She looked up and saw the mottled wallpaper in her home peeling and bulging, filled with moldy black spots.

In the cramped room, after putting down a bed and a wardrobe, there was only one passage left sideways, and the dim low-wattage light filled the surroundings with a kind of dark whiteness, and the cramped space made her feel that the walls around her were falling towards her, pressing her so that she could not breathe.

She breathed heavily, but no amount of air she could inhale could alleviate the suffocation.

She rubbed Shu's father's leg little by little, and then gradually changed to his arm, repeatedly helping him clean up saliva, tears, and excretion.

Listening to her husband Abba Abba babbling unconsciously, her tears flowed silently, and she raised her hand to wipe it, only to realize that she was crying again.

"An An was dragged down by us, Lao Shu, your daughter said that she would never marry."

She was depressed, her tears seemed to be a faucet that couldn't be turned off, and she always ran out on her own without realizing it.

She pressed Shu's whole body red, scrubbed it, and changed into clean clothes.

Her face was blank, her mind was slow, and all she could think of was her daughter closing the door and telling her that she wouldn't be back for days.

Maybe it's good not to come back.

She bent down to pick up her husband's body, which had become muscular, and tied him behind his back with a harness.

The lights in the room went dark one by one, and she pushed the wheelchair, trembling her body, moving step by step, and closing the door.

She walked slowly up the stairs, her knees and back bent under the weight of the weight.

The wheelchair thumped down the stairs, and two straps were tied around her waist instead of rolling all the way down.

"Which one is demolishing the building, a little bit of morality."

The cacophony of the wheelchair provoked the neighbors to scold, and she would have apologized apologetically, but now she can't think of anything, and the only thing left of her mind is maintaining her basic instincts.

She walked to the first floor, loosened the strap on her body, and tied Shu's father to a wheelchair.

Shu's father tilted his head and looked up at the night sky, the street lamps stretched from the side of the road to the end of his eyes, and the stars in the sky were sparse, if he didn't look carefully, what he saw was a gray and rigid sky.

Shu's father's saliva dripped on the saliva towel around his neck, and his eyes looked at the sky without blinking.

Shu's mother ignored the pain from skin to bone on her body, and pushed her wheelchair to the nearest Xiangjiang scenery to take away.

"Lao Shu, we didn't have time to go for a walk before, and in the future, we will be optimistic about it by the river every day?"

……

At seven o'clock in the evening, the flow of people on the Xiangjiang River was unabated, and Shu's mother pushed Shu's father to walk in the crowd, but it seemed to be separated by a layer of world.

She watched the young and energetic students walk side by side with their school bags, there were sweet couples holding hands, whispering in their ears and passing by her, and the elderly people energetically flicked their whips and hit the spinning top, and she passed slowly.

The family that came face to face with her, the mother led a little boy, the father pushed the stroller, the family was full of happy smiles, and the little boy broke free from his mother's hand from time to time and ran to the stroller: "I want my sister to chase me." ”

Dad pushed the cart and accelerated: "Come on!" ”

They met her from near and far, and the little boy ran past as fast as he could, bringing a gust of wind, and the couple smiled apologetically at her, and then walked around her.

Happy families are always similar, and they used to be so happy.

"Lao Shu, let's wait a while, wait for them all to go home."

Suddenly, a feeling of mental fatigue struck, and she unconsciously closed her eyes, and her consciousness was stripped away and returned to darkness.

[God Card: 50:00]

The time has come to please God.

Tang Fei woke up from the bathroom, her face was full of tears, and her consciousness had not yet fully returned to its place, and after a short period of confusion, Shu Mu's emotions gradually subsided and annihilated.

There was a loud knock on the door of the bathroom, and the door let out an unbearable tremor: "Hey, is it okay inside, is something wrong?" Ah, I've been waiting for more than forty minutes, but you can tell me about the progress. ”

Tang Fei hurriedly stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, opened the door and ran out, she looked at the task bar, the task had not yet shown failure, but the time had reached nine o'clock, was there no more people, Shu's mother was going to do something stupid!

She's going to hurry!

Like a burst of clockwork, she rushed out of McKenzie and ran towards where Shu's mother was.

"Why is that girl pooping and crying?" There was a long queue outside the bathroom, and they watched in shock as Tang Fei covered his face and ran out with red eyes.

"Are you urging me, you too, wait a minute, people will be called out by you before they finish it, the voice is still spicy, the little girl doesn't want to lose face."

"Ah...... Hey, if she doesn't come out again, the contents of my stomach will come out. The man suddenly became agitated, released a puff of gas with a strong smell, clamped his legs and jumped into the bathroom door.

Everyone covered their noses and incited their hands in disgust, so that the smell quickly dispersed.

……

Shu's mother had already pushed Shu's father to the beach by the river at this time, and rarely met people along the way.

The smell of the wind blew by the river, the river rose and fell on the beach, and the lights hidden in the darkness on the other side were like the other side of another world, and they all invited her to come over.

Stepping over, any pain will disappear, and her influence on her daughter will no longer exist.

She couldn't help but be attracted and changed directions, wanting to lead to the other side of life.

"Abaaba."

Shu's father, who was originally silent, suddenly shouted, he tilted his head, strangled in a wheelchair by a strap, and his nose was already red from the river wind.

The uncle's footsteps stopped, and she seemed to remember that she was still pushing her husband in her hands.

"Lao Shu, are you unwilling to go with me?"

Shu's father didn't say anything, and the drooling couldn't answer her question.

Shu's mother looked at her husband's face, couldn't help but straighten his wind-blown hair, and touched his face: "If you are willing to walk with me, blink." ”

Shu's father's fluttering eyelashes trembled and blinked three times in a row.

"Lao Shu?! Do you still recognize me? Do you know it all? ”

Shu's mother ignited a little sparkling hope.

But the question went unanswered, and she couldn't tell if her husband's blinking was just a coincidence.

A spark extinguished, and a cloud of black smoke floated up.

"If you still have a chance to be treated, maybe you can get better. Get better...... That's it. Shu's mother pushed Shu's father and took two more steps.

When the wheelchair sank into the mud and sand, when the stones stuck the wheels of the wheelchair, she lowered her hand as if relieved.

"God doesn't want you to go with me yet." My aunt took a deep breath, and the cold air froze her gushing reluctance.

She took off her cotton clothes, carefully covered Shu's father, and tucked them into a tight strap.

She touched the back of Shu's father's cold hand, connected the sleeves for him, tucked her hands into the cuffs, and squatted down to tie his shoelaces.

"I'm sorry, Lao Shu, I just can't hold on."

She stood up again and looked at the undulating Xiangjiang River, the rolling torrent heading north, as if this direction would be the end of everything.

She walked towards the water in confusion, and her husband's voice behind her became a little fast and a little anxious. But all she had in her eyes and the sound of waves in her ears, and her shoes were filled with the cold river water.

……

Tang Fei rode a sharing bicycle, and she kicked out the feeling of Hot Wheels by stepping on her feet, turning like the fastest fan, connecting into a circle of shadows that could not be seen clearly, the soles of her shoes were as hot as if they were about to wear out, and the cotton clothes had been thrown into the basket by her.

She poured all her strength under her feet, swept across the road like a gust of wind, and a mother and son on an electric scooter on the side of the road watched someone pedal their bicycle past them and get farther and farther away.

The feeling of the wind speeding by them hit their eyes.

"Mom, was it a bicycle just now? How can it be so fast. ”

"yes, don't drag racing on your bike in the future, it's dangerous, you know?"

As soon as the mother finished speaking, she suddenly felt that something was wrong, riding a bicycle and racing a car?