After that, he paid attention to keeping a distance from the little junior sister, the junior sister came to call him to go to the morning class will be politely refused, he hopes that she can quickly integrate into other senior brothers, so he always makes all kinds of excuses, but soon the excuse becomes a reality, there is an outbreak of demon epidemic, he is really busy, the Shushan disciples who were sent out are not warm all day long, night and day, Qing Nian once asked when he saw him off: "Senior brother, what can I do to go out and kill demons like you?" His answer at the time was: "Read more, do your homework well, and you will be like me in a short time." She nodded ignorantly.

When he came back, Qing Nian really finished reading all the books he had assigned.

Qingyue was very pleased with her perseverance in doing what she said, she proudly waited for him to come in and threw herself into his arms, he stiffened and pulled her away, looking at her face full of shock, Qingyue couldn't bear it, but still hardened her heart: "Don't look like this in the future, it's not a child anymore." ”

He thought it was for her good, so he pushed her away. She nodded, her face full of grievances, with tears in her eyes: "But I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you, I want to be with my senior brother all the time." ”

Qing Yue's heart jumped, her face turned red, and she poked her bun face and said, "What are you thinking about?" ”

Qing Nian sobbed and said, "What I said is true, senior brother, do you hate me anymore, why do you want to avoid me?" ”

"I didn't avoid you." Qingyue said: "I'm just too busy. ”

Qing Nian looked at him with red eyes and said nothing, and Qing Yue squeezed his hand tightly.

He lied, Qingyue has been alienating and snubbing her, she is no longer the little kid who followed him at the beginning, she is now a cardamom year, ordinary people's children can already get married, but she is still like a child who does not understand the world, if it is a few years later, she will grow into a peach and apricot, Yan is jealous and ashamed, and she can't tell a thousand kinds of elegance for a while, and she can be a female disciple of Shushan who can take charge alone.

He'd always protected her too well, and now he had to wean her off his dependence.

After the crown, he was about to embark on the road of going out to practice, and in the next few years, they were all together less and more apart, until she was in time, he knew that after he left, although she liked to make trouble everywhere, but she did not learn to live as he expected, at that time she had reached the rebellious period, and even he could not subdue her.

Now I wonder if it was his neglect of caring for her that caused her to deviate from the right track. Her talents were astonishing, and if she had been carefully guided, she would have become a great weapon in the future, but they had neglected her, both naturally and psychologically.

There are too many complex factors, and there are uncontrollable reasons for them, but Shushan treats her a little unfairly. And he also hurt his sister in this way of evasion.

Since she left, Qingyue has never accepted her sister again, until that day when the master left Huang Mo to take care of him, he

Looking at the big fat cat in her arms, she suddenly thought of Qing Nian, who always stood at the door to see him off, and she looked so depressed at that time: "You are leaving again, when will you come back this time?" ”

Huang Mo has people to wait for, and he has no one to wait for him.

He touched Huang Mo and said, "It's okay, the Divine Venerable will come back." Let's wait for him here. ”

The long is suffering, the short is life, the wind and flowers are alternate, the sun and the moon are blended, when the ups and downs, between square inches, it took him many years to understand his mistakes.

"I just said it wrong, it's not that she's different from you, it's that you're different from her."

"I just want to be strong."

Qingyue sighed and said, "I know what you said. ”

This is just an end of seeking benevolence, she now gets the power she wants, whether she wants to or not, at least it is much better than being imprisoned in Shushan, Shushan has always been imprisoned under the lock demon tower for evil people, but her demon is more powerful, because she violated the law of Shushan, although she will not be a traitor, but in order to avoid similar thoughts in the same door, she is the chicken that is used to kill chickens and set an example to monkeys.

In this way, it is better to be an idle Taoist who has been banished.

Qing Nian cried enough, and her mood stabilized a lot, but when she came back to her senses, she reflexively pushed Qing Yue aside, with a panicked expression: "Let's hurry up, otherwise it's really too late." ”

Her words made Qing Yue Dengshi's mind return to his place: "You are right. So what am I going to do now? ”

Qing Nian was busy arranging the things at hand in turn, and said without raising his head: "Then, you can catch a few big cuttlefish or crabs for me first and wait for me to come back." ”

Huang Mo has been pinching Jiuying's clothes in the dark, she really feels a little uncomfortable now, she can feel that the air that makes people rely on survival is gradually disappearing, if not, she is unwilling to rely on Jiuying's help, he protects himself with one hand, and she holds a bright long sword in her hand.

Huang Mo suddenly felt that her body was a little fluttering, she was a little stunned, looking at her hand, but suddenly found that her fingers actually passed through Jiuying's shoulder, not only that, she looked at her fingers, and suddenly found that her palm was gradually becoming transparent.

If she saw this thing in the past, she would feel that she was just wrong, but just now she penetrated the real body is indeed real, Xu is that this incident happened too unbelievable, she couldn't speak for a while, staggered back a step, and the sword in her other hand fell to the ground.

"What's wrong with you?" Jiu Ying turned her head when she heard the voice, keenly aware that her expression was wrong.

Huang Mo stretched out his hand towards him in a panic, penetrated his body, and said in a trembling voice: "I'm ...... I'm ——? ”

Her throat also seemed to have been poured into a handful of snow, and her exclamation was blocked in her throat, and she saw Jiuying's face exposed

came out with an unprecedented panic, he anxiously leaned over to grab her hand, but he couldn't stop the patterns spreading on her body, and pulled her body away one by one, Jiuying saw her look flustered, and looked angry: "What's wrong with you?" Do you have anything to do? ”

It was not pleasant to watch her body disappear bit by bit, she could even feel that she was being divided into fragments, maybe she was about to disappear, she was clear for a moment, thinking that the master was also thinking about the senior brother, she had no regrets, most of the memories she took back were also happy, if she wanted to get closer to more truth in the future, she didn't have to worry about facing cruel facts, and she didn't have to worry about being exposed by the master at the moment she had to face the thousands of people.

Disgust or anger had nothing to do with her anymore.

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