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III.-Episode 74-III.

The sky is woven with stars, rendered by a large expanse of deep blue.

On the ground, Jin Yu pushed his broken bicycle and walked home in despair.

"Where have you been, you haven't known how to go home all day?" My father was lying on the couch when he heard the sound of carts in the courtyard, so he turned down the volume on the TV.

"Dad, of course I'm looking for a job." Jin Kui's words were weak, and he still vividly remembered the experience of today's whole day, and I am afraid that he will not be able to forget his feelings in the next month.

"How's it going?" Father's attention was all focused on the snowflake-covered screen of the TV, and he asked indifferently.

"Entrust your 'clothes'," Jin Yu looked gloomy, helplessly leaned the car to the corner, and said in a sigh: "I haven't found any work, and the chain of the car has been broken." ”

"Let's go to the backyard and fix it."

"Okay, I'll find someone to fix it tomorrow." Jin Yu's mind went blank and pushed open the door, and walked in with his head down.

"The rice is in the pot, you can go and eat it hot in a while, I'll go to sleep first."

Looking at the back of his father who got up after speaking briefly, Jin Yuyi always felt that he was deliberately hiding something from himself. But in the end, it's just my own thoughts, and there's really nothing to do.

None.

He sat down on the couch, where his father had been sitting, and watched TV with his face fixed for a while. I didn't go to eat hot food later, so I turned off the TV and turned off the lights and went back to the house to sleep.

In his sleep, Jin Yiyi faintly heard his father's voice ringing in his ears, but when he opened his eyes, he found that he had a dream disorder (dialect language), which was very grotesque.

There were no fingers in the room, and a faint, soft moonlight shone through the window glass. I don't know whose domestic animals are barking at the deadly dogs, making people unable to sleep in the second half of the night.

"Asleep?"

"Nope."

"Why didn't you fall asleep?"

"There's a dog barking outside, you're barking at home, how can I sleep?"

Jin Yu unilaterally thought: Probably, he has nightmares again.

The voice that asked him just now was very similar to his father's. And the third feeling was that my father was sitting on the edge of the bed with a chair, leaning forward and talking—in a daze in his dreams, he heard the creaking of the chair.

"Don't sleep, get up and talk to me." This calm tone was mixed with a lot of sadness.

"Oh." Jin Yuyi said from the quilt. After saying that, he immediately sat up, unable to tell whether it was a hallucination or a reality of looking at the darkness at the head of the bed with his eyes closed.

"Have you figured out what you're going to do in the future?"

"Reporter."

"What's the use of being a journalist! Do you have that ability first? Why don't you join the Wehrmacht, because even when you're old, you'll at least be able to eat, how about that? ”

"No, no." Jin Yu replied with his lips half-open in a daze.

"I'm doing it for your own good."

"I just want to do what I love to do, and you know that's my dream, and it's something I'm going to do anyway."

“…… You're sick, very serious. ”

"No, I'm not sick, and I'm very aware of what to do at this age. Besides, haven't they all been checked? My constitution is not qualified to join the army because I have a congenital ......"

"Shut up! That checklist is a lie, you're in good health, and you're not sick! The other party's tone suddenly became excited, "Look, aren't you still doing well?" ”

"I hope so, too. But don't forget that I can go to the trouble to pursue my dreams, and I don't want to be the defense force that others see me as I am! ”

"......" The other party was silent, obviously overwhelmed.

Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump......

The air was so quiet that I could hear my own even short breathing, and my heart was pounding.

The darkness at the head of the bed was empty, there were no chairs, no one to talk to. Jin Yuyi maintained this sitting posture until he felt some pain in his lower back before lying down again, and then slept until dawn.

Early the next morning, Jin Yu got up and pushed his bicycle to repair it. When he returned, his father had made breakfast.

While eating, my father suddenly said, "After eating, (you) will go to your mother's place, right?" ”

"She?" Jin Yu took a sip of chopsticks, picked up the soup bowl and drank it, and deliberately asked with a strange choke: "Why." ”

"I heard that she seems to be sick, and she is still very sick." Father said in a very low voice. He propped one hand on the corner of the table, dragged his chin and held his head high, and looked at the window with a wry brow.

"I'm asking why I'm going? If you want to go, you can go yourself, huh. Jin Yu snatched him angrily. I took a salted bean, threw it into my mouth and chewed hard.

"Anyway, she's your mother too, right? She'll be happy if you go. "My father was a little vague. And his voice seemed to be soaked in tears, and he could swim out of the water.

For this kind of relationship between them (her) adults that is constantly torn no matter what, even if the family has been shattered to such a point on the surface. Some people can't stand it, and they can't stand it anymore.

"You're right," Jin Yu exhaled lightly and put down the soup bowl. But his eyes were blank, and he flattened his mouth and said, "She is indeed my mother." ”

When my father heard this, a brief smile flashed across his face.

"But I don't want to admit that she is now, and I won't admit it until I die!" Throwing down this sentence angrily, Jin Yu got up and walked out of the door.

"Hey, one, one? You kid ......" The father couldn't stop him, and when he rushed to the door, he found that Jin Yuyi was already pushing his bicycle and preparing to go to the street.

"I won't be coming back tonight!" In the back, Jin Yuyi was more like he was deliberately saying this sentence angrily.

"......" father leaned on the door of the house, his eyes full of infinite disappointment and endless sadness.

趵趵趵......

"Whew." Jin Yu was angry and walked forward angrily all the way.

But he hadn't gone far when he was suddenly intercepted by two men wearing sunglasses.

"Stop!" The two stood in front of Jin Yuyi, blocked his way, and then warned in a stern tone.

"Ah, why are you again?" Jin Yu came back to his senses suddenly, and saw the two of them stop suddenly, and his body trembled uncontrollably.

"Please come with us again."

"Huh? Why, yesterday it was already ......"

"Go check it out."

『-To be continued-』