"I've been thinking about you in my head for the past few days."

"...... "If she hadn't met Gu Shaoyang today, maybe she wouldn't have been so embarrassed, right?" Shen Qingluo hesitated for a moment and said, "Actually, I'm quite uncomfortable. ”

"Why?" After Li Daxun asked, he suddenly became a little worried, "Shouldn't I have scared you that day?" ”

It was also the first time he had those actions, although he was happy and comfortable in his heart, but he didn't know what she thought, he just cared about himself being excited. But it seems that there should be no problem.

"No, no, no!" Qing Luo hurriedly waved his hand, "How to say it, I think it, I am a woman with a child, I feel that you are at a loss." ”

"Nonsense." Li Daxun immediately denied it, "You don't know how happy I am to meet you and Shen Meng, I like Shen Meng very much, you know." ”

"I know." It seems that Shen Meng learned the two words nonsense from Li Daxun, and today he pointed at Gu Shaoyang's nose and said these two words. Why did he think of Gu Shaoyang again, Shen Qingluo hurriedly shook his head, "I don't think I deserve your liking, huh......"

Li Daxun lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, squeezing her into his arms, feeling the softness in front of her pressing on his chest, making him throb.

I wanted to push him away several times, but finally gently pushed him away, and lowered his head in his arms: "Li Daxun......"

"You don't know how scared I am of being rejected by you, you say something that is not worthy of me, it makes me a little happy and a little sad, if you really think so, I can tell you that you don't have to have these concerns, I don't care about that. If I don't really think so, I'm worried that this will become a reason for you to reject me, I have a lot of shortcomings, I have no experience with girls, but I will do everything I can, and I won't let you down......"

Warm as him, there has always been him, how can she refuse him?

She met Gu Shaoyang for the first time at the age of eighteen, and they met again after four years, and the girl's liking was given to Gu Shaoyang, and then she and Gu Shaoyang were separated and combined, and they both hurt each other, but they didn't stay together for a long time.

She gave birth to two children for Gu Shaoyang, of course, it can't be said that she was born for Gu Shaoyang, she likes to have children, but it is true that these two children are not accompanied by Gu Shaoyang, they are all after Gu Shaoyang pushed her away, and Gu Shaoyang has always been there when she needs it most.

And Li Daxun has accompanied her for four years, these four years of wandering.

In the past few years in Xuancheng, the life she has lived is completely different from the previous one, she thinks that this is a new beginning, and the past will not be reunited.

Standing on tiptoe slightly and hugging Li Daxun, the inextricable feelings came to his lips, and he could only become: "Thank you." ”

Thank you actually comes with a lot of indebtedness.

Li Daxun could feel the temperature of her body, but he didn't know the hesitation and worries in her heart. So I hugged her with a full hug and my heart was full of joy.

Hugging and hugging, and even carrying her off the ground, Shen Qingluo screamed.

A small head suddenly poked out of the door of the big house, and asked with a smile, "Mom, what are you doing Uncle Daxun?" ”

Daxun, who was holding the green basket, was shocked, and looked at it with Shen Qingluo, and he smiled dumbly.

Shen Qingluo pushed him on the shoulder: "Let go." ”

Li Daxun let her go, ran back and hugged Shen Meng, and kissed her big, Shen Meng shrunk her neck and smiled, pointed at him and said, "Did you kiss your mother just now?" ”

Li Daxun smiled brightly and asked him, "Then will you let you kiss?" ”

"Hmm......" Shen Meng thought for a while, looked at her mother and said shrewdly, "Mom agrees, I agree." ”

"Stinky boy." I like it, I like this kid very much.

"Li Daxun, you should go back." Shen Qingluo said.

"Then the uncle is back, and I will come to see you again when I have time." Li Daxun said to Shen Meng.

"Well, goodbye, uncle."

Li Daxun put him down: "Go in, otherwise the mosquitoes will bite you both when they enter the house." He closed the screen door, turned around and walked out again, and said to Qingluo, "Then I'll go back." ”

"Well, slow down on the road."

"Hmm." Li Daxun left.

The next day, Zhao Yuling and Shen Qingluo sent the children to the kindergarten together, and the two walked out together after the children entered.

Shen Qingluo looked at Zhao Yuling a little absent-mindedly and asked, "Sister Zhao, what's wrong?" Don't seem to be happy? ”

Zhao Yuling thought for a while: "I'm a little depressed, I just told you about this, I found that our family Song Yan seems to be a little powerless recently." ”

“…… Yes? Shen Qingluo asked Zhao Yuling in surprise after a while, "What do you mean?" ”

"What else can I do, it's that aspect, there's no need, is there a problem?"

Song Yan is only thirty-six years old, so there shouldn't be any problems in this regard: "Then did you tell him?" ”

"I asked, and he said he's been tired lately." Zhao Yuling sighed, "Actually, I didn't mean to ask him to do anything, I have a shadow in my heart, I didn't want to have sex with me before I changed my mind, I was worried about ......"

"Sister Zhao, are you thinking too much? Brother Song Yan is very sven alone, maybe there is really some pressure, hasn't he been running to N City to apply for non-demolition recently, it is estimated that he is really tired. ”

"It's been a month, I'm afraid of repeating the same mistakes." Zhao Yuling said helplessly, "Even if you say it in your mouth, you have forgotten the past, but when you are happy or unhappy, you can't help but recall the past." ”

This sentence said that Qing Luo's heart went to it.

Qing Luo didn't know whether to tell Zhao Yuling that she had seen Gu Shaoyang.

Zhao Yuling said: "Ms. Zhang Ailing once said that the so-called love of many women is to be loved. I think it's especially right, I can only feel love when I am loved. ”

"I think Song Yan loves you very much, you love Niuniu so much, take care of his family so much, and he is also very good to you."

"Silly girl, if your husband hasn't touched you for a long time, you will also feel uneasy." Zhao Yuling and Jiang Qingluo are good sisters, and the two often say some things about boudoir women, "They all say that women are as good as wolves in their thirties and as tigers as they are in their thirties, and they are really a little right." ”

Shen Qingzhen laughed: "Can I say that your current complaint is dissatisfaction?" ”

"I guess it's a bit too." The two sisters said in a voice that the two could hear, and Zhao Yuling asked very gossipy, "It's you, have you been moisturized recently?" ”

"What?"

"Pretend, you and Li Daxun!"

"What......" Shen Qingluo was really speechless this time.

"What's the matter, I came back so late in the flower room that night, don't say that nothing happened to the two of you!"

Something happened but, it's not the so-called moisturizing or not moisturizing things, Jiang Qingluo wanted to cry without tears, Zhao Yuling asked quietly: "A big boy like Li Daxun, that job should be good." ”

"Nothing happened to me and Daehu." After saying that, Zhao Yuling looked at her incredulously, she nodded, "It's really not." ”

"Qingluo, even if you are a woman, you have not had a thought about it if you have been alone in the empty room for several years! You're unmarried, you're free, you can do whatever you like, and you're going to live for yourself. ”

Zhao Yuling is a person who has already experienced a failed marriage, and after going through the lowest point in her life, she has taken a look down on many things.

"When I chose to be with Song Yan, I didn't really like him much, I felt that I had to give myself a new start, I had to have someone to rely on for my life, and importantly, I like children very much, and it just so happens that he has a very cute child, and he married him after considering a lot of his own factors."

"After getting married, slowly, you will find the benefits of taking care of each other, at least you have someone to rely on, but you don't have to face all the problems alone, Qingluo, you can really start a new life."

Zhao Yuling said this, why didn't she think about it?

In fact, everyone's thinking is probably different, she is a girl who grew up abroad, and she can see many things, but her feelings are as conservative as an old well.

Since I met Gu Shaoyang at the age of eighteen, I have liked that person.

Maybe it wasn't that they met again later, maybe she could also like another person, but fate arranged for her to meet Gu Shaoyang. It's been ten years, and she has only had one man, Gu Shaoyang, and she doesn't know what she's clinging to.

When she made up her mind and wanted to slowly transfer herself to Li Daxun, Gu Shaoyang appeared again.

In fact, it was not a big deal for him to appear, and they would not cross paths again, but it made her step out of the way hesitate.

"I'm trying."

"If you work hard, you should accept Li Daxun, a boy like him can take care of your mother and son for so many years, it's really commendable. Don't let him be a few years younger than you, but he's more reliable than a lot of people. ”

"Li Daxun is good, but I always seem to feel sorry for him......"

"Okay you!" Zhao Yuling couldn't stand it anymore, "If you really can't get out of your own level." Then you listen to me and sleep with him, and your mind may change. Make up your mind to do it once, and it will be solved later! ”

Shen Qingluo smiled helplessly, looked at Zhao Yuling for a long time and said, "Sister Zhao, actually I ...... yesterday I saw Gu Shaoyang. ”

"Hmm...... Yes?! Who to meet?! ”

"Gu Shaoyang."

"He's looking for you?" Zhao Yuling's face changed greatly, "Could he be here to get back together with you again?" Do you still believe him? ”

"No, he didn't come to me to get back together, he just met by chance, and then he also met Shen Meng."

"What! So what did he say? ”

"He doesn't seem to remember me...... He doesn't recognize me? ”

"Unrecognizable?!" Li Yuling couldn't help but raise the decibels, "Liar ghosts, I can't recognize them!" Could it be that he has amnesia? …… You can't really have amnesia so bloody, right? ”

Jiang Qingluo shook his head and blew his bangs: "I don't know, so I'm thinking about whether to leave here and go elsewhere!" ”

"......" Zhao Yuling sighed when she saw her distressed appearance. If he does come to you, where can you go? If he didn't come looking for you, it didn't matter if you stayed there. ”

"Actually, I'm fine, I'm afraid he'll know about the kid...... I can't live without Shen Meng! ”

"What does that kid have to do with him!" said that he was angry, "You didn't dislike it at the beginning, but now that you are so big, can he still grab it?" ”

The reason can be justified on her side, but when it really happens, Shen Meng will be hurt. She didn't want her child to be in that situation.

Zhao Yuling said: "Why don't you talk to Captain Li about this?" ”

"How do you speak? What I told people before was that Shen Meng's father was gone, and now I told him......"

"It doesn't matter, if he likes you, what difference does it make if Shen Meng's father is there or not? You are not married, and you will not bigamy, but after you marry Li Daxun, Shen Meng's affairs will be even more worry-free. ”

Is that so? Jiang Qingluo suddenly thought that if this could ensure Shen Meng, it would be okay for her to marry Li Daxun. She is willing to do anything for the sake of her children!

Zhao Yuling said: "What about you? Have you let go of Gu Shaoyang in your heart? ”

"......" At the moment when she was about to let go, she was suddenly stopped by this question, and she looked at Zhao Yuling for a long time and she didn't have an answer, "I don't know." Sister Zhao, what about you? Do you still remember that past marriage? ”

"Alas, how is it the first love, after people have a certain age, they will often recall the past, recall the good times at the beginning, laugh when they recall the painful times, and never forget, but I said, I am a person who will not look back, no matter how beautiful it is, it is in the past."

Oh, yes.

Oh, yes......

Shen Qingluo took a deep breath.

Zhao Yuling grabbed her arm: "If you think Li Daxun is not bad, don't look back and think about Gu Shaoyang." If Gu Shaoyang really forgot you, then why should he think of you again since he forgot you? If he is pretending to forget you, then you should leave more resolutely, which is the wisest choice. ”

"This town where you are now is secluded and comfortable, Gu Shaoyang may come here occasionally, but sooner or later, no, he will leave soon, in this case, why don't you treat it as a meeting in Pingshui?"