Chapter Fifty-Six: Suffering from Gains and Losses is the Human Heart
The long, quiet corridors became my favorite place to hang out, and I always like to blow the wind here after dinner.
As the night darkens, the temple, with its many rooms, has no lights of the corresponding scale, and the light is dim.
At that time, I began to play with the emerald in the fish moon that I had obtained before, and now I can control it at will, without any skill at all, just do whatever I want, point and wherever, draw circles in the air, and it also swims with the trajectory of the circle.
It's like playing with a spinning top, except that it doesn't have a rope, maybe it's a heartstring.
I walked slowly, and after turning the corner was a straighter corridor, which seemed to stretch far in the night, and I thought to myself, and when I pointed to it, the green point of light turned into a flying beam of light that ran straight to that side, and always illuminated the way there.
In the light, I saw the corner at the end of the corridor, but suddenly a woman came out, seeing that the emerald was about to bump into the woman, I clenched my fist to stop the emerald's advance, the green light floated in front of the woman, she seemed to have no expression.
But not long after, the woman came to me, and the hem of her navy blue dress was menacing, like a great wave in the dark sea, and then the wave was about to sweep me away.
She came to me, with a palm-sized face, good skin, and a small mouth, but the corners of her eyes were rising, and she looked angry even if she didn't make any expressions.
I knew that I was wrong, so I apologized: "Really, really, really sorry, I thought there was no one here, are you okay?" Did I get you? ”
She didn't speak, stared at me for a long time, and then suddenly her voice like a cannon battle sounded in the air: "The cultivation is so high, but the demeanor is so frivolous, it is simply presumptuous to play around with the green goose that has become a spirit!" The words were completely inconsistent with the style of her little mouth, and I didn't fully understand the content of her words, so I didn't know how to react for a while.
Seeing that I was silent, she yelled at me with even more bad emotions: "Which mountain are you from?" Who is your Master? Why don't you come to see me? ”
"Mountain?" My confusion grew again, and I blinked at her who seemed to be angry in front of me.
"Stunned, you won't follow Bai Qiao, you will make some poison all day long, and there are several stupid and crazy people who follow him to cultivate."
I'm in the black question mark emoji at the moment, indicating that I am confused and don't know where to start.
"That's it, I'm too lazy to entangle with you, and I'll call your master to see me tomorrow. Get out of the way. As he spoke, the terrifying tumbling waves began to recede.
She walked away in the corridor in the night, slowly hearing only the sound of the wind, as if she had never been there, but at the other end of the corridor, the emerald was still hanging in the air, I sighed, waved my hand, and without a sound, the emerald returned to the fish moon hanging around my neck.
"What's this called, the good mood is all gone, inexplicable." I muttered all the way down the winding hallway back to my room.
There is no other way to entertain, I had to be bored to look at the Classic of Mountains and Seas transmitted to me by KERORO, tired and flipped through the diary that I scanned into my phone before Mo Li, and then bored and flipped through the chat history with KERORO, or bored and began to look at the photo album.
It's just that the mood is still very low.
I'm a very worldly person, and I'm a very idealistic person.
The secularization factor comes from my body, which is too close to the fireworks of life, while the idealization factor arises from my fierce desire to escape from the fireworks of the world.
Actually, I don't get along with people.
At the same time, he is too good at getting along with people, wearing a mask. ’
I stopped tapping my two thumbs on the virtual keyboard, my mouth aching a little sore, and I began to feel the panic that seemed to be out of breath again.
I stared at the plausible and obscure passage, in a daze, after coming to this world, the longer the days, the stronger the sense of loneliness, a lot of confusion and confusion, a lot of panic and confusion, a lot of anger and sadness, swallowing all of them, I don't know if I can digest it?
At this time, there was no one to speak, so I remembered the meaningless diary again.
Maybe Mo Li's mood of keeping a diary at that time was similar to this kind of heartless mood, but her telling and recording were more subtle and forbearing, except for some important facts of communication with the people around her, the rest were to record what state a certain spell had cultivated on a certain day and a certain day, and what kind of improvements needed to be made, etc., complete and detailed practice plans and progress records, with a very high degree of self-discipline.
It's the opposite of my style.
Nothing was said all night.
The next day I woke up as usual, it was still this huge temple, or the long corridor that was winding and secluded, I stopped and stopped, and when I got to the outside of the small temple, it seemed to take a lot of time to come out, only to see the day swaying, the small temple was slightly smoky, surrounded by some unknown flowers, it was some strange-looking trees, I looked at it hastily a few times, the sun began to get higher, I began to feel the heat, and I thought about going back to the small temple to enjoy the coolness.
Not long after entering the door, I saw Shu Yong's figure from a distance, and I was about to call him, but before I could make a sound, a navy blue skirt gushed out of the corner, and then a woman appeared in front of me, walking side by side with Shu Yong.
It was the strange woman from last night, but now her little face didn't seem to feel angry, and she hid her physical angry eyes with a very sweet smile. And Shu Yong's appearance also looked different from usual, smiling slightly and gentle.
The two of them looked respectful of each other, and I was roasted by the sun, but I was now stuffy, and my heart seemed to feel hot, irritable and deflated strangely intertwined, I pouted, and turned around angrily to walk outside the small temple.
I kept walking, walking, and it was no longer the planned route for a rest walk around the small temple.
By the time I realized it, I was already in the midst of a lush forest, but the sun was very strong, so that despite the tall and dense trees, it did not feel dim, but in the dappled shadows, I felt much cooler.
As I looked and walked, there seemed to be pine trees on this side, cypress trees on the other side, both growing tall and tall. But there were also shrubs that were shorter than me, which seemed to have barbs on them, which I carefully avoided.
The greenery seemed to shimmer with pink or orange-red, and the air seemed to be filled with a sweet fragrance, and when I walked in that direction, it turned out to be a small fruity peach tree.
The sound of running water gradually sounded in my ears, a cool and pleasant feeling.
As soon as I walked out of the woods, I saw an open, bright and clear sky, and a small stream shimmering below, and I followed the direction in which the stream flowed, and the stream grew wider and wider, and slowly flowed into a gentle river.
The water on the bank of the river is very shallow, the water is just the stones that have just passed the bank, and the stones seem to show a colorful and beautiful color like crystal in the sun, I rubbed my eyes, thinking that I was sunburned, but when I opened my eyes, the stones in the water were still bright and colorful.
When I walked in, I saw that the small stones in the water were genuinely different colors, and they looked even more beautiful in the clear water.
I reached into the water and fished out a light green stone, the water was cold, the stone was also cold, but after the water came out of the water, it seemed to turn blue on my palm, and it looked very beautiful in the sun.
I fished out another piece of pink-orange, and when I got out of the water, it gradually turned a rose red.
I watched and fished all the way on the riverbank, and finally I saw a relatively large normal stone on the riverbank, I blew the ash on it, sat down, and then took off my shoes, and put my big feet into the water, the water was slightly over my feet, and it was very comfortable, and while soaking my feet, I looked at the artistic scenery composed of stones.
The wind was blowing softly, and I yawned.
"Did you have a great time? Do you want to bring some green ducks back? It looks great as a chain! "As I was about to fall asleep, a voice woke me up. I looked around, but I couldn't see anyone.
"Am I here? Oh here! "The voice was very clear, it wasn't a hallucination, but I couldn't see anyone when I looked around.
The sound seemed to be coming from the direction of the water, so frightened that I sat up and ran back without wearing my shoes.
I didn't take a few steps, and the uneven road made me lose my balance and fall forward, thinking that I was going to hit the street, but I ended up falling into the arms of a person.
When I looked up, the man seemed to be shining, of course it was just a feeling for me, but his skin seemed to be coated with a delicate layer of pearlescent powder, and his eyes were bright.
"Oh, Jiejun is also here, I'll swim first without waiting for you today." The voice behind me sounded again, and I looked back in horror, and the water seemed to be gurgling with bubbles.
"Don't scare her, look at her, she looks like the fawn," the man who held me blinked his bright eyes and smiled mischievously.