Chapter 307: I want to get rid of the child
Xi Guanqing can't get used to that child, especially now that Liu Chengcheng has suffered a lot because of this child. He is a man who is good at whitewashing himself, and after selectively ignoring his jealousy of the Heavenly One, he whitewashes himself as a fairy-tale prince.
He felt that he was just here to save Liu Chengcheng's bitter sea, Zhu Tianyi and his child were evil dragons, and Liu Chengcheng had to abandon if he wanted to live a good life.
As early as when he accompanied Liu Chengcheng for a prenatal checkup, Xi Guanqing mistakenly continued this misunderstanding when Liu Chengcheng's attending doctor mistook him for the child's father. He often took the opportunity to inquire about Liu Chengcheng's health status to inquire about some medicines, which he said was to protect Liu Chengcheng, but he quietly wrote down the names of the drugs that Liu Chengcheng could not touch.
In the end, he still couldn't cheekily say to Liu Chengcheng what the child shouldn't want, Xi Guanqing asked someone to get some drugs used in the hospital during the abortion, and prepared to quietly mix them into her diet, so that she could get rid of the child unconsciously.
Now, Liu Chengcheng can be said to trust Xi Guanqing wholeheartedly, and he will never suspect him no matter what happens. Moreover, the threatened miscarriage was written in black and white on the medical record by the doctor, even if Xi Guanqing really showed something, he could logically push the cause of the miscarriage to that point at that time.
Everything is ready, only the east wind is owed. Xi Guanqing still didn't want to hurt Liu Chengcheng in the end, so she deliberately picked a time when her body was getting better, and put the medicine into the milk that was just hot.
In order to prevent the taste of the medicinal powder from being noticed by Liu Chengcheng, Xi Guanqing deliberately added two more spoonfuls of sugar to it. After the milk was stirred evenly, it emitted a sweet and greasy heat, lying quietly in the glass, occasionally with a few hints of Xi Guanqing's steps, making it impossible to associate it with poison in the slightest.
When the door was knocked, Liu Chengcheng was sitting on the bed sorting out the things she had bought during the day, and it was not convenient for her to get up in her heart, so she said, "Guan Qing, the door is not closed, you just come in." ”
When Xi Guanqing heard her voice, he felt a little weak, and answered in a low voice before pushing the door in. He put the tray with milk in his hand on the low cabinet next to Liu Chengcheng's bed, and said, "The doctor said that you still need to supplement nutrition, so I will give you hot milk and drink it while it is hot." ”
Liu Chengcheng glanced at it, although she didn't want to waste Xi Guanqing's kindness, but her stomach suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, so that she had no appetite at all.
Liu Chengcheng is more anxious than anyone else about supplementing nutrition, and since the doctor repeatedly told her that malnutrition may have a bad effect on the child, she has been forcing herself to eat all kinds of nutritious food. Even when morning sickness was at its worst, she insisted on rinsing her mouth after vomiting and continuing to eat.
But today I don't know how to do it, Liu Chengcheng really has no appetite at all, she saw the slightest heat on the milk, so the mouth was too hot, and said that she would drink it later.
Xi Guanqing couldn't rest assured if he didn't watch Liu Chengcheng drink it with his own eyes, and he didn't dare to stare at her too blatantly, so he had to make excuses to chat with Liu Chengcheng, he saw that the little things that Liu Chengcheng was fiddling with were quite cute, and said: "Cheng Cheng, what are these things you bought today." ”
A happy smile spread on her cheeks, Liu Chengcheng gently stroked her bulging lower abdomen with one hand, and continued to fiddle with those small things with the other, she explained to Xi Guanqing: "Of course it's for children, no one here can teach me how to be a mother, so I have to learn by myself." ”
The smirk on the corner of his lips froze instantly, and Xi Guanqing said again: "The child hasn't been born yet." ”
"That's why we have to prepare early, otherwise when he is born, it will be too late." Liu Chengcheng was very disapproving, her motherhood is now completely exploding, and her words are full of love for the child: "I hope that this child will lack nothing after he comes, and he will be happy for the rest of his life."
fell into a long silence, Xi Guanqing forgot to even disguise, he stood for a while, and he didn't know what to do when the heavens and men were fighting in his heart. He really doesn't like that child, but he is even more afraid that Liu Chengcheng will be sad, and now Liu Chengcheng has taken this child as a belief, if something happens to the child, he is afraid that she will not live.
In the end, Liu Chengcheng's care outweighed his selfish desires, Xi Guanqing said: "Look at you, the milk is cold and I haven't drunk it, I'll take it and heat it up again." ”
Liu Chengcheng didn't want to drink milk, so naturally he wouldn't stop him. He didn't say anything more, just left with the glass of milk, and only returned a long time later with a new glass of milk.
The long-planned action was wasted, and Xi Guanqing did not regret it in the next few days, but the opportunity had been missed, and regret was useless.
However, although Xi Guanqing gave up the idea of getting rid of this child, he did not plan to give up Liu Chengcheng, he was silent at home for a few days, and finally thought of the best plan to solve the matter. If he just wanted to get rid of the children of the Heavenly One, there was no need to take risks.
The heavens are far away on the other side of the ocean, and they don't know the news that Liu Chengcheng is still alive, so I am afraid that I will not have the opportunity to meet this child in this life. If he can take care of and raise this child with Liu Chengcheng, then this child will naturally recognize him as his father when he grows up.
Soon after, Xi Guanqing chose a sunny afternoon to accompany Liu Chengcheng to go shopping, he carefully protected Liu Chengcheng in a crowded place, and helped Liu Chengcheng carry all the shopping bags, as if he was a good husband now and a good father in the future.
Although Liu Chengcheng wanted to buy all the possible items for the child before he was born, due to physical reasons, he had to take a break after walking for a while.
Xi Guanqing sat in the dining room with her to rest, and looked at the children who were laughing and said, intentionally or unintentionally, "Cheng Cheng, when I look at these children, I think of your children." In a few years, when he is as old as these children, he should be so lively. ”
"yes." Liu Chengcheng now looks at any child and thinks it is cute, and his words are full of joy.
Xi Guanqing saw that the atmosphere was almost over, and said: "If I can, I hope to play the role of a father in front of your children in the future, so that he doesn't feel that he lacks something compared to other children." ”
I couldn't help but chuckle in my heart, Liu Chengcheng saw that the laughing children had their parents by their side, and thought that the child in his womb was destined to be born without a father by his side, and his heart was also a little sour. But she was still a little hesitant to let Xi Guanqing play the child.
In Liu Chengcheng's heart, Xi Guanqing is her best friend now, and this suggestion is also to let her children have a complete family and a healthy childhood.
But Xi Guanqing is such a good person, young and promising, with a good demeanor. Such a man will naturally meet a good girl in the future and form a happy family of his own. Liu Chengcheng doesn't want to become a stumbling block on Xi Guanqing's life road because of herself, she sincerely hopes that Xi Guanqing can live well.
Seeing that Liu Chengcheng was a little hesitant, Xi Guanqing did not persuade her again, after all, this was what he expected.
After getting along for such a long time, Xi Guanqing already knows Liu Chengcheng's personality well, he didn't plan to talk about Liu Chengcheng at one time, but planned to let Liu Chengcheng go from getting used to himself to accepting himself.
They had been out for a long time, and when they came out of the mall, it was the rush hour of traffic congestion, the road was full of traffic, and the big tin boxes were not moving as fast as the unfortunate passers-by on the side of the road.
Seeing this, Xi Guanqing excused himself that there was a small road nearby that could bypass here and go home, and drove the car in another direction when he left the mall. Liu Chengcheng's mood was still a little low, and she didn't express any opinion on the change of route, she just quietly looked at the scenery outside the car window.
The drive back to their current home from this path is several blocks away, and although the scenery along the road is quite good, after bypassing the avenue, there are many more unjust roads to drive, which is not an option for those who are familiar with the nearby roads.
In the final analysis, Xi Guanqing's purpose in choosing this road was not to avoid congestion at all, it was just his excuse. He just wanted Liu Chengcheng to see the neighborhood kindergarten on this road with his own eyes, because he could just see the scene of the kindergarten leaving school when he drove past the roadside at this time.
The car slowed down as it approached the kindergarten, and Xi Guanqing said: "It's too bad, catch them out of school, and it's going to be stuck again." ”
"It's okay." Liu Chengcheng said, but his eyes did not leave the children who came out of the kindergarten at all.
The children were all smiling brightly, and they threw themselves into the arms of their parents waiting for them at the entrance of the kindergarten like flowers. They looked so happy, which deeply pierced Liu Chengcheng's heart.
There is no mother who does not want her children to grow up strongly, especially a mother like Liu Chengcheng who regards her children as a believer. She does not allow anything that could hurt her children, and she can't tolerate the possibility that her children may become the most lonely of the group of children in the future.
After a few days of hesitation, Liu Chengcheng finally said to Xi Guanqing: "I've thought about it." Guan Qing, thank you for making such a big sacrifice for your child. When he grows up, I will definitely let him remember you. Of course, if you regret it later, you can always tell me and I will explain it to the child. ”
Xi Guanqing, who got his wish, naturally agreed, he said: "Cheng Cheng, I will not regret what I promised." If you're not at ease, we might as well just get married. ”
This was a further temptation by Xi Guanqing, but he didn't think that Liu Chengcheng rejected it categorically, and he was suddenly a little unhappy in his heart, although he didn't show it, he still didn't escape Liu Chengcheng's eyes.
Thinking that Xi Guanqing was annoyed because he was refuted by face, Liu Chengcheng chuckled and said, "Guanqing, I don't want you to wronged yourself because of a momentary impulse. ”