133 The mountain rain is coming
A night of entanglement, in exchange for not the warmth and joy after the joy, but an overwhelmed self-blame. Su Bei never thought that he would have such a day and regret it. Why did you have a relationship with Jing Moli last night?
Holding his head, Su Bei shook his head vigorously, hoping that this was just a dream, a dream that he would no longer remember when he woke up. However, looking at Jing Moli, who was lying on the hospital bed at the moment, Su Bei felt guilty for his selfish thoughts. Jing Moli gave himself to him, and what about him? But he shirked his responsibility here, how could Jing Moli be embarrassed?
Stretching out his hand, following the dim light, Su Bei touched Jing Moli's cheek, which was a radiant face, although after years of friction, it still maintained her proper appearance. But after all, he was ruined, didn't he?
Sighing heavily, Su Bei stood up and put on his clothes, but his hand was caught at that moment, Su Bei turned around, and happened to see Jing Moli grabbing his hand, and those eyes were staring at him and refused to move away.
"Beizi, don't go! "
She called it soft and almost made Su Bei unable to move, but after thinking about it carefully, she was in the hospital now, so she restrained her guilt and gently put aside Jing Moli's restraints. However, he did not leave. Instead, he put Jing Moli on the bed and lay down and covered her with a quilt. But he sat on the edge of the bed, poured a glass of water, raised his head and drank it, until he felt Jing Moli's gaze, he put down the water glass in his hand in embarrassment, since he looked at Jing Moli.
"Alley, just now, I'm sorry! "
Su Bei sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, but he didn't know what to do. If he had been before, he would definitely be responsible for Jing Moli, but now, he is married, how can he abandon Lin Wei and be with another woman? Since it can't, what should Jing Moli do?
"Don't say I'm sorry, Beizi, I'm voluntary, really, don't say I'm sorry! "
Stretched out his hand and grabbed Su Bei's wrist tightly. Jing Moli shook his head, unwilling to hear Su Bei say sorry to him again and again. Isn't she sorry for what she wants, didn't Su Bei say this to divide the distance between herself and him very clearly? No, she doesn't want such a result.
"Beizi, you know, I don't need your sorry. "
"But, Alley, I don't know what else I can say to you now besides saying I'm sorry? "
He, how could he not know the reason why Jing Moli did this? With such a disease, he was helpless, and he didn't want his family to know, but he was left alone. Jing Moli wanted to get back together with him, and he always knew it. Originally, he should have controlled himself, but in the end, he still couldn't extricate himself when facing Jing Moli.
"Beizi, I'm a little tired! "
Don't hear Su Bei's words, this is undoubtedly announcing her death sentence, which is even more uncomfortable than really letting her die. Gripping Su Bei tightly, and then slowly letting go, Jing Moli smiled reluctantly.
Is it because she overestimated her status in Subei's heart? Or has it been five years, and northern Jiangsu is no longer the northern Jiangsu of five years ago?
"Alley, I'...... "
Su Bei stretched out his hand, but he didn't fall for a long time, and finally withdrew his hand. can't give her Jing Moli happiness, so don't give her any more hope, right?
"I'll go first! "
In the end, he still gave up holding her hand, what shouldn't be, just shouldn't. turned around and took everything he had, and of course the beating heart on Jing Moli's left.
Open the door and then close the door.
Quiet, so quiet that you can even hear the hair falling, but Jing Moli stretched out his hand, blocking the faint light outside the window, and also blocking the hope burning in his heart.
In the dark night, the dark heart, spread out his hands, looking at the closed door, Jing Moli smiled, and he couldn't tell if it was the taste that spread to his heart.
Subei, five years ago, I was sorry for you, but five years later, you really don't plan to give me a chance? But I really don't want it to end like this, my life won't allow me to end like this.
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The bleak night, the dim light, Su Bei looked at everything in the house with a sneer. I really don't know what happened to me? The trip you just went out on, was it really necessary? So what now? What did he come back for? The scene in this room told him that Lin Wei was warming up there at the moment, so what did he come back for? Why was it that on the way back just now, all that flashed in his mind was Lin Wei's picture.
Reaching out and turning on the lamp on the table, I realized that it was already five o'clock in the morning, and it was time to get up in two hours, and I had a sleepless night. Lying on the bed in despair, Su Bei inhaled quietly, and a faint smell of soap entered his nasal cavity, which was Lin Wei's favorite taste. She had warned Su Bei more than once not to use laundry detergent to wash clothes, so in this apartment, there was no place for laundry detergent, and the faint fragrance from the sheets made Su Bei's heart calm down suddenly.
Lin Wei came back today, and the sheet was obviously freshly washed. Gently closing his eyes, Su Bei forced himself to stop thinking about superfluous things.
When I woke up, it was already past nine o'clock, and Subei was not in a hurry, so he got up slowly, then washed, and then made breakfast. It wasn't until everything was done that Su Bei called the district company and told the assistant what to deal with today, and then called Su Yuan again and told her that he wanted to rest today. Su Yuan didn't say anything on the phone, just asked something about the landmark, and then hung up the phone.
Su Bei knew that Su Yuan was dissatisfied with him like this, but he was really not in the mood to go to the company today, not to mention that he had been working in Su Yuan's company for almost seven years, and in these seven years, he had almost never taken a vacation, let alone rested. And now, he really wants to be idle, and he doesn't know if it's a good sign.
Biting the half-cooked eggs on the plate, Su Bei remembered that Lin Wei usually complained that the eggs were not cooked enough, the milk was not warm enough, and the bread slices were too dry when he usually ate breakfast, and today he also made two servings, one for himself, and the other in front of Lin Wei's usual sitting position, but it was empty and there was no one.
Sighing, Su Bei lowered his head, but he couldn't bite the bread slice, it turned out that it was really as Lin Wei said, it was too dry. I put down the bread slices, picked up the milk, and took a sip, which turned out to be cold.
Su Bei secretly laughed at herself, when she had Lin Wei, she disliked it, and when she didn't have her, she was disgusted. Is it not good enough?
There was a rustling sound outside the door, Su Bei paused, looked at the door for a while, until he thought he was hallucinating, Su Bei saw a figure enter, and then looked at Lin Wei standing at the door in surprise. watched her close the door and change her shoes, and not a single action was left behind by Su Bei.
For a long time, until Lin Wei seemed to notice something unusual, turned around, and met his eyes. Su Bei picked up the milk on the table in embarrassment and took a sip, but it choked sharply into his lungs, and his face turned red in pain, Lin Wei also frowned and looked at Su Bei for a long time, and then slowly walked towards him.
"You didn't go to work? "
Lin Wei asked, and then put down the things in his hand. Looking at Su Bei's uncomfortable energy, he reluctantly walked over to help him smooth out, until Su Bei came to his senses, and then shook his head.
"I'm a little unwell and I'm not going to work today! "
Su Bei replied, but the evasive look made Lin Wei puzzled. As far as she knew, Subei was not such a person. Since he has been working, he has never been seen at home during work hours, and the only thing that can be explained is that there is something wrong with him. As for what the question is, it depends on whether he is willing to say it. However, judging from Su Bei's reaction just now, he probably didn't want her to know!
"Oh...... "
Nodding his head, indicating that he didn't want to continue to dwell on such a question, Lin Wei sat down, looked at the breakfast on the table, and then twitched the corners of his mouth. Su Bei raised his head, happened to see Lin Wei's appearance, and then coughed twice in embarrassment.
"That, I forgot it for a while, so I made two servings, that, have you eaten it? "
Su Bei's question was asked awkwardly, but Lin Wei raised his eyebrows and took the initiative to ignore the strangeness on Su Bei's face.
"What do you say? I'm still waiting for your breakfast so late? "
Nothing to be courteous, either a traitor or a thief!
For such a sentence, Lin Wei has always been convinced, not to mention the current Subei, such evasive eyes make her have to think like this.
"Oh, then don't eat it! "
Hearing Lin Wei's words, Su Bei felt a faint sense of loss in his heart, but it was only for a moment, and then he came back to his senses and looked at Lin Wei in surprise.
"You don't have to go to work today? "
"Well, no! "
was stunned at first, and then reacted with a somewhat vague answer.
"Really? "
Su Beihu was suspicious, but he didn't dig deeper.
"Of course! "
She won't tell Su Bei that she didn't go home yesterday, didn't see him, and stayed in the warmth all night, but she didn't sleep all night, so she didn't go to work today and came back to make up for sleep? No, she won't say anything if she is killed.
"Oh. "
"It's you, Beizi, I always think you're weird today. "
It's not that Lin Wei is suspicious, but since she walked in, Subei has not been normal, so she has to look at Subei with suspicion.
"No...... You're thinking too much,...... I"
Su Bei argued, but the mobile phone next to him rang at the right time, Su Bei frowned, picked up the mobile phone and saw the number, is it her? After hesitating for a while, Su Bei looked at Lin Wei, then at his phone, and finally pressed the answer button.
"Hey, Mr. Sue? Miss Jing has an accident! "
Have an accident? Su Bei suddenly froze in place, how could it be? When he came back last night, Jing Moli was obviously fine, how could he say that something would happen?
"And now? How about now? "
He asked, and he couldn't take care of Lin Wei next to him.
"Okay, I'll be right here! "
Hanging up the phone, Su Bei raised his head hesitantly, and happened to see Lin Wei squinting at him, looking at each other awkwardly for a while. Su Bei didn't look at Lin Wei in the end.
"There's something going on in the company, I'm going to go out! "
With that, he turned and left. Tuliulin was slightly stunned in place, and did not move for a long time.
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