The street was unusually quiet, only a few people carrying things to sell hurriedly took advantage of the moonlight to rush home, Xu An drove the carriage to the Guogong Mansion slowly, and the crisp sound of horses' hooves fell on the quiet street and made a 'tick-tock' sound.

"Qingyun, you're like this, but someone is embarrassed by you in the palace banquet behind!" From the time she left the palace, Fu Liye felt that she was in a bad mood.

She turned her head and smiled: "I used to be an arrogant and domineering person, but now with you supporting me, I can still let myself be bullied." ”

Seeing her smiling, but there was sorrow between his eyebrows, he stretched out his hand to hug her: "Qingyun, I am your husband, the closest person in your life, if you have anything you can't think of, you can tell me, you have to always remember that you don't have to hide yourself from me." ”

He closed his eyes tiredly, and then said, "It's okay, don't think about it, by the way, where are Min Yue and his party imprisoned!" ”

"You want to see her?" Fu Liye was a little unhappy, every time he met Min Yue, Su Qingyun's mood was very bad, if he could, he would never want the two to see each other for the rest of his life.

"I have something I want to ask Min Yue, so I want to meet her!" She knew Fu Liye's worries, and said: "Don't worry, you still don't know my ability, I won't be stupid enough to let others handle it, so you just let me go and see her!" ”

Laughing and laughing, the smile on her face couldn't be maintained, Fu Liye looked at her like that, and finally said firmly: Su Qingyun, you haven't come out of that incident yet, you go to find Min Yue, isn't it ......"

"No, I never wanted my hands to be bloody!" She replied firmly and quickly, she never wanted her hands to be bloody, she didn't want to, and she didn't want to.

There will inevitably be casualties between the two countries on the battlefield, and she has no choice but to do it, but now it is different, if it is just a grudge between two people, she never wants to be the evil side, and she never wants to let her hands be stained with other people's blood.

"Then why do you have to see her, you know that every time you see her, you will remember that incident, why do you bother to make yourself ...... every time" Fu Liye really couldn't bear to let him think about the tragedy of the past.

She muttered with sorrow in her eyes, "Do you think that if I don't see her, I can run away like a coward?" ”

She looked up at Fu Liye with devastated eyes: "Actually, I have never forgotten for a moment, I can't forget the cold feeling of my whole body when the child left my body, I can't forget the helplessness that I can't keep the child with all my might!" ”

"How many times have I woken up from my dreams, and I feel like I'm going through the scene again and again in my dreams! Sometimes I am like a spectator in my dreams, I watch my child turn into a puddle of blood, but there is nothing I can do! Sometimes I lie there myself, and I want to ...... I thought I wanted to keep him, but I was weak and I felt like someone was tying me up, and I couldn't move! ”

"Why? I never knew you ......" Fu Li was stunned at night, he thought that as the days passed little by little, she would always forget all about it.

He thought that he had done a good enough job to make Su Qingyun forget the pain of the past, but it turned out that she was so painful when he didn't know it.

"I know I don't blame you for this, and you are also very uncomfortable, I see the efforts you have made to make me happy, I really can't bear it, so I pretend that it is all over, and I have been trying to tell myself that it will all be fine, but ...... I! Su Qingyun really didn't know what to say.

She also tried to get herself out of this memory, wanting to welcome a new life, and she knew that a new life was waiting for her, but she couldn't control her thoughts.

Even if you have a smile on your face every day, you will eventually fall into a nightmare when you are alone in the dead of night, and you can't come out. In the end, the biggest fault in this matter is actually herself.

Everyone is at fault in this matter, but she feels that all this fault was started by her, if it wasn't for the fact that she entered the palace to be the emperor's concubine in a daze, how could she give Min Yue such an opportunity to let Min Yue enter the Guogong Mansion.

If she can understand that people in this world are sinister, not all women just want to be stable, they will also be jealous and use despicable means, if she understands these things early, she will not let her children leave her like that.

Fu Liye looked at her with a thousand words in his heart, but he couldn't say anything at this time.

My mouth moved a few times, but I couldn't find the right words to say.

"Huh...... Look at me, and bring up the old things again, I'm not old yet, I'm like a menopausal old man, chattering to you every day, I think you're annoying! Su Qingyun wanted to liven up the atmosphere, but she always felt that the two of them were embarrassed now.

Fu Liye saw him smiling strongly, and shouted intolerably anymore: "Su Qingyun, I always thought that I was your heaven in your heart, and it was your everything, but it turned out that you refused to tell me anything, and you wanted to bear everything alone, obviously you were sad and about to die, and you still thought about my feelings!" Can you also think about it for me, not only you want to be good to me, I also want to be good to you, I want to bear everything for you, do you know how uncomfortable I feel when I see you like this! ”

She looked up at him in surprise: "No, I just know that I ...... It's my own problem that I can't get out, I ...... I don't want you to worry about me all the time! ”

"And then you just buried everything in your heart and took it all on yourself while I wasn't there?" Fu Liye held her shoulders and said angrily.

"Do you know, every day I look at you and laugh, but day by day I get thinner, do you know that my heart is very uncomfortable, I desperately comfort myself, maybe because you are too tired to go to the battlefield with me, but it turns out that there is something hidden in your heart, and you endure torture alone every day, I wonder if you dream every day, why I never find out, I always pay attention to you, I dare not fall into a deep sleep at night, why I never find out?"

She said weakly: "As long as I stay with you, I will forcibly suppress all feelings, no, I should say that when there are people, I will desperately tell myself what to do, and those things that should not be done must not be revealed!" ”

Fu Liye had a cold face: "You tortured yourself so much, you never thought about it, in case you can't hold it one day...... What am I going to do! You didn't think about what I would do at that time? From the time when my legs were disabled, the two of us expressed our hearts to each other, in my eyes, you Su Qingyun is higher than everything, you can know all my things, I thought you were the same as me! ”

"Nature is the same, you are naturally higher than everything I have!" She has no doubt about that.

"Is it the same?" He asked rhetorically.

Su Qingyun hugged him tightly: "How could it be different, I just knew that I couldn't go on like this, so I just went to see Min Yue for the last time, maybe I will untie my heart knot!" I don't want to continue with this knot, I want to untie it as soon as possible, restore my former self, and live a good life with you, I want to give you a perfect life, I don't want you to bring a wife with mental illness! ”

Fu Liye obviously didn't understand what he said about mental illness, Deng Zhihua he understood, he didn't go this time to hide what he did, he just wanted to untie his knot.

"Then you promise me, don't do stupid things, you want to visit her, I can let you visit, but you must remember, don't get too close to her, that woman is scheming and ruthless, she is at the end of her rope at this time, I am afraid that she will do something unfavorable to you, so you must not get close to her!"

The hero was sad about the beauty pass, and Fu Liye finally told her where Princess Min Yue was being held, and gave Su Qingyun a token. Allow her to visit her tomorrow.

The next day, Fu Li was called to the palace by the emperor at night. Su Qingyun came to the door of the prison with the food box.

Xu An took out the token, and Su Qingyun entered smoothly.

After all, royal people are different from ordinary people, Princess Min Yue is not locked up with everyone, in addition to the fact that she is a woman, what is more, she is the princess of Shuili Country after all.

Su Qingyun looked at the once invincible, arrogant and domineering Princess Miyue, who now had messy hair, stains on her face, and was wearing a prison uniform, leaning on the messy haystack.

When he heard that someone was coming, he just raised his eyes and looked at the person who came.

Let Xu An pass the food through the small window and put it on the empty ground, and let Xu An go a little farther.

"Princess Min Yue, don't you eat it? In our Daqing, you don't have any relatives and friends to send you a severed head meal, you will soon be asked to behead, you don't have a good meal at that time, the princess of a country can't even eat a good meal before she dies, and there are so many poor people when she says it, so I will send you some food, you can rest assured, I didn't poison it! You're going to die soon, and I don't need to poison you!" ”

Su Qingyun saw that she was indifferent and thought that Min Yue was afraid that she would poison her.

She leaned against the corner of the wall and glanced at Su Qingyun indifferently.

"Why are you so dead in heart that you don't even want to talk to me now? Or do you already know that shame is talking to me shamelessly? Su Qingyun provoked.

She smiled bitterly: "What else is there to say, just like you said, the winner is king, the loser is the villain, I lost!" You can show off as much as you want, I don't have a chance to turn the tables anyway! Like you said, I have plagued my entire Shuili country, and now that I am out of prison, even if I live, there is nowhere to go! ”

"If only you had been so knowledgeable earlier?" Su Qingyun sighed: "I'm afraid you don't know to lead you into the mansion, but in fact I agreed, otherwise you wouldn't even be able to enter the door of the Guogong Mansion, and because I let you enter the Guogong Mansion, this caused me to lose my child, so in fact, I have always blamed myself in my heart, I think it is not so much that you hurt my child, but that I gave you the opportunity to let you hurt my child!" ”