Susan said to herself, "I wonder if you've ever seen a young eagle take off in the animal world?" ”

"It is very difficult for the eagle to fly, it must overcome the difficulties and replace the feathers on its body. Its mother will push him off the cliff directly, and it can only learn to fly in real danger, do you see your own cliff, but you find that you can't cross it. Why don't you try it in your dreams and see if you're willing to learn to fly? ”

Lu Shiqi slowly closed her eyes and entered the dream.

In the endless wilderness, she was the only one alone, she was the only one alive in this world, loneliness surrounded her, and regret and self-blame kept her awake every night.

She was like an exile with heavy steps, leaving her footprints on the field, I don't know how long she walked, she passed through the fog and pushed away the gray, She saw the cliff, she followed the voice in her head and stepped down, at that moment there were many voices in her mind, father and mother Wang Leijun little uncle and aunt: "Don't we are still waiting for you in this world"

Suddenly opened her eyes, she clung to the edge of the cliff, yes she didn't want to die her life is so not easy, if she dies like this, she is sorry for many people, she wants to live even if it is to survive.

Seeing Lu Shiqi's eyes slowly change from fierce to calm, Susan put down the clock in her hand: "Did you make a choice in your dream just now?" ”

Susan said, "Face your heart and don't choose the most cowardly way to run away from everything." ”

Lu Shiqi said hoarsely: "Doctor Susan, do you believe in the existence of parallel time and space?" In this world, we may have made that choice, but because each choice represents a possibility of development, so our life has thousands of trajectories, each trajectory of life, seems to be our life, but it is not our life, I just seem to have come back from the dead, I began to fear the death decision I made at the beginning, but can you tell me, is our world another parallel world, I want to go to the world that made the right choice through death, No blame, no complaints. ”

Saying that, the tears in Lu Shiqi's eyes flowed out: "I have never made the right choice in my life, I have hurt my father, Wang Leijun, and even my mother, I am a person who will only make wrong decisions, isn't living in this world harming others and myself, even affecting one person after another around me, and I am so numb and painful to live, this kind of life is what I don't want, but just now in the dream, I seem to be reluctant to live this kind of life, in the dream, I grabbed the cliff fiercely, I want to live strongly, and there seems to be a subconscious that supports me, no matter what the right life looks like? It's all my life, and I'm going to go through it all and see what it's supposed to look like. So that everyone's choice can be tested in my life. ”

Susan didn't expect this small-looking girl to pull up parallel space for him: "But aren't you not quite sure about your idea, so you're wandering, but you know what?" The moment you get the knife in your hand, you may no longer have a choice, so why not take death as the last option? ”

Lu Shiqi realized how negative her emotions were before, she began to doubt herself and began to doubt her life, you hope that there is a parallel space, which can allow her to make the right choice and live a life without regrets, but the parallel space of self is always different from herself, they have different experiences from themselves, and his parents are diametrically opposed to his parents, their personalities are also different, even if the person in the parallel space has made all the right decisions, but he is still not his own life.

Lu Shiqi said: "My thoughts of death are not as heavy as before, but I am still full of doubts about myself, I am so afraid that I am a disaster star, killing one person after another around me, in this case, why didn't I end my life earlier?" ”

Dr. Susan took a fruit knife: "Maybe you can give it a try, just like you did before, picking stars and chasing a saying is originally feudal superstition, but now there are indeed many things in this world that cannot be tested by the law, if you really want to test it yourself, I can give you this opportunity." ”

Lu Shiqi took the knife in the doctor's hand, she no longer had the pathos when she first learned the news, she was actually a little afraid of death after experiencing that pain, so when it was only one centimeter away from her chest, he couldn't do it anyway.

Dr. Susan said, "In that case, do you want me to help you?" ”

Before Lu Shiqi could speak, Dr. Susan had already picked up the dagger in her hand and plunged it straight into her heart, and the piercing scream announced the end of this dream.

Lu Shiqi opened her eyes again and found that this time the location was different from the last time, there was heavy snowfall, and only one place was still lit up.

The snow fell mercilessly, and Lu Shiqi couldn't think about why she suddenly came here when she fainted, because now she had to solve her major problem first, cold and hunger.

Tightly wrapped around his coat, this is the only clothes he can help himself warm now, watching the smoke rise from the cooking smoke of that family, Lu Shiqi finally persuaded himself to take a step forward, and gently knocked on the door of the family, obviously he has entered the modern society, but the construction of the family's house is still very simple, just like an ancient wooden house.

The owner of this house was very generous, and when he heard that she was lost here, he said to her very worriedly: "Poor girl, your news is really unfortunate, please come to my house to hide from the snow!" ”

The wife who opened the door was spinning cloth around the fire, looking at the strange woman who suddenly appeared in her house, a gentle smile hung on the corner of her mouth: "Little friend, have you eaten?" Need a little more to eat? ”

Lu Shiqi was originally going to politely refuse, it was already a very bad behavior to disturb other people's homes alone on a snowy day, but just when she wanted to refuse, her stomach sang a reverse tune to her: "Is there anything I can do for a while?" ”

The weaving woman stood up, and Lu Shiqi found that she had a big belly: "Are you pregnant with a baby?" Sister"

The corners of the woman's mouth were filled with a happy smile: "Yes, it has been nine months since it was returned, and it is about to give birth, and I can't wait to make a lot of clothes for this child, I don't know if he will be a little princess or a little prince in the future." ”

It stands to reason that they have entered a modern society, but a couple living here seems to be still living in a feudal society, the life of a man and a weaver, if it is not for the occasional meteor shower, he almost suspects that they are not people of this era at all.

Lu Shiqi asked curiously, "How did you get here?" Isn't it bad to live outside? Easy access, great food, great clothes, great sights"

The woman had already walked to the kitchen at this time, but still politely answered Lu Shiqi's question: "We know that the outside world may be very prosperous and convenient, but that kind of prosperity and convenience can never give me a sense of stability in my heart, so I decided to move here with my husband, there is no one around, we just need to take care of the two of us." ”

Lu Shiqi felt that if he was asked to leave the mobile phone for a minute, he would definitely live a very painful life, she didn't expect that there would be people who took the initiative to give up the mobile phone in real life: "But you are about to give birth, so it is not very convenient for your husband to help you deliver the baby, right?" ”

The woman warmed up the leftovers of the morning lightly: "Don't worry about us, we feel that everything is fine, for this unexpected child, we will definitely find the best hospital to deliver her baby." ”

Lu Shiqi took the food in the woman's hand and said thank you softly: "Sister, I told you because of the deliciousness of your cooking, a woman giving birth to a child is tantamount to experiencing the blow of life and death, and she will not survive if she is not careful, so sister, when you give birth, you must go to a regular hospital, don't give birth in your own home"

Thinking of her mother's death, Lu Shiqi couldn't help but tell the woman two more words.

At this time, the husband couldn't come back, and the mink fur on his body was still stained with some snow-white things, and the snow-white things gradually melted steadily in the warm room: "I just went to help this child explore the way, but I found that the roads in front and back and left and right were forced to die, so it may be hard for the child to live here for a while longer."

Lu Shiqi nodded, she actually didn't want to go back at all, because she knew that if she went back, she would have to, in the face of those problems that made him noisy, she wanted to hide in this mountain, that Lu Shiqi was already dead, and when she thought about it thoroughly, what should she do to go out again, all the people who care about and support her, say sorry.

Time passed day by day, Lu Shiqi has been living with these two couples, because the heavy snow closed the mountain, even if the husband had already booked the hospital, the wife had no way to go to the hospital.

In the past few days near the birth, Lu Shiqi obviously felt that the atmosphere in the house was tense, whether it was a husband or a woman, they were all speaking angrily, and the speed of speech was still very fast, and Lu Shiqi's heart went up and down with their increased or lowered volume.

The expected thing finally came true, one day this woman suddenly covered herself underneath, but there was already a large pool of water under her, this was the first time Lu Shiqi was so close, and she felt that a little life suddenly came to her.

The husband is still looking for food outside, so now there is none, and there are only video and girls in the house.