Chapter 162: The Dream of Staying Away from the Palace
After hearing what she said, the queen could no longer restrain her sad roar: "It's this palace!" It was Hongu who killed her! ”
Su Qingyun was stunned for a short time, she just felt that the queen might be overly sad, and she was a little delirious: "Queen, don't get excited, this matter has nothing to do with you, we ......"
"Don't you understand what Hongu said? What Bengong said is that Bengong killed her, so don't look for the truth, don't tell the emperor the truth, because the truth is that Bengong, a mother, killed her child, and the medicine you said no one gave Bengong a package, and the red sandalwood was boiled for Bengong every day, but Bengong didn't drink it, and Bengong poured it into a flower pot! The queen pointed to a pot of green potted plants beside the bed.
Su Qingyun walked over in disbelief, touched the still damp soil with her hand, grabbed it and put it under her nose, sure enough, it was the prescription she prescribed.
Seeing her like this, the queen said: "Bengong didn't lie to you, even if it was the medicine boiled today, Bengong didn't drink it, Bengong still poured it into this potted plant, the soil is still damp, you should be able to feel it!" ”
Su Qingyun really couldn't figure it out: "Queen Mother, can you tell me why you are doing this?" This is your child, why are you ...... It can't be for me, it can't be because you want to help me punish the Wen family, it's ridiculous! I believe that this is not the reason, and you have not used any medicine since I left, you have long planned not to want this child, but why? ”
The women in the palace, no matter who they are, as long as they are in the harem, everyone wants to give birth to a son and a half daughter for the emperor, this is not only the desire to be a mother, but also the desire to find a person in this harem who can rely on and can keep her status stable, Su Qingyun can't understand that the queen has only one prince, if there is one more heir, there is only benefit and no harm for the queen, why is she ruining this benefit herself now.
Tears slipped down the queen's eyes: "Of course it's not because of you, as early as when I called you into the palace to protect my fetus, I already had this idea, but I couldn't make up my mind, and then that morning you got the emperor's will to leave the palace, I think this is when God made a decision for me!" So from the day you left, I didn't drink the medicine properly, and my stomach began to hurt, I can tell you directly, I can't feel that this child is alive or occasionally moving, but the time has not yet come, her activity in my stomach is gradually gone, and at this time you were found! ”
"What does this have to do with me being found, and what does this have to do with me being found?" Su Qingyun didn't understand what this had to do with her.
The queen said: "It was the palace that asked you to enter the palace, but it put you in danger, you know that the most powerful helper on the prince's side is your husband Fu Liye, and your husband values you Su Qingyun the most, and I, the queen, can only rely on the prince once I don't have the child in my belly." You were arrested Your husband must have doubts in our hearts, Fu Liye said that he wants to get the power of life and death of the Wen family, I think this is an opportunity to let the child in the womb completely flow out, and also bring down the Wen family to give you an explanation, this is the best of both worlds, this is the time for my child to say goodbye to me! ”
Su Qingyun understood that this incident would not happen because of her, even if it would still happen without her, but because of her Su Qingyun made this happen naturally, and it was a seamless plan to get rid of everyone's suspicion perfectly.
But Su Qingyun still didn't understand: "Queen Mother, I still don't understand, why don't you want this child?" She's your flesh and blood! ”
The queen sighed and said leisurely: "I'm just for his good, I want to give her a different world, if she leaves my belly, she won't feel the ugliness of this palace, and she won't be controlled by the palace!" She left me early and will find a better mother! ”
Su Qingyun seemed to understand a little: "Queen Mother, you don't want this child to be born in the royal family, why don't you want to be born in the glory and wealth that you can't think of in your royal status, what's wrong with this!" And this is a daughter, she will be a beloved princess. ”
Looking at the longing and yearning in Su Qingyun's eyes, she knew that Su Qingyun sincerely felt that if the child in her womb was born, she would be treated like this, but the queen smiled sadly: "That's because you don't understand the sorrow of being a royal person, what you see is only superficial for people to see, the people in the palace, if you want to be rich in front of people, you have to suffer twice as much after people, countless palace rules have to wait for her to learn, and she will be locked in this high-walled compound for the rest of her life, and finally it is time to get married. It is also possible that he was sent to his relatives because of the major events of the country, saying that he was rich and noble all his life, but he was just like a golden bird, and he was locked in a cage for the rest of his life! ”
The queen's sad tone and desperate tears made Su Qingyun suddenly understand her purpose for doing this.
But I really didn't know what to say to comfort the queen at this time, Su Qingyun was a little confused for a while, and she really couldn't find any words to comfort.
But the queen has been suppressed for too long, at this time she needs to find someone to talk to, she doesn't need this person to speak, she doesn't need this person to comfort, she just wants someone to listen to her talk.
Su Qingyun thought, if the queen doesn't confide in her, she may get depression, she just had a miscarriage, and if she has postpartum depression, it is very likely that her life will be in danger.
Originally, I was thinking about the things in the palace, the less I knew, the better, it was best to ask three questions and not know the best, once I knew more, the greater the danger, but now looking at such a fragile queen, Su Qingyun still had no way to be ruthless, so she could only sit silently and listen to the queen's narration.
The queen suddenly thought of the matter of the Seventh Prince, and turned her head to ask Su Qingyun if she knew the truth about the matter of the Seventh Prince, she was not a fool, so she naturally said that she didn't know.
The queen told everything about that day again, but the queen is the person concerned, and what she said is even more detailed and cruel than what Luo Siqi said.
In the end, she looked at Su Qingyun and said: "In the past, I was still the daughter of the prime minister, and now the emperor is still the prince, we exchange letters, all rely on Yunshang to get out of it, Yunshang is a more important person to me than the emperor, she grew up with me since I was a child, because I entered the palace together, guarded this deep-walled compound, and waited until I got married, but I was afraid that I would be lonely alone in this deep palace, stay with me, as long as I wait another year, she will be able to leave the palace, but no matter how I ask the emperor, the emperor still killed Yunshang in front of me!" ”
Su Qingyun just wanted to go to the palace on the first day she was invited to see the queen, the queen was a little crazy, and she didn't have any scruples about talking, it turned out that she was stimulated like this.
Then I heard the queen say: "When I fell in love with the emperor, I was willing to marry him because I was benevolent and kind, and he had compassion for people, I never wanted to live an ordinary life with him, I didn't want to be a queen, and I didn't want him to sit in that position, but it backfired, and finally came to this point, I could only be his queen, but year after year, I found that the kind prince was long gone, and the only thing left was the decisive emperor!" ”
The queen's emotions fluctuated too much, and there was some pain in her abdomen, she eased her emotions and continued: "I have always had a belief that no matter what, at least he still has affection, but that night's Yunshang made me realize that there is no affection, but I just comforted myself, when the prince, because of the palace schemes, I lost the prince's childhood, and now I have lost Yunsheng, I don't want to lose my other child in the future, and I don't want my other child to live in the deep palace, You said that she was born as a princess, once she is a princess, then she will only be the queen of another country in the future! ”
Su Qingyun felt that the queen was too pessimistic about things, thought about it, and comforted her: "But what if it's a little prince, maybe this matter is a prince, it's much better!" ”
"You don't believe what you're saying!" Looking at Su Qingyun's reluctant appearance, the queen said with a smile: "If I give birth to another prince, if it is really the crown prince who succeeds to the throne in the future, how will he treat his own brother, will he be the same as the emperor today, cut the grass and eradicate the roots, and the brothers will turn against each other!" ”
Faced with this inquiry, Su Qingyun really didn't know how to answer, because people will always become very ugly in front of power, and they will completely forget their family and blood, and they will only see the wealth and power of the sky, who cares if they are their own brothers.
In the end, the queen said: "So whether this child is a boy or a girl, it will only end in tragedy, so why should I let her come to this world to suffer, I let her leave this world as soon as possible and go to find a better place to be born, isn't it good, it's useless to say anything now, she is no longer there, now I can only hope that you don't tell the truth, so it's good for you, for me, for Fu Liye, and for the prince!" ”
What else could Su Qingyun, who was forced to listen to her words, say? This child is not wanted by others, what else can Su Qingyun do? In modern times, if a mother doesn't want a child, she has the right to choose to get rid of the child, not to mention that this is the queen.
"Qingyun saw the queen today, and learned that the queen mother caused the prince to leave because of the negligence of her subordinates, which is really a great crime! Please also ask the mother to decree the guilt! Su Qingyun got up and knelt in front of the bed and shouted.
The queen smiled with relief, if there was an afterlife, she would never marry into the harem again.
When the red sandalwood outside heard the sound and came in, the queen had already fallen asleep.