Chapter 5 Heart-to-Heart Talk
These recent events, from the disappearance of Shangguan Xue, the unfortunate experiences of Lin Meimei and Qu Wanwan, to the tragic death of the beautiful proprietress, are all very negative and sad things. These things were as if they had been discussed in advance, and they kept coming at her in waves, making her suddenly a little unable to breathe and unable to face them. Even, An Zhi lost confidence in the city, his future life, and himself in an instant.
"Anzhi, let's go over there!" Ning Yide whispered, he sensed that she was in a low mood.
An Zhi nodded slightly, and said in despair: "Okay, Professor Ning!" ”
The road facing the snack street is very wide, and there are tall plane trees on both sides of the road, and the scenery is always beautiful. Under the intoxicating night, couples in twos and threes were taking a walk there, and Ning Yide walked over with An Zhiye. The two men walked forward slowly, their shadows dragging long under the street lamp.
Suddenly, Ning Yi had to stop, turned her head to look at An Zhi very seriously, and said, "You are in a bad mood these days, okay?" I know you haven't forgotten Shangguan Xue, are you still blaming me? ”
An Zhi thought for a while and said honestly: "I blamed you a little before, but now it's much better." I actually understand the truths that people say, and it is your duty to help me or not, but I feel very uncomfortable. In the final analysis, Shangguan Xue fell off the cliff to save me, and I couldn't completely figure it out. ”
Ning Yide said lightly: "Shangguan Xue chose to save you, not to let you live in pain, I believe he also hopes that you can live well." An Zhi, the matter of finding a notebook, it's not that I won't help you, but that you and Shangguan Xue have no future, and you must be sober. For such a man, the more you know and remember, the more painful you will be in the future. With that in mind, I hope you can forget about him sooner rather than later, so that you are responsible for your life and the only thing you can do for him at the moment! ”
An Zhi bit his lip and said stubbornly, "But he said before the accident, let me go to the tree house again and find the diary." It's not just that I want to know a lot of things, but that request, which he made at the end, and I obviously agreed to him, but I broke my promise! ”
Ning Yi said coldly: "Shangguan Xue is a very beautiful existence in your heart, right?" ”
An Zhi nodded and said frankly: "Well, he is beautiful!" ”
Ning Yide continued: "Do you know what people say about Shangguan Xue in the business world? ”
An Zhi thought for a while and said: "I've heard some of the comments that others have made about him, saying that he is a little genius and a legendary elite in the business world, and portrays him as a god." ”
Ning Yi sighed and said to her: "An Zhi, you are still young and don't understand that any career has to pay a price, and the road to becoming a god is not easy." Those people in the Wind and Society have made so many crazy moves, but just to become a person like Shangguan Xue. Do you know anything about him? ”
An Zhi whispered: "I've heard him say some things about himself, but I can't talk about understanding. ”
Ning Yide said: "You should know that he was a teenager who was depressed and suspended from school, and before the age of 20, he became a small stock god in everyone's mouth, and he is also the youngest head of a listed group. Later, Shangguan Xue's father died of a sudden illness, and his family almost collapsed, and he was the one who carried the entire group, and his heart was very complicated. People in the business world evaluate him as decisive, ruthless, and scheming, and no one will describe him as beautiful. ”
An Zhi's eyes widened, and he said stubbornly: "Maybe he is not so beautiful because of survival, but he saved me, in my heart, he is so beautiful!" ”
Ning Yi smiled faintly and continued: "So, you keep that beauty in your heart, in this world, there has never been a perfect person, therefore, you shouldn't even look at that diary." Just now you said that I lack some empathy, I am indeed like this, I am not interested in other people's affairs, everyone is an adult, and we should all be able to live our own lives. ”
An Zhi sighed softly, and then said: "Alas, knowing that you have your own thoughts, it's actually not your fault, it's that I'm in a bad mood. A lot of things have happened recently, and I feel that people who are good to people are not rewarded at all, and those people are Lin Meimei's good friends! ”
Ning Yi had to stretch out her hand, gently touched her head, and said in a very gentle tone: "The premise of a good person having a good reward is to see the other party's quality clearly, don't consume yourself, and only those who are worthy should be good to her." ”
An Zhi: "Well, it's only good for people who deserve it, that boss lady is so pitiful." ”
Ning Yide said lightly: "What's the use of being pitiful? The depth of love is far-reaching, and parents should teach their children to protect themselves. Don't always feel that I'm you, and one day, you're going to leave school and your friends and live alone! ”
An Zhi was startled, looked up at Ning Yide and said, "You will leave me too, right?" Didn't you say that you should find the antidote to the serum together? ”