When she went to work the next day, Ivy told Jiang Qingluo that she had contacted the resort and could go over on Friday. Everyone continued to work as planned.

Usually when everyone's work is not so tight, most of the people in the office are women, and it is inevitable that they will gossip or discuss clothes and bags.

Ivy brewed coffee for everyone in the afternoon and delivered a cup of strong coffee to Jiang Qingluo's table.

"Minister, drink coffee."

"Thank you." This Ivy is really too sensible, and she is very sophisticated, but she often brings cosmetics and food to everyone, and Jiang Qingluo can't tell what she did badly, but she feels like it's better.

But these are things that she can't seem to stop if she wants to. It's just communication between people, and it's better not to be based on material.

Jiang Qingluo thinks so.

She got up and left the office and went to the pantry, Zhao Yuling was receiving hot water, and the hot water was already full of her water cup, but she stared at the water cup so much that she didn't notice it, and even reached out to get the cup.

"Sister Zhao!" Jiang Qingluo exclaimed in surprise and hurriedly took her hand.

Zhao Yuling suddenly came back to her senses, and her fingertips had been scalded by water.

"Is it hot?" Jiang Qingluo picked up her hand to check, Zhao Yuling withdrew her hand, and said with a smile: "It's okay, it's not hot, thank you." ”

After speaking, she picked up the cup and closed the lid, smiled at Jiang Qingluo and turned to leave.

Jiang Qingluo felt a little sad.

She sighed and took the water, and at this time, there was a loud noise behind her again, and Zhao Yuling fell to the ground and fainted. Jiang Qingluo ran over and shouted a few times: "Sister Zhao, Sister Zhao!" She didn't react, so she reached out and pressed her acupoint.

Zhao Yuling slowly woke up, and Jiang Qingluo looked at her worriedly: "Sister Zhao, are you okay?" Let's go to the hospital. ”

Zhao Yuling subconsciously grabbed her wrist and said weakly: "No need, I'm just ...... It's good to take a break if your body is a little weak. ”

Jiang Qingluo saw that she insisted, so she could only say: "Then I'll help you to the lounge first, if it still doesn't work, we must go to the hospital." ”

Zhao Yuling really didn't have the strength anymore, so she could only nod.

Jiang Qingluo helped her to lie down in the lounge and poured her a glass of warm water, Zhao Yuling lay down with her eyes closed for a long time, just when Jiang Qingluo thought that she would not open her mouth to say anything to her, she suddenly said:

"Am I particularly embarrassed right now?"

"......" Jiang Qingluo also felt sad when she looked at her, because she sympathized with her and thought that she was in her own situation, she picked up her hand and held it, "Sister Zhao, there will always be low times in life, and every day is difficult now, but one day we will definitely be able to look back at them and laugh." ”

Zhao Yuling slowly opened her eyes, and looked at Jiang Qingluo for a while, her eyes suddenly became wet: "I don't even know when I will be able to get through." ”

"It will pass, and one day inadvertently, maybe you will find yourself who can suddenly open up."

Zhao Yuling has always felt that she is very omnipotent, in fact, she also wants to talk about when she is at a loss now.

"I've been with him for eight years, married for six years, and when others see us fall in love, fall in love, get married, and become a model couple in everyone's eyes, everyone thinks we're doing well, but who knows...... Who knows that frustration? ”

Jiang Qingluo held her hand, wanting to give her all the comfort he could.

At this time, Zhao Yuling, who was on the verge of collapse, also held her hand tightly, because she felt that she couldn't support it.

"I've always thought that as long as two people love each other, they can stay together for a long time, but this idea is too naïve. More than two years ago, after learning the news that I couldn't get pregnant, he reassured him that it didn't matter, he just had to be with me. It's just that it's hard to get pregnant, it's not that you can't get pregnant. ”

"We have been to many hospitals, taken a lot of medicines, and tried IVF, but all failed...... He still said it doesn't matter, if it doesn't work, we can adopt a child. I've always believed it, but gradually I feel his alienation......"

"I always thought that it was my own mental effect, to find problems from myself, to constantly change myself, and to be better for him than before...... But the harder I tried, the more I felt that he was getting farther and farther away from me. ”

"For a while, he said that he didn't touch me when he was tired, he often looked at his phone, and there were text messages in the middle of the night...... I knew something might be wrong, but I didn't dare to expose him, but tried harder to please him, took the initiative to love him, and finally annoyed him and said, "Even if he tries harder, will I be able to have children......"

"We'll have fights too, but this is the cruelest thing he's ever said to me. Later, he also apologized, what else could he do but forgive me...... I thought about getting a divorce, but I was always reluctant to remember the days when I loved each other in the past. However, no matter how reluctant I was, I finally saw another woman tell me that she was pregnant with his child......"

"I wanted to cry and make trouble, but she said she was pregnant with a child, and I couldn't make a fuss. He begged me on his knees, "Divorce, he can't live without his own children...... But what he said at the beginning was that he couldn't live without me. ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Yuling's tears rained down, and she finally couldn't help hugging Jiang Qingluo and cried loudly.

Jiang Qingluo gently patted her back, comforting her, and heard her heart sinking in such fear.

"Sister Zhao, it's okay, since we have chosen to let go, we should work hard for ourselves to continue to live."

"I know I have to work hard to live, but why is this excessive time so long, how can the love in the past become such a heavy hurt now, why, isn't it okay to love each other? Didn't you say it's okay if you don't have children? Why do you have to change your mind, I can't accept it......"

"Sister Zhao......" Jiang Qingluo's tears also broke the embankment instantly, crying more sadly than Zhao Yuling.

The two hugged each other and cried for a long time, the makeup on their faces was all crying, Zhao Yuling was crying breathlessly, and looked at Jiang Qingluo crying almost like her liver and intestines were broken, but she was stunned for a moment.

"Why are you crying more than I am?"

When Jiang Qingluo heard her ask, her emotions also collapsed and said, "Actually, actually...... I may not be able to conceive a baby anymore. ”

"You...... Say what? ”

"So I know how you feel, and I feel sad for you and for myself when I see you...... I'm really scared...... But Sister Zhao, we can only cherish what is in front of us, and if we lose it, we can only cherish ourselves......"

"Jiang Qingluo......" Zhao Yuling didn't expect her to say such a situation at all, she thought that Jiang Qingluo was very happy, at least now she is very happy, just like she just started falling in love.

Hearing her say this, she also had a feeling of sympathy, hugged Jiang Qingluo and cried in a low voice again.

"Why is our life so miserable?"

"Actually, when I first learned about this diagnosis, I also felt that the sky was falling apart and I couldn't say it, but I can't stop living because of this, right?"

"Then Gu Shaoyang, does he know?"

Jiang Qingzhen nodded: "He also said now, it doesn't matter, I don't know what will happen in the future, so even if I am still living happily now, I always feel a little scared......"

Zhao Yuling wants to say that what she says now will definitely change in the future, and she is a lesson from the past. But such words, it seems, should not be said, after all, she is a negative example.

She patted Jiang Qingluo on the back and said: "I don't want to use my own experience to influence you, everyone's love ending is different, I am an unsuccessful example, but it doesn't mean that you will be the same, so Jiang Qingluo, you have to cherish everything you have now." ”

"You say that about me, why can't you think about it, I feel sad to look at you like this......"

Zhao Yuling's tears fell again, but she suddenly smiled: "When we talk about others, we are like a philosopher, and when we face ourselves, we are like a fool." ”

"In fact, sometimes I think it very clearly, not to mention that we will break up if we don't have children, and those who have children break up and don't know how many, love or marriage is the same, there will always be those who hurt and separate each other. So Jiang Qingluo, don't think that I am like this, you will be like this, I always hope that there are people with the same fate as me who can be happy. At least it gives comfort to people like us, doesn't it? ”

Jiang Qingluo hugged her tightly, perhaps this was the reason why she wanted to get close to Zhao Yuling intentionally or unintentionally, not only because she had a similar fate to her, but also because she saw strength and integrity from her.

She can resolutely agree to divorce for the sake of that child and that man, how stupid it is in the eyes of others, in Jiang Qingluo's opinion, how much she loves that man to achieve such an extent.

"Sister Zhao, you are so good, I don't want to curse him and regret it in the future, but he will never forget you for the rest of his life. So you have to live better, you are a person who can be free and easy to let go for love, why not be a person who can make yourself live more chic for love. ”

"Even if you are divorced, every end is a new beginning, you will have a new life, a new love, and someone will love you, just because you love you, how do you look forward to living it, okay?"

Zhao Yuling burst into tears and laughed, and finally felt a lot more comfortable after saying this.

She pulled Jiang Qingluo away from her arms, and said apologetically and gratefully: "Thank you for listening to me, I'm sorry, because what happened to you can comfort me, although I don't want to be like that, but I always feel that there is support and courage." ”

"Me too, I feel a lot more comfortable in my heart......"

The conversation between the two ended, and then went to the bathroom to wash their faces, their eyes were red and swollen when they were without makeup, but they added a layer of decoration to their faces, hiding their vulnerability and traces of crying.

So, sometimes, makeup is a woman's robe, they can make a woman look more beautiful and strong.

At this time, in the office of the planning department, Haihong twisted her stiff neck and did stretching exercises in front of the computer, just in time to see Ivy walking in, holding a coffee pot in her hand, with a meaningful smile on her face.

This smile is actually a little weird.

Haihong said: "Hey, Ivy, wouldn't it be a little scary for you to laugh like this when you wash a coffee pot?" ”

Ivy immediately came back to her senses and said with a smile, "I just thought of something funny." ”

"You can laugh so insidiously when you think of something funny?"

"How can it be insidious, Sister Haihong, you really know how to use words." Haihong laughed a few times and continued to work with her head down.