuling looked at this boy very well, and she didn't know how many times she had told Qing Luo to consider Li Daxun, but the girl just laughed and said that she didn't want to delay others. But anyone with a discerning eye can see that Li Daxun just likes Shen Qingluo.

It's a shame to miss out.

When Li Daxun arrived at the flower field, the flower farmers were in a hurry to take measures to shelter those delicate flower seedlings, but Shen Qingluo was not seen in the crowd.

Li Daxun asked, "Aunt Zhang, where is Qingluo?" ”

"The green basket is in the flower room! Go help her, maybe she won't be able to do it there! ”

Li Daxun came to the flower room, the showers were already falling, and a figure in the flower room kept carrying flower pots from the flower stand to the room. This is not Shen Qingluo's flower field, she is here today, caught up with the rain, and is helping to take care of these flowers.

Li Daxun saw that the man was busy running in the rain and didn't bring a raincoat, so he immediately grabbed the raincoat and put it on her.

Qing Luo saw that it was him, and put the raincoat on his body: "What about Shen Meng?" ”

"He's at Niuniu's house, don't worry."

At Niuniu's house, she was relieved, put on a raincoat and continued to move the flower pots: "Then why are you here, it is raining so much." ”

"Good thing I'm here!" Li Daxun had a lot of strength, and he carried two green baskets on one and quickly moved the flowers into the flower room. After about ten or twenty minutes, the flowers have been moved one after another. A bolt of lightning pierced the dark sky, followed by a swift thunderclap.

"Ahh Shen Qingluo was still at the door, almost jumping up and crashing directly into the house.

Li Daxun quickly supported her, looked at her discoloration under the raincoat hair, showed worry, and then said with a smile: "Are you afraid of thunder?" ”

"No, it's just too sudden." It's actually still a bit scary.

The houses in the flower fields were isolated in the fields, almost covered by the white rain, and the lightning and thunder really made people's hearts worry.

Li Daxun looked at the panic in this person's eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Don't be afraid, I'm still here." ”

Hearing this, she looked at him with a warm heart, and there was a kind of tranquility on her white and damp face, and then she said happily: "It's good that you are here." ”

If she needs to, he can be there all the time, Li Daxun smiled and didn't speak.

"I'm a little worried about Shen Meng, he's a little afraid of thunder." The child was afraid of less things, but he was afraid of thunder, and he could say that he was not afraid when she was with her, but she knew that he was actually afraid.

"There shouldn't be any problem with Sister Zhao here, Shen Meng is the bravest child I've ever seen."

"Anything else is okay, but I'm afraid of thunder."

"You brought Shen Meng very well." Li Daxun said sincerely.

She was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "If he is really so good, you have general credit, and Sister Zhao and them, this child is liked by everyone and grew up." ”

"Half of it is me, and the rest is someone else, so how much do you have?" Li Daxun said.

"I'm good for a small half." She laughed loudly and took off the hat of her raincoat, although she was wearing a raincoat, but she moved too much, and the rain still poured into the raincoat.

Her short thick hair covered her forehead wetly, her small and white face, long eyelashes and slightly open rose lips, made people like it at first sight.

Such a house that seems to be sealed by heavy rain gives people an atmosphere of loneliness and widowhood, Li Daxun couldn't help blushing when he looked at people, and walked to the side slightly nervously to take off his raincoat. The big hands are broad, and the perennial martial arts practice looks a little rough, but they look very slender and powerful, and the nails are neatly trimmed.

Shen Qingluo was also in the raincoat, and the clothes were wet and then wrapped in an impermeable raincoat and it was very stuffy: "The rain is too heavy, and this raincoat is like not wearing it." ”

After taking off her clothes, the clothes on her body were wet and stuck to Miaoman's body, Li Daxun happened to see this scene, and his heart was pounding and he immediately turned around.

Shen Qingluo realized that there seemed to be something wrong with taking off his raincoat at this time, and hurriedly smiled and said, "Hehe, it seems to be a little cold, I'll put it on." ”

Li Daxun didn't reply and said, "It's okay, I'll go out." ”