Chapter 123: Will do better in the future
This silence lasted until Ruan Qianya got out of the car and closed the car door, and she turned around and left.
"Take care of yourself."
With obvious concern, Ruan Qianya ignored it and only waved her hand casually.
Lu Xiyan behind him looked at her back, secretive, there were some things hidden in the depths that were surging without moving, very dark and frightening.
But Ruan Qianya, who walked in front and didn't look back at all, didn't see it.
Ruan Qianya, who returned to the apartment, opened the door and found that it was dark inside, she fumbled and turned on the light, and just walked to Guoguo's room, only to remember that she had forgotten him tonight.
She couldn't help but knock on her head hard, and with a nervous mood, she quietly opened the door of Guoguo's room, but unsurprisingly saw Guoguo who was already sleeping peacefully on the bed.
At this time, he was sleeping sweetly with the quilt, his crystal saliva was hanging on his mouth, his face was red, and he was very cute.
Ruan Qianya gently put down the quilt for him and tiptoed out.
When she arrived at the door of Jing Yihong's room, she couldn't help but stop, looking at the closed door, she naturally couldn't push the door open and go in.
She knew that on today's eventful day, Jing Yihong must have remembered and helped her pick up Guoguo back, and at this point, she was very grateful to him.
After hesitating, Ruan Qianya wanted to go back to her room, but at this time, the door that was originally closed was opened.
Hearing the voice, she turned around in astonishment, and saw Jing Yihong sitting in a wheelchair with her face slightly raised.
The mask obscured his face, making it impossible to see the look on his face.
Ruan Qianya turned around and froze in place, her lips pursed for a long time, and finally she only said a few words with difficulty, "Thank you...... Pick up the fruit and come back. ”
Jing Yihong's eyes crossed with a strong mockery, sneered, raised his chin slightly, stared at Ruan Qianya with an oppressive attitude, and said coldly:
"If you don't want to be a good mother, don't let her come into this world in the first place! You are the one who brought him, and you are the one who abandoned him, and there is no choice at all for him, don't you think this is too cruel? ”
The tone was thick with accusations, and there was helpless desolation, like an old man, who had really felt these things in such a long time.
Ruan Qianya's brows couldn't help frowning, and her attitude towards Jing Yihong was also the meaning of his words, which seemed to be her and didn't.
Thinking about it, Ruan Qianya couldn't help but smile bitterly, how could it not be her?
It's true that she is sorry for Guoguo and has not fulfilled the responsibilities that a mother should fulfill, isn't she?
"I'm sorry, I thought ......"
Before Ruan Qianya could finish speaking, Jing Yihong interrupted her again in a deep voice, shouting deliberately suppressed anger in her voice.
"Excuse me? I'm sorry you shouldn't have said to me! And what you think is just what you think, you should listen to his voice more! ”
After a pause, he said again: "The work that has been obtained so hard should be done seriously, if you get some benefits because of something, and covet something else, then the result may not be something you can bear." ”
When he said this, Jing Yihong's eyes couldn't help but appear in front of Ruan Qianya's eyes with flowers on Lu Xiyan's car and go away, until now, I still feel dazzling!
After speaking, he was extremely irritable and directly staggered Ruan Qianya's body, closed the door, and walked out of the room. The egg hurts
Such sharp words stimulated Ruan Qianya's heart, making her eyes ach for a moment, and water gushed out.
She buried her head deeply, strands of hair falling to her ears, blocking all expression on her face.
"You're right, I'll do better in the future, but...... Thank you anyway. ”
After Ruan Qianya finished speaking, she walked back to her room quickly, closed the door, and tears soaked into the pillow in front of her, and a suppressed weak voice came out, but it only echoed in the room, unable to penetrate the heavy door.
Jing Yihong, who was originally heading towards the kitchen, paused in sliding his wheelchair hand, and he unconsciously turned his head to look at the place where Ruan Qianya was standing just now, and there were various emotions in his eyes.
After a long time, it calmed down, and a low sigh drifted through the air.
"I just don't want you to ...... Regret. His tone was complicated, and he couldn't tell what to do for a while.
When there was no sound outside, Ruan Qianya calmed down a little.
Today's day was too dramatic, and there were always things waiting for her that she didn't know if it was a surprise or a fright, and she handled it badly.
But she didn't like the fact that she couldn't control it completely.
With such a complicated mood, Ruan Qianya fell asleep, and the next day she got up early to make breakfast, and when she saw Guoguo coming out, she hurriedly stepped forward and hugged him.
Guoguo was rubbing her eyes, but she was suddenly a little stunned by Ruan Qianya's tight embrace in her arms, and after a pause, she put down her hand and hugged Ruan Qianya back, and said softly: "Mommy, what's wrong?" ”
Such a real feeling in her arms made Ruan Qianya's heart ripple, and she said in a dumb voice: "Guoguo, Mommy will not let you alone again in the future." ”
Last night she had a dream, dreaming that Guoguo was standing alone at the door of the kindergarten, all the children were gone, only him, no one answered, aggrieved and worried and panicked standing on the side of the road looking forward.
At that moment, a needle pierced her heart little by little, and when she woke up, the corners of her eyes were dry, and her heart was even more hesitant.
But that's fine now.
"Mommy won't do this again in the future, Mommy will definitely correct it, I'm sorry, Guoguo."
Guoguo stood in Ruan Qianya's arms suspiciously, not knowing why, but she still obediently didn't say anything, and gently patted Ruan Qianya's back sensibly and comforted her.
"Okay, let's not talk about these unhappy things, you can go eat first, Mommy makes a lot of things you love to eat."
"Good!" Guoguo first glanced at Ruan Qianya's face and saw that she was indeed better, so she happily replied loudly.
But after the fruit was eaten, Ruan Qianya didn't see Jing Yihong's figure, she glanced at the clock on the wall, it was too late, and she couldn't wait any longer.
I still wanted to talk to him, but now it seems that I can't.
Eventually, she glanced at the closed door again and pursed her lower lip, perhaps he had left early.
Packing up her mood again, Ruan Qianya sent Guoguo to school first, and then to the company, as usual, only Xiaoqin responded to her greetings, and the others were as indifferent as ever.
Ruan Qianya didn't care, returned to her position, and began to get familiar with the company and the company's current business, she was just a newcomer, and she couldn't get in touch with some big projects, just some simple previous cases She took a look at and drew a few pictures casually.
But when he got off work in the afternoon, he didn't expect Lu Xiyan to come to the door again, still holding a bouquet of roses, which was very eye-catching, and passers-by were looking at him leaning on the sports car and posing in a cool pose.