No matter how much I think about it at the moment, it is useless, I have no clue, I sighed lightly and turned my head and told Xiao Hei to go back to the room and go to bed early, Xiao Hei looked at me seriously, he seemed to be in a bad mood, he slowly told me that he wanted to go to bed later today, he wanted to look at the moon alone and talk to the moon.

"Where did I learn all these sad words," I wanted to mock Xiao Hei for a few words, but seeing that he really had something on his mind, I had to shake my head, everyone will face sudden troubles, and when the sun rises again, won't everything start again.

After a night of tossing and turning, I almost fell asleep with my pillow on it, but I soon appeared near the door of the house, and with the scorching sun above my head, I knew I was dreaming, a normal waking dream.

I looked at the door of the house in front of me, my mother was sitting there at this time, she was sitting there like a child, always holding the line in her hand, sewing clothes and bedding, the villagers who passed by greeted her warmly, and my mother responded one by one without perfunctory, among these passers-by occasionally there were a few familiar faces I had seen, looking at their relaxed and playful faces, I couldn't help but feel a burst of comfort and pleasure, I couldn't help but follow the footsteps and take a few more looks, after all, these people have been dead for many years in my memory.

I didn't dare to step closer to my mother because I knew it was in a dream. I can't predict what will happen in the next second, and it is very likely that I will never be able to walk to the door and I may not be able to come to my mother as soon as I get out of my foot, which is undoubtedly an adventure for me, but fortunately I still kept my sanity in my dreams, and I was already content to look at my mother's healthy face a few more times.

The sun was getting warmer, and everything around seemed to slow down. My mother finally put down the needle and thread in her hand, and she stood up and suddenly noticed that I was waving at me. A "silence" completely confused my mind, and my mother told me to go back to dinner......

This shout made me have to take steps to walk home, but at the same time my brother suddenly appeared, Zhang Lei was still the same as before, he was carrying a bag and holding a hoe in his hand, and his dirty palms always had no scruples and couldn't help but want to wipe the sweat from his forehead.

I thought my brother would still look at me like he used to and say a cold word to go home, but he didn't. Zhang Lei watched my smile gradually emerge, he actually patted my head with his hand and said to me with a hippie smile: "What are you doing stupid boy?" Not going home yet? ”

I couldn't find any words to respond to my brother's sudden change, but when I couldn't help but reply to him, I was surprised to find that a smile had bloomed on my face at this moment, and I was smiling in response to him, and my smile was completely out of my control, so I kept grinning and accompanying him to the door.

I wanted to rush over and hug my mother, but I found that my feet seemed to be disobedient, I just stood beside my mother like a log, this feeling was like when I was a child I did something wrong and came to my mother to confess my mistake, I waited motionless for my mother to open the umbrella for me, only after he smiled and stroked my head I could go into the house with her to face my father, who was most afraid of majesty in my heart.

My father dragged me to the bedside, and I didn't see him. My mother took out a piece of laundry and hurriedly asked me to try it on, and he kept asking me if I liked it. I hurriedly took off my clothes and tried on new clothes, and in front of the mirror I was delighted to find that my face and that of my mother had not changed at all, and that my chest, back and back were all white, and there was no such thing as dead flesh and that terrible mutation infection.

When I got dressed, my father's voice was already heard outside the door, and my mother was no longer in the house, so I wanted to show him my clothes and ran to the kitchen, and the family was in front of me.

Zhang Lei beckoned me to come over and sit next to him, while my grandfather was sitting in front of me. He still coughed constantly, but the cigarette in his hand did not decrease.

These scenes are all deep memories of my childhood, I haven't felt this way for too long, even in my dreams, I can't help but feel like eating two more bowls.

Washing dishes after meals has always been a problem at home, when I was a child, my father always thought that he must not wash the dishes when cooking, and my mother also had a reason to be busy with needlework and did not want to wash the dishes, I am the youngest one in the family, it stands to reason that I have the least right to speak honestly to wash the dishes, but now I still know that this is in my dreams, so I suddenly want to be bold and make a change.

I looked at my father and grandfather who had not yet left, and said with a little nervousness, "Since everyone doesn't want to wash the dishes, then I definitely don't want to, but someone has to wash the dishes." Let's play a game and play rock-paper-scissors, and the loser will go to wash the dishes, can you? ”

I didn't bow my head as I used to, I looked at everyone with anticipation, and I really sensed a glimmer of hope in the slightly hesitant eyes of my father and mother. My father lit a cigarette and looked at me again, and said to me without thinking: "That's okay, just do as you say, if you lose, you have to admit it, Dad, you don't have to participate when you're old, you can go as you want, you don't have to waste time here."

Grandpa immediately became anxious when he heard this, he pretended to give his father a slap and then said leisurely: "You are not human when your father?" Since I'm one of you all day at home, I have to participate in the activities that I should attend, and if you lose later, go wash the dishes honestly, don't think that you can turn the sky over with the two children! ”

Zhang Lei and I both laughed, my mother patted me on the shoulder and gave me an encouraging look, and the game began.

I thought that after a few rounds, I would be able to win or lose, but I didn't expect that the first game had already been decided, and all of us were out of the rock, and my brother was out of the scissors. He pretended to be angry and gave us all a look, so he said angrily that he was willing to gamble and lose, and began to clean up the table. Naturally, I helped him pick up the bowl and leaned back to the side and smoked.

Sure enough, in my dreams, I really had the final say! Even when my mother came back suddenly, she looked at her in a panic, she didn't say much and asked, but she kindly persuaded me to let me smoke a little less, and then turned around and left the room.

This feeling is so satisfying and nostalgic, I looked at the time when Zhang Lei silently washed the dishes, and I couldn't help but start thinking in my heart, as usual, most of us ate and washed and slept and then ended the day. But if you really want to fall asleep in this dream, isn't it all over? Even if there are still dreams within dreams, I can still dream of a new day, and I have to find a way to make time to talk to my family as much as possible.

Just when I couldn't think of a way, Wang Qiu, this guy suddenly appeared, and I don't know when he came to the door, this guy is still holding half a cigarette in his hand like me, he looked at me and let me mysteriously pull me down and whispered: "Zhang Lone! The entrance of the village seems to have found a hidden mountain road today, few people have seen it, I discussed with Brother Zhang that tonight we will take the guy and go on an adventure, maybe we can bump into something strange and come back to sell it for money! Are you going kid or not? ”

"Go! Why not go! "Even if I excitedly agreed to Wang Qiu, the appearance of this kid is simply a relief in disguise. If the three of us go out on an expedition later, maybe our parents will find out, so that my brother and I will have time alone to explore together, and when we come home, maybe we can see my mother at the door looking at us, although it will make my mother feel worried and uneasy in my dreams, but I really want to feel this long-lost feeling, let me be selfish like this in my dreams.

My brother told us to wait at the door first, let Wang Qiu go and prepare things, he washed the dishes and came out to meet, and when Wang Qiu and I left, we also deliberately touched some tables, chairs, benches, and made some clear and loud sounds, so that my father and mother could hear it even if they were far away.

Came to the dark place by the door, before I had time to smoke a cigarette handed to me by Wang Qiu, this guy said that he was going to pack up his things and get his equipment and ran into the dark, I squatted in the corner alone, my heart was full of nostalgia for the adventure, this was almost the first time my brother and I walked side by side to go out at night, it was a completely unknown and fresh experience. I began to tremble a little with excitement, and I couldn't help but want to kneel and pray as I looked at the flickering lights in front of the house, "Oh my God! Just let this dream of mine be a little longer again, I have had strange dreams and nightmares all my life, but today I can make some wishes in my dreams, you must not let me wake up suddenly! Just let me stay in my dreams more and stay nostalgic and nostalgic, and when I send it in the future, I will repay you with kindness, and give you a temple to make offerings every day, I will definitely do what I say! ”

After meditating in my heart, I waited for a long time and didn't see the two of them appear, I thought maybe I was not religious enough, so I threw away the last half of the cigarette in my mouth and knelt directly in place and began to pray, but when I woke up, I found that the surroundings were still the same, and the figures of my brother and Wang Qiu still did not appear, except for the darkness in front of me, even the slightest sound of wind and grass disappeared.

I couldn't hold back my anxiety and wanted to step forward quickly, but I found that I seemed to be completely stuck in place and couldn't move at all, and when my eyebrows were burning and I was very impatient, my brother and Wang Qiu appeared at the same time, and they were standing under the street lamp by the door, looking around. I wanted to shout to remind them that I was in the dark, but strangely enough, no matter how hoarse I screamed and cut my throat, they both seemed to be unable to hear me. Zhang Lei and Wang Qiu seemed to be a little lost, each lit a cigarette, I watched them smoke and keep shouting to no avail, they seemed to have reached a consensus no longer with nostalgia, each seemed to sigh and then turned back to the room......