Chapter 349: Our Future

What Bing Manxue said was justified and excusable, showing her most pitiful and helpless little eyes.

How effective this trick is, just look at Yan Shuyan's current expression.

He subconsciously pursed his lips, he originally wanted to come to Xingshi to ask about the crime, but he didn't know what to say at this time. So, was he really the same as a big tiger at that time? So you really scared her?

Yan Shuyan had countless thoughts of guilt in his heart.

Seeing that Yan Shuyan didn't speak, the ice and snow stuck to Yan Shuyan's chest, and his fingers drew circles around his heart, "But Yanyan, I'm not angry, I just want to know a little more, I also want to know your childhood, of course, if you don't want to say it, it doesn't matter, I will always be by your side." ”

Yan Shuyan exhaled and stared carefully at the empathetic woman in front of him. Since Bing Manxue is already his wife, it is better to talk to her about these things earlier.

He sighed, touched the silky hair on top of Bing Manxue's head, and said softly, "She's my mother, but she's not my mother either." ”

Bing Manxue frowned, not understanding what Yan Shuyan meant.

Yan Shuyan took a breath, and his tone was unconsciously solemn: "She has hated me since the day I was born. I don't know why she hates me. But in her eyes, all I saw was disgust.

I don't understand why she always gives me a look of disgust, but she is my mom after all, and I hope to be like the other kids at school, I can hold my mom's hand and go home after school. happy

So I studied hard, but no matter how good my grades were, no matter how good I did things, she never gave me a look of recognition. What I was given was nothing but turning a blind eye. So from the age of ten, I stopped torturing myself, I stopped pursuing her love.

When I was twelve, I broke one of her pendants. My dad happened to be away from home at the time, and she dropped me up and on the beam of the house for three whole days. In the past three days, I have not been allowed to eat a bite of food, let alone drink a sip of water.

She would always say, I was that person's child, and always said that she regretted letting me into this world. So when I was 16 years old, I finally didn't have to listen to her bad words, and that year, I left home without a penny. ”

Bing Manxue subconsciously pursed her lips, according to what Yan Shuyan said, his childhood was not just deprived of happiness. Obviously, my mother is by my side, but my mother doesn't love her. This kind of mental destruction is even more cruel than the physical destruction of Bing Manxue back then.

So it is these reasons, because of the unhappiness of childhood, that Yan Shuyan has become the sensitive and paranoid character he is now.

Thinking of this, Bing Manxue unconsciously clenched her fists. She stood up and found the bracelet that Yan Shuyan's mother had given her today.

At that time, she didn't know that Yan Shuyan and her mother were in such a situation, and she didn't expect that a woman who was so innocent and unpretentious on the surface would treat her children like this.

The snow was full of air, and she raised her hand and broke the bracelet in half.

Bing Manxue handed the broken bracelet to Yan Shuyan and said, "If you're not happy, I won't keep what she sent." In any case, the past can only be the past, and I am your future. So, forget about the unpleasantness, our future is the most beautiful. ”