Chapter 444: Disturbed Heart
On the way to Tai Hospital, Shi Qingqian and Shen Shu couldn't help but talk about the topic of Fang Cai.
"Er ...... The emperor has already praised you lavishly, why didn't you take the opportunity to tell the story? Shen Shu frowned, it was the first time he felt a little dissatisfied with Shi Qingqian's decision, "Obviously, you can make that queen suffer in one fell swoop, aren't you afraid of long nights and dreams?" ”
Shi Qingqian listened, stopped, and she looked up at Shen Shu deeply.
She can understand Shen Shu's current feelings, Shi Qingqian knows that Shen Shu is so irritable now, in the final analysis, he is still in the heart of protecting himself. Shen Shu didn't want to let himself be hurt in any way, so he only thought about how to solve all the hidden dangers in front of him.
The so-called 'the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear', Shi Qingqian didn't plan to dwell on this matter, but since Shen Shu mentioned it again, she had to talk about it head-on.
Shen Shu...... I know you're so anxious to protect me. And in fact, in your heart, it doesn't matter if the emperor lives or dies, right? Shi Qingqian smiled bitterly and said in a voice that only two people could hear.
Shen Shu was slightly stunned,
If it weren't for Shi Qingqian saying it, he might never have realized this.
When did you start thinking this way? Shen Shu touched his chest in disbelief. Growing up, he tried his best not to think about his father and mother.
When he was a child, he could not think about it carefree because all the adults would hide a lot of cruel truths because he was 'a child'. However, Shen Shu has been delicate since he was a child, and he accepted everything he should know and what he shouldn't know.
But as he grew older, he didn't know when the words of the people around him were sharp and straightforward, and the defense tower that had been built in his heart for so many years would fall one after another under the sharp blades turned into gossip.
Shen Shu gritted his teeth, he was disgusted with himself like this.
He has always boasted that he has no sorrow or joy, and he can control his emotions well. But he knew that when he began to be anxious, it was to leave the enemy a chance to hurt himself.
"I ......," Shen Shu said, but he didn't know how to say it, "I, try not to think about it that way." ”
Shi Qingqian reached out and patted him on the shoulder distressedly, "Alas, Shen Shu, people have seven emotions and six desires, so there is no need to make yourself invulnerable...... If a person is too perfect, then who would dare to like such a person? You can't just keep everything in your heart, just say what you want, at least ...... Give me a chance to help you a little bit, too? ”
Her tone when she spoke was extremely gentle, even though it was daytime, Shen Shu felt as tender as moonlight sprinkled on his heart.
Shen Shu didn't know how many surprises Shi Qingqian could give herself, but at least, she was better every day now. Shen Shu couldn't hold back any longer, he took a step forward and hugged Shi Qingqian tightly, "Er, thank you, really." ”
"Hehe, no need, who are the two of us," Shi Qingqian smiled stupidly, and gently patted Shen Shu's head on his shoulder, "Okay, okay, be good, I'll say anything in the future!" ”
In fact, there are many things that Shen Shu doesn't need to talk about, he has never loved this since he was a child. It's just that Shi Qingqian is the only one who speaks out about what she sees, and Shen Shu has a feeling of enlightenment for the first time.
After three or two sentences, Shen Shu immediately came to his senses - he couldn't be like this.
What he needs to do is to distinguish between public and private, rather than being presumptuous in some small things. Many things can be buried in the heart and looking for the best solution, instead of being put in front of him all the time and blinded by hatred, at that time, he himself will be extremely passive.
Shen Shu nodded slightly, suddenly raised his head again, and said, "So, do you want to consolidate the emperor's support for our side again?" ”
Shi Qingqian nodded, "Yes, I'm just worried that someone has moved the emperor's body...... If he suddenly can't be a director, wouldn't Shen Xuan just sit firmly in the position of the crown prince? When you fight back, you still have to make sure you're safe. ”
In fact, what Shi Qingqian thought, Shen Shu didn't think about it, but he was angry for a while, and he began to ignore it. After listening to Shi Qingqian's words, Shen Shu nodded vigorously, expressing his inner sense of approval.
"You'er, you're thinking more about the problem than me now, you're really an amazing woman." Shen Shu smiled and said softly.
"Cut, how can it be, it's just because I'm with people like you and my father every day." Shi Qingqian waved his hand, "Okay, okay, let's go to Tai Hospital quickly, by the way, Shen Shu, don't you still have something to do later?" I'll go to the Heart Cultivation Hall by myself. ”
Shen Shu does still have a lot of things to deal with, the reason why she went to the hospital with Shi Qingqian is also to figure out the reason why she chose not to mention what the queen did, now everything is clear, Shen Shu's heart has calmed down, and now he can work with peace of mind.
"Okay, after you show the emperor your body, hurry back and rest, you've worked hard these days," Shen Shu patted Shi Qingqian's head and kissed her gently, "I won't go to the hospital, I'll look for you another day." ”
"Okay, okay, you can go back quickly!" Shi Qingqian helplessly pushed Shen Shu, and then he left with confidence.
Shen Shu had already sent Shi Qingqi to the door of the Tai Hospital, and then turned around and left, Shi Qingqi called Xue Ying, who was following in the distance, to his side, and then walked in together.
"Yo? Little Lord, why are you here! The young apprentice in the Tai Hospital happened to pass by the gate, and saw the conspicuous Shi Qingqian at a glance, and hurriedly stepped forward to ask.
Shi Qingqian said a simple hello to her and said, "Ah, I'm going to see the emperor, but I didn't bring a medicine box into the palace, so I came to the hospital to borrow it, by the way...... Doctor Zhong said that you have long been interested in moxibustion, if you want to see it, why don't you go to the Heart Cultivation Hall with me? ”
"Whoaaaa......a Is this true! The young man shouted excitedly, "I really want to go if I can!" No, no, no! I'm going to tell Doctor Zhong! ”
Looking at the figure of the junior apprentice running away excitedly, Shi Qingqian stretched proudly.
She can only be regarded as a 'generation master' in this convenience, every time like this, the little vanity in her heart will flood out, Shi Qing smiled sneeringly, "Let's go, Ying'er, let's go in!" ”