She stood there, looking at him quietly, her eyes filled with tears almost instantly.

She remembered many things, about his and her past.

During this time, she actually tried to remember it again and again, but no matter how hard she tried, many things gradually became very blurry.

Because for many years, those were the things she had tried so hard to forget, and she never intended to remember again.

Time is so cruel to her, is it really because of this, the past is blurred and hazy?

But it's okay, because the person in front of him is real, real, and as he was in the past.

Jiang Zitong tried to pull up a smile, and she didn't care if the cold wind blew her body cold, because her heart was hot.

She said softly, "You're here." ”

Lin Mo at the door frowned slightly, and then stepped in step by step.

He didn't speak, sat down in a chair, then took a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.

Lin Mo didn't smoke before, but he contracted it during the years he was separated from her.

How long have you been addicted to smoking? The last time I went to his house, there were a lot of cigarette butts in the ashtray at the head of the bed.

He was a heavy smoker.

She finally closed the window, not because she was afraid that she would freeze, but because she was afraid that she would freeze Lin Mo.

Lin Mo also came to the banquet today, dressed a little more formally, in a suit and leather shoes, not like his usual appearance.

There is no jacket, just a suit.

She walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed not far from him, and then looked at him quietly.

It wasn't until he was about to finish a cigarette that he opened his mouth softly, and his voice was indifferent.

"Why do you bother like this?"

Jiang Zitong laughed and said, "Why bother? I think it's worth it, that's enough. ”

Lin Mo squinted at her and smiled coldly.

He extinguished the cigarette butt and threw it directly into the trash.

And then. He pointed to the trash can and said, "If you see it, if you finish smoking, you should be thrown into the trash can, it's garbage...... Even if you pick it up again, it's still garbage. ”

Jiang Zitong was stunned.

Lin Mo continued: "Jiang Zitong, do you know how I felt when Shaoqing told me about the things you did? ”

Jiang Zitong was speechless.

Lin Mo said: "I don't feel moved at all, I just think it's ridiculous...... I used to be thrown away by you like garbage, and now you tell me that you like my garbage, want to get me back, and do a lot of reasonable and unreasonable things for this...... Do you think that moves me? Shall I forgive you? ”

Jiang Zitong shed tears again.

Lin Mo said, "A few months ago, I asked you to go with me...... If you know me well enough...... If you really know me well enough, you should know that it was the last time...... That was the last time, and I stopped for you. ”

Jiang Zitong couldn't cry.

Lin Mo took out a cigarette again and lit it.

His face was a little ugly.

He has always been calm and calm, and he is not surprised when he encounters things.

Even when she said that he was leaving, he just looked at her silently, did not stop her, did not keep her, and just let her go.

For the first time, he exposed his emotions and exposed them to her.

The tobacco was lit, and the white smoke, the faint smell of tobacco, filled the air.

The original weird fragrance in the room is washed away.

Lin Mo said: "I came today, in addition to telling you these questions, there is one more thing to ask you......

After saying these words, his face was a little better, his eyes stared at Jiang Zitong, and he asked, "About Wen Shiyue...... What else do you know? Tell me all! ”

Jiang Zitong was stunned, and then pulled her lips and laughed self-deprecatingly.

"So that's what you're here for......"

Lin Mo said, "I really don't want to see you again...... You know it yourself. ”

"But I don't think you don't have me in your heart at all!" Jiang Zitong's emotions became excited.

Lin Mo's expression was even lighter, and the emotions that had been provoked before were also cleaned up at a certain moment.

"Yes," he said...... But it's definitely not you now, the Jiang Zitong I like has died many years ago. ”

Jiang Zitong's tears surged again: "But what is the difference between the Jiang Zitong you like and the current Jiang Zitong?" Lin Mo, I've always been such a person, don't you know? Since I didn't tell you that I didn't give that candy, I'm such a selfish person, don't you know? But I'm like this, you still like me, you're still willing to stay with me, or you're going to live with me for the rest of your life, aren't you? Why has it changed now, why has it changed now. ”

In Jiang Zitong's heart, she did betray Lin Mo, did hurt Lin Mo, and was indeed sorry for Lin Mo.

She has done many, many things that have been missed, and her sins are unforgivable, and her sins are terrible, but she is who she is.

Her soul has never been clean, Lin Mo has known this for a long time, hasn't she?

If he can like himself at the beginning, why can't he like himself now?

That's all her, it's all her, isn't it?

Jiang Zitong said again: "And...... My body is clean, Lin Mo...... For so many years, I have guarded my body, not only for Gu Shaoqing, but also for you...... I did something wrong, I changed it, can't I change it? Is it true that those who make mistakes must be heinous and deserve to go to hell? ”

Jiang Zitong said: "Lin Mo, I know that my soul is not clean, it doesn't matter, I will try my best to make up for it in the future, to wash, I will work hard...... But Lin Mo, I need a chance, you need to give me a chance...... The last time, the last chance, is it just for the years when we relied on each other for our lives, can't it? ”

Lin Mo looked at Jiang Zitong and shook his head lightly: "...... No way. ”

"Is it really possible that there is nothing at all? A little bit, all gone? ”

"Yes......"

Jiang Zitong closed her eyes dejectedly and said, "In that case, you came to ask me what Wen Shiyue was doing?" Do you think I'll tell you more? I told you, what good do I have? ”

Lin Mo squinted.

Jiang Zitong smiled: "Lin Mo, you know that I am such a bad woman, what you want to get, you must pay something first, if you don't give it, then I will do the same...... Won't give. ”

Lin Mo looked at her lightly, the cigarette butt in his hand fell off the ash, and he didn't smoke for a while.

He said, "Look...... That's why we couldn't possibly do it. ”

Regardless of whether she really has him in her heart, whether she has really done a lot for him, and sacrificed a lot.

But when everything goes against her will, against what she thinks, she will never be the one who has good intentions.

She is always on edge, with her teeth and claws, to be her own queen, and to keep all the rebels prostrate at her feet.