Chapter 639: Confide
"Is it strange? Women don't need to be submissive to men in the first place, and we will be like this because of our personalities towards each other. Tang Hong approached Lin Qingrou with both hands, and said in a low voice with her light smoke, her deep voice like a thin hook scratching.
"Sister Qingrou, as a person who has come over, as a bystander, I think you are sometimes too obedient to Brother Du, of course, your way of getting along is also due to your character, you are so gentle, Brother Du is so domineering, I feel that you are eaten to death by him." He said in a thoughtful voice, as if he was whispering.
"What are you trying to express? Let me do what you do? Lin Qingrou also leaned on the table like Tang Hong, leaned into her ear and whispered. There was a smile in her eyes that couldn't be hidden, but she didn't expect Tang Hong to have such an idea, which made Lin Qingrou really surprised.
"Hey, you can learn, Brother Du must eat this set, a man can't be too used to it, if he is unhappy, hang him for three or five days, let him know that you also have a temper, and you must follow you, not you follow him." Tang Hong nodded, and a teachable expression made Lin Qingrou smile.
"Tang Hong, do you think the emotional problem between us is because I am too passive? But things are not so simple, feelings are complicated, people are also complicated, and sometimes it is really difficult to change personality, because this is part of my personality. Lin Qingrou flicked Tang Hong's head, and the latter quickly sat up straight.
"Although we did get along unequally in the past, but now there is no such situation, Du Zeming actually respects me, most of the time I put me first, at this time it is impossible to say who is active and who is passive." Because of Tang Hong's immaturity in some aspects, Lin Qingrou rarely analyzed herself rationally, and explained to her the situation between herself and Du Zeming.
"Then why are you unhappy? You also feel that he has changed a lot, and if you say good things for him, then you should have forgiven him, if you don't feel that you are too tired to get along with him, why do you want to avoid him? Tang Hong asked in confusion, and gradually became annoyed by his inconsiderate speech.
"Correct, I'm not avoiding him, but distracting, and I don't forgive him 100% in my heart, I still have a grudge in my heart." Lin Qingrou said solemnly. "In the final analysis, what I'm struggling with is actually the question of whether I love or not, and the unexpected encounter has made me have been entangled with Du Zeming, looking forward to it, and despairing, a very complicated experience."
"In fact, our current state is completely maintained by Du Zeming, and it is also his persistence that makes me feel that maybe it's not bad to be with him, but I'm not sure how long this feeling can last, and whether the love that I said will change." There is a self-deprecating look in the eyes of a gentle and resilient person.
There are too many unstable elements in this new relationship, which begins with a sense of security and ends with a sense of security. Even if Du Zeming didn't make it clear that he didn't love her anymore, as long as Lin Qingrou
With a slight lack of security, she felt that Du Zeming's feelings for her were weak, and she would be very uncomfortable, and then she chose to escape.
People say that if you fall in love, you will become brave, but she may not have fallen in love with Du Zeming, so she is so courageless, and she doesn't want to accept this heavy feeling, and she wants to run away from time to time. She originally thought that as long as she accepted Du Zeming, everything would get better, but feelings cannot be compromised, and no feelings are no feelings.
Even if she finds a trace of infatuation and admiration for Du Zeming, she will not be so passive, who will be passive in the face of the person she likes? All she cares about now is whether Du Zeming will leave her, because Gao Jin's or someone else, there are always people who will destroy this fragile emotional link.
"You don't trust Brother Du." Tang Hong heard this mysterious rhetoric, and in the end, he could only analyze this result. She has always been heartless, and it is already great to be able to dare to analyze feelings with others, of course, she was rejected by Lin Qingrou in the end......
"No, I still trust, but loyalty expires, so trust won't last long, and it will disappear one day." In an instant, there are a million possibilities, and they may grow old together, or they may let go of each other halfway and part ways. After all, as I said, this relationship is currently maintained by Du Zeming.
"Oh my God, I won't say it, I don't want to listen to you, it's so complicated, I'd better pursue simple friendship, what kind of love is it, is it interesting to engage in music? When you fall in love, you can't play happily, like before Miao Miao, his girlfriend took care of him to death, and he was tied to everything, so I wouldn't hang myself on a tree. Tang Hong plucked her ears impatiently.
"Well, I have one more sentence to say, the lover is a unique existence, because it is the only one that is cherished, so it is natural to love to plant a little, and it is natural to distinguish him from the people around him, and the reason why you have such thoughts is because you have not met the person you really care about." Lin Qingrou stopped talking.
"My Sister Qingrou, even if you are so gentle, you are still so sharp, you are really hiding a needle in the cotton, why don't you tie Du Zeming?" Tang Hong played with his fingers and complained. Lin Qingrou lightly tapped Tang Hong's head, she was very helpless: "How much do you want me to be like you." ”
The music in the bar changed from soothing to exciting, and the people around them began to go crazy with energy, and at the end of the intermission, people were agitated. The sudden boiling atmosphere made the volume in the bar begin to increase decibels, and Tang Hong and Lin Qingrou tacitly reached out to cover their ears.
"Isn't it good to be like me? I'm having a good time every day, and I want you to be as happy every day as I am, without thinking about anything. Tang Hong said loudly, her light smoke was sweetened by her. Tang Hong is such a person, his heart is full of romance, he likes rock and roll, and he goes to the dark one by one on this road, obviously having a beautiful appearance but sweating profusely.
In the face of such Tang Hong, Lin Qingrou was both distressed and admired, perhaps at the beginning she pursued music just to immerse herself in cheers and applause and forget her troubles. But she has now found a way, a path of her own, and a group of companions who accompany her on her journey.
"It's good to be like you, and I'll be happy." Maybe she was really drunk, otherwise how could she shout such a sentence out loud. Although the voice was overshadowed by the waves in the blink of an eye, it was indeed a real shout, in a bar, shouting such childish words......
Time passed little by little, but people did not feel sleepy, and the nightlife had just begun. The temperature of the air conditioner seems to be lower, after all, so many people are dancing on the dance floor, drinking wine and swaying their bodies, maybe they don't feel anything, but sitting quietly Lin Qingrou obviously feels that the temperature of the air is dropping.
Suddenly, a coat was draped on Lin Qingrou's shoulders, Lin Qingrou looked up and found that it was the owner of the bar, I don't know when he came to his side, and saw that Lin Qingrou was wearing thin clothes, so he took off his coat and draped it on the woman in front of him.
Lin Qingrou touched her clothes, and what reached her fingertips was the texture of a high-end coat. Because the temperature was indeed a little low, Lin Qingrou also had some chills, so she didn't refuse the coat, and put it on her body. The wide coat wrapping her small and delicate body gives the man a sense of accomplishment, as if he has protected the woman in front of him with his coat.
The coat was very warm, with a little body temperature, but it didn't hurt, as long as there was no strange smell, and with Tang Hong, he seemed to have become very aggressive. "Thank you for your coat." Lin Qingrou smiled slightly, like the lily on the table, warm and elegant.
"What are you looking at?" The bar owner asked suspiciously, because Lin Qingrou had been holding her chin with her hands and her face facing the window when she was sitting here, so she felt that he was a little curious. He is the boss's natural way, what is the place on the other end of the window, what is there to see in a small alley?
"Well, I'm looking at the reflection in the window." Lin Qingrou, who had been in a daze, said. It's not a lie, she does look at the window glass when she's not in a daze.
"But I didn't see anything." The bar owner came to the opposite side of the Linqing Building and sat down, in fact, the scenery reflected by the mirror is quite blurry, at most you can see the trembling figure, it is still vague and not very real, and it has not even taken shape, it feels like a bunch of things are mixed in the bright light, and the demons are dancing wildly.
However, because of the bright yellow light all around, the reflected light is quite beautiful. The bar owner pressed his forehead to the glass, confirming that there was indeed no beautiful scenery outside, and then shifted his gaze to Lin Qingrou again.
She was drunk, and when she turned her gaze from the glass to the crowd, the boss could clearly see her glass-like eyes
The confusion in the sub. It was the chaos that appeared in the bizarre world, and she was in a trance, feeling empty in her heart.
The more lively the surroundings became, the emptier her heart became, and before she knew it, two lines of tears actually flowed down her eyes. She suddenly felt that it would be nice if there was someone sitting next to her at this moment, if only there was someone in front of her who could share this scene with her, she couldn't blend in with the excitement, but at least don't let her be alone and watch the excitement of others.
"Hey! Why are you sitting here again? A loud voice came, it was Tang Hong, who went to the counter to get a drink, came back, it was a little far away from the bar, and when he met an acquaintance, he naturally chatted about the day, and he came back a little late, but he didn't expect to see this person as soon as he came back.
"You made people cry?" Two glasses of watermelon juice were placed heavily on the table, and Tang Hong glared angrily at the bar owner.
(End of chapter)