The white lips and numb eyes reveal a trace of pain, as if the painful part of the body is anesthetized, you can feel it, but it doesn't hurt, the face that was already full of wrinkles, the wrinkles seem to have increased a lot in an instant, and the face like gold paper oozes wisps of death.

At this moment, I felt my heart break.

Ignoring the doctors and nurses, I squeezed in the direction of my mother's bed, and when I put my face in front of my mother, the tears finally could not be contained, and rushed out like a flood that burst the embankment.

"Mom!" I cried out in a heart-rending voice, but my mother's eyes were still numb and empty looking at the ceiling, and she did not respond at all to my call.

"This lady, please control your emotions, in order to relieve the patient's pain, now the patient has entered a state of anesthesia and cannot hear you."

A doctor walked up behind me, grabbed my hand, and dragged me out.

"Then save people! I'm begging you, hurry up...... Hurry up and have surgery!! I screamed with all my might, and my anxiety for my mother had overtaken all else, and when I saw that they were still standing before me, I bent on my knees and almost fell down to plead with them.

And at this time, Tang Tianqi arrived, his eyes glanced at everyone in this ward with a little coldness, and said coldly.

"You don't have to worry about money, now, save people immediately!"

was taken by Tang Tianqi's momentum, and the ward was silent for three seconds, and then the people here were busy in a hurry as if they had put on a clockwork.

"Please go out and wait, family members are not recommended to watch the operation." When they were busy like ants, a nurse walked up to Tang Tianqi and me and unceremoniously pushed us out.

When the nurse who pushed us out turned back to the room and closed the door, the sign on the door lit up.

The operation began.

"How can this be, how can this be......" When the door of the operating room was closed, the strength of my whole body seemed to be drained, and the whole person was paralyzed in Tang Tianqi's arms weakly.

Tang Tianqi stretched out his hand and hugged me tightly in his arms and comforted me: "Don't worry, Mom is fine, everything will be fine."

I didn't listen to Tang Tianqi's comforting words, my brain was already dead at this time, and I couldn't think about anything at all.

After Tang Tianqi saw that there was no effect on comforting me, his eyes looked at me numb with some distress, he sighed softly, and helped me to the chair next to the door of the operating room and sat down.

The waiting time was long, and under the wear and tear of this painful will, it was even more tormenting, we waited outside the door all day, and did not even eat lunch and dinner, and finally waited until the three big words in the operation on the door dimmed, I hurriedly jumped up from the chair, and anxiously blocked the door, wanting to know the result as soon as possible.

Soon, the door opened, and the doctors and nurses came out one after another, and I reached out to stop my mother's attending doctor and asked.

"Doctor, doctor, how is my mother's condition?"

Hearing my question, all the medical personnel present remained silent, and when I saw the same look on their faces, I suddenly had the illusion that the air around me had been drained in an instant, and a strong feeling of suffocation came over my mind.

If their silence only made me feel suffocated, then the next words of the attending doctor shattered my spiritual world in an instant.

"We ...... I did my best. ”

When I heard this, I stumbled under my feet and almost fainted, if it weren't for Tang Tianqi's quick hand to come up and hold me up in time, I'm afraid I would have fallen to the ground by now.

"Cheer up!" Tang Tianqi shook my shoulder, at this time, only he could keep his composure: "The doctor just said that he tried his best, but he didn't say what happened to my mother!" This shows that Mom is okay now! ”

A word woke up the person in the dream, Tang Tianqi's words were like a shot in the arm, which made me instantly lift a little strength, I looked at the doctor with hope, and asked pleadingly.

"May I go in?"

The doctor did not speak, nodded, and turned sideways to make way for me, and I ran in without hesitation, as I had come, and my mother was still lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, but her eyes were no longer so dull.

Seeing this, I walked briskly to my mother's bedside, took her skinny hand, and cried out in heartbreak.

"Mom, Mom, can you hear me?"

Perhaps the effect of the narcotic continued, and it was a few seconds before my mother turned her head to my side and gave me a far-fetched smile.

"No, Mom is fine."

Seeing my mother's appearance, coupled with this obvious comforting sentence, I finally couldn't control the sadness in my heart, grabbed my mother's hand and lay on the side of the bed and sobbed.

"What are you crying about, Mom is fine now, let's not cry!"

Even though my mother is seriously ill now, she still comforts me with difficulty, as if the person who is sick at this time is not her, but me.

Thinking of this, in order not to let my mother worry about me anymore, I raised my head to wipe the tears from my face and made a difficult smile at my mother.

"Well, I'm not crying! But Mom, you must also work hard to get better! ”

Seeing that I finally stopped crying, the smile on my mother's face gradually faded, and she said to me with a tired look.

"Okay, Mom is very tired now, then don't cry, Mom needs to rest for a while now......"

Before I finished a sentence, my mother tilted her head and fell asleep, seeing that my mother's face was sleepy, Tang Tianqi, who had been standing behind me silently, walked up and helped me up, and he patted me on the back.

"Okay, Mom is asleep, let's go out first, don't disturb Mom's rest, okay?"

I raised my hand to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes, and glanced at my mother, who was lying on the hospital bed sleeping peacefully, and then I was reluctantly taken out by Tang Tianqi.

From today on, I will be waiting by my mother's side every step of the way, reluctant to leave for a moment, and Tang Tianqi will also put down all the work at hand and accompany my mother in the hospital with me.

The reason why we kept it so tight was because we asked my mother about her current health afterwards, and the answer we received was that she might not be able to do it.

I don't remember how I felt when I heard the news, but I felt that the light in front of me had suddenly faded, and the boundless darkness had broken into my world.

This time, I didn't get decadent because of my mother's condition, not because I didn't want to, but because I couldn't, because the doctor's words revealed that my mother's physical condition was the result of suppression with drugs, and when the body became resistant to drugs, I am afraid it would not be far from my mother's departure.

So now I am waiting, so I wait by my mother's side every day, talk to her, chat, and try my best to make my mother forget about her illness.

And I, who didn't believe in God, prayed silently in my heart at this moment, begging for a miracle.

But reality is reality, it will always stand in front of you coldly, so skinny, no matter how many hours I spend with my mother every day, no matter how meticulous I take care of my mother, what should come, will always come.

On this day, I went to help my mother prepare breakfast as usual, but when I brought it into the ward, I saw a strange scene - my mother, who had been lying on the hospital bed all along, actually lay down on her own, and her eyes had regained some light, and my mother looked out of the window attentively, not noticing my arrival at all.

When I saw this, I could not contain a look of joy on my face, because it seemed to me that my mother was able to sit up because she was cured, so I walked up quickly, put breakfast between the tables, and called out with joy.

"Mom, are you well?"

Hearing my call, my mother, who had been distracted, reacted, and she turned her head and smiled at me.

"Perhaps."

At this time, I hadn't noticed anything strange in my mother's tone, so I sat down next to my mother, snuggled up to her, and said with a sigh of relief.

"I just said, Mom, your illness will definitely be fine!"

My mother didn't answer my words, she reached out and stroked my long hair, which had not been properly combed in recent days, and said distressedly.

"These days, I've been miserable for you."

Hearing my mother's words, I shook my head like a rattle.

"It's not bitter, it's not bitter, as long as your mother can get better, I'm willing to suffer no matter how much I suffer!"

"You!" My mother smiled, with a hint of bitterness in her laughter that I couldn't hear, and she knocked on my head and said, "Silly boy, people always die, if your mother really leaves, you are not allowed to be like this, you know?"

"Uh-huh." I didn't think much of it, nodded and said obediently.

Perhaps my mother saw my perfunctory, she sighed, and suddenly said something inexplicable.

"Why didn't I give birth to you earlier?"

Hearing my mother's words, I raised my head and looked at my mother suspiciously, and asked.

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

"No, no." Seeing that I looked up, there seemed to be some emotion in my mother's eyes, and she laughed.

"I mean, I'm suddenly craving apples right now."

"Then I'll go and cut one for you right away!"

With that, I stood up, and since the apples I had bought were already broken, I had to go out and buy some more, but when I walked out of the door of the ward, suddenly there was a loud bang from behind me.