One hundred and ninety-one chapters

I looked at Xiongzi with a wry smile, he also made the same mistake as me, as long as it didn't affect our lives, why bother with it? We should all learn from Wang Qiu to try a simple life and forget about short-term troubles, there are too many doubts in this world that we can't explore, why should we go deeper?

I patted Xiongzi on the shoulder and said to him with a smile: "Don't think about it yet, let go of your doubts, let's have a good meal today."

Xiongzi looked at me in surprise, his eyes became more puzzled at the moment, I guess he couldn't figure out why I had changed so much, in fact, it wasn't a big deal, I just was reluctant to let go of the good atmosphere that was rare now.

I gave Xiongzi a few more words, and my eyes almost kept looking at him, not that I wanted to appear to be extremely serious and sincere, but that I could see a floating thing as soon as I turned my head slightly, and I actually wanted to refute Xiongzi for this, this thing has never left, and he has been around us almost all the time.

Walking back to the bed side by side with Xiongzi, Mr. Li had already forgotten and began to eat and drink, he had to pick up the wine glass from time to time to take two sips of cigarettes in his mouth that night, and Xiao Hei had completely faded the rules of being a teacher, at this moment he was more like joining a family party, and there was only food and drink left without studying.

I didn't expect that Mr. Li would be such a carefree and casual person in private, he took the initiative to touch the wine glass with us and talk about wine, without the majesty of a teacher at all, if it weren't for this slightly higher hairline constantly piercing the eyes, I would have almost forgotten the disparity between his status and our status.

Xiong Zi took the initiative to toast with Mr. Li, but he was stopped by Mr. Li as soon as he picked up his glass. Before Xiong Zi could speak, Mr. Li picked up the wine bottle and motioned Xiong Zi to put the wine glass on the table first, and he mixed wine into the wine glass while teaching Xiong Zi bitterly: "You, you have to pay more attention to details in the future, it's not that the teacher pretends to be a ghost and makes you unable to get off the stage, the teacher wants you to remember a little truth, this wine has the rules of the rivers and lakes, and the wine is full of respect and tea!" Do you understand? ”

He picked up the wine and handed it to Xiongzi, who hurriedly took it with both hands and nodded humbly and said, "Understood...... Understood"

Mr. Li's personality charm and differences in handling things are vividly displayed between these small details, and he taught us a lot of drinking principles and some potential rules that we have never thought about and cannot understand. It turns out that the world of adults is like learning, and it needs to be accumulated to avoid hitting a wall. We all regretted our misunderstanding of him before, and we always thought that Mr. Li was a simple man who didn't understand the world, and only had learning and strictness in his eyes, but I didn't expect that this was really the rigorous and meticulous experience of the elders in private.

Wang Qiu began to raise a glass and drink with Mr. Li frequently, watching the two of them drink, and this posture of fist drawing and smoking may be called brother and brother hugging each other later. Xiao Hei and Xiongzi were completely infected by this pleasant atmosphere, and soon they couldn't help but resist inwardly, rolled up their sleeves and joined the two of them in the drinking game, I kept shaking my hand and refused to pretend that I was drunk, in fact, I had become unintentional to drink at all, and there was always a growing thought in my mind, what was it floating on the balcony?

With the last bottle of beer down, I thought that this drinking game would also come to an end, but who knew that Wang Qiu inexplicably said a sentence of morality in the rivers and lakes, and this topic instantly opened Mr. Li's mouthful of topics, he stood up like a burst of blood rushing to his head, opened his teeth and danced his claws, and began to tell the bloody deeds he experienced when he was young and ignorant.

I didn't want to listen to his nonsense and bragging, but Mr. Li suddenly mentioned Zhang Lie in a sentence, which immediately ignited my interest.

I hurriedly motioned to Mr. Li to stop and hurriedly asked Xiao Hei to take out the bottle of liquor that I had kept privately, and while pouring the wine, I asked respectfully, "Mr. Li, what did you just say about my father?" I was a little distracted just now, and I wasn't too clear! ”

I thought that Mr. Li would continue to talk after drinking, but I didn't expect this liquor to be like an antidote, after drinking half a glass, Mr. Li's eyes suddenly became extremely firm, and even his shaking body instantly straightened up, completely looking like he had just come in, rigorous and dignified.

Teacher Li picked up the cigarette in front of the table, lit it, took a sharp breath, and said to me, "Zhang Lone...... My father and I are actually old acquaintances, we have known each other for a long time, at that time we were still good friends and good brothers who got along day and night, and I was the happiest time with your father during that time, and I couldn't help but mention it to others every time I drank, because that time was really good for me, I ......"

Teacher Li suddenly became a little speechless, I saw that his roar obviously shook a few times, he was choking?

So everyone became as attentive as I was, and we all looked at Mr. Li in our eyes and looked forward to the memories that were about to come out of his mouth.

Mr. Li still took another sip of wine, I could see that he was hesitating, but I couldn't understand why he was so entangled, he said that it was the best time, why he was suddenly reluctant to mention it?

Looking at my cheeks, Mr. Li suddenly said to me again: "You really look like your mother, your brother looks like your father, I also went to see him off on the day your brother left, he can be regarded as a standout when he left, we also watched him grow up when I was a child, such a small thing you said you haven't seen for a few years and grow into a young man, how fast should this time pass......

Teacher Li seemed to be caught in my own memories, but my heart became extremely anxious, I really don't want to miss everyone's mouths about my father's deeds about my family, because I don't seem to have much memory of this at all, I can only find fragments from their mouths and try to keep putting together to try to save my precious memories.

Xiao Hei unintentionally asked Mr. Li finally returned to the original topic, he didn't look at me this time but directly drank the wine just poured in the cup, and said to us with a long breath: "At that time, my father and I and a few other brothers were almost inseparable every day like you, we are like you, everyone has their own different advantages, disadvantages and ideals, your father is the most active one among us, and naturally his ideas are also the most unique. He is different from us and does not want to pursue a stable and ordinary life, he always does things and lives according to his own interests, even if he does not violate his beliefs regardless of the consequences, your father is actually the most qualified person for the village head, what cultural knowledge diploma is bullshit, your father is better than all of us, he should not be like this! ”

Mr. Li said a little angry, but we listened more and more confused, this Mr. Li was completely self-absorbed and remembering, he didn't even say a whole story about my father, I can't help but wonder, did this old man unintentionally fall into memories or suddenly realized that he was about to say something that should not be said, where did he direct and act crazy?

I couldn't help but be curious, I simply proposed to Mr. Li directly, I smiled and handed Mr. Li a cigarette and said slowly: "Mr. Li, you can tell us the story of my father, tell us about your original experience together, good things can be bad, and let me understand that your youth was spent like this at that time."

Teacher Li glanced at me lightly and said, "Youth? Who had youth at that time? Our youth has been spent in dreary and hard work, do you know how many days and nights I have spent to achieve what I am today? O children! Times are different, listen to what I say, you can't understand the experience we spent at that time, everything is too dark, it's best if you don't know, you must study hard and don't let your future self can't look at the past you! ”

I don't know why, when Mr. Li said this, he didn't look at me but looked directly at Wang Qiu, Wang Qiu, this guy didn't have the heart to listen to Mr. Li's nonsense, seeing his eyes attack and thinking that he was going to drink with himself, he hurriedly picked up the wine bottle and divided the remaining liquor into two, and said "I'll do it first for respect" and raised his head and put the wine into his stomach.

Mr. Li didn't drink this glass of wine, he still sighed a little sadly, and the corners of his eyebrows were as if he had encountered the most complicated problem in his life at the moment.

I feel very lost in my heart, and I guess we won't be able to fool Mr. Li into saying a word even if we try our best tonight. Looking down at the last few sips of liquor left in my glass, I couldn't help but raise it and invite everyone to clink glasses together, so that tonight's regrets will melt into the wine, and I don't have to mention it in the future, I'll do it first......

After drinking, everyone had no more topics, Mr. Li got up and waved his arm and yawned, we thought he was going to leave so we all stood up and prepared to see him off, but Mr. Li sat down again, he looked at us dimly and lit a cigarette and motioned for us to sit down.

"Students! Cherish your friendship! It will be a mystery whether this relationship can be maintained after the school, and fate and fate are really amazing. I won't hide it from you, Zhang Lonely, my break with your father is from the beginning of the society, none of us owe anyone is for their own ideals and chose to break off the relationship, why haven't I said a word to your father for many years, but I always have his thoughts in my heart will not forget, you want to ask me the secret, I don't think I will tell you the secret, let the teacher be selfish and keep this little bit of personal memory. But what I want to tell you is that if my father didn't go to Wushan, we wouldn't be where we are today......"