464 Confession on a rainy night, let's try it (2 more)
In the early hours of the rainy night, the bleak wind swept the bitter rain, blowing all over the body cool.
Shen Shuci walked very carefully all the way, for fear of disturbing the Jiang family, and when he arrived at the door, under the dim street lamp at the intersection, Huo Qinqi was holding a black umbrella, and the whole person was caged under a layer of smoke.
The light was very dim, and under the umbrella, Shen Shuci could only see half of the cigarette butt in the other party's hand and the side face that was not clear.
This was the first time she had seen Huo Qinqi smoking.
When he caught a glimpse of her coming out, he raised his hand to extinguish the cigarette butt, and the whole process was as strong and stiff as he always did.
When he approached, in addition to the smell of rain, even the faint smell of tobacco on his body was clearly audible.
"Why did you come down with such a little dress?" His voice was hoarse, "Get in the car first." ”
The rain is not light, you can't stand outside and talk, Shen Shuci got into the car with him, and he drove over by himself tonight, and there were only the two of them in the entire confined space.
He raised his hand to turn on the warm air, and looked at her with his spare eyes, the door on the side of the co-pilot was ajar, and Shen Shuci was trying to shake off the rain that adhered to the umbrella.
"Close the door." Huo Qinqi frowned.
"There is water ...... on the umbrella"
"You're going to catch a cold."
As for whether the rain would get the car wet, Huo Qinqi naturally didn't care, and then he threw the umbrella behind, and the car was instantly quiet.
Shen Shuci's trouser legs were inevitably stained with rain, she lowered her head to sort out her clothes, and Huo Qinqi had already handed her a thermos bucket.
"Huh?" Shen Shuci looked suspicious, took it from his hand, opened it and looked at it.
Braised Fish ......
Even if you keep warm, it's probably not too hot at this time.
"You came here at night, just to bring me this?" Shen Shuci hugged the thermos bucket, and he couldn't tell what it felt like.
"Don't like this?"
Huo Qinqi is a very careful observer, and she has eaten with Shen Shuci a few times, but it is still difficult to find out what she likes? Not a picky eater, or even a particular liking.
Aside from riding a horse and a cat, she seems to rarely reveal what she likes.
"I love it." Shen Shuci bit his lip.
"What else do you like?" Huo Qinqi has always been direct, and he couldn't observe it, so he naturally asked directly.
I......
Like what?
She couldn't remember what she liked anymore.
Shen Shuci remembered the past in a trance, she used to go to the Liang family, and was adopted for the first time, the Liang family was magnificent, and the welfare home was naturally different, she could have her own room, and even his family had a maid, beautiful clothes, exquisite hairpins, which girl didn't like it......
But when she came to the Shen family, she didn't dare to like it.
The second elder of the Shen family is naturally very good to her, the better she is, the more careful she is!
She is very clear about her identity, she is not the biological daughter of the second elder, all this was "stolen" by her, maybe at that time, she was just a substitute for the second elder after losing his daughter, and she could not be kicked out again.
She could only work hard and try to be as sensible as possible, and she couldn't even let them know that she had been adopted.
Shen Shuci understands better than anyone else......
She has to be more careful and work hard so that she will not be abandoned.
The two elders of the Shen family, including the Tang family, are very good to her, most of the clothes she wears in the welfare home are donations, there are new and old, but there are very few that fit, she is younger than Tang Yun, a year shorter, but at that time she was a whole head shorter, and she can wear her old clothes, but as soon as she went to the Shen family, the old lady bought her a lot of new clothes.
Tang Yun has it, she has it.
She knew that all this was "stolen", if Tang Yun's mother hadn't left, how could she have her turn.
In the first year of entering the Shen family, she lived carefully every day, walking on thin ice......
She still vividly remembers that when she came home from school that day, the old lady was packing up in her room!
She was completely devastated......
"Shuzi, look at this room, what do you like? I'll put it all on for you. ”
Standing still, she didn't dare to speak, let alone ask more.
Until the old lady turned around and asked her, "Have you ever been on a plane?" Will I get airsickness? Our family is going abroad, I want to go to the doctor, and I may settle outside in the future, and it will be difficult for you and Wan Wan to meet. ”
"I ...... I'm going too? ”
"You're my daughter, if you don't go with me, where do you want to go!" The old lady smiled, "Didn't I take you to go abroad to apply for a certificate a few days ago, I told you that I was going abroad, don't you remember?" ”
After going abroad, the old lady went to the hospital and stayed in the hospital for a long time, and the old man Shen probably couldn't take care of her......
Shen Shuci didn't dare to trouble them, so he could only be more sensible.
But the old lady touched her face after being discharged from the hospital:
"Suffer this child, and suffer like this with us."
When Tang Yun went abroad to visit them first, it was not easy for the old couple to take care of Shen Shuci, and they were thinking about whether to take her back to China and let the Tang family take care of her for a while.
"Shuzi, do you want to go back to live with your brother-in-law?" The old lady asked her.
Shen Shuci bit her lip, she was very afraid, afraid that if she was sent back, she would return to the welfare home, but she didn't dare to cause trouble to the second elder of the Shen family, so she only said in the end: "I listen to your arrangement." ”
Old Mrs. Shen sighed, just touched her head, "You just want to leave, I can't bear you anymore, if I don't see you for a day, I miss you, where can I let you go back to China." ”
She felt that the Shen family could provide her with three meals a day and a place to shelter from the wind and rain, which was already a gift, where could she dare to talk about what she liked......
……
Shen Shuci held the thermos bucket in his hand, suddenly laughed lowly, and choked his throat: "I like this thing, for me, it's too extravagant, in the welfare home, everything was arranged uniformly, and it doesn't matter what you like." ”
"Loved it...... That's all things that people who have choices are worthy of talking! ”
"What do I like, you ask?" She looked down and smiled, "Since childhood...... I'm the one who was chosen, and I don't care what I like......"
"I care." Huo Qinqi looked at her seriously.
Shen Shuci turned his head to look at him and smiled to himself, "I'm a flawed person." ”
"I'm not a normal person either."
"We're not ...... the same"
"Everyone in this world is different."
Shen Shuci just smiled, this tone of speech was his style, as soon as she lowered her head, she saw him approaching.
There was a damp smell of rain on his body, mixed with light tobacco, which rushed into Shen Shuzi's nose, secretly stimulating her nerves.
"You like me!"
In an affirmative tone, he leaned closer, and the breath he exhaled was gentle, but hot and a little scorching.
"Well, I like you." Shen Shuci just looked at him fixedly.
Her intentions are always clear, but she is not sure how far she and Huo Qinqi can go, and the relationship she has established with the second elder of the Shen family or the Tang family is all accumulated over time.
She seems to be very decisive, that is because she has cut off her feelings, since she is ruthless and loveless, she is naturally resolute and resolute in dealing with the world, if she really wants to accept a person completely, it is not an easy task for her.
Huo Qinqi acted very strongly, and before she could react, he had already squeezed into her heart......
Panicked, at a loss.
She didn't even know whether to tell the second elder of the Shen family or Tang Yun about it, she had caused them too much trouble recently, and she had habitually handled everything by herself.
Huo Qinqi heard her words, and his heart felt as if he had been ironed by something.
Instantly feel warm.
"But Huo Qinqi, I ......"
"Don't talk yet."
Shen Shuci turned his head to look at him, not knowing what he was trying to do to stop himself, but before he could react, one shoulder was pressed down, and he leaned over and pressed against her lips.
His breath was very heavy, and the hot breath came out and fell on her ears, blowing half of her body a little soft.
"I've put up with it for a long time......"
The voices were hoarse, and the closed compartment was surprisingly quiet, as if they could hear each other's heartbeats.
Especially Shen Shuzi, she felt that her heartbeat was out of order, and even her breathing was heavy, she stayed, without any movement, feeling his approach.
The burning lips brushed past her eyebrows and eyes, fleeting, but they made her numb and trembling all over.
That bit of warmth, as if with electricity, all the way to the bottom of my heart.
The rain seemed to be getting heavier outside, and her body was blown through by the cool breeze, and his fingertips were hot, pressing on her shoulders, and slowly holding the back of her neck.
"Kiss again, huh?"
His voice was hoarse and low, a little hoarse, as if he was enduring something, and he was breathing heavily.
Shen Shuci didn't have time to speak, the hand holding the back of her neck, with a slight force, the two of them pulled closer.
Huo Qinqi lowered his head and came up again, this time it was not a superficial taste, but even a little intense......
Her heart trembled, and her hands could only hold the thermos bucket tightly.
His fingers rubbed against the side of her face, and the crocouses on the tips of his fingers rubbed back and forth, little by little, eroding everything she had.
Huo Qinqi knew what she was thinking, probably as if some of them raised a gun to kill someone for the first time, and some of them would really leave psychological trauma.
He is not a very expressive person, and even his speech is not as fancy as Jiang Jinshang, he seems to be able to prove his feelings only with actions.
……
By the time the kiss was over, Shen Shuci's breathing was completely unsmooth, his forehead was against it, and his voice was lower.
"Since you like me, then we'll be together."
"I want to be the first person you fall in love with......"
"Let's try, huh?"
Shen Shuci pursed his lips tightly, and after a long time, he said, "The fish is cold." ”
"Then you eat first."
In the middle of the night, Shen Shuci really didn't have much appetite, so he took two mouthfuls of fish and meat at random, Huo Qinqi sent her out of the car, and the two of them shared an umbrella, "Let's go in." ”
Huo Qinqi knew that she had left a shadow in her heart when she was a child, and she was afraid that it was not easy to accept a person, but she could tell him bluntly that she liked herself, and he was not in a hurry, so take your time......
"Then I'll go in first." Shen Shuci said.
"Hmm."
Huo Qinqi watched her open the umbrella, carrying the thermos bucket, and slowly stepped into the rain, until she turned a corner, and the whole person disappeared into the gate of the Jiang family......
When he turned around, Shen Shuci was already holding an umbrella, she walked quickly, the rain was fluttering, standing in front of him, still panting.
"There's still something ......"
Before he finished his words, Shen Shuci suddenly came over and pecked him on tiptoe.
The two umbrellas squeezed, and the rain rushed in instantly......
Her lips, soft ...... But it's cold.
It's just that the breath exhaled falls on his face, but it is so hot that people's hearts are hot.
"I'm leaving."
When she didn't give him any reaction, she held the umbrella and walked away quickly, but it smelled of running away.
Huo Qinqi stood beside the car, his fingers loosened, he even forgot to hold the umbrella, and the rain was drenched and poured on his heart, but it was hot.
After a long time, he suddenly let out a low laugh, touched the corner of his lips, and drove back to Hexi.
……
Early the next morning, when the Huo family got up, Huo Qinqi was already exercising in the morning.
Huo Zheng got up relatively early, knowing that someone had been in the kitchen for a long time in the middle of the night last night, and then looked at the car parked in the yard, the ruts were still grinding grass seeds and soil, and when he left, the sky was slightly bright, he just didn't expect that after staying up all night, not going to sleep, he actually got up for morning exercises.
"Dad, morning."
"Hmm." Huo Zheng looked at him.
He was at the base before, thinking about returning to Beijing as soon as possible, but he hadn't rested well for a few days, and he didn't sleep last night, so it was inevitable that there were some haggard dark circles under his eyes, but the whole person was full of energy......
Huo Zheng stretched his legs and frowned slightly.
He still smiled at himself?
What is this kid laughing at?
Huo Zheng felt weird and anxious, and hurriedly ran back to tell his wife about his son's abnormality......
What did this kid do last night, beating chicken blood? So motivated?
------Off topic------
In fact, it is difficult for people who have psychological trauma when they are children to accept a person, just like Ruan Mengxi can directly tell Tang Yun who she likes, but this kind of thing, the little aunt will definitely not be able to do it.
Recently, many people feel that I haven't handled the relationship between my aunt and Huo Huo well, and I can only handle this paragraph according to my own thoughts and understanding, which may not satisfy everyone......