Soon arrived, on the day of Chen Dudu's mother's death, she prepared the things that should be used early, and when she woke up in the morning, her mood was very low.

"Don't be sad, I'm with you today, you can rely on me." Zhao Zixuan looked at Chen Dudu's unhappy appearance, he was very distressed in his heart, and hugged her tightly.

"When I think of my mother, I think of her, and I think of the days when she was with me." Chen Dudu couldn't hold back the feeling of tears, and his nose twitched and he directly withdrew the tears.

"Okay, now that I'm by your side, I think mom will be relieved." In order to give Chen Dudu a sense of security, Zhao Zixuan could only replace her mother and stay by her side for him, desperately treating him.

"Thank you, Xuan, I think my mother will like you very much when she sees you, it's almost time, let's go." Chen Dudu looked at the current time, it was not early, and she didn't want to delay the time here.

"Alright, let's go." Zhao Zixuan dragged Chen Dudu's hand, and the two of them walked out together, and it didn't take long for them to go directly to the cemetery.

Chen Dudu held a bouquet of yellow chrysanthemums in her arms, got out of the car first, Zhao Zixuan followed closely behind her, she took a deep breath after getting out of the car, and walked towards the place of her mother's tombstone with a heavy heart.

After walking to the place, Chen Dudu stood in front of his mother's tombstone upright, "Mom, I'm coming to see you." As she spoke, she bowed down and placed the bouquet in her hand in front of the tombstone.

"Mom, this is my current husband, your son-in-law, I brought him to see you." Chen Dudu pulled Zhang Zixuan behind him to his side and showed his mother.

"Mom, I will take care of Dudu for you in the future, please rest assured, I will never let her down in my life." Zhao Zixuan's eyes revealed sincerity, if it weren't for Chen Dudu's hatred for him, it was very likely that he would be moved by what he had just said.

"Yes, Mom, now that I have such a good husband, you can rest assured in heaven, I will live a good life, and I will not let you worry." Chen Dudu's tone of voice became more and more trembling, and the tears in his eyes couldn't help but flow down.

Fortunately, the tissues prepared by Zhao Zixuan in advance gently wiped the tears on Chen Dudu's face, and his eyes were full of distress and tenderness for her.

After the two of them left, just about to get in the car and leave this place, Zhao Zixuan suddenly stopped, "Dudu, you get in the car first and wait for me, I'll go see an old friend and come back soon." ”

"What old friend, I'll accompany you." Chen Dudu didn't know who Zhao Zixuan was going to see, but she was still very curious in her heart and wanted to go over to see who it was.

"No need, it's windy here, you're weak, get in the car and wait for me." After Zhao Zixuan finished speaking, he directly opened the car door, and Chen Dudu was not allowed to refute at all.

After closing the car door, Zhao Zixuan looked at the surrounding environment, and then left directly.

Chen Dudu lowered his hair and sent a message, "Help me keep up with him and see who he is looking at." Chen Dudu sent this news to Zhao Ziyu, because she knew that he would definitely come, but she would not come forward.

"Okay." Zhao Ziyu only replied with one word, then put away his phone and followed in the direction where Zhao Zixuan walked.

Chen Dudu actually wanted to go with me to find out, but there were drivers in the car, they were all Zhao Zixuan's people, if today's actions made them tell him, things would become troublesome, just in case, he could only let Zhao Ziyu do this thing, he was much more suitable than himself.

After a while, Zhao Ziyu sent a message to Chen Dudu, she opened it and saw that it was a photo, in which Zhao Zixuan was standing in front of a person's tombstone, and after she enlarged the tombstone, her eyes showed surprise.

didn't expect Zhao Zixuan to go to see Chen Lingling, Chen Dudu suddenly remembered that today seemed to be her death day, and he didn't expect that there would be such a coincidental thing in the world.

originally thought that Zhao Zixuan had forgotten about this dead person, but he didn't expect that he would still miss her, and even her death day was remembered so clearly, it seems that Chen Lingling still has a very important place in his heart.

After Chen Dudu learned about this, her heart was a little sour, but she immediately dispelled this idea, she came to take revenge, not to do anything else, whether there was anyone in his heart who had nothing to do with him.

After reading this photo, Chen Dudu directly deleted the photo, and then put the phone away, she didn't plan to talk about it, originally this matter had nothing to do with herself, Zhao Zixuan loved Chen Lingling so much, and it was normal for him to have her in his heart.

After a while, Zhao Zixuan walked back, his facial expression was still solemn, he was still a lot more serious when he left just now, Chen Dudu didn't want to disturb him, but sat there quietly alone.

After waiting for Zhao Zixuan to close the car door, the car started and left here, and Zhao Zixuan kept looking at the scenery outside the window on the way, without saying a word, and Chen Dudu did not take the initiative to talk to him.

Zhao Zixuan's heart is very sad now, he knows that he loves Chen Dudu very much now, but when he just went to see Chen Lingling, he remembered the past between them again, and he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and he always felt like he had betrayed Chen Dudu, so he didn't know what to say now.

Chen Dudu knew that Zhao Zixuan had just gone to see the person he once loved, and he must be uncomfortable in his heart, so he didn't bear to disturb him in the past, let him be quiet alone, and his heart should be better.

After returning home, Zhao Zixuan didn't say a word and directly locked himself in the study, and then didn't come out for a long, long time, and Chen Dudu didn't dare to go in to disturb him, so he was outside alone.

Zhao Zixuan actually rarely smokes, except for some necessary social occasions when he can't get rid of it, he can barely smoke a few, but he smokes a lot in the study today, he has something in his heart, and some things he can't understand, so he needs to use smoking to relieve the pressure in his heart.

He didn't know who the person he really liked in his heart was, whether it was the dead Chen Lingling or Chen Dudu, who had been by his side all the time, if he couldn't figure it out, he felt as if he had failed the two of them.

Moreover, Zhao Zixuan didn't want to understand this matter, he felt that he had no face to face Chen Dudu.

At night, Chen Dudu looked at the door of the study, Zhao Zixuan had locked himself in the study all day, and he hadn't eaten a mouthful of food or water.

Chen Dudu was particularly worried about Zhao Zixuan, afraid that he wouldn't be able to open it inside, so he still mustered up the courage to knock on the door of the study.

"Xuan, can I go in?" Chen Dudu didn't knock on the door and went in directly as usual, but asked in advance, afraid that Zhao Zixuan would be inconvenient to go in by himself.

This knock on the door pulled Zhao Zixuan's thoughts back, "Okay, come in." He subconsciously straightened his hair and clothes to make himself look less haggard.

"You've been in the study all day and haven't eaten...... Can the body stand it? Chen Dudu walked to Zhao Zixuan's side to check on her situation.

"Ah...... It's night, I haven't realized it yet, let's go, let's go out to dinner. Zhao Zixuan had been immersed in his thoughts, and he didn't realize that it was already night, and he didn't feel hungry.

Zhao Zixuan wanted to prevent Chen Dudu from seeing that he was abnormal, so he could only follow her out to hide his inner affairs.

"Do you have something on your mind today? Or is it because you're feeling sick when you go to see that friend? Chen Dudu still wanted to know how Zhao Zixuan explained this matter to himself?

"No, I don't have anything on my mind, I've been working in the study, you're too worried." Zhao Zixuan didn't admit it, because she was afraid that Chen Dudu would find something, so she hurriedly used her job to hide herself.

"It's okay if you're okay, I'm really afraid that you'll lock yourself in the study alone, what's going on?" Chen Dudu smiled softly at Zhao Zixuan, she knew about him, but he had been hiding, as if he was a clown.

Zhao Zixuan was absent-minded during the whole meal, he didn't say a word, he kept eating your meal, and only when Chen Dudu put the dish in his bowl did he know how to eat the food.

Looking at Zhao Zixuan's appearance, Chen Dudu knew that Chen Lingling had been dead for so long, but she was still so important in his heart, I don't know if he had given up looking for Mu Yuanke now, and he had been with him for so long, and he had never heard her mention this name.

"Xuan, if you have anything on your mind, you must tell me, no matter what it is, I am willing to share it with you." Chen Dudu really couldn't stand Zhao Zixuan's current appearance, so he simply spoke directly.

"I don't have anything on my mind, you don't have to worry about me." Zhao Zixuan still didn't admit it, but his every move was telling Chen Dudu that he had something on his mind.

"But when you eat, you are absent-minded, you only eat without food, your eyes are empty, you don't look like you have something on your mind here." Hearing Chen Dudu say this, Zhao Zixuan realized that his behavior was a little abnormal.

After Zhao Zixuan sighed, he put the chopsticks in his hand on the table, "I'm sorry, I've been in a trance recently, and I don't know what's wrong with me, so I'll go up and rest first." ”

After saying this, Zhao Zixuan stood with his head down, got up and went upstairs directly, Chen Dudu didn't follow directly immediately, but planned to give him some space to calm down.

Chen Dudu looked at Zhao Zixuan's back, and his heart was also mixed, he once tortured himself because of Chen Lingling, and even wanted to kill himself, how could he sympathize with him.