Chapter 726: Recognizing Reality

Many times he didn't have to open her mouth, he already understood her thoughts, and then silently did it for her.

Although I don't want to admit it, compared with the two sons, the eldest son is obviously more intimate. But over the years, because she insisted on saving her eldest son, she has suffered too much.

The dislike of the elders in the family, the incomprehension of her husband, and the fact that there are some big and minor things in the family, those people will push on her, saying that her original decision hurt the entire Qin family. After listening to it a lot, she herself felt that her decision was too hasty. If something really happened to the Qin family, wouldn't it be her fault.

Gradually, she felt more and more that she was wrong.

She regretted it, although she went to Bezhuang every year to visit her eldest son, but the more she looked at the same face as her second son, the more nervous she became.

Many times, she wanted to get rid of him.

But he looked at her with those clear, beautiful eyes, and his eyes were full of joy, and she still couldn't be ruthless in the end.

And even now......

"What are you talking about?" Mrs. Qin's voice began to tremble, although she pretended to be strong, but the accusations and cold eyes of these people from the Qin family had completely consumed the courage of her youth. She was like a rat hiding in the gutter, for fear of making a little movement, and provoking those people, and being scanned by those people with strange eyes, that feeling would make Mrs. Qin's whole body tremble as long as she thought about it.

Qin Zheng smiled.

"I have been the son of a mother for more than 20 years, and yesterday when I was pushed into a prison car, I didn't even have my own name. May I ask the mother, who is the son? "When he is needed, he is Qin Zhen, and when he is not needed, he is the Qin family...... I'm afraid that even the subordinates are not as good, and the subordinates can still enter and exit freely in the Qin family, while he can only stay in the small courtyard of the square inch.

The gate was chained.

The servant handed in the food through a small window the size of a palm on the door.

At that time, he thought that it was not easy for his mother, and it was already good to keep him and let him have something to eat, and he should not ask for anything else.

He forgot, he is also human. A person with the same blood in Qin Zhen's body.

Qin Zhen did all the bad things outside, and finally couldn't hide it anymore. returned to the Qin family in embarrassment, and instead of accusing him, the Qin family pushed him out. They thought that as long as he died for Qin Zhen, the matter would be over.

He died, Qin Zhen hid for a while and then came out, still going to do the business that lost his conscience for silver.

He was so stupid that he felt that his sacrifice was great, at least to save his mother. But it turned out that everything was a nightmare.

One takes things for granted, the other is self-righteous. Qin Zhen made a mistake, why should he be blamed? The Qin family took the black money earned by Qin Zhen to eat and drink, and enjoyed the wonderful taste brought by wealth, and he was in the Qin family, with few meals and even occasional hunger, he thought that it was Mrs. Qin's best efforts to get these, but he didn't know until he heard the Qin family's unique 'prevarication' conference.

The Qin family's dogs are better than him.

Then why did he want to die for the Qin family?

He doesn't owe anything to the Qin family, he was born as a member of the Qin family, not what he wants.

If he could choose, he would rather be born in a poor family, with coarse tea and light food, and his parents really care for him. He will also honor them and run for them.

But God didn't give him a choice.

All his debts have been turned to ashes. From now on, he is Qin Zheng, Qin Zheng who lives only for himself. Mrs. Qin was stunned, name?

"Mother keeps calling you Dalang."

There was no name, she just called him Da Lang as she was customary.

Mrs. Qin never thought of giving her son a serious name, a person who is destined to see no light for the rest of his life, what is the use of a name? Since she didn't need it, she didn't bother to think about it. Anyway, there are no outsiders when they meet, as long as they speak, they talk to each other.

Qin Zheng's face was indifferent, but his eyes were full of desolation.

Da Lang, 9 out of 10 boys are called Da Lang by their mothers.

Mrs. Qin also seemed to feel that something was wrong. "Mother doesn't dare to name you, for fear of spreading it, and it will be you who will be affected after all."

The excuse is very hypocritical, but for Mrs. Qin, this is already her rare wit. Qin Zheng didn't intend to tear through this already scarred veil.

"It's not easy for our mother and son to meet each other, so if there is anything to say, my mother will say it directly. Time is running out. ”

"Da Lang, mother is sorry for you." After Mrs. Qin finished speaking, she cried profusely, this is her usual trick, every time she used it before, the result was very gratifying.

As long as she weeps, the eldest son will ask for nothing she wants. But today...... Mrs. Qin cried for a long time, but she still didn't listen to the consolation, and couldn't help but gradually stop her convulsions. She raised her eyes and looked at her eldest son, only to see that the eldest son was looking at her with deep eyes, Mrs. Qin's heart tightened, and she hurriedly wiped away her tears with her sleeve, pretending to be a strong mother. Once he cried, his son didn't respond, and the second time he cried, he was still indifferent.

A sense of foreboding suddenly rose in Mrs. Qin's heart.

"Da Lang, mother knows that it is too difficult for you to be a strong man. But there are nearly 100 people up and down the Qin family, and they all rely on you to support them for the second time. If the Qin family loses him, it is equivalent to having no way to live. For my mother, both of you are my heart, and I am like a knife when I give up any of them. But...... Mother can't be too selfish, can't just think about herself, the Qin family has treated me well all these years, I can't watch the Qin family have an accident. If something happens to the Qin family, I won't have a way to live. Mrs. Qin said as she stole a glance at Qin Zheng.

I found that the eldest son did not have the slightest emotion on his face.

Mrs. Qin's heart was a little bottomless. Doesn't he care about her as a mother anymore?

Obviously, he is full of pretending that she is the only mother. He once said that as long as she is good, he will sacrifice his life and willingly. He did replace Qin Zhen and took the initiative to get into the prisoner car.

Mrs. Qin's heart was full of thoughts, and she had already made her words so clear.

But the other party was just silent. In the end, Madame Qin gritted her teeth and opened her mouth. "Da Lang, save my brother."

“…… How to save? ”

"You are twins, you are older than him, and you deserve to take care of him. Over the years, he has done his filial piety on your behalf and taken care of the entire Qin family on your behalf. Although he did something wrong, it was all for the Qin family and his mother. On the surface, the Qin family is very beautiful, and it is one of the best families in the local area, but in fact, it is only the scenery on the surface, and the inside is ...... If it weren't for your second brother who had earned some money by walking outside all these years, the Qin family would have fallen long ago. ”

This is not false, but it is exaggerated.

Without Qin Zhen, the Qin family will not be defeated. It's not enough to just think about the luxurious days of the past.

But the Qin family is used to such days, and there is a way to go from thrift to luxury, and from luxury to thrift. is accustomed to the rich days of clothes and food to open his mouth, how can he be willing to return to the days when he was only a solid family and there were only two or three slaves in the family.

"What does Mother want me to do?" Hearing her eldest son ask this, Mrs. Qin breathed a sigh of relief, she thought she was thinking too much.

The eldest son is a simple man, and he only wants to repay her kindness.

"Mother wants you to replace your second brother." Mrs. Qin finally said it, and she found that her heart was relieved when she said it. It turned out that she didn't say it because she felt sorry for her eldest son, but she was worried that if she opened her mouth so blatantly, her eldest son would refuse, and she was afraid that her image in the eldest son's heart would no longer be as kind as it once was.

In fact, this is probably the last time she speaks.

What image is in the heart of the eldest son, and what is the relevance.

"Mother is saying, use my life to exchange your second son who is full of evil?"

“…… Mother just said that your second brother had to do those things for the sake of the Qin family, and his nature is not like this. ”

"Does Mother know how many little girls the second brother has directly or indirectly injured her son?" Madam Qin's face changed, this was something she tried her best to dodge. "No matter what he has done, it is for the Qin family and for his mother. Da Lang, do you want to watch the Qin family fall and watch your mother live rather than die? ”

Qin Zheng sneered.

I was really right by the girl.

She told him that he was just 'one life' to the Qin family, and even to Mrs. Qin. A life that can replace Qin Zhen's death. The Qin family didn't raise him for nothing, they used him as a spare tire. Qin Zheng didn't understand the girl's words very clearly, and vaguely guessed that the word should not be a good word. Are you ready to reincarnate him at any time?

If he leaves the Qin family, it will not be difficult for him to support himself with hands and feet.

But the Qin family locked him in the courtyard like a prisoner......

Now he is still forced to die for Qin Zhen. Not once, but twice. Qin Zheng finally laughed, laughing self-deprecatingly.

"Mother really when I am your son? Qin Zhen did a lot of evil, and he died innocently. The Qin family knew what business he was doing, but he opened his eyes and closed his eyes. Take the silver Qin Zhen earned, eat, drink and enjoy yourself. The money was bought for the lives of countless little girls. Countless! My mother still expects me to die for Qin Zhen. Why? I didn't do anything unreasonable. As for my mother saying that the Qin family raised me, I should return it to the Qin family?

How many times have I dealt with Qin Zhen's aftermath over the years?

He has done all the bad things, but he wants me to suffer for him. I've had my ribs broken three times and my arm broken five times...... Because Dai Qin Zhen has received it. Do you remember these? ”

It's not that he doesn't hate, but as the girl said, he just buried his hatred deep in his heart.

But this hatred is like a bud that will sprout one day sooner or later. Qin Zheng admitted that this was true.

He is not a saint and does not want to be a saint. It turns out that it is so happy to be yourself. Meeting Mrs. Qin's incredulous gaze, Qin Zheng continued: "I will no longer be confused to take the blame for Qin Zhen. Whoever makes a mistake should be held responsible. My mother has enjoyed all the glory and wealth in the Qin family over the years, and it is not in vain to live a poor life in the future.

By the way, tell my mother that I have a name, my name is Qin Zheng. The march of the journey. A girl said to me that people only live for a few decades, and they must first be worthy of themselves. In the past 20 years, I am most sorry for myself, and from now on, I will live for myself. ”

Mrs. Qin looked incredulous.

Shouting loudly that it is impossible, that it is impossible. How is that possible? The son, who has always been well-behaved and obedient, no longer listens to her.

If she can't convince her eldest son to take the blame, the Qin family's forces will definitely laugh at her, and she will have no place in the Qin family. "Da Lang, you can't see death without saving it. Da Lang ...... "Qin Zheng finally stopped and looked back at Mrs. Qin. This woman who has ever given him warmth is the only one in his life.

It turned out that everything was hypothetical.

The girl said that maybe Mrs. Qin was really reluctant to let him drown.

So I didn't care about saving him. In the following twenty years, all the maternal love in her heart has been consumed.

To her, he is just a chicken rib to the Qin family. Keep it troublesome, abandon it, and feel unwilling. In the end, he can only play the most important role. That is to replace Qin Zhen, his twin brother to die.

His life is a joke.

"Your son is the fault of his own, go and let him settle it himself." Eventually, the slightest hesitation vanished. Qin Zheng tried his best to straighten his waist, feeling that he could finally live as a person.

Recalling this, Mrs. Qin raised her eyes and looked around.

The people looked at her as if they wanted to swallow her. Madam Qin couldn't help but tremble. Her man knelt at the front, and his two sons were about to be escorted to court.

She suddenly remembered the question her eldest son had asked her......

How many little girls has Qin Zhen harmed? Mrs. Qin has never dared to think deeply about this question, she is afraid.

She is actually not very bold, it seems that all her guts were exhausted on the day of childbirth, she has lived a wooden life all these years, the elders in the family do not like it, and men have lost interest in her more and more. It's hard to come to her house once in a few months.

As soon as something doesn't go your way.

Even if the child in which room suffers from a cold and a cough. The reason ultimately fell to her.

Because she insisted on going her own way back then, she left hidden dangers for the Qin family. Mrs. Qin once thought so, and felt that the reason why she was so unfortunate was because she saved the child back then.

But...... Is it really because of Dalang? He said his name was Qin Zheng.

Is it really because of Qin Zheng?

He's obviously the most innocent one.

Because he was born first, the Qin family members felt that he must be a character who did not recognize his six relatives. It is a curse to keep him, so he will drown him.

But the result?

He is obviously a handsome young man with a good manner. On the contrary, the elders thought that Qin Zhen, who was honest and responsible, was a complete scourge.

The reason why the Qin family has come to this point is because Qin Zhen has something to do with the twins. It was because Qin Zheng did something that had lost his conscience. Mrs. Qin carried out the only self-reflection in her life in the encirclement of the inner and outer three layers.

"It's all your fault for giving birth to such a son who doesn't know the severity." Second Lady Qin accused.

"Yes. You should have drowned one in the first place, but you had to keep it, and the result of greed was that he ruined the Qin family. Another lady of the Qin family followed to help. They are female dependents, and they were not directly involved in that incident, but they only said that they did not know, and they would not suffer a lawsuit. So it's quite a bit emboldened.

As for how to spend life in the future.

Naturally, it was left behind. Over the years, Qin Zhen has taken back a lot of silver, and the amount of silver distributed to each house is not small, which is also the reason why the Qin family has been silent about Qin Zhen.