Zero Umbrella continued to tell his story, to everyone's surprise, Xiao Yuwu'er's mood did not fluctuate much, although her eyes were a little ruddy, she still listened calmly and silently to Zero Umbrella's words:

"Meifu. After the incident of the Leap, I knew that this caused a huge sensation in public opinion, and the inspection camp also attached great importance to this matter, so in order not to be detected by the supervision camp, I chose a remote place in the traditional territory to hide. Although the area was not safe, it was nothing to me at the time.

I once drove to buy groceries and passed by a fuel station. I accidentally saw my third brother when I was a child in the car, he was a little fatter at that time, he was busy unloading from the truck, wearing the uniform of an employee of a food company, and seeing his dress, I probably guessed that he was a delivery man of that company, and the owner of the fuel supply station was also smiling silly when he patted him on the shoulder to give him affirmation.

I didn't want to recognize him, I was a wanted man in my hometown, and we didn't have a good relationship.

When I was a child, my father always disliked this child of unknown origin.

The Yoyo clan stipulates that if the father is alive and not divorced, the identity information of the child's father must be registered on the identity certificate, and the mother said at that time that he would get an identity certificate for the third brother. At that time, the father did not respond to Mu Chang, but stood up and smashed everything that could be dropped in the house, and Mu Chang never mentioned the third brother's identity certificate again.

If he is angry or angry, his father will not show it directly, and he is like this with the third brother. His father would often abuse his third brother, starving him and denying him food. Never talk to him. Sometimes if he gets in his way, or if it interferes with his work, he will just kick him to the ground.

It is common for the third brother to sleep outside the house on rainy days, several times when he comes home from school, I see him hiding from the rain under the eaves, I now remember that he was really miserable and pitiful and weak and helpless, but when I saw these when I was a child, I was really so numb, as if looking at an innocuous little animal. I think he deserves it, who made him a wild seed?

Although there was no rain on a sunny day, it wet his clothes and chilled his heart. Sometimes, my father would splash his face with water or even urine.

It was not uncommon for him to encounter cold on snowy days.

There was no one to protect him then. The law and his relatives have not been able to give him complete protection. Some children have been overcared for and become a flower in a greenhouse, with no morality, no cultivation, and no discipline.

Some children's teachers, fathers, and elders are strongly oppressing them out of dignity and face. Until now, the rights and interests of the law for the teacher, the father, and the elder far outweigh the harm to the child's soul. If a child grows up to resist a little, he will also be punished by the law, which is unfair.

I'm a prisoner, I don't deserve to say this, I've always felt guilty about my third brother, so I want to talk about it.

The third brother was later secretly given by Mu Chang to an old couple who had no children in the nearby tribe, and the old couple lived relatively poorly, but they were quite good to the third brother. Later, I heard from a neighbor that it was a good relative of Mu Chang, that is, a relative of the third brother's biological father.

Although my third brother left our house, I always saw him when I was in school. At that time, his adoptive father would often pick him up and drop him off, and even bring him a lot of food, and I once saw him laughing and talking with his adoptive father, and I even began to be jealous of him, that he had a father who loved him.

Once, when he came home from school alone, he happened to meet a group of us children playing by the pond. He lowered his head and walked over secretly, but was stopped by a child king next to me, he asked the third brother if he had anything to eat, and the third brother lowered his head and did not speak. We walked over together, snatched his school bag, and took out the snacks and currency that his adoptive father and his adoptive mu had brought him. The boy threw his bag into the pond, and when he cried to pick it up, I kicked him a few times with the crowd and kicked him into the pond, and then we left.

Later, his adoptive father Yang Mu came to the school and said that the third brother was holding on to the aquatic plants near the shore, and his head was floating on his school bag, although the water in the pond was not very deep, but the third brother was relatively small at that time and almost drowned. It was a passer-by who saved him, and now he is so frightened that he has been suffering from a fever, and the third brother's adoptive father, Mu, hopes that the school will find the student who pushed the third brother into the pond, and later finds out us.

When the teacher told the parents of the troublesome students to go and pick them up, my father went to school. The teacher spoke to all the parents, and many parents said yes again and again. But my father didn't say anything, and when the teacher finished speaking, my father still took me away with his indifferent head and didn't look back.

Since then, the third brother has changed schools, and I later heard that the third brother may have been abused for a long time, and because we frightened him, he had a fever for several days, and his intelligence developed slower than other peers. I occasionally bumped into him in a nearby tribe, and he always kept his head down and didn't talk to me, and I didn't bother to pay attention to him at that time.

I haven't seen him since he was wanted. I didn't expect to recognize him at the fuel depot near my residence.

One rainy night, when I was driving home, I found a pickup truck parked on the road that had been unlocked and a man lying not far away, and the blood next to him flowed down the rainwater into the roadside gutter. When I got closer, I found that the work uniform was very similar to the clothes worn by the third brother when transporting goods, so I got out of the car and took a look, and sure enough, it was him. There are a lot of robberies here, and I guess he may have been robbed.

The place where the third brother was robbed was too far from the hospital, so I dragged my car in his van and chose an extremely secluded path to take him to my residence. When I was helping him wipe his wound and disinfect it, I found that he was seriously injured and had been stabbed several times on his body.

Later, he opened his eyes and looked at me with a dead eye, not knowing if he recognized me, but he could tell that his eyes were full of despair as he looked at me.

He seemed to have noticed the coat I had taken off for him next to him, and he turned his gaze to look at his coat for a long time. Then she closed her eyes like a puff of smoke, and he left the world.

I was a little curious, but I took extra care when I helped him sort out his coat, and I noticed that he had a smart box in his extremely hidden inner pocket. I opened the smart box, and in his memo, I understood that it had two smart boxes, one for office use, and it was estimated that it had been snatched away. One is for private use, he hid him very secretly, he should have heard from others about the bad security here, but he couldn't hide from it.

After that, I followed the information on the third brother's smart box, wearing a mask and a hat, and parked the pickup truck outside the gate of his food company when no one was around. I contacted my supervisor and said that I had delivered the goods and settled the cost of the stolen goods, and then I resigned from my supervisor.

Since then, I have swapped identities with my third brother, I have become him, he has become Zero Umbrella, and soon the monitoring camp proves that Zero Umbrella was stabbed to death due to gang fire, and then burned Zero Umbrella's house and car. The surveillance camp verified the genetics of the third brother and Mu Chang, and confirmed the scattered identities of the deceased.

When I was almost in adult school, my father died because of a mistake in researching bombs. I knew for a long time that it would be impossible for the camp to get my father's genetics, and that was a great help to me.

After I became the third brother, I found his address from his water and electricity payment records.

He lived in a dilapidated house made of improvised slabs. The house was dilapidated, but he kept it clean, and I went to his house wearing a hood, gloves and shoe covers. One of the walls of his residence was covered with memo sticky notes, and from those post-it notes, I knew that his adoptive father was paralyzed in bed due to illness, delirious, and about to leave this world. He plans to work until the end of next month, save some money, and go back to take care of his adoptive father. The third brother's grandmother has perennial diseases, eye diseases, and poor hearing and taste. Later, I sent some money to his adoptive father, Yangmu, in his name, but I didn't go to see them.

I learned from the third brother's smart box that he had a crush on a girl in their company's sales department, but he didn't dare to confess because he wasn't confident.

The third brother is an ordinary little clerk. Like another ordinary little clerk, he made a trumpet, disguised himself, and has been silently caring about that girl.

I later used my third brother's trumpet to get in touch with the girl.

I once went to see her secretly, she didn't know who I was at the time, she was in the clothing guide when I met her, and I asked her if she had any formal clothes that fit me.

She smiled and said enthusiastically, "Yes." ”

I tried on dozens of outfits in a row, and she didn't look impatient, and she still spoke to me with a pleasant face. Then I picked out a suit and left.

We're still in touch through the smart box.

Later, we agreed to meet when the Liguang monsoon tung blossoms bloomed, and when we met, I asked her if she knew me.

She said happily, "Have we met?" When I told me how to try on clothes, she burst out laughing: "So it was you!" You, you know me, but I don't know you. ”

Then we fell in love, and it was a very warm and happy time.

After two seasons of love, I broke up with her.

The life of the third brother has a great attraction for me, the care of his father and his elder, and the sincere affection given to him by his lover. These are things that I can't reach.

I just want to play the role of the third brother and experience the taste of love, and I also know that I am a murderer and a wanted criminal, and it is impossible for me to give that girl a future.

I can reach out to all kinds of women, and I can play with feelings. When I really came into contact with love, I couldn't handle this emotion, and I didn't have the courage to carry it on.

I did my best to comfort the girl, and I did my best to leave the girl.

I thought it would be just a role and it wouldn't be difficult to break up. I really got a taste of what it was like to lose after a breakup.

After I broke up with her, I secretly followed her when she got off work, and she was very sad at the time, but I still couldn't do anything.

Later, I left her city, and after about two or three years, I found out from the smart box that she had changed to an avatar with a wedding dress. At that time, I thought that maybe this was a good thing, I couldn't take care of her, so let someone else take care of him.

I met love when I was young, and I never met again, which is also my failure and retribution after squandering my life.

Arrogance did not make my life feel peaceful for a long time, nor did it subside my subconscious fear and indifference, only that vague love made me feel some meaning in life.

Since then, I have been in hiding and living the life of an ordinary person.

After living the life of an ordinary person, I also began to wonder whether the personal heroism I pursued, the pinnacle of the life I worshipped, was right or wrong.

…… It wasn't until I was arrested and imprisoned, I accepted redemption, and I began to repent of my sins, ...... that I was willing to face up to my evil life.

When I started to understand love at this age, I was going to die, I deserved it, and when I knew I could repent to you, I didn't know how to face you, but I still have to tell you I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I've caused you and many families a great deal of harm."

Xiao Yuwu'er has been silent when she speaks, her tears swirling in her eyes, but she controls her emotions, and when Zero Umbrella talks about her reflection on her life, she has some difficulty paying attention to the other party's words.

She was still silent until Zero Umbrella finished speaking, and after she heard Zero Umbrella's apology, her originally confused brain felt a sudden resistance and depression for a while, and then she said in a resentful and resentful tone:

"Why can you just say sorry and it's over.

Who needs your apology? I wish you didn't apologize to me! I can insult you and curse you forever. ”

Green Umbrella listened to whispering Wu'er venting her resentment, and the great guilt silenced him, and he lowered his head, tears began to well-up in his eyes because of remorse.

After Xiao Yuwu'er finished speaking, she didn't want to stay any longer, she felt that she was out of breath, she just wanted to leave this environment that made her feel depressed as soon as possible.

Qing Lu'er supported Xiao Yu'er, who was in a trance, and stumbled out of the meeting room.

As they slowly walked out, there was a heavy sound of chains from the opposite direction of them, and Qing Lu'er knew that at this time, they were also escorted out of the interview room by the inspectors.

After Qinglu'er and Xiao Yuwu'er arrived at the lounge with a lonely look, Xiao Yuwu'er hugged Qinglu'er's neck in grief, fell on her shoulder, and cried like a knife.

Qinglu'er also shed tears, and she didn't know how to comfort Xiao Yuwu'er. This kind of grief is too heavy, and when it was about to gradually dissipate after years of cleansing, it was excavated again, and all kinds of pain in it are difficult for ordinary people to understand.

Later, the psychological counselor also came over, he stood at the door, and when Xiao Yuwu'er was relieved after crying, the psychotherapist handed her a tissue and asked her to wipe her tears.

Then he said softly: "I understand your current mood and understand your collapse. Tomorrow, please allow your psychotherapist to visit you! We are all worried about you, and I hope we can help you adjust your mind in the future. ”

"You don't have to go to me." Xiao Yuwu'er wiped her tears and said, "Tomorrow, my friends and I will still go to Er'an's side together. I asked the assistant to bring my mother's mother, I didn't let my mother have access to information about the shipwreck, I want to tell him slowly, I'm afraid that you will affect my mother's mood in the past, and I will adjust my mood if I have children at home and my mother. ”

"Hmmm! Good! Tomorrow we are waiting for you at 'Eran'. ”

“……”

After their meeting, the originally gloomy weather began to rain, and the flowers blooming on the road began to be knocked down by the rain, and the petals decorated the ravines in the fields, slowly flowing towards the small river in the distance.

Qingluer drove Xiaoyuwuer's "A+" private smart car on the way back, Qingluer looked at the rain hitting the car window, and the weather outside the window was low due to heavy dark clouds, she couldn't help but sigh a lot in her heart, so that it was difficult to calm down.

After Qinglu'er sent Xiaoyuwu'er home, Xiaoyuwu'er's kind and kind mother-in-law and lively and lovely son were already waiting for her at home.

Xiaoyuwu'er's young and kind female assistant helped the child with today's reading homework, and the diligent nanny had already prepared a table of dishes.

After Xiao Yuwu'er returned home, she stopped at the door of the house for a short while, wiped the tears on her face, sighed long, and walked into the house with a calm mood.

After Qingluer finished eating with the family's seemingly happy meal, she whispered a few words of comfort next to Xiao Yuwu'er, who was suppressing her sadness, and when she parted, Qingluer and Xiaoyu Wu'er agreed to see a counselor tomorrow, and she booked an online car-hailing car and went to her uncle's house.