"Grandmother, really?"

"I'm telling you if it's true or false, what's the use if you don't know it yourself?" Mrs. Wang sighed, "Somehow, grandmother always thinks that you have been very strange in terms of feelings since you fell into the water. Friendship is important, but friendship is not important. looks more affectionate than anyone else, but a little cold. ”

"Grandmother...... I ......" There is a vague feeling that the disguise of the appearance has been torn apart, Yingshu has always thought that she is very well hidden, but now in front of Mrs. Wang, it has been completely exposed.

"Ever since your own mother died, you didn't expect much from your father. I see that you are the most well-behaved and sensible person in the family, but you are actually the one who is the least concerned about your father. If you are good to someone, you will be new and wholeheartedly for his good, but if you are a bad person, you will not care about entanglement. You see that you respect your father the most, but in fact, it's just that your father didn't care about you before, and now you don't care about him. Alas......"

Old Lady Wang sighed heavily, "My sister-in-law, you have suffered! ”

After all the weakness and helplessness have been exposed, I am not as strong and self-reliant as I imagined, in fact, in front of the person I like, all the toughness will collapse, just to cover up my disguise.

"My sister-in-law, grandmother knows everything, but grandmother doesn't know how to persuade you. You lost your mother at such a young age, who can replace you? ”

Although Mrs. Wang made an inference based on the original Wang Yingshu, for herself, an impostor, she is actually similar in nature. As an adult, I didn't plan to get the care and attention of these essentially unrelated people from the first day I came here, and I had to rely on myself to walk all the way, so naturally I didn't have much hope for cheap daddy Wang Ying, so I didn't care about these. As for Mrs. Wang's love, the support and care of her eldest sister Ying Huan, and her mother-in-law Liu's love for herself, they are all unexpected and surprising to herself, but she will not treat these as normal.

After all, what has long been determined in my heart will not be easily changed. So whether it is for family affection or for love, she has always thought that she is essentially the same, if she can love, she will love, if she doesn't love, then there is no need to entangle and stay.

"Grandmother...... I ......" Yingshu wanted to say something, but she felt that everything seemed pale and weak.

"Are you afraid, if you put too much hope in one person, you will be disappointed in the end." Mrs. Wang hugged Yingshu in her arms and said gently.

"So you're afraid of losing, you're afraid that Aunt Shen won't be there one day. But your temperament at home tells you not to rely on others and not to be too emotional. So, you don't know what to do, do you? ”

Ying Shu nodded confusedly, the entire Wang family, Mrs. Wang is actually the person who can let herself tell her truth, and she naturally won't hide it too much, "Grandmother, you're right." I really don't understand how to face Shen Bin, even if I know that I actually like Shen Bin in my heart, but I still don't dare to ......"

"Silly girl, when you wonder whether to give your heart to that person, you have already given your heart completely." Old Mrs. Wang rubbed Yingshu's head and smiled dotingly, "My stupid granddaughter, I usually look at how clever and calm a person is, but now she is really stupid." How good is that? ”

"Grandmother, don't make fun of me, it's really ......" Yingshu was laughed at by Mrs. Wang, and only buried her head in Mrs. Wang's arms and continued to be coquettish.

"How big are adults, and they are still coquettish." Mrs. Wang scolded with a smile, but her tone and actions were full of spoiling.

"No matter how old the granddaughter is, the granddaughter is the grandmother's little granddaughter, and Yingshu wants to be the grandmother's little padded jacket." Ying Shu hummed in the arms of Mrs. Wang, as if she was not married, and the little fat cat seemed to feel that she had answered the lazy and quiet time.

"If you like it, don't give yourself to him completely, but you can't give it at all. Let's just give him a little. Mrs. Wang thought about it for a long time, and finally said.

"Grandmother ......"

Mrs. Wang recalled: "How to say, when my grandmother entered the palace, His Majesty's biological mother, Concubine Chunxi, once said that if you love someone, you can give everything for him, and you can even die for him, but don't live for him, live like you don't know yourself." That's the scariest thing. Mrs. Wang sighed leisurely, "It's a pity, when the Chunxi concubine understands, it's too late." ”

Ying Shu became more and more curious about this Chunxi concubine, a legendary woman who had influenced two generations of kings, and she had left a famous name until the modern era in which she was originally located, and she had always been curious. What's more, in this era, most of the people she has come into contact with in her life have one connection or another with Concubine Chunxi, and she even vaguely feels that everything that is happening here now may be rooted in Concubine Chunxi's past.

"His Majesty Suzong loves Niangniang to the bones, and Niangniang also loves His Majesty Suzong to the bones. It's just that all of this is too hard. As long as Mrs. Wang mentions the Chunxi concubine, she will fall into a low and depressed atmosphere, from which it can be clearly and clearly concluded that this Chunxi concubine is also a person who has influenced Mrs. Wang deeply.

Ying Shu kept these in her heart, but she always felt that her doubts had increased, as if she didn't know how to face Shen Bin.

His husband is naturally the best, and he has nothing to say about his appearance and family background, but he is too close to the prince. In the whirlpool of power, how can I not have a trace of worry, like a hanging marionette, always on guard, always on guard, always knowing when I will fall from the flowery stage to the dust on the ground and be stepped on a few times. At this time, I can't wait for Shen Bin to be as far away from the people and things in these palaces as possible; can be biased, with the relationship between Shen Bin and the prince, and the relationship between the princess's mansion and the palace, there is no escape from this layer, so he is even more worried.

Shen Bin, not only couldn't see his worries, but also rushed to cover the prince from the wind and rain without caring about himself, and his instinctive reaction would be very angry.

But I also think that Shen Bin and the prince Li Yuan have been in love for more than ten years, even if they risk their lives. She never felt that love was more important than friendship, and naturally there was no reason to ask Shen Bin.

It's just awkward.

"Do you want to know the story between your grandmother and your grandfather?" Mrs. Wang asked suddenly.

"Grandfather?" Ying Shu is actually very curious about what kind of man a woman like her grandmother will meet.

"You haven't seen your grandfather, it's just ......" Mrs. Wang's tone seemed to be a little more gloomy, and she began to fall into the memories.

"Your grandfather and I are actually just the words of the matchmaker of your parents. Sometimes grandmothers are just like you think, live a good life, just be a couple who respect each other, any love is empty, and your own good life is true. But then, your grandfather was so kind to me that I almost melted. But it was at this time that the matter of Concubine Chunxi came out, and my grandmother saw that such a bright woman lost her life little by little because of the so-called love to the point of no return. I was afraid, I was afraid that I would end up in the same fate, so I ...... Even if I have your grandfather in my heart, I don't dare to show it on my face, I still behave in a proper manner, and I just want to be a good wife......"

Yingshu had a feeling of tears dripping down her cheeks, it was obvious that it came from Mrs. Wang, she gently stretched out her hand to wipe it, and the tone of Mrs. Wang, who only listened, became more and more frustrated and regretful, "Your grandfather has been good to me all his life, just to hear the sentence I like him, I love him." Can...... I couldn't say it until he died. ”

Ying Shu is gloomy, Concubine Chunxi and Mrs. Wang, the two attitudes, although the ending is different, it is the same sad and bleak.

"Grandmother said so much just to tell you. Persist when it is time to persevere, and change when it is time to change. Naturally, everything depends on whether the person is worth it or not, and whether you like this person enough. Sometimes the ideas you have been insisting on may not be all right, and you can't just drill into one head. Aunt Shen loves you, you can rest assured that it is okay to give a little heart to let him share the burden, if he doesn't love you enough, we naturally have to take on our own burden and live a good life by ourselves. Let's Yingshu, no matter how you can live well! ”

Ying Shu vaguely understood, divergent thinking, but also knew what to do in her heart.

"Grandmother, you're so nice." Ying Shu wiped the tears on Mrs. Wang's face and said affectionately: "I like grandmother the most." ”

Mrs. Wang rolled her eyes and said in disgust: "I am your grandmother, I am not good to you, who is good to you?" She covered Ying Shu's hand, "Marrying you into this princess's mansion, you will live a terrifying life." After all, grandmother can't help you all the time, it's just that you have a bit of a temperament, and you are too self-reliant and arrogant, which is sometimes not a good thing. And you are not that kind of person in the first place, there is no need to force yourself to be like that, otherwise your grandmother will be afraid, and you will not be able to distinguish whether you are really indifferent or falsely indifferent. ”

Ying Shu was gloomy, but she knew that Mrs. Wang's words obviously reached her heart.

Mrs. Wang's emotional education class, through storytelling, made Ying Shu suddenly understand a lot.

Ying Shu admired Mrs. Wang even more.

On the same day, there was news in the paddock that Shen Bin slept in the paddock at the emperor's order and did not return to Beppu, so Mrs. Wang simply stayed in Princess Beppu to accompany Yingshu.

Ying Shu still couldn't help but worry, "Grandmother, is this good?" ”

Mrs. Wang was disgusted again: "I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?" Less nonsense. ”

"Okay." Ying Shu smacked her lips, still a little uneasy.

It wasn't until the evening that Yingshu and Mrs. Wang got together for dinner and laughed and played, which suddenly made Yingshu feel that she had returned to the boudoir years when she was not married, and she also forgot these rules and worries to the clouds.

Early the next morning, Mrs. Wang was eager to go back, but Ying Shu was very reluctant, so she only held Mrs. Wang's hand and refused to let go, and at the same time shouted to send Mrs. Wang home. However, she was stunned by Mrs. Wang's glare, so she could only drink the fetal decoction and watch her grandmother leave by the bedside.

She was so engrossed that she sat like this. This is a problem she has developed since she was pregnant, and she often loses her mind.

In this way, her thoughts wandered for nine days, and she suddenly flickered in front of her, only to see a pair of big hands waving in front of her, reflecting the tired but smiling face, "What do you think?" Grandmother came home? ”