Chapter 1364: A Bleak Life

The lilies she bought from the flower shop, with the pocket money she usually saved, the flower shop lady asked her who she bought them for, she said to visit her mother, the woman looked at her with a lot of pity, and specially gave a few more.

The flower shop is not far from the community, and the people there more or less know that this family has a child and want to send her away.

After the proprietress packed the flowers for the little girl and sent her away, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart, what a sin, how could such a well-behaved child bear to send it away?

The man smiled perfunctorily, pinched the lily under his armpit, and moved casually, "It's easy to disturb my mother's rest when I go in now, let's wait for it, and then come back and give it to her after seeing my grandparents, is it okay?" ”

Xiao Ruoke nodded, keenly aware of something, but she wasn't ready to lose her temper.

"Did you have any nightmares last night?" The man breathed a sigh of relief and casually cared about the little girl.

"No, it'll be fine when you come back." Xiao Ruoke shook her head with a smile, in fact, as long as she fell asleep, her mind was full of images of being pushed into the river, and the feeling of suffocating weightlessness made her feel that she couldn't survive.

But she wasn't going to say it again, after all, it was her mother who should be the most important thing to focus on now.

The man didn't think deeply, "That's good, Dad will go back to cook in the evening, do you have any dishes you want to eat?" ”

"I eat whatever my mother eats, I'm not a picky eater."

“…… Good boy. ”

The two went to the hospital payment hall while talking, and saw the two old men who came back with fast food boxes.

The two old men looked at the little girl with strange eyes, but in the end they didn't say anything.

Xiao Ruoke was led by a man to get on the bus only to realize that something was wrong, she was squeezed into the crowd, holding the railing with one hand and the man with the other.

She looked up and asked, "Daddy, where are we going?" ”

The tip of the nose can still smell a faint fragrance of lilies, and the flowers that have been wrapped in brown English newspapers by the proprietress have not been cherished as they should be, and they are being pushed on the bus, and the sun shining on the flowers looks a little lacking.

The man didn't know whether he didn't hear or didn't want to answer, and kept stubbornly silent, Xiao Ruoke tightened his fingers, knowing that he shouldn't ask again.

Maybe I want to take her home.

Xiao Ruoke stood on tiptoe and looked out the window, it was not the rush hour after work, the bus was unimpeded on the main road, and the unfamiliar street scenery made her feel uneasy was magnified.

It's not the way home!

It wasn't until the bus stopped at the remote terminal that the man pulled her out of the bus that the little girl's fear piled up to the maximum.

She pulled the car door and refused to get out of the car, her pretty face full of horror, "Where are you going to take me?" ”

The man's face was full of impatience, "Hurry down and don't make trouble for the driver's uncle, you kid, why are you not obedient at all today?" ”

There were only two passengers sitting at the terminal, and the driver was also in a hurry to go back to the shift, honking the horn and saying, "Are you all okay?" How to drag the next car? ”

The little girl turned her head and wanted to ask the driver for help, but the man quickly covered her mouth, stopped her by the waist and hugged her, and smiled helplessly, "I'm sorry, the child is not sensible." ”

"Woohoo." Xiao Ruoke's hope was completely extinguished when the driver waved his hand and said it was okay, and the driver waited for them to get out of the car, then stepped on the accelerator and accelerated away, as if he was afraid of getting into trouble.

When the man saw that the bus had disappeared, he was relieved, and there was no more tenderness and thoughtfulness on his face, only impatience, and he walked a few steps outside, but no one followed.

He turned back to the little girl who was sitting motionless on the ground and said, "What are you doing standing stupidly, hurry up and follow me." ”

Xiao Ruoke grabbed her skirt, her big eyes were full of fear of the unknown, and she asked tremblingly, "I'm not going, what are you going to do?" ”

The immature voice was mixed with choking, as if he could cry on the spot if he was frightened a little.

"Send you back." The man went back, took the little girl's neckline and walked a few steps with her, pointing to the peeling building not far away because of the age, "Remember where this is?" ”

What he said about sending her back was not to go back to his house, but to the welfare home that had raised her for several years.

The little girl's tears dried up, and she struggled to look at the welfare home with her eyes wide open, and was forced to follow the man's footsteps, knowing in her heart that she would never be able to return to that home again.

Ten minutes later, the two of them met with the dean, and before the man and the dean entered the office to talk, he unceremoniously threw back the devastated bouquet of lilies to her.

It was really thrown, she didn't catch it, it fell directly to the ground, or a child in the welfare home picked it up and stuffed it into her hand.

Xiao Ruoke seemed to have dried her tears just now, and her eyes were very sore, but at this moment, because of the child's action, the tears took out of her eyes again, and she couldn't stop it.

"Woo woo woo thank you, woo woo woo."

The child was frightened by her, and was quickly pulled away by the little friends on the side, and the immature child's voice could be vaguely heard, "Don't play with her, I heard that she was sent back because she almost miscarried the woman in the foster family, but it's bad." ”

"But she just said thank you to me, she looks so cute."

"Phew, vicious, what's the use of being cute!"

"Oh yes."

The back of Xiao Ruoke's hand was wet with crackling tears, and when she heard their conversation, her mood was even lower, and she grabbed the lily in her hand and began to remember how she could cause the woman to have a miscarriage.

She was sent to her grandparents' house in the countryside a few days ago, because she was an outsider and was excluded by local children, and a little girl was wearing a little princess dress, and she took a fancy to the crystal hair diamond pinned to her head, and took a group of children to rob her while her grandparents went out.

The crystal hair diamond was put on by her mother when she came out, and she told her to take good care of it, she naturally did not want to give it to the menacing and unfriendly little girl, and kept it in her hand and refused to let go, and then she was pushed into the small river in front of the house.

The little girl had never learned to swim, and she was not good at water, so she choked on several mouthfuls of water and struggled to climb to the shore, but some children stopped her from going ashore and threw stones into the river.

"Give me the hair drill, and I'll let you come up, or I'll let you take a pleasant cold shower down there!" The little girl was very arrogant with someone to support her.

Xiao Ruoke didn't answer, her body became heavier and heavier, and just when she felt that her lungs were about to explode, she finally heard the familiar old man's scolding: "What are you doing to hurt the heavens and reason?" If you wake up and you're fine, your grandparents are here, we'll take you to the hospital. ”

Later, she had a high fever, intermittent fever for several days, the doctors in the small clinic were afraid that she would burn her head, so she went to the city for treatment, but the second elder was worried about the medical expenses and was reluctant to leave, but fortunately she died, although she still had nightmares for several days, but the high fever was gradually receding.

She had been busy treating her illness all this time, and she couldn't remember how she could make a bad heart hurt that woman, was it a dream?

It turns out that Dad thinks of her like this in his heart, so he brought her over regardless of it? If she can explain it clearly, will she be able to go back?

Not far away, there was a faint sound of quarrels and the sound of people breaking things in the office with the door closed.

Xiao Ruoke raised her foot and took two steps and stopped, she knew for the first time that she shouldn't go over, it was two adults talking about her going and staying.

She retreated to the railing, and looked at a group of children who were playing games on the lawn and didn't know how to worry, and suddenly, a familiar woman led two men in suits in, and the group of children stood cramped in several rows, each probe looking out, and the curiosity in her eyes could not be hidden.

Is there another person who has adopted a baby?

Strangely enough, it was two men who came back, but it didn't dampen the children's expectations, they all wanted to get out of the orphanage, live a better life, and receive better knowledge.

The little girl had gone out and knew what kind of good scenery there was outside, but at the moment she was just staring at it with envy, but she didn't expect that she would meet the eyes of one of the two men.

It's not just that she froze, but the woman who led the two of them over froze.

She was embarrassed and said, "That little girl's situation is a bit special."

A man looked at the little girl's dress, she was not very well dressed, just the most common thin white dress, long black and shiny hair braided into two braids, snow-white skin, dark eyes, looking like a dusty little princess from a distance.

If I hadn't seen her here, I would have thought that this was a rich young lady somewhere.

"Isn't she from a welfare home?"

"It used to be, but she was adopted last year and now ......"

"Will the adoptive family bring her back to give back to the orphanage?" The man asked with a smile.

The woman's face became strange, she thought it shouldn't be this reason, the man who came with the little girl had a very bad face, and he looked like he wanted to blow up the welfare home.

Thanksgiving in return, she didn't dare to think about it, she just begged that person to leave quickly.

The two men looked at each other, knowing that her hesitation was a sign that there might be something wrong with the adoption, and one of them smiled and said, "Do the children want snacks and toys?" ”

The children in line were elated when they heard this, as happy as the New Year, "I want to! ”

"Then go to the trunk with your uncle and get it, don't push it, everyone has a share." The man led the group of children out of the lawn with an unchanged smile, and raised his hand to give his partner a reassuring gesture.

The woman knew what he meant, and said helplessly, "If you really want to know about it, then come with me." ”

"Wait a minute."

The woman breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, thinking that he was about to give up, "What's wrong?" ”

"It doesn't seem good for me to be empty-handed, wait for me for two minutes, grab the toy and come over immediately."

"......" The woman walked to Xiao Ruoke's side speechlessly and touched her head.