Chapter 138: Her Past with Him
Shen Qianshan can release her, just show that he has softened his heart, and at this time today, if Gu Yan is removed, she will always have Shen Qianshan.
Gu Yan stared at this woman coldly, she had obviously changed into clean clothes, her hair was meticulously combed behind her head, and the silk on her body was the material of the most expensive shops in the capital, and the goods of the shops that supplied the royal family in the capital were frighteningly expensive.
The fragrance on her body is the same as the smell of the room where Gu Yan sleeps, obviously this room is the one she slept in before, no wonder this woman must appear in front of Gu Yan's window when she dies in the middle of the night, it turns out that Gu Yan occupies the place where she sleeps.
Sins and sins, Gu Yan has no quarrel with the world, just one room, what if she let Sun Linhuan?
It's just that why did Shen Qianshan let himself sleep in this woman's room?
According to the order given by herself in the diary, Sun Linhuan is the one who caused the child to disappear, how can she have such a powerful ability to get rid of her own child in the future?
Could it be that this woman's relationship with Shen Qianshan ......
For a man to be jealous and secretly make a bad mess of the child, it is the most common drama in the harem backyard, and Gu Yan, as a young lady of the official family in the capital, knows this well.
Her mind suddenly appeared that her future self was jealous of the woman in front of her, if everything was true, wouldn't it mean that Shen Qianshan also had different thoughts about this woman?
She actually can't say how much she likes Shen Qianshan, but if she is destined to be with that man in the future...... Fate is meant to be...... She really should get rid of this woman in front of her.
For the children of the future, for her in the future, and for her now.
"You yourself know that you deserve to die." Gu Yan stared coldly at Sun Linhuan's smug eyes, and the irrepressible joy in her eyes seemed to be going to meet a lover she hadn't seen for many years, and now the so-called lover should be dreaming sweetly in her bedroom.
When Sun Linhuan heard Gu Yan's words, her eyes contracted, and her smile quickly disappeared: "Gu Yan, don't think that the master really likes you, he was deceived by women since he was a child, and he was deceived by women when he grew up, do you really think that you have the ability to make him change his mind?" You don't have that qualification. ”
Her voice was a little poignant, but it was obvious that she knew a lot about Shen Qianshan's past.
This thing in the past, with the passage of time, will gradually become transparent, no longer important, and the person who clings to the past will only hurt himself in the end.
"So, you're the one who has the right to make him like and trust women again?" Gu Yan seemed to have heard some kind of joke.
Isn't it possible to heal people? Like this thing and uncontrollable.
"That's right, I was brought back by him since I was a child, trained to be a woman he liked, a woman he liked, I can fight and retreat with intelligence, I am the most outstanding person in that group, I am the first to have my own independent room, all the people on Xiaoyao Mountain have acquiesced that I am the mistress of this mountain, if it weren't for you, I would have been by the master's side now." Sun Linhuan said.
She remembered that when she was eight years old, she was dying on the side of the road.
Her hometown is a mountain village far away from the capital, the village was in drought that year, the crops were not harvested, her three brothers waited but did not have money to find a daughter-in-law, her parents were old and frail, and they cried relatively wordlessly all night, and finally decided to send her to the village chief's house as a child daughter-in-law when she was only eight years old.
Although she is just a child, she has long heard from adults that the village chief's child daughter-in-law has been able to play mahjong at the same table, but the village chief does not have a son, saying that it is a child daughter-in-law, and that it is for the village chief's future son, but who doesn't know, it is for the village chief, he is upright and prime, but his wife is always sick, so he has no children for many years.
said that she was going to be a child daughter-in-law, but she was just trying to make ends meet in exchange for a few buckets of rice.
Sun Linhuan is still young, but she also knows that her parents' nurturing grace cannot be repaid, so she ...... chose to sneak out of the house.
Compared with being ravaged by the obscene village chief since she was a child in exchange for food from her parents and brother, she felt that it was time for her to go out and beg for food.
Since her parents ruthlessly gave up on her, why can't she give up her parents and live on her own?
On the third day out of the village, she fainted from hunger on the mountain road leading to the capital.
I thought that when I arrived in the capital, at the foot of the Son of Heaven, even if she picked up food, she would not starve to death, but she didn't want to starve to death before she arrived in the capital.
When she was dying, she squinted and saw the sun in the sky as big as when she left home, she was like a fish that had accidentally landed on the shore, desperately opening her mouth wide, trying to breathe, but the feeling of suffocation was still from the mouth and nose to the chest, and finally all over the body.
She is still going to die, and this time her resistance ended with such a result, it is sad and lamentable, fate is worth sighing.
I don't know how long it took, but a trace of sweet spring water poured into her body, and she was like a riverbed that had dried up for many years, injected with new life after a long period of heavy rain.
She woke up, and the water made her feel like she was going to choke to death for a while, and later, she stayed by Shen Qianshan's side.
She believes in fate, in the dream of the young girl's Huaichun, the man who can come out to rescue her when she is in the most difficult time is not the man she yearns for the most?
Sun Linhuan has persevered for so many years, and what supports her is only that beautiful beginning and her endless fantasies.
Gu Yan bowed slightly, Sun Linhuan's past was just recalled in her mind, Gu Yan didn't know, and she wasn't interested, life is short, and the future can be expected, who would waste time to hurt other people's past? What's more, it's someone like Gu Yan who doesn't even know his past.
"What you said is right, but if you don't die, I just appeared, Sun Linhuan, you should understand a truth from beginning to end, if Shen Qianshan has affection for you, it will be a hundred more me, and he will resolutely choose you, but he didn't." Gu Chang said.
God knows that her heart is like water, these words are said to Sun Linhuan, and also to Gu Yan herself.
Sun Linhuan was silent, the insects around her were very pleasant, the moonlight was hidden in the clouds, and the east was already a little white, Gu Yan knew that in three more hours, this popular mountain would wake up.
"Sister-in-law, why are you here?" Not far away, there was a sound of footsteps, slow but powerful.
Shen Qianshan came out of the shadows, and there was no one behind him.
The huge Xiaoyao Mountain was quiet, but he was as awake as a cat.
The sound from this side had already reached his ears, and Su Shuangning's sword wound on his body was faintly painful, making him unable to sleep.
In fact...... Just because she was in his palace, he was sleepy just thinking of her as far as his eyes could reach.
This was the second time she had stayed on the mountain, and it was very different from the last time, but it was as if everything was the same as before.
When Sun Linhuan saw Shen Qianshan, she clearly felt that she had difficulty breathing, just like that noon more than ten years ago, when she was lying on the ground squinting her eyes and couldn't breathe anything with her chapped mouth open.
Over the years, he has become her water, drop by drop, throughout her body.
"Sun Linhuan, do you know why I released you from the water prison?" Shen Qianshan walked in front of Gu Yan, his tall figure blocked all the light of the moon, Gu Yan gently fiddled with the corners of her clothes in the dark, it was after she woke up, and she hadn't had time to get dressed properly.
Sun Linhuan shook her head, she was in the water prison for so many days and nights, to be precise, she couldn't tell whether it was day or night, she sometimes opened her eyes to look at everything around her, and in those days, she could even clearly know how many flowers and plants there were in the water prison.
Sometimes she closed her eyes and imagined that she had become Shen Qianshan's wife...... It was an endless fantasy, a grand blueprint, full of sweetness no matter how much she fantasized it.
Man, fantasy fantasy is true.
"I don't know." Sun Linhuan said.
For a moment, she thought about countless possibilities, did he let her come back to be his princess?
She thought about it thousands of times, but Gu Yan's words just now made her understand that this dream had to wake up, the dream she had worked so hard to weave, the dream that had exhausted her imagination all her life, and the dream that supported her through difficult days and nights, was finally broken.
"I'll go to the torture room tomorrow and decide on my own." Shen Qianshan said word by word.
In an instant, Sun Linhuan fell to the ground, opened her mouth, and did not make a sound.
She should have expected it a long time ago. I just don't want to admit it.
I don't know who came out of the shadows and pulled Sun Linhuan down, this road is very long, Sun Linhuan thought that she would shout like last time, open her teeth and claws, but this time, she was calm and scary.
Her delusional pampering, just delusional.
Around the corner, she used all her strength to ask loudly, "Shen Qianshan, have you ever had a trace of affection for me?!" ”
Even a slight!
"Not really!" Shen Qianshan stood with his hands in his hands. Looking up at the sky, the dark clouds drifted by, and the moon came out again, shining like water, the only difference was that it was half colder than water.
Sun Linhuan was like a deflated ball, with no strength at all, and was silently dragged down.
What would have been the difference in her life if she had chosen to be wrapped up and sent to the village chief's bed in that dry weather?
Women, after all, still lose to men.
Gu Yan also raised her head to look at the moon in the sky, and her heart was as bright as this moon.
It's just that I don't know from somewhere, suddenly a very terrible voice came, the voice was very familiar to her, just as soon as she heard it, her whole body trembled.
"You should see what kind of monster you are, Gu Yan."
She's a monster? She's a monster!
Gu Yan's heart suddenly ached, Shen Qianshan turned around, and saw Gu Yan huddled together, very painful.
"Hello, what's wrong with you? Is it unwell? He asked anxiously, completely less indifferent to Sun Linhuan just now.