"Pure! Take pure! Xiao Xinxin immediately sensed that Huang Yichun's mood was wrong, and gently patted Yichun's shoulder.

Only then did Yi Chun come back to his senses. She felt like she had just had a nightmare, and she shook her head slightly to make herself more conscious. She found out that she was crying, and immediately wiped her tears with her hands, she tried her best to hide her emotions, so she covered her face very hard, and then wiped her tears indiscriminately, and smeared her elaborate makeup.

"Ouch, my little pathetic, don't feel bad and don't cry. Look at how ugly you are crying with your makeup! It's okay, it's okay, come on, I'll wipe it for you... Don't cry anymore... It's not uncomfortable, Zeng Zining and they are just engaged in propaganda, you don't have to take it to heart..."Xiao Xinxin comforted distressedly while taking out a tissue from her bag, and before Xiao Xinxin took out the tissue, Huang Yichun whispered, "I'll go to the toilet." And he ran away at once.

Xiao Xinxin hurriedly caught up, but in the blink of an eye, Huang Yichun disappeared in a flash.

Huang Yichun cried as he ran. She ran through the corridor, ran out of the hall, entered the elevator, pressed a floor in a panic, and then, the elevator door opened, ran out, turned, she ran to the two gates, and she stopped. Was it unintentional? She reappeared in front of the office with a "Vice President" sign on it.

She sat down and leaned against the door. Remembering that an hour ago, there were still two people standing here, and now she is the only one left crying here. She began her endless reverie again. She remembered that 10 years ago, in school, she was walking with her head down and accidentally stepped on someone. She raised her head and just wanted to say sorry, but found that this boy was so handsome, and she didn't say the words that came to her mouth for a long time, but instead the person who was bumped into apologized to her shyly first. The boy asked her a little shy and very gently, "Do you hurt?" ”。 She shook her head dumbly, and the boy smiled with relief, "That's good, goodbye!" With that, he immediately ran away. She herself didn't come back to her senses for a long time, and yes, a little girl in the third grade had a strange feeling for the first time, strange but very happy. The next day, she began to search for information about the boy in the whole school, ran to every class in the school, and finally heard the name for the first time in the 6th grade teaching building: "Zeng Zining". Soon, she found his QQ number and added his QQ friends, but she didn't dare to send a message. After repeated struggles and pondering, she decided to confess to him on QQ three. The love words of the third-grader are simple and straightforward, "I like you very much, can you be my boyfriend?" Thank you". But just this sentence, she has repeatedly revised it countless times. She looked forward to the stars and the moon, and finally looked forward to a reply, but it said, "Not good! ”。 Fortunately, she was naturally cheeky and did not give up. Maybe she didn't know what a broken love was at that time. Since then, she would forcibly drag the little sisters to squat in the cafeteria every day, just to take a look at him, and then run away in a hurry. Since then, no matter how handsome the boy in the class confesses to her, she refuses in seconds. Since then, she has been simply naughty, with more concern and a well-known "secret". That year, she was nine years old and he was twelve.

Later, she graduated from primary school, and with excellent grades, she transferred to the top public school in the city, and Zeng Zining, who was also excellent, chose to go directly to the high school directly under the school. For the first time, she experienced the discomfort of "unrequited love in a long place". So after the first school year, she did not hesitate to let her parents transfer her back to her original school. Finally, after a year, she saw him again. At this time, she had faded away from the shyness and immaturity of her childhood, and she felt the pain and torture of not being able to love, and she no longer hid her strong love for Zeng Zining. Began to confess like crazy. The school confession wall and message board were all confessed by her. In one night, she sent 600 QQ messages to Zeng Zining in front of the screen, although she only got a sentence of "It's good if you're happy", she was also ecstatic. She skipped class and slipped to the high school to find Zeng Zining's class to find him. I happened to be in physical education class, and I didn't see anyone. She simply slipped into the classroom, found his seat, and opened his book. Seeing his beautiful writing and neat workbook, she became even more obsessed with him. At this time, two classmates who came back to get water cups saw her, so the words "Zeng Zining, who was in the top five of the grade, was chased by a beautiful elementary school girl in junior high school", spread throughout the high school. At the same time, she also "domineeringly" intercepted Zeng Zining's way in the cafeteria, at this time Zeng Zining would pull her aside and say to her, "You're not good like this", and then patted her on the shoulder and turned away. Even so, Huang Yichun is still very satisfied. She was still sending him crazy messages on QQ, but Zeng Zining didn't reply a word, thinking that maybe Zeng Zining didn't look at her phone. Later, her best friend showed her a chat log, which was her best friend chatting with him. Her best friend asked him, "Do you like Huang Yichun?" I actually got a reply, "No", "Then do you hate her?" "No", "Is it possible for you two?" "Unlikely. ”。 Huang Yichun, who saw this chat, was like a bolt from the blue. Since then, there has been more pain in her love. The pain of tossing and turning, insomnia, missing, and not being able to love for a few nights tortured the heartless little girl to "die and live", but at the same time, it also constantly prompted her to transform. It's just that for her, this growth is somewhat painful. On the contrary, Zeng Zining's childhood shyness seems to have changed into a kind of coldness and ruthlessness. In her eyes, he was like an iceberg, and no amount of her passionate feelings would melt it. It turned out that she was at the top, but her grades fell into the abyss almost overnight. She was 12 and he was 15.

When she entered high school, he was admitted to the physics department of Jiaotong University, which is among the best in the country. Her first year of high school was still a mess, until her sophomore year woke her up with her bloody report card. After a summer of repeated thinking and struggle, she finally decided to live again. She sent him her last message before she turned 18 "I decided to put it down first, I decided to study hard, this time to bother you." For the first time, I received a reply "Okay, I'll wait for you." This is just a very simple sentence, but it is endlessly moving and encouraging to Huang Yichun, throwing himself into the ocean of learning every day, and he doesn't know fatigue at all. Because of one sentence, her high school life has become full and full of yearning. Finally, after 2 years of hard work, she was admitted to the Department of Management of Jiaotong University, met Zeng Zining, who said that she would wait for her, participated in the banquet, was helped up by Zeng Zining, with his coat on his shoulder, and was taken to the office by him, thinking that Zeng Zining liked herself, and saw Zeng Zining and Amy leaning together to accept people's cheers and blessings...... Now she was sitting alone on the ground again. After all, it's a person......

Why?

Why is it that after pursuing it for so long and trying so hard, it still doesn't work? Why have I been hurt so many times and still have the urge to cry? Why can't I stop myself from trying to fight after being rejected so many times? Why, why is your heart still beating fast and your mind congested after all this time? Why do I still love you all the time, so selflessly.

Some people love and feel happy if they can be accepted by the other party; Some people love and feel that if the other party is still single, there is still hope; Some people love and feel satisfied as long as they can see each other; Some people love, but they only pray for each other's happiness in life, and silently guard behind their backs......

Silently loving someone is both a joy and a sadness; Absolute affection can bring countless pains, but also bring incomparable surprises. That's the wonder of love, right? Just like Sanmao said, "What is love, why is it so bitter and painful, as long as you can hold it, you still refuse to give up until you die, and you are willing to die." ”。

Huang Yichun sat paralyzed on the ground, tears drying up.