Chapter Ninety-Five: Sinking into Despair
Kang Yufei looked at him from top to bottom, the person in front of her seemed to have never known him, she didn't want to hear it, she didn't want to care. There was a little blood stain on the hem of his clothes, it was the blood left by Kang Yutong, and this was the only thing she cared about. She leaned down and touched it gently, but there was no temperature anymore.
The sky suddenly fell, and the earth seemed to have fallen, and the world was full of only her and the tears that could no longer be held. She dragged the bloodstain and cried one after another, "Big brother, big brother......
Since then, this world has been a white expanse again, just like the snow four years ago.
If she could, she wished she would be buried in that snow forever, unable to see or hear, perhaps then she would not feel pain.
But she is still alive, lying comfortably on the warm pillow of the high bed.
"Yu Fei, Yu Fei......" She didn't want to hear this voice at all, and she didn't want to hear it again in this life.
She shouted desperately in a weak voice, "Get out." ”
"Yufei, my eldest brother's affairs, I will definitely arrange it properly." Jing Lin half-knelt beside the bed, plucking up the courage to shake Kang Yufei's hand, but she resolutely shook it off, although his heart was very sore, but he still had to continue, "Yufei, I will treat you well, you will be my queen......"
Kang Yufei has never hoped for the position of queen, and now it is even more. She just wanted to spend a while and "go out ......"
But Jinglin didn't want to leave, and he didn't want to leave a single step. She couldn't see with her eyes, and she was so sad and sad, he wanted to accompany her, even if he was beaten and scolded, he wanted to accompany her.
"Get out, get out." Kang Yufei wanted to use all her strength to push him away from her bedside, but she was too weak, and shouting these words had exhausted her, "Silence, silence......"
Shen Mo waited at the door, he could feel the anger in his master's tone, and he quickened his pace and ran in, "The slave is here." ”
"Pull him out for me, pull him out." Kang Yufei paddled wildly in the air, as if he was so angry that he couldn't control himself.
Shen Mo was stunned, this was a difficult problem for him, he thought for a moment, walked to the emperor and bowed down respectfully, leaned closer and said: "Your Majesty, Niangniang is in a bad mood now, you better go back first, lest Niangniang be more angry." ”
Jing Lin got up and looked at Kang Yufei again. Her face was distorted to the point that it was as if she had changed someone, and the hatred of gnashing her teeth seemed to want to rush up and bite immediately, and his heart suddenly cooled, and he closed his eyes silently. After a while, he could only nod, "Yufei, take good care of ......"
"Get out."
Jinglin seemed to have lost his soul, and walked out in a trance under the support of silence. Looking up, the sky didn't know when snowflakes were falling, one by one, silently falling on him. It's cold, it's biting cold from beginning to end, inside and out.
Kang Yufei got up and let Shen Mo carry her out the door. When she heard that it was snowing, she wanted to feel the chill, to remind her of the chill in the north.
Shen Mo moved a stool and let her sit down, and this sitting was a day, without eating, drinking, or sleeping, all day.
Silent, the northern kite came to persuade repeatedly, but Kang Yufei just didn't speak, and there was no trace of life in his eyes that were already invisible.
The northern kite was a little frightened, and asked silently, "Shall we go and invite the emperor to come over?" ”
"You're crazy, the last thing you want to see is the emperor."
"But, but if the mother goes on like this, in case it ......"
"Don't worry, let's think about it again." Shen Mo thought for a while, and continued: "If we can contact the Zhenbei Hou Mansion, or the Dingguo Mansion......
"There's a way, there's a way." Hearing this, Bei Kite became excited, "You go and find a way to find Master Li Kai Li, I heard others say that he is good friends with the Dingguo Mansion, because of this, he has a dislike for the emperor." ”
Shen Mo nodded as he listened.
The sun seemed to come out, Kang Yufei couldn't see it, but she felt that her body was a little warmer, she moved her body slightly, which caused the northern kite to be excited, and hurriedly came over and said: "Niangniang, the slave will help you go back, it's too cold outside." ”
Kang Yufei didn't say anything, she didn't know what she was thinking, her head was blank, she didn't want to talk or move.
It seemed that there was something hot in his hand, and Kang Yufei didn't react too much, just withdrew his hand back.
"Niangniang, you can eat something, how can you do it without eating or drinking."
A warm heat reached her lips, but she still didn't want to move.
"Niangniang, Shen Mo and I are thinking about connecting to the Zhenbei Hou Mansion, you are patient for a few days, we will definitely think of helping you."
Kang Yufei raised her head and followed the voice of the northern kite to look over, although it was dark, she still saw a glimmer of light, a light that could keep her alive.
But she was so tired and tired that she didn't know if she would be able to make it to that day.
When he woke up again, his body didn't seem to have the fatigue he had earlier, Kang Yufei struggled to sit up, and was about to call the northern kite in, but he vaguely heard the sound of someone talking outside the house.
"Back to Your Majesty, although Niangniang's body is weaker, she can make up for it, but according to what this father-in-law described, this Niangniang's spirit is not quite right, this is the most troublesome."
Although Kang Yufei didn't remember Wang Yanfeng's voice very much, he was afraid that there was only this imperial doctor in the palace who could say it so bluntly.
"According to your meaning, Yufei is ......"
"Weichen is worried that his mother is worried and sad, and he is easy to fall into madness."
"Nonsense, you, you're simply ......"
"Weichen is also worried about Niangniang's phoenix body, now like this, instead of letting Niangniang be sad and depressed here, it is better to let Zhenbei Hou Mansion pick up Niangniang out of the palace to breathe, and maybe see your family......"
"Okay, you Wang Yanfeng, you dare to learn from them to understand these careful thoughts. Say, what benefits did Zhenbei Hou Mansion give you? ”
"Wechen don't dare, Wechen don't dare, Wechen is really worried about Niangniang's illness......"
A chaotic noise overshadowed all the sounds, Kang Yufei lay back on the bed silently, she knew that it was impossible for her to leave the palace in her life, she didn't hold out any hope, but it was a pity that the family and Huang Yumin had arranged several times.
Squeak, the door opened, although the voice was soft, but Kang Yufei heard it clearly, she closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep.
Someone came to her bed, carefully sat on the edge of the bed, and then sat there without saying anything, doing nothing.
Kang Yufei was dazed and fell asleep, there was a white light in the dream, there was a black long sword not far in front of him, and a voice suddenly remembered in his ears, "Pull out the sword and kill him." "Draw your sword and kill whom? She was a little dazed, looked around, there was no one and nothing, "Kill him." The voice was full of resentment and anger, and frightened her, and she turned to look again, but there was still no one.
She couldn't hide her fear, and shouted loudly around her, "Who? Who are you going to kill? ”