Self-pity for the moon
When arguing, people don't think a lot, the emotions are there, and the words are subconsciously spoken.
Looking at Su Nian's back as he turned around, Lu Zhiyuan gradually calmed down.
July is supposed to be hot and dry, and the irritable weather makes people angry.
The temperature of Lu Zhiyuan's whole body gradually calmed down, and a wave of emptiness welled up in his heart, and he was the only one in the huge study.
He couldn't stand it when he looked down at the documents, he recalled how he and Su Nian quarreled so fiercely?
How conceited he thought that he was the one who was owed, so he quietly questioned Su Nian, and then lost everything.
Lu Zhiyuan recalled the situation just now and felt like a fool, how could there be such a stupid designer, and he came to confront the victim with self-righteousness. But he just wasn't reconciled, Su Nian had too many secrets that he didn't tell him, although the two of them were together now, but he felt that Su Nian was illusory, he didn't know which day he would disappear as soon as he turned around and found that he was proficient, he was afraid that Su Nian would leave, and he was full of unconfidence in his relationship with them.
Su Nian never wanted to be with him for a long time, and he had even imagined the scene of a full house of children and grandchildren in the future.
When the anger came up, Su Nian left Jiang's mansion in his pajamas, stepping on the cement road in blue slippers, I don't know when it rained outside, and there were traces of water on the surface of the road.
After going out, Su Nian found that she had nowhere else to go, the room in the dormitory had been withdrawn, Li Mengmeng was afraid that she was playing abroad now, and the other people in the dormitory were not natives of Z City.
The thin pajamas shivered in the breeze, Su Nian squatted on the ground, her mind was very messy now, everything had been thought out of the original, everything had been developed according to the predetermined development, but where life would be full of people's wishes, just when you thought everything was beautiful, it often caught you off guard.
She really couldn't understand why Lu Zhiyuan did this, on the surface, she cherished her and cared for her, and all kinds of conspiracies and calculations behind her back were waiting for her to fall into the net.
How can a person be so probing or possessive, does he really want her to show him his inside and out, so that he can rest assured? But how can she attract her lover when she is so pure, so clean.
Su Nian didn't know, she squatted slowly on the ground, the thoughts in her head flew around, and Su Nian sincerely sighed that it was so difficult.
Su Nian's eyes seemed to have a layer of frost, and she felt that her heart was very blocked, but she couldn't find a way to solve it.
The doorman looked at the little girl who came out wearing only a nightdress, this is a rich area, this phenomenon is not the first time he has seen it, but yes, these little girls can only bear the choice they make, to say that young girls have hands and feet, what to do is not good but choose a road of no return, you want to rely on which man wholeheartedly, but that man put you in the same position, call to come, linger away, be in a good mood to tease you, a bad mood is a second or a baby, the next second is to roll.
Seeing the girl gradually collapse and squatting at the door, the doorman also felt that it was not a problem, so he walked out and touched Su Nian's shoulder: "Girl, what's wrong with you?" "Don't break down at the door, people come and go, if my boss sees the illness, he will say that I didn't do my duty.
Su Nian raised his head and looked at the doorman: "It's nothing, you let me calm down." She once again realized that there was no place for her in the vastness of the world, her existence was actually nothing, and there were not many people who directly exceeded her, but there was nothing to lose her. She said that she was a girl who pursued light and heat, but she did not need light and heat, and she never wanted to patronize him.
Once again, she didn't know what she was living so hard for, and finally found an excuse for love and for her new friends, but behind love is calculation, and the premise of friends is for the sake of love, she struggled for three years and still had nothing.
The doorman said: "There are too many people in this world who have collapsed, I hope you will not be completely sad and desperate because of this collapse, and I hope you can collapse in another place." ”
Su Nian was still a little moved after listening to the first half of the uncle's words, there are still many strangers in the Qiao world who will give their kindness to others, but after listening to the second half of the sentence, Su Nian knew that the uncle was disgusted with squatting in front of him and affecting his work. It's true, there is no one in the middle of the night, how can she affect her uncle's work?
Although thinking like this, Su Nian still got up, everyone has difficulties, and she still doesn't want to add difficulties to others in vain.
came out in a hurry, completely out of whims, Su Nian didn't take anything, not even his mobile phone.
Walking on the sidewalk, the street is still full of traffic, and the pedestrians who come and go will also pay attention to her a few times because of her pajamas, Su Nian wanders on the road without purpose, people really can't be bored, when they are bored, they tend to think a lot of things in their heads, they think about things and think about things, the more they think about it, the worse it gets, and the more they think about it, the more complicated it becomes.
Lu Zhiyuan deeply reflected on his behavior, crossed his chin with his hands, he suddenly thought that Su Nian was going out in pajamas, afraid that something would happen to Su Nian, Lu Zhiyuan was about to make a call to Su Nian, but no one answered the phone for a long time.
He was shocked by Su Nian's resolute eyes before turning away, and he didn't dare to chase him out, now that he calmed down, he was very worried about Su Nian's safety, a girl at night was walking on the road in revealing clothes, in case he met someone with bad intentions again, what should Su Nian do?
The more Lu Zhiyuan thought about it, the more panicked he became, and while taking the phone contact to help find someone, he walked out of the door of the study with a suit jacket.
Lu Zhiyuan walked west along the road outside the Jianghao exhibition area, and walked for about ten minutes without seeing Su Nian's shadow.
At this time, Hao Jian called: "According to the monitoring of Shifeng Road, Mr. Lu showed that Su Nian appeared at the intersection at 9:20 a.m. ”
After getting a little bit of news, Lu Zhiyuan breathed a sigh of relief: "The hard work Hao team continues to help check the monitoring, please help check the monitoring near Shifeng Road." ”
Lu Zhiyuan returned to Jiang's mansion area and drove along the side of the road to look for it, there were fewer and fewer people on the street, but he hadn't seen Su Nian's appearance yet, Su Nian had a strong anti-reconnaissance ability, her figure was only short-lived, and she appeared in the surveillance, Lu Zhiyuan hit the steering wheel with his fist depressedly, he felt that this was really the stupidest day in his life, and he didn't know what he had done.
As long as Su Nian can appear in front of him, he can accept whatever apologies he makes, as long as he doesn't break up, how can there be no quarrel between lovers, Su Nian can't break up with him because of this quarrel......
Unable to find Su Nian, Lu Zhiyuan's mind kept thinking about things and west, and his whole heart was empty.
Su Nian walked to the street alone, the more she walked, the more pitiful she felt, there was no one around her to rely on, the more she walked, she felt that she was so miserable now, she was wandering around the street in slippers and pajamas, she didn't even have a mobile phone, and the most important thing was that she was penniless, and she couldn't do anything she wanted.
Su Nian's eyes were full of tears, and the grievances in her heart rushed out like a flood, Su Nian raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, she told herself: "Su Nian, you have to be strong, how can you become more and more fragile, if you are wronged, you will be wronged, why does your heart still hurt so much?" ”
Su Nian wondered if she had a sudden heart attack, and her heart seemed to be stirred together.
She didn't know where she should go if she walked casually, and Su Nian also began to reflect on herself, is she making a fuss, but she really hates the feeling of not being trusted, and she hates the feeling of being framed by someone she likes, Lu Zhiyuan,
It just so happens that both are accounted for, and he doesn't admit his mistake at all and argues fiercely with her, is Lu Zhiyuan not wrong, is she wrong?
Su Nian walked to the garden of a certain community, she looked up and saw that the moon hung lonely in the sky, the dark sky, there were almost no stars, looking at the moon who was sick with her, Su Nian finally knew why so many migrants liked to pity the moon throughout the ages.
Su Nian muttered to the moon and said, "Moon, you are so pitiful, there is no second moon to accompany you, and now even the stars are not willing to accompany you." ”
Su Nian sat on the bench in the garden, looking at her slippers in a daze, the slippers were worn by her when she went to Lu Zhiyuan's house, and later she found out that these slippers and Lu Zhiyuan were a couple, it turned out that Lu Zhiyuan had started calculating her so early.
In the end, Chen Dongming found Su Nian on the bench, Su Nian looked at Chen Dongming and took out the phone, and threatened him: "Don't call Lu Zhiyuan, otherwise I will hack your computer the next day." ”
Chen Dongming didn't know that Su Nian had this skill, could his computer be hacked if anyone wanted to, his computer was specially protected by the people of the Lu Group, and a specific firewall was also set up.
Looking at Chen Dongming's disapproving look, Su Nian said, "It's so annoying, why did you find me?" Can't leave me calm and calm alone. ”
Chen Dongming hurriedly grabbed Su Nian's wrist, in order to prevent Su Nian from escaping, he could only make a decision: "I'm sorry girl, after handing you over to Mr. Lu today, I will bear how you punish me, and Mr. Lu will go crazy if he can't find you." ”
Su Nian pursed the corners of his lips: "I don't believe your words, you and Lu Zhiyuan are the same kind of people." ”
Chen Dongming gossiped: "Why did you and Mr. Lu quarrel? You can just come out in your pajamas and not be afraid of any danger. ”
Even if Su Nian was scared, he couldn't tell Chen Dongming: "I won't be afraid, at that time, it was much happier than Lu Zhiyuan being in the same room." ”
Chen Dongming was curious: "Your relationship has turned too badly, a few days ago, you and I were unwilling to separate, and today you feel that it is unacceptable to live in the same room." ”
Su Nian broke free a few times and didn't break free from Chen Dongming's hand: "Hurry up and let go of me, otherwise I will call someone." ”
Chen Dongming didn't doubt that Su Nian would shout at all, so he took the first step to block Su Nian's mouth.