Chapter 392: Surrender to the jealousy in your heart
Although I knew at this moment that I could subdue the emerald as long as I overcame the jealousy in my heart, it was really difficult.
Ruoshui has never encountered such a difficult moment in her life, she looked at the emerald, but she couldn't start, it was the Changhong Sword that had been accompanying her to the end of the world and never left for a moment, and was also bounced to the emerald somewhere.
Ruoshui is very frustrated, and Damati has been constantly trying to trust and rely on her companions all the way, which is actually not pleasant.
In the past, she always held the initiative tightly in her own hands.
Whether it is the rivers and lakes or the court, she has never thought of relying on others. How many times she struggled, gritted her teeth, and endured the pain all over her body, but she had never felt so uncomfortable as she did now.
Because when fate is in your own hands and can be changed through hard work, you are undoubtedly the luckiest.
Because you can grasp all your opportunities through personal hard work.
But now it's different, she has to learn to rely on her peers, let her peers play to their strengths, and unite to overcome difficulties. This kind of transformation is not easy to complete, even if she is asked to believe in Feng Yunming, the man who has entered her dreams several times and made her extremely trusted, it made her very uncomfortable at first.
Although it turns out that Feng Yunming is indeed trustworthy. But now that new members are constantly joining, can she fully trust them?
In the future, there will be more people who will follow her to realize her dreams, and those people can be trusted?
How is it possible for her not to be jealous? If you don't have access to people with great abilities, you'll probably never be jealous, but if Shui's position is predestined, she will encounter all kinds of people in the future, most of them with extraordinary abilities.
If Taoism is not something that everyone can practice, they can barely restrain their jealousy of their Taoism; But the encounter of love really makes people have to be jealous, Ruoshui has always been thinking about Ji Fansheng, but Heng Ying easily won his person, his heart.
How can this be accepted by the level of calm mind?
After all, she is the one who likes Ji Fansheng since he was a child, she is the one who gives him all kinds of protection, and she is the one who clears all kinds of obstacles for him.
But in the end, he took Hengying to the palace as a favorite concubine, how could Ruoshui easily accept it?
For a long time, she thought she had let go of that obsession, but after Hengying's arrival, her heart was stirred up and down again.
She said to herself that she could let go of that person, walk on her own path, make herself the real master of her life, no longer weakly want to be attached to a man, no longer obsessively want a relationship.
But the feeling of falling in love since she was a child has infiltrated her life, and she can't completely abandon that relationship, let alone let herself forget that person.
Therefore, when facing Hengying, she is still inferior and painful, and jealousy is inevitable.
Hengying's family background is also insurmountable to her, she was born in Zhong Mingding's family, she has been surrounded by everyone since she was a child, and she has naturally cultivated a noble and elegant character, and she never even disdains such a thing as competing for favor.
Yes, she didn't need to compete for favor in the first place, only men competed to be courteous to her, how could she bow her head to others, her posture was always so upright, and her heart was always so noble.
Ruoshui recalled that when she was a child, her mother died early, and her father blindly emphasized the responsibility of the family, she was so lonely and helpless. Only Ji Fansheng gave her a glimmer of warmth, maybe it was that companionship, that warmth, and that care that made her spend a cold childhood.
When she became an adult, this feeling was entwined in her memories, and she thought of those silent companionship years, and she felt that it should be love.
The emerald is still shining quietly in the sky, and the light seems to be getting brighter and brighter, as if to provoke Ruoshui, come, I know you can't tame me, I will arouse all your jealousy.
If the water calms herself, she has to sort out her emotional line well.
Perhaps, everything is not love, not infatuation, not unbreakable emotion, just a memory, a trajectory of two people who happen to grow together and make life intertwined.
Now that she had come to Damaty, she knew the weight of her shoulders, the uncertainties ahead, the fact that she could no longer indulge in memories, and that jealousy was of no use.
Ruoshui slowly calmed down, she sorted out her mood, knowing that the future is always more important than the past, and knowing that jealousy will only sink people.
The jealousy that had originally led her gradually disappeared.
Not only to Hengying, but also to anyone else, she can slowly let go of the shackles in her heart.
For jealousy is useless, it is painful, it is useless.
As she figured this out, the emerald glow began to dim, and suddenly, with a thud, it fell from the sky.
Ruoshui rushed over, only to see the emerald smashed a small hole in the ground they were stepping on, Ruoshui reached out to pick up the emerald, but found that she seemed to be stuck to the ground and couldn't pull it up.
Ruoshui squatted on the edge of the pit and said to Emerald warmly: "Emerald, come with me, I will let you play your best role, instead of hiding in the gap of time and space, shining alone." ”
The emerald seemed to understand her words, and suddenly shone again.
When Ruoshui reached out again, the emerald rolled directly into her palm.
Heng Ying sighed happily on the side: "It's really a tame gem, if it is water, the emeralds will be your subordinates in the future, she will be obedient." ”
Ruoshui held the emerald, like holding a treasure that has not been seen for a thousand years, this is the first gem she gets, and the most important gem, the emerald is the core of the seven gems, responsible for connecting all the gems.
Moreover, as long as you get the emerald, your understanding of black magic can be increased a little, and you can also learn from it in the future. Thinking of this, Ruoshui's smile gently hung on his cheeks.
Yes, when your efforts have borne fruit, when your abilities have been recognized, and when your achievements have been affirmed, how can you not be overjoyed.
Everyone looked at Ruoshui with envy, Ruoshui restrained jealousy, and the magic was that the jealousy in everyone's hearts slowly disappeared.
The moment Ruoshui got the emerald, they once again confirmed that Ruoshui was the queen of destiny and the lord of Borneo.
In this way, it is logical that she can get the emerald and lead everyone.
Everyone was genuinely happy that Ruoshui had gotten the emerald, after all, it was one step closer to the goal.