Sometimes, Bei Lei will reflect that if she is not too hypocritical, or he can't fall for Li Shu'e's plan, or if she is a little more tolerant and forgives him for his mistakes, everything will be different.

Why did you change from Bele to Leibei?

She wants to say goodbye to the past, but she is reluctant to say goodbye to the past, otherwise, she will change her name completely, it is her first love, he is really good to her, she can't forget it!

But her self-esteem does not allow her to continue to be with him, so many years have passed, she gradually understood one thing, when she was young, she thought that self-esteem was the backbone, but after experiencing more things, she will find that sometimes self-esteem is a drag.

A person cannot live without self-esteem, but he cannot live without self-esteem.

Just like Sun Yong and Li Shu'e.

She is innocent, why is Sun Yong innocent?

The sacrifice and abandonment of the two of them fulfilled Li Shu'e, but in the end, it caused the misfortune of the three people, is it worth it?

But what can she do if it's worth it or not? Her life has come to this point, if she dares to have contact with Sun Yong, probably, in the near future, she should worry about Sun Yong's safety every day, right?

It's not that she over-interprets He Chuang, it's that she knows this man too well.

When they first met, she still pretended to be Sun Yong in her heart, so even if the impression was good, she resolutely refused to associate with the other party.

With her trust in Lin Xiaowan, she will not be defenseless, and she will be tricked.

And the most despicable thing about that man is that he took a photo, which made her marry and marry, and marry if she didn't marry, all these years, why can she only obey the other party? Or because of that set of photos.

She can't really be shameless.

Moreover, it doesn't matter if she has no face, she still has her parents and family, he can't bring nothing to them, only bring them shame, and when the time comes, she will really become a sinner in the family.

She could only endure it.

She didn't hate Sun Yong for a long time, he got married and had children, why didn't she get married and live with other men? Moreover, because of her and He Chuang's incident, she understood Sun Yong's pain better.

Sometimes when she thinks about it, she thinks it's really ridiculous, could it be that it was to punish her for her former hypocrisy, so that she also suffered the same pain as Sun Yong?

With just one glance, she was sure that after so many years, Sun Yong was still the same Sun Yong.

It is precisely because of this that she will take a resolute posture from the beginning, only then will he really let go, even if he has been guilty of not being able to get out, it is better than knowing how bad she is now, and the guilt is doubled.

She really wants to lose her job now, make He Chuang disgusted with her, and give her freedom.

The man who is extremely ruthless in private, but tolerant and generous on the surface, is a man who values face more than life, she lost his face, and he has a legitimate reason to abandon her.

Then, she can find a place where no one knows, and then she will die.

Why not do it sooner?

Oh, she thought, but He Chuang wouldn't give her that opportunity, her younger siblings all benefited from his dream job, and she couldn't let them be affected because of herself.

Lin Xiaowan is Wang Xiaojun's wife.

Wang Xiaojun is He Chuang's most important subordinate.

She did something impulsive for Lin Xiaowan in anger, He Chuang would feel ashamed of her, but he would not think that she was intentional, and he would not attack her family.

Of course, all of this is what she thinks, and she is not sure what the truth is, but she really can't stand it anymore, she feels that the current life is really better than death.

In fact, in the past few years, she and He Chuang have been semi-separated, most of the time, she will live in her old house, He Chuang can take anyone home at will, she doesn't ask.

Or is bored with her, He Chuang did not object to her approach, but from time to time, he would come to the old house to explore and explore, and torture her by the way before leaving.

Back home, lying on the bed, staring at the roof, Bei Lei felt that her life was really ridiculous, and if she was given a chance to choose again, she would definitely choose to forgive Sun Yong.

It's a pity that this can only be if.......

Before she knew it, Belle fell asleep, and when she woke up again, she saw He Chuang standing by the bed, staring at her with gloomy eyes, she shivered, and sat up: "You...... What are you doing here? ”

"Heh......" the man sneered, "are you too embarrassed to ask me?" Isn't there anything to say to me? ”

"Say....... Say what? Reflexively, Berey shrank back.

"Going to see the old man?" He Chuang took a step forward and raised her chin, "It's very deep, I'll get in touch with it secretly, Lei Bei, my name has changed, don't be entangled with the past anymore, I still helped you get the hukou, forget it all?" ”

Belle closed her eyes in pain, she knew that a torture could not be avoided, but if a torture was exchanged for complete liberation, she didn't care.

"I'm just so annoying you?" A heavy slap on Bai Lei's face, "How much relationship did I waste to push you to where you are today, and that's how you repaid me?"

Bele, do you think you're smart? Tell you, I've been married to you for nearly 30 years, I know better than you what you're thinking, and you're just trying to get rid of me in this way, when I don't know? ”

Bei Lei's body stiffened unconsciously, and she looked at He Chuang with some horror, as if she was looking at a devil: "You....... Don't you wronged me, I'm just not worth it for Xiaowan, if you men are righteous, you won't be angry with our women?! ”

"Righteousness?" He Chuang sneered, "Don't insult the word righteousness, what is the matter between you and Lin Xiaowan, others don't know, I don't know?" In terms of your character, will you really forgive her completely, and in order to give her a head, you don't want a future? ”

"She's my only friend, and the older I get, the more I miss ...... old days."

"Yes, because I miss the past, I thought of this trick of the golden cicada to take off the pot, right?" He Chuang slapped Bei Lei in the face again, "Shameless thing, as soon as you hear that the man has killed his wife, you can't hold it back, right?" ”

Bei Lei raised her red and swollen face, and the corners of her mouth were oozing bloodshot: "Don't wronged people, He Chuang, don't think that everyone is as shameless as you, that's right, I want to divorce in this way, but I don't want to be with anyone, I just want to live with dignity like a person, okay?" ”