But in this panic, she actually thought: Why? Why can't there be other feelings?

yes, why not?

Chen Ranran panicked inexplicably, and hurriedly reached out and pinched her thigh!

Damn, what is she thinking all this nonsense? Brother and her in the middle of the night, how is it possible?

In the middle of the night, my brother watched her grow up, and I guess he is a little kid in his eyes!

Besides, my brother is twenty-nine in the middle of the night, and he must like a slightly more mature woman, such as ...... It was like that at that time.

In short, 100% not like this!

Chen Ranran felt that her idea was too dangerous, it was like taking drugs, and she had to pull it back quickly.

The reason for making a mistake is that I don't know that it was a mistake, and I find out later that it was a mistake, and at that time, it was difficult to say whether there was a chance to correct it.

But this kind of knowing that it is a mistake, but still wants to go its own way? Oh, Chen Ranran is not so stupid.

She decided to strangle this false and ridiculous idea in the cradle.

So, when Bruno asked Chen Ranran out for dinner alone, Chen Ranran did not refuse.

The western food, steak, red wine that Bruno took him to eat, the atmosphere was very nice.

While cutting the steak, Bruno looked at Chen Ranran with a faint smile, "So, after a deep understanding, have you noticed that I am actually a good person!" ”

Chen Ranran nodded insincerely: "Yes, you are very good." ”

"And what do you think of me?" Bruno then asked.

Chen Ranran raised her eyes to look at him, and then said, "I don't have any ideas...... Bruno, I said, we're friends, don't talk nonsense and spoil the atmosphere, okay? ”

Bruno raised his eyebrows, red wine and flowers violin Western food...... Such a romantic atmosphere, she also considers it a friend.

However, you can't rush it.

Bruno said: "My recklessness, I apologize. ”

Chen Ranran accepted his apology, she knew that Bruno was a measured person, and if she clicked a little, he would not mention it again.

Sure enough, after the whole meal, Bruno only talked to Chen Ranran about something else, and did not talk about feelings or the relationship between the two.

After the meal, Bruno took Chen Ranran for a walk, saying that he would go back after eliminating his appetite.

The cool breeze at night blew on her face, which was very comfortable, but Chen Ranran walked in the light, but she was a little in a trance.

Coming to this city for more than a year, the prosperity here is undeniably beautiful and unmistakable.

It is more prosperous and lively than S City.

Chen Ranran is not very lonely in this city, she has friends, has a heavy study, has two older brothers and Xu Yeban often comes to see her......

She feels that life is very fulfilling.

Fulfilling, she has never felt unfamiliar with the city.

But this is the first time that Chen Ranran suddenly feels lonely in this prosperous scene, and feels that everything around her is unfamiliar.

Including Bruno, also strange.

At that moment, she realized for the first time that this city did not belong to her, and it could not give her the sense of belonging she wanted.

Chen Ranran suddenly didn't want to take a walk, and she paused.

Bruno looked at her curiously and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Chen Ranran didn't look at him, but continued to look at the bustling streets glowing with bright street lamps, and the people walking back and forth on the streets.

"Bruno, why do you like me?" She asked suddenly.

Bruno was stunned, probably not expecting Chen Ranran to suddenly ask this question.

Didn't she avoid it before?

But Bruno replied anyway, saying: "Do you remember the first time I saw you?" ”

Chen Ranran shook her head, she forgot.

Bruno began to reminisce.

That day, Chen Ranran followed her buddy to Chen Ranran's university, and her buddy went to find a girlfriend.

His girlfriend's name was Jenny, and Jenny came out with two girls with black hair and black eyes.

It's an Asian girl.

One of them was talking to Jenny, and the other was leaning sideways to say something to the person behind her.

A gust of wind blew, and the girl turned her head, waved her hand at the people behind her, and smiled uncontrollably brightly, almost blending with the sunshine that day, such a beautiful appearance, into Bruno's eyes, so, unforgettable.

Bruno said: "I have a complex for Oriental girls, I want to marry a Chinese wife, of course, if I can't marry, I can marry too!" ”

Chen Ranran: "......"

Dude, are you serious?

Bruno said: "I fell in love with you at first sight, it was unforgettable, you were beautiful, you tossed and turned...... Anyway, after that day, my mind was full of your shadow, and I thought I liked you. ”

"......" Chen Ranran breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't know that she had such a great charm.

After a while, she said: "So the love you understand is that you always think about someone, how can you never forget it, you can't get rid of it?" ”

Bruno raised his eyebrows: "Isn't that like?" ”

Chen Ranran said: "No...... I think this is a bit broad, for example, Tutor Andrew in our college, every time he jams me with a small paper, my mind is also full of him, I can't forget it, I can't get rid of it...... But I don't love him, Mentor Andrew is over 60 years old! ”

Bruno laughed, and suddenly reached out and grabbed Chen Ranran's hand, Chen Ranran jumped, and just wanted to ask you what you were doing.

Bruno suddenly put her hand to his heart: "So...... You can listen, listen, how fast my heart beats when I'm with you! ”

Bruno's heart is hot, the frequency of his heartbeat is indeed a bit fast, the kind of warm and agitated, stimulating Chen Ranran was speechless in an instant.

Is that what likes? Bruno, he's not actually playing, he really likes me!

On that day, Chen Ranran had a headache after she went back, and two days later Bruno invited her again, but she made an excuse to refuse.

Later, Bruno invited her to the ball game, and she also found an excuse to quit.

Mo Xiaoyu was a little strange: "Aren't you and Bruno very good some time ago?" Why are you avoiding her again now? ”

Chen Ranran said: "I have to think about it, I have to be quiet, and I have to think about it when I calm down." ”

Mo Xiaoyu: "......??? ”

I was confused, I don't know what Chen Ranran means? What do you think?

However, Mo Xiaoyu quickly thought of Xu Yeban, who was hidden by Chen Ranran.

Mo Xiaoyu asked, "Do you like Bruno?" ”

Chen Ranran waved her hand: "Bruno can't do it, my parents have to break my legs if they want to know that I am looking for a foreign boyfriend!" ”

"Your parents are both in China, I don't know, I'll keep it secret for you! Besides, just falling in love may not have results, try it first! ”

Chen Ranran immediately said: "How can it be done?" Of course, falling in love is based on the premise of marriage, otherwise isn't that fun? Even tricked people...... I can't! ”

Mo Xiaoyu said: "But the love you talked about in China before shouldn't have been talked about for marriage!" ”

This almost poked Chen Ranran's pain point, I don't know why, Chen Ranran has been regretting more and more about falling in love recently.

It's more than a game.,First love.,This first love has no nostalgic value at all.,She's really squeezed out of the door.,Only then would the boy say that he was moved to fall in love with him!

Chen Ranran said: "Anyway, no...... I'm an adult now, it's different from before, and now when I fall in love, I must be married, I am, and the other party must be! ”

Mo Xiaoyu didn't say anything more.

In the next few days, Bruno called Chen Ranran again and sent a text message, and Chen Ranran also felt that it was not the same thing for him to hide like this, so he simply made it clear.

She said: "Bruno, we are not suitable, we are still friends, the kind of friends forever, if you want, we can still play together in the future, if you don't want to, then you should not know me, I don't know you, and everyone will go their own way in the future." ”

Bruno: "......"

It's too simple to refuse.

"Did I do something wrong before, or did I say something wrong?" Bruno asked.

Chen Ranran shook her head: "No, you're right, you're very good...... Really, Bruno, I even felt that if my first love was you, I would have accepted it, but now ...... No, don't ask me why, I just think, no...... Bruno, I don't want to hurt you deeper, you trust me! ”

Bruno sighed and said, "Okay...... Then we'll be friends, or until I find the next girl I like, I'll continue to be your spare tire, but I'm not going to be obsessed, I'll look away, you see, okay? ”

Chen Ranran thinks that this is still unfair to Bruno, it shouldn't be like this, why should he be a spare tire for such a good person?

But before Chen Ranran could speak, Bruno said again: "Ranran, you should understand that if you really like someone, it is difficult to give up all at once." ”

Chen Ranran was speechless for an instant.

But then the two of them became much more comfortable in contact, as if they were really friends.

Bruno has a high emotional intelligence and will not say anything that will embarrass Chen Ranran, and will do anything that will embarrass Chen Ranran.

A month has passed in a blink of an eye, Chen Ranran counted the days, and finally looked forward to Xu Yeban, who came on a business trip again.

When Xu came in the middle of the night, he called Chen Ranran, saying that he only had time to pick her up at night, so throughout the day, Chen Ranran was in a trance and couldn't listen to the class.

Finally after school in the afternoon, Chen Ranran returned to the dormitory and began to take a shower and change clothes.

Mo Xiaoyu said, "Ranran, do you know what you look like now?" ”

Chen Ranran blinked, as if she didn't understand: "I'm ...... now Like what does it look like? ”

Mo Xiaoyu said: "You are like a little girl who is about to meet her boyfriend and dresses up to see her boyfriend." ”

Chen Ranran: "......"

Stretched out his hand and shook off the skirt in his hand: "...... Don't talk nonsense! ”

Mo Xiaoyu said: "Okay, just let me talk nonsense." ”

Chen Ranran: "......"

How can there be a feeling of powerlessness when a fist hits cotton?

At seven o'clock in the evening, Chen Ranran saw Xu Yeban, Xu Yeban was sitting in the car, handsome, chic, charming and introverted when he smiled, and he looked like a standard elite successful person.

Chen Ranran couldn't help but smile from the corner of her eyes, and shouted: "Brother in the middle of the night~"

Xu Ye said "en" in the middle of the night and beckoned to her: "Get in the car." ”

Chen Ranran got into the car.

Afraid that Chen Ranran would be hungry, Xu Ye also brought a snack for Chen Ranran to eat, and Chen Ranran was very happy.

"Sorry, the meeting ended too late, I should have come early."

Chen Ranran shook her head: "It's okay, I'm really not hungry...... But this strawberry cake is so delicious, thank you Brother Midnight. ”

Xu Ye opened his smile in the middle of the year: "It's good if you like it!" ”

"By the way...... Chen Ranran remembered something and asked, "That...... Brother in the middle of the night, after you returned to the UK, did you ...... Connecting with that female classmate of yours? ”

Xu Ye glanced at her sideways, "En", and said, "I contacted ......."

He also said: "It just so happens that our two companies have cooperation, and in the second half of the month, we meet almost every day!" ”

Chen Ranran: "......"

Xu Yeban asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"......" Chen Ranran took a deep breath and said: "Cooperation at work is normal, and it is not a private contact!" ”

Xu Yeban said very publicly and privately: "Yes, ordinary meals are all working meals eaten together, I am too busy, and there are many things that need to be discussed in detail...... I was able to talk about personal matters a little bit during dinner! ”

Chen Ranran: "......"

I actually talk about private matters!

"What about you...... What are you talking about? ”

At the red light in front, Xu Ye stopped the car in the middle of the night, leaned his back against him, adjusted his sitting posture, and his movements were very chic.

"It's nothing," he said...... These are all issues that need to be considered at our age, and you are still young and do not understand. ”

Chen Ranran twisted her eyebrows, a little unhappy: "I'm nineteen, I'm not a child, why do you still treat me as a child?" What is your age? Isn't it ten years older than me? The ten-year age difference makes me unable to catch up with you for the rest of my life, right? Are you looking down on me? ”

Xu Ye's dark eyes were deep, and he looked at Chen Ranran with a gentle and handsome face, and asked, "What are you doing following my footsteps?" Ranran, you don't let me treat you as a child, so what do I treat you for? ”

Chen Ranran was stunned, and didn't know how to answer for a while?

Isn't she a child? So when she is what?

Younger sister?

But in the eyes of my brother, my sister is the object of protection and love, and is she also a child?

If it's not a sister, what can it be? And what can it be?

The red light went out, and the light under Xu Ye's eyes dimmed, and he didn't say anything and started the car.

He felt that he was impulsive again, which stimulated him again, and for some reason, he had become more and more impetuous.

Is it because of a sentence from the last time Duan Lian called last time?

About half a month ago, Xu Yeban made a video call with Duan Lian because of this cooperation with Shi Muxi's company.

After the two finished talking, they talked about some personal matters, and Duan Lian asked, "How is it?" Between you and Ranran? ”

Xu Yeban shook his head helplessly, and Duan Lian said: "It's been more than a year, and in the middle of the night, your speed is too slow...... There are a lot of handsome guys and beauties in that place in Italy, be careful that the girl you have been waiting for for so many years will be taken away by others, and you will regret it too late! ”

Duan Lian said: "In the middle of the night, Ran Ran is now nineteen years old, not seventeen years old...... She's an adult. ”

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