Chapter 139: It seems that I can't do without him

On the way home, Ying Shu just felt worried, and the person who was already depressed naturally couldn't manage his expression, even the eldest princess could see the strangeness of Ying Shu's expression. However, the eldest princess didn't think much about it, but Ying Shu was a little uncomfortable when she saw that there were many white people on the street, so she said, "What? There are many people in the white department on the street, and I have never seen it. ”

Ying Shu thought about it for a while, and only nodded: "Yes, my daughter-in-law doesn't have much knowledge, and when I saw so many white people on the street, I didn't react for a while." ”

The eldest princess was commonplace, and only said: "You were not in the capital before, so naturally you couldn't see it." Now that I've seen it, it's good to get used to it later. I'm afraid there will be a lot of this kind of thing in the future, but don't worry, the people of the white department will not dare to go to your store to be presumptuous. ”

Yingshu was very grateful, but she was really in no mood to talk more, but fortunately, the eldest princess saw that she looked tired, so she ordered Yingshu to go back first.

When I walked to Laurel Garden, I saw Qi Ranran guarding the door, and a few maids at the door were blocking Qi Ranran from entering.

"Sisters, I just want to go and see my eldest brother, so you just let me in."

"Auntie forgive us, we are all slaves guarding the door, but we don't dare to let my aunt in casually. Grandma hasn't come back yet, so she doesn't dare to let people go. ”

I saw Qi Ranran blindly pretending to be weak and pitiful at the door, as if he had been greatly wronged, but he just cried and wanted to break in, which naturally led to a panic at the door.

"Sister Qi?" Ying Shu pressed the panic caused by the things in her heart, according to the training of Mrs. Wang, she had already mastered the quality of an excellent mansion mother who was moody in front of the concubine, she slowly helped Xiangli and walked over gracefully, "Why is my sister here?" ”

Qi Ranran saw that it was Yingshu, her eyes flashed, and she turned around to ask for peace, "Say hello to grandma." ”

Ying Shu nodded frustratedly, always in front of Qi Ranran with a semi-permanent smirk, "Sister, don't blame, my little maid here doesn't know how to be flexible." My sister is here, please come in, and my sister will come in with me. ”

Qi Ranran answered, and followed Ying Shu into the main hall. Ying Shu sat on the mahogany chair, "Sister is coming to see me?" Coincidentally, I went out today, and my sister came at the wrong time! ”

Qi Ranran's eyes rolled in his sockets, and after thinking about it, he fell to his knees: "Grandma, please, you let the slave and maid see Brother Ke'er." But how does my brother eat and sleep here, the slave is really not at ease! ”

Ying Shu didn't answer, she never had to do anything in front of Qi Ranran, just smiled dignified with the dignity of her mother's eldest lady. For the rest, naturally Zhang's mother and others will do it for themselves. So Ying Shu just picked up the tea bowl, counted the tea leaves in it by drinking tea, and examined Jiawen's tea-making skills.

Mrs. Wang's education was very successful, and Yingshu was very useful.

"Aunt Qi means, is it not good for the eldest brother to eat and sleep at our grandmother's place? Could it be that my aunt meant that my grandmother abused my eldest brother? Mother Zhang was ruthless with a cold face, so she could naturally pick out the mistakes from Qi Ranran's mouth.

"No, no, grandma, the slave doesn't mean that!" A hint of teased anger flashed in Qi Ranran's eyes, but he could only show a panicked look to pretend to be weak towards Ying Shu.

"That'...... What does sister mean? Ying Shu looked at Qi Ranran with a smile, and couldn't see the joy and sorrow. Naturally, in Qi Ranran's eyes, it would be completely different.

"Slave maid...... The slave maid ...... "Qi Ranran couldn't say anything.

Ying Shu looked at Qi Ranran with a pair of innocent eyes, but she couldn't help but have questions in her heart. It seems that since he entered the door, Qi Ranran has been accused many times for saying the wrong thing, but there are so many times, Qi Ranran still doesn't know how to take advantage and avoid harm and speak cautiously, and he has planted one after another in his words, and he has not summarized any rules at all. Ying Shu looked at the pear and apricot, and saw that the pear and the apricot were also holding back a smile, obviously they were also laughing at Qi Ranran's IQ.

Ying Shu felt that such a person was either really stupid or deliberately pretending to be stupid.

Thinking about it, she always felt that Qi Ranran was the latter kind of scene. If it is the latter situation, I will have to cheer up even more.

"Slave maid...... Slaves really don't mean that! Qi Ranran shook his head and tried his best to deny it.

Ying Shu waited for Qi Ranran's explanation like this, and after waiting for a long time, she was sure that Qi Ranran should not say anything good to herself, so Ying Shu smiled and said, "Sister, get up, look at it, it's like I've treated you badly." It's just a joke, what is my sister doing so nervous? ”

"I didn't ...... It's not ......" Qi Ranran looked at Yingshu, "Grandma, the slave is here to see Brother Ke'er." Ask grandma to be fulfilled. ”

"But my brother is very good with me, and my sister can rest assured." Ying Shu didn't plan to let Qi Ranran look at Brother Ke'er.

"But brother, the second master is taking care of it himself, but I can't be the master." Ying Shu said with a smile: "Speaking of which, Brother Ke'er is expensive, the second master was afraid that Brother Ke'er had something important, so he said that he would take care of it himself, and outsiders could see Brother Ke'er without the permission of the second master." ”

Qi Ranran smiled, still not giving up: "Grandma, slave maid...... The slave is the biological mother of Ke Ge'er, which is not appropriate...... Calculate...... It's an outsider. ”

Ying Shu thought about it and said quite embarrassedly: "That's fine, if it's not like this, I'll call Brother Ke'er, and my sister will take a look." The sister of the province was not at ease, and felt that I had treated my brother harshly. ”

Qi Ranran smiled happily, but she was a little smarter, and when she thought of Ying Shu's last sentence, she looked serious again: "What grandma said is to give the slave and maid great courage, and the slave and maid will not dare." ”

After a while, the nurse Hai took Ke Ge'er to the main hall and led Ke Ge'er to perform etiquette in a proper manner. Qi Ranran's eyes lit up when she saw Brother Ke'er, and she instinctively wanted to rush forward.

"Brother Ke'er...... You ......" Qi Ranran looked at Brother Ke'er with a smile, "Brother Ke'er, let me take a look, I miss my mother." ”

But the brother hid back with a look of resistance, hiding behind the nurse Hai's as if he was about to cry. Qi Ran was a little angry when he ascended, and he glared at Brother Ke'er, who was naturally frightened and cried even louder.

Qi Ranran became more and more angry, and wanted to reach out to catch Brother Ke'er, "Brother Ke'er, why don't you know me?" After that, he looked at Brother Ke'er like a threat.

Ying Shu said "cough cough", but Brother was attracted by the sound, he looked at Ying Shu blankly, and then looked at Qi Ranran waitingly, just like a fat rabbit pounced on Ying Shu's legs.

But Ge'er's eyes were wide open, full of longing, and then, tears flowed from the corners of his mouth and flowed onto Ying Shu's newly made horse-faced pleated skirt with gold flying edges and golden lotus. Ying Shu is very distressed, this skirt is very expensive.

Holding back the pain in her heart, Ying Shu put on a very affectionate appearance and hugged Brother Ke'er, and said gently and lovingly: "Brother Ke'er, your mother is here, why did you come to me?" ”

But as if he had seen a Rakshasa demon, he cried again and shook his head desperately.

"What's wrong?" Ying Shu coaxed Brother Ke'er carefully, looked at Qi Ranran in a fake manner, and said innocently: "Sister, this ......"

Brother Ke'er continued to cry, trembling and pointing at Qi Ranran, "I'm afraid...... I'm afraid ......"

Ying Shu had no choice but to spread her hands, with a helpless look: "Sister." This...... I can't help it! ”

Qi Ranran felt that she was about to be blown up, and she was helpless to see the little lady in front of her who was smiling like this, so she had to look at Ying Shu with a resentful expression, and squeezed out a few tears, "Grandma......"

"I can't help it! Sister. Ying Shu admires her acting skills very much, "The child is not sensible. Sister, don't be anxious. ”

Qi Ranran was about to say something more, but Ying Shu stood up in surprise: "Oh, look at the second master of Shichen is coming back." Ying Shu looked at the people around her, "Hurry up, prepare things, the second master is coming back." ”

The meaning is self-evident, no matter how stupid Qi Ranran is, he understands it, so he has to get up and say to Ying Shu: "Grandma, the slave and maid will retire." ”

"Sister go slowly, don't send it." Ying Shu watched Qi Ranran leave, seeing her return so disappointed, but she didn't feel proud at all in her heart.

"Every time she comes, she pretends that she doesn't understand anything, and she doesn't know how long this trick will last?" Ying Shu shook her head, becoming more and more confused.

Seeing that everyone had prepared their clothes and bathing things, Ying Shu felt tired, so she leaned on the couch and fell asleep while lying down.

When she opened her eyes, she saw that Shen Bin had already finished taking a shower, and he was not wearing any clothes, but he was wearing a scarf, his chest was half exposed, his hair was still wet, and he was looking at herself quietly, with a smile in his eyes.

Ying Shu was frightened, "You scared me to death, finished washing?" ”

Shen Bin smiled and muttered, "Without a lady to help me wash, I won't be able to take a bath." ”

If it were usual, Shen Bin would definitely be complained by Ying Shu if he was so coquettish, and then the two of them would have to fight in place and stick for a while. It's just that today, Ying Shu has something in her heart, so she naturally can't lift her mind, and even a little depressed, so she can only try her best to calm down: "You person, do you want a face?" It's such an old man. ”

Shen Bin looked at Ying Shu's expression slightly wrong, "What's wrong?" Why does it look different today than in the past? But tired of going to the bubble tea shop? ”

Those memories that I finally remembered have been bumping and beating in Ying Shu's heart, like a few ants gnawing in her heart, maybe not one by one pain, but the small and long-term torture is enough to bring herself to the brink of collapse.

"It's nothing, it's just that I haven't been there for a long time, and there are more people in the white department on the street."

"I see." Shen Bin also looked surprised, "Every time the white department pays tribute, there are a large number of people from the white department in Pingjing City. Your Majesty is to show the affection of the brotherly state. ”

The country of brothers sounds like a reassuring word, which symbolizes the friendship between the two countries, the peace and stability of the people, and the peace and stability of the country. If she hadn't studied deeply and hadn't remembered the history books she had read, she would have indulged in such a life, which was clearly the best era.

However, once I think about it, it is a hidden worry, but it is unspeakable.

"You say, how are the people of the White Division? Will you make friends with us? ”

"Why do you ask?" Shen Bin smiled, but still patiently explained: "Bai Bu and our Daxin have always been good friends, but this Danshang prince is a little restless, but it is always good. His Majesty took out a large amount of silver from the treasury, and naturally he could smash out an Ansheng. Shen Bin hugged Ying Shu in his arms, "What?" Is my lady starting to worry about these things? ”

Ying Shu was still a little worried, "That'...... Your official position probably doesn't need to go to the battlefield. In order to prevent Shen Bin from suspecting, Ying Shu added again: "In case, I mean in case." ”

Shen Bin thought about it carefully, "No, I'm just a loose official, and I don't deserve to be on the battlefield." He thought for a moment and said, "But if the country really needs it, I will naturally go there." ”

The defense line in Yingshu's heart collapsed instantly, and she only felt that her head was buzzing, and she was naturally even more panicked.

"Yes...... Don't you go? Ying Shu felt for the first time that she was so dependent on Shen Bin, she seemed to be unable to accept Shen Bin leaving her and not by her side.

The outcome of the Crescent Castle Rebellion is a foregone conclusion, and if war breaks out one day, those who follow the Emperor will only be able to return.

Thinking of this, Ying Shu's heart was even more nervous. If the country really suffers, no matter who it is, I am afraid that there will be no escape.

Thinking about it, it seems that he can't decide and stop anything, and if the country is really in trouble, and Shen Bin really wants to serve the country, how can he really stop Shen Bin because of personal feelings? Not to mention that he has no position to say such a thing, even Shen Bin will never allow himself to say such a thing, let alone abandon the country's righteousness.

What can you do about it?

The man's chest is solid and powerful, and when he leans on his body, he feels that he has countless strengths, and it can bring extreme peace of mind. It seems that as long as there is someone in front of him, he can have the courage to survive everything, not because a man can shelter himself from the wind and rain so that he can do nothing, but because this man understands himself and will support what he wants to do.

That's enough.

Ying Shu didn't know what was going on with her state of mind, her previous position for Shen Bin was just "like", if she talked about it deeply, she asked herself if she didn't. She is not a person who believes in love, and she will not lose her soul because of the so-called love, so she has thought about it from the beginning, and it will be a day to be able to live a good life with Shen Bin. If one day Shen Bin doesn't get along with himself, or Shen Bin changes his mind, Shen Bin is gone, and he can live a good life by himself.

Like is just like, it's just an extremely shallow concept, and the positioning I used to like is that it will be better and happy to have that person participate in my life; But if you don't, you won't be so depressed that you can't live.

Life is your own, and you can't feel like you can't live because you don't have anyone.

But now, she didn't even dare to think about what would happen if she didn't have Shen Bin's life, and whether she could really survive.

I seem to be inseparable from him.