Chapter 232
I asked Hanako to give me a cigarette and then began to discuss the heart that Hanako just told me about her like a little black upper body, I told Hanako very seriously that she didn't like my feelings for me, at most, even if it was a strange picture, love can't just be blindly curious, if you just want to delve into it and then be together without scruples, this is a blasphemy to say something unpleasant, and if I really lived an ordinary life that day, then wouldn't you just kick me with the flow?
In the end, if you really want to experience these strange things by my side, I won't exclude you, but if you really want to go into my heart and dig out all my secrets, then you can stop there, maybe you have been together for a long time, Lao Tzu is really trapped in you, then I have to drink the glass of love until I faint!
"No! No! ”
Hanako just listened to me say a few words about her inner opinion and understood the whole person and was excited again, she suddenly stood up and almost knocked me to the ground, this girl is really a little unruly.
"I don't want to be with you because I'm curious! I mean, I became interested in you out of curiosity, but I really like you now! I like you! ”
"Oh..... What do you like about me? Aside from the curiosities you just mentioned, what else can I get you interested? For some reason, I suddenly asked coldly.
I thought Hanako would be disheartened, at least a little bit lost, but I didn't expect Hanako to become more emotional, and this girl directly pressed my shoulders with both hands and began to talk nonsense.
"I just love everything about you and every feeling you give me! Don't ask me too much, I'm going to faint! Tell me if you have any feelings for me, if we can still be together!! ”
I looked at Hanako's face like the female classmates in the class had confessed to me, they actually just saw a little bit of fun I wanted them to see, and to be honest, they couldn't get into my heart at all.
I thought about refusing in person, but suddenly there was a little hesitation, I just looked at Hanako, smiled, and shook my head at her seriously.
Hanako's instinctive reaction was stunned at first, and then she smiled at me again: "It's okay, the people you like have to rely on yourself, I just confessed to you with a fluke mentality, it's actually normal for you to refuse, but don't forget, if I think of something, then I will do everything I can to get it!" ”
Hanako clenched her fists at me and raised her arms, as if she had sworn to me that she was a little imperative.
In fact, I really want to persuade Hanako to give up and don't mention it in the future, touch my heart to speak, in fact, when Hanako said the words of confession to me, I couldn't help but think of Gui Lun hidden in my heart, in the end, I know very well what kind of person I am, I must be an extremely selfish guy, I haven't even understood my own weirdness and strangeness, how can I have time and leisure to accept another care from others? Except for my family and brothers, I still have a girlfriend in my heart, and I don't have the courage to do so.
Thinking of this, I can't help but sigh secretly, I can be regarded as analyzing myself very thoroughly, but why everything has changed after meeting Gui Lun, I have no effect on Hanako's current theory if it is changed to Gui Lun, maybe her smile and words will make me hesitate to give up everything I think about, and it is strange why there is such a feeling now, maybe it is the magic of love, I really hope that it can be maintained so unscrupulously.
Just when the two of us couldn't find anything to say, Wang Qiu didn't know when he suddenly slipped over, and this guy didn't know where to find a steamed bun and swaggered towards the two of us.
"Zhang Lone, come and eat a bite of steamed buns, you have to take advantage of the hot ones I just stole!"
I took the steamed bun and didn't feel very hungry and handed it to Hanako, Hanako took it with a smile and began to gobble it up, watching them eat unscrupulously like I remembered that it seemed that we hadn't eaten for a long time, and we had been smoking all the way to relieve fatigue.
Coming out of the alley, I saw that the little black bear had a few more steamed buns in his hand inexplicably, and the bear still kept me the best intimately, and I had to take a few bites of it and pretend to eat it with me.
A few of us walked on the side of the road, the sky has gradually darkened, Wang Qiu proposed, the top priority is to find a family, everyone to rest together, maybe you can mix a few bottles of good wine, in this remote place, you can also experience the feeling of getting drunk and resting.
I looked at the surroundings and was speechless, this night was not deep enough to be empty, from just now to now, even no one has seen the village that is obviously surrounded by mountains and rivers, so it looks extremely weird and a little lifeless, this is not a good thing to get used to going to bed early and not wandering.
I wandered around and felt bored, so I took the initiative to tell everyone the secrets that the village chief had been circulating, and I almost described all the things that the child told me, but I still chose not to mention those things about my family and relatives.
I thought that I kindly threw out the topic and stimulated everyone's discussion to relieve the depression and anger, but I didn't expect that after my unscrupulous narration, people became autistic, and even Wang Qiu didn't keep talking nonsense. Suddenly, I felt that the way he looked at me became a little more and more magical, as if what I was saying was his secret, and I felt that this guy had always been a little unhappy to listen to it.
I gave Wang Qiu a look, motioned for him to come up to me, and asked in a whisper, "What's going on with you kid today?" This is the first time I've confessed to everyone, what's going on, can you give me a reaction? Could it be that I said something wrong somewhere, and hurt my peace? ”
After I finished speaking, I looked at the expression of the little black flower bear again, and felt that the cheerful and relaxed narration I had just tried so hard just now didn't seem to have any effect on being relaxed and happy, but it was a bit counterproductive, which made everyone feel even more weird at this time.
Wang Qiu looked at me a few times with a very puzzled look after listening to me, and then said, "Big brother...... Why do you have to laugh all the time when you tell stories, and you just said that you were too mad when you killed someone, right? Your jaw is dropping in your stomach...... Is killing as easy and joyful as you say? ”
"Laugh? Why the am I laughing again inexplicably? I couldn't help but speak foully, so I still whispered to Wang Qiu.
"! How do I know! Since you've been here, you feel like you've changed as a different person.,It stands to reason that you can hide from these things in the past, who would have thought that you would go crazy today and talk to all of us.,It turns out that all these things that happened to you are still relying on me to carefully dig out the secrets of the search step by step.,What's the matter? Now you don't install it in a different place? Chose to confess leniently? ”
"What am I pretending to be me? Isn't it also a joy to share what you have experienced and your personal experience with everyone? Is it as strange as you say? ”
When Wang Qiu heard this, his expression suddenly changed again, he stared at me for a long time, and then patted me on the shoulder, and then said slowly: "Boss, boss...... It's the first time I've heard someone say that killing people is a joy when I'm growing up...... What's going on in your head? ”
I suddenly came back to my senses, as if it was really as Wang Qiu said, the story I just told you was almost completely off topic, I vaguely remember that I wanted to share the village secrets that the child told me before he died, but it didn't work out, I couldn't control myself when it came to the murder place, as if I had been around this topic since I talked about the murder scene, no wonder even Wang Qiu's broken mouth couldn't answer, I was completely talking nonsense like a madman......
"Why on earth did I suddenly become so cold-blooded in that instant? Could it be my hidden nature? Or my long-term repression? ”
As I pondered, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in the back of my neck, as if my flesh had suddenly burst open.
"Alas......" I couldn't help but be low, Wang Qiu looked up at me again, handed me a cigarette, and he began to say unhurriedly: "Boss...... Don't think about it so much, let's go with the flow, no one can analyze whether it gets better or worse, anyway, don't forget to bring your brother if you want to do anything in the future, our emotions are the only thing worth keeping in this world! ”
"Stop! Shut up, you! With this idle time to give me nonsense, you might as well find some topics to improve everyone's depressed mood, let's go about the same, along the way you also saw a lot of immovable puppets, this place I feel that the night is not complete, we still have to hurry up to find a place to go, look at this look today is not going back, seize the time to find a good family to sleep first"
"Sleep? There are people everywhere, are you afraid that there is no place to sleep? Didn't you say that most of these villagers will turn into some kind of wooden puppet monster at night? They're unconscious, do we have to ask for their permission? I'll tell you the truth, I stole those steamed buns just now from someone else's house, you see that there are so many strange villagers standing on the side of the street now, and I feel that I won't be able to wake up for a while, let's just go around and concentrate on picking a big family to live in? Maybe I can still find a drink to drink, you think I just wanted to hear you talk about all that when I was idle and had nothing to do with you? ”