Before going out, Xia Yunbo said hello to Xia's father and Xia's mother, "Parents, you are tired all the way back, rest early at night, I'll go out for a while." ”

Father Xia looked at Wu Peilan and said with a smile, "Okay, we understand", "We understand" Mother Xia's mending.

Xia Yunbo went out a little stunned, and the attitude of Xia's father and Xia's mother became more and more beyond his imagination. It's just that tonight he has to meet to make sure that Liu Yan is sincere.

The car drove to the Phoenix community, Xia Yunbo saw that the time was only nine o'clock, and he smoked silently in the car. I haven't sucked this thing for a long time, and I choked on my throat for the first time, which made Xia Yunbo cough a few times. Cigarettes are not like wine, alcohol can paralyze people's nerves, drink too much and fall asleep, don't think about anything, but the more you smoke, the more sober you are. I don't know how many I smoked, Xia Yunbo's mouth was a little thirsty, so he got out of the car and bought a bottle of water. Visually inspected 21 buildings and got 1204, the lights were always on, and I don't know if Sedum slept or not, tonight's conversation is not suitable for children to hear, and he has to wait until Sedum is asleep before he can call Liu Yan down.

Back in the car, listening to soothing music, Xia Yunbo felt a little tired. In a daze, I seem to have come to a tea garden, there are tea trees near and far, and there is a woman wearing a hat and carrying a bamboo basket in the middle of the tea garden to pick tea. The woman had her back to him, and he couldn't see who it was. He wanted to get a little more to see clearly, and the woman suddenly turned back and smiled at him, the hair of the shawl, and the crooked eyes of the crescent moon when he laughed. Isn't this Liu Yan, why is she here? Why is this tea garden so familiar? Just when Xia Yunbo was puzzled, two immature voices shouted, "Dad!" Father! Xia Yunbo looked back and saw that it was a pair of children, the boy and the girl were about 3 years old, but Xia Yunbo didn't know any of them. I saw Liu Yan looking at Xia Yunbo who was in a daze and said, "The child called you, why didn't you answer?" Xia Yunbo was shocked, when did he have a son and daughter? This startled woke me up.

Wake up and look around, there are very few people on the road, Xia Yunbo saw that the time was almost half past ten. Hurriedly called Liu Yan, "Hey, did you sleep?" ”

"Not yet, just slept Sedum and you're back?"

"I'm downstairs, you come down first, I have something to tell you"

Liu Yan always felt that something was wrong this day, Xia Yunbo was here, why didn't he go home and say anything? No matter what, Liu Yan still heated the pot of chicken soup, packed it in a thermos cup, put on a coat and went down.

Seeing Xia Yunbo sitting in the car, Liu Yan opened the door and sat in the co-pilot. Putting the thermos cup on the armrest between the two seats, smelling the smell of cigarettes in the car, Liu Yan asked, "Did you smoke?" ”

Xia Yunbo replied, "Hmm"

"Did you encounter something tricky? You don't usually like to smoke. ”

"I encountered something that I couldn't figure out, I hope you can make me understand" Xia Yunbo said and took out the box of contraceptive pills from his pocket and handed it to Liu Yan, Liu Yan looked at this box very familiarly, but how could it be in his hand, after a long time, Liu Yan reached out and took it. She opened the box, and there was one left. When they were together for the first time, she took Yuting the next day, and the second time they were together, that is, on the first night of moving to a new house, she still took Yuting as before, but this time there was no one in the store, and she could only take 2 pills. She remembered that she had put it in the camera box of the car, how could he have it?

"If I hadn't found a toothbrush in the car for Sedum last night, I wouldn't have known that you were hiding contraception from me," Xia Yunbo said a little angrily. As soon as he heard this, Liu Yan turned his head and muttered, "This bear child, where can't you buy a toothbrush, what kind of toothbrush to find in a sports car!" Then he turned his head to Xia Yunbo and said, "I'm not like this, if I get pregnant, I will ruin my life."

"Why do you have to waste a life when you are pregnant, have you never thought of having a child with us?" Xia Yunbo said this as if he was close to roaring.

Liu Yan had never seen Xia Yunbo like this, she was a little panicked, so panicked that she didn't know how to answer Xia Yunbo's words. And Xia Yunbo looked at Liu Yan and didn't speak, thinking that Liu Yan was what he said and didn't want to have a child of their own. Xia Yunbo asked a little lost, "Have you never thought of being with me, or even ......" Xia Yunbo took a deep breath, raised his head slightly, and looked up with his eyes, "You didn't even love me?" ”

What is this, Liu Yan felt that what Xia Yunbo said was getting more and more outrageous. It's just normal contraception, how can it rise to a matter of love or not love when it comes to him. Liu Yan said a little helplessly, "It's normal to use contraception before you get married, why are you so excited." And what does this have to do with whether you love you or not? ”

"My parents weren't very approving of us being together, and if you're pregnant, we can convince them that you never thought about our future?"

"You also know that your parents don't agree, what will they think of me if I use the child to tie up their son again? Besides, I can't use a child to tie up a man."

"We have children because we love each other, what is the tether that is not tied to the pillar, in the final analysis, you still don't love me!" Liu Yan saw that the two of them had different thoughts at all, and if they continued to quarrel like this, the misunderstanding would only get deeper and deeper, so she had to say, "Okay, you're not calm at all now, we can't talk normally, you better go back and rest early, and pay attention to safety on the road." And I just don't want to get pregnant before I get married, I hope you understand. With that, he pushed the car door open and left. On a late autumn day, it was a little cool at night, Liu Yan tightened her coat, and entered the community without looking back, until Xia Yunbo couldn't see her.

Xia Yunbo punched the steering wheel angrily, didn't he want to talk about it when he came, how did it come to this point? Speaking of which, I don't know if Liu Yang loves himself or not. Xia Yunbo pulled up the codex and was about to leave, when he saw the thermos cup on the armrest, he picked it up and looked at it, what Liu Yan brought over just now? Why didn't you pay attention? When I opened it, I saw that it was a cup of steaming chicken soup, Xia Yunbo also sniffed it, it was really fragrant, and there was most of the ginseng in it. Xia Yunbo suddenly had a smile in the corner of his eyes, this was what Liu Yan gave him to replenish his body. Could it be that I really thought too much about it just now, but this woman did not show that she was very important in her mind from beginning to end, and there was no difference between having him and not him. Thinking of this, Xia Yunbo's heart twitched.

Liu Yan entered the box, and in her hand, Yu Ting, who had been pinched and deformed, threw it into the trash. Tears fell down in a puff, and Liu Yan gently wiped them with his hand. She is no longer a little girl in her early 20s, she can cry and jump for love. You can question him for a text message, and you can be jealous and angry for him to look at other women more. Every day for the pharmacy to be busy in circles, there is a small ball of meat to take care of. How could she be that little girl. Many years ago, she put away her weakness, and she could only get up again when she was tired, put away her tears, and only sweated. Liu Yan looked at the sleeping Sedum, took a breath, went to the bathroom to wash his face, made up for the skin care products that cried, walked into the room, turned off the light and lay down.

I don't know what time it is, Xia Yunbo came home with a thermos cup, took a spoon and sat down at the dining table, and drank chicken soup. The chicken broth tastes very delicious, just a little bitter with ginseng. Under the dim night light, Xia Yunbo drank thoughtfully. Suddenly, the living room lit up, and Xia Yunbo turned his head sideways to see his father coming down from upstairs, "Did you come back?" Xia Yunbo nodded.

"What did you drink?" Xia Yunbo showed the thermos cup obliquely to Xia Songnian, who walked in, and Xia Songnian smiled, "Ginseng stewed chicken soup, this is a great replenishment of vitality." It doesn't seem to be Mama Wu's craft. Who did it? ”

Although he knew that his father was a little knowing, he still told him, "Liu Yan did it." ”

"Then you should be very happy, why do you look sad."

"I ......" Xia Yunbo didn't know how to tell his father about this kind of thing. Xia Songnian looked at his son's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, sat down and said, "The so-called bystanders are clear, and the authorities are confused." Sometimes two people walk too close, but they can't see each other's minds clearly. Just like this bowl of chicken soup, it smells really fragrant from afar, and it is really nutritious to eat, but it is indeed a little bitter when it passes through the mouth. ”

"Daddy drank soup like this?"

"I've drunk, of course I've drunk, it's all your mother's stew for me, that's your mother's love for me" Father Xia finished speaking, got up and went upstairs. Xia Yunbo continued to look at the bowl of soup, and he seemed to understand something. It's not that they don't love, but they get too close, but they blind themselves to their hearts. Now they need a little space for each other to see each other's hearts. It is also said that from the realization to the present, they have not been in touch for three days, and they have not seen each other for more than a week. In this way, the distance has led me into an alley. Xia Yunbo suddenly made a decision, and drank the rest of the soup in one go. It was easy to turn around and go back upstairs. He opened the file bag and looked at the plan in the file bag, and tomorrow he would present the decision to his parents.