Chapter 502: I can't save my young heart

Xiao Hai hurriedly ran to Changping Villa and looked at Shen Qingluo breathlessly: "Miss Qingqing, are you going to leave with the little master now?" ”

Shen Qingluo lowered his head and said to Shen Meng, "You go and check your little suitcase to see if there is anything missing." ”

In fact, the two of them didn't have any luggage, even those when they first came, and everything that came later was taken care of by Gu Shaoyang, and they didn't add anything more, so basically what to bring back is still a simple suitcase.

Shen Meng's small suitcase contained his usual play and food, as well as his beloved little baby, but he liked it, like a few treasures, so his mother asked him to check, and he went immediately.

Then Shen Qingluo said to the nervous Xiaohai: "Well, I was about to go to the airport with Shen Meng." ”

"No, Miss Qingluo, if you leave now, you will definitely get something big!"

"What's wrong?"

Xiao Hai wanted to explain, and suddenly took out the wallet from his pocket and gave it to Shen Qingqing: "Look at this!" ”

Shen Qingluo recognized this thing, it was the wallet she gave Gu Shaoyang before, this was something she bought for him when YS got his first bonus a few years ago, and Gu Shaoyang had used it for many years.

She reached out and took it, the wallet was very old and ......

Shen Qingluo opened the wallet, and all the things inside had been pulled out, leaving only an empty leather bag. Shen Qingluo suddenly felt a little sad in his heart, and looked at Xiao Hai: "He asked you to return this thing to me?" ”

"No, it was the master who suddenly changed his wallet early this morning, and then threw this thing in the trash."

Shen Qingluo's face tightened, and he said after a while: "Since he lost something, why did you give it to me, it's so old, if you lose it, you can lose it!" ”

"You don't know! After losing the master last time, he found it back in the rain, and there must be something wrong with him losing it now. ”

"Maybe it's serious to throw it away now......"

It seemed that Gu Shaoyang really intended to completely wipe out the matter between the two of them, Shen Qingluo shook his head, regretful, sad, but seemed to be powerless.

Xiao Hai waved his hand and said, "No! I went to ask Dr. Shen today, and he said that Gu Shao was likely to forcibly erase his previous memories! ”

What does Shen Zhishuo mean by this?

Xiao Hai said: "Is the blood on the master's body not gone?" ”

"Does it have anything to do with that?"

"It matters, didn't he forget about you because of this before? Dr. Shen said that maybe his memory will automatically block out his unwillingness to remember again, that is, if this continues, he will gradually forget about you! ”

Shen Qingluo was shocked, there are still such symptoms?

But what Xiao Hai said really existed, so Gu Shaoyang really planned to erase her from his memory?

Shen Qingluo's face turned pale, and he fell into an uncontrollable pain, and after a while, he said, "This is ...... That's good, right? She could barely hear her own voice as she said this, and then she smiled and added, "That's good, I'm going back anyway, and it's good that he forgot about it!" ”

"Miss Qingluo!" Xiao Hai shouted, "You have gone through so many twists and turns, and now that you can be together, don't you think it's a pity to give up like this?" ”

What about it? Now Gu Shaoyang is going to give up!

"It's probably because I've been separated for too long, and I can't go back between me and Gu Shaoyang, and it's good that he chooses to erase this memory."

"Do you really think it's appropriate for the master to treat you and Shen Meng as non-existent people?"

Hearing Gu Shaoyang's behavior, Shen Qingluo also felt quite sad, thinking of becoming a blind spot in his memory again and becoming a stranger, his heart was empty, but he was also a little angry.

"What is suitable or inappropriate, I respect his choice."

"Why are you doing this? Don't you feel wronged in the past four years? You've missed so much, do you want to keep missing it? Even if you don't care, what about Shen Meng? Should he be given a complete home? ”

"But Gu Shaoyang is like this now, I can't ...... it"

"Are you really out of options? Miss Qingluo, have you really tried hard to save Shaoyang? Maybe if you try a little harder, he will be soft-hearted, you know he is a man who is willing to be soft for you......"

"If he is willing to be soft-hearted for me, and I don't try so hard to get close to him, he still chooses to erase us from his memory! His heart is no longer in me, and the only person I can move is Gu Shaoyang, who loves me, not his current ......"

Xiao Hai took a deep breath and pointed to the wallet in her hand: "If he really doesn't have you and Shen Meng in his heart, he doesn't have to deliberately change himself and give up these things in a forced way, Miss Qingluo, I know that you have experienced a lot of hard life that we can't experience, but please think about it When you first liked Gu Shao, would you give up on him so easily?" ”

Yes, when she liked Gu Shaoyang at the beginning, Gu Shaoyang didn't like her, but she blindly liked him wishfully and ran after him.

Now he is so timid.

Xiaohai said: "Miss Qingluo, I know that you are very wronged, you are waiting for Gu Shao, but in fact, he may also be waiting for you, if he gives up and you give up, how many four years do you have to waste?" Seriously, human life is so fragile, you have also seen the blood imprint on Gu Shaoyang's body, we don't know how he will change in a second, we have to wait for him to really have an accident......"

"Xiaohai!" Shen Qingluo suddenly interrupted Xiao Hai's words, she was sad just now, and now she is panicking, how can Xiao Hai say this about her master.

Xiaohai was helpless: "I don't want to say this, but do you know the reason and mood why he bought you a plane ticket to send you abroad?" You're going to have to wait until you don't have a chance to ......."

"Say no more!" Shen Qingluo shook her head suddenly, her breathing fluctuated, after being liked by Gu Shaoyang, she became accustomed to Gu Shaoyang's obedience, accommodation and spoiling, so even if she was wrong, she was still waiting for him to come over and ask for peace, always waiting, if he came, she would be with him, and forgot that she should give desperately.

Perhaps, just like Xiaohai said, Gu Shaoyang is also waiting for her?

Because I can't wait, I have to forget about her.

He's going to forget her, forget the memories between them, forget their children!

No!

Shen Qingluo said: "Xiaohai, you help me take care of Shen Meng!" ”

Xiao Hai suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded vigorously: "I will take care of the child, and the master will ask you Miss Qingluo!" ”

Shen Qingluo had already started the car and left.

Shen Meng sat on the sofa and looked at Xiao Hai's hands clenched into fists and said "yes"! The corners of his mouth twitched slightly: "Uncle Xiaohai, are what you said true?" ”

Xiao Hai was stunned and looked back at Shen Meng: "What is really fake?" ”

"What kind of erased memories or something." Even a kid like him doesn't believe it, okay?

Uh, so this kid has been listening? Xiao Hai laughed, came over and hugged Shen Meng: "If you care, it's messy, who made your parents so noisy, your Uncle Shen handed me such a method, it really worked." ”

Shen Meng was stunned: "Sure enough, Uncle Shen is the most terrifying." ”

"Nonsense, how can Uncle Shen be terrible, it's obviously terrifying." After saying that, he tickled Shen Meng, and the two laughed on the sofa.

The snow fell heavily, there was a traffic jam on the street, Shen Qingluo was blocked in the middle of the road for a long time, it seemed that it was not suitable to wait for such a way, Shen Qingluo parked the car elsewhere, if he ran over, it would only take more than twenty minutes.

Shen Qingluo wrapped his coat and wore a hat and scarf, and came out of the parking lot.

The winter snow was abundant, like torn cotton wool being blown by the wind. The trees beside the road were already covered with a thick layer of snow, which was weighing down the branches. When the wind blows, the snow on the branches falls one by one.

On the concrete sidewalk, except for a long road in the middle, which was trampled by countless footprints, there was muffin-like snow on both sides, and it thickened silently in the chaotic snowfall.

Shen Qingluo ran through the crowd on the sidewalk, braved the heavy snow through the staggered familiar streets, and after a long time, finally saw the villa where they had spent several days together in black clothes.

The sky and the earth were dark, the lights in the villa were on, and the street lights in the yard and outdoors were also lit up in an instant.

A little earlier than the lights come on, this villa area is brilliantly lit. Shen Qingluo stood across the road and watched the door of Gu Shaoyang's villa slowly open.

Gu Shaoyang walked out from inside, wearing a black British-style windbreaker with a slim suit inside, as if he was going to participate in some event, and when he walked to the door, he stood for a while and straightened his tie.

At this time, his men drove the well-maintained car to the side of the road in front of him, and then got out of the car to hand it over to him.

"Gu Shao, do you need me to drive for you?"

"No, let's go back."

"Then be careful on the road." The man departed respectfully.

Gu Shaoyang walked to the driver's seat, his body suddenly paused, and he turned to look across the road, and the two looked at each other across the road.

The snow fluttered and blurred the vision of the two, and only a few meters between the two could be seen breathing in the white mist, and time flowed between the two breaths.

In the end, Shen Qingluo lowered his head and walked towards him.

"Gu Shaoyang." For some reason, I was a little scared to face him, and even if I was talking, I stood at a certain distance, "...... Let's talk. ”

Gu Shaoyang didn't seem to feel it, he just looked at him silently.

This reaction made Shen Qingluo even more worried, the hand in his pocket had already begun to ooze cold sweat, and after a while, he mustered up the courage to raise his head, even if he didn't like her anymore, but what if she told him that she still liked him?

She didn't feel ashamed or hurt her self-esteem, at least for the moment she felt that honesty was worth it than missing out.

"I know you may still be angry with me, but Gu Shaoyang, we finally came to this day, let's not be separated again, okay?"

Gu Shaoyang still didn't answer.

There is no emotion in the eyes, as if looking at a stranger.

Isn't he already forgetting?

"Gu Shaoyang, don't forget me and the child!" Shen Qingluo poked his pocket uncomfortably, "...... Can you give me a chance to be with me again? I'm with you and Shen Meng, and the three of us are together. ”

Gu Shaoyang's black windbreaker was covered with snow on his shoulders, and after a while, he shook his clothes, pulled the car door and sat in.

Shen Qingluo was a little anxious, and went to pull his car door: "Gu Shaoyang, don't go!" "On the streets of Provence that year, she also stopped his car and told him not to go." Don't be separated from me and my kids, okay? ”

Gu Shaoyang looked at her tightly squeezed car door unhappily, and looked up at her, unhappy.

Shen Qingluo immediately found another topic: "You have an injury and can't drive, I'll send you where you want to go!" ”

And mention his injuries? Gu Shaoyang's eyes were cold: "Let go." ”

"Gu Shaoyang!"

He reached out and pulled her hand away, then closed the door.

Shen Qingluo said loudly: "You said, you will hear me when I call you in the future, Gu Shaoyang, I am calling you now, Gu Shaoyang don't go, don't go!" ”

Through the glass window, Gu Shaoyang didn't even look at him more, and flew the car out.

"Gu Shaoyang!"

Shen Qingluo chased his car for a while, but finally slipped into the snow. The cold, biting touch seeped into his pants and knees, but fortunately, his gloved palms only hurt and didn't bleed. She braced herself to the ground and struggled to her feet.

Then he chased the car for a while, but finally he didn't catch up, and the white mist exhaled from his mouth became whiter. She patted the snow off her body, closed her eyes and sighed, hung her head, and walked aimlessly......

From the rearview mirror of the car, Gu Shaoyang could no longer see Shen Qingluo's figure, and suddenly slapped the steering wheel hard, hating himself for almost hitting the brakes when he saw her fall.

It's ridiculous that they would be soft-hearted like this.

In exchange for soft-heartedness, all he gets is a cycle of compromising pain, and he doesn't want to do this anymore!