Qin Yan's office is not small, but there are not many furnishings and furniture, and the most conspicuous bookcase is behind his desk.

This kind of design is consulted with the interior designer, and its main purpose is to create a sense of openness, but when a customer visits, it plays a role in oppression, so that Qin Yan can psychologically have the upper hand at the beginning.

But at this moment, Qin Yan sat on a comfortable chair, looking at Cheng Cheng in front of him, feeling extremely small.

If he could, he really wanted to turn into an ant and run away along the crack in the wall, or grow wings and fly away, so that he would never have to face Cheng Cheng's disappointed face again.

At this point, there is no need to say anything more, Cheng Cheng will guess the truth sooner or later, and if he wants to cover it up, it will only increase her anger, make her gradually resentful and dissatisfied with him, and then put each other in the situation she once tried so hard to get rid of.

In the end, it has been a lover and a husband and wife for many years, Cheng Cheng saw that Qin Yan's gaze became dodgy under his gaze, so he had no choice but to sneer.

There were already tears flashing in her eyes, and her carefully dressed makeup was about to be washed away by tears, and her voice was also choked unconsciously: "Heh, that's really the case, Qin Yan, you are hiding something from me at all." ”

Having completely calmed down, Qin Yan didn't want to do anything now: "I'm sorry, but I really have to do it for your good." ”

"You promised me before, right? Whatever the reason, you won't lie to me again. Cheng Cheng raised her head, trying not to let the tears fall, she finally understood a truth she had heard before, although she once felt that it was a crooked reason.

An unknown person once said that makeup is a woman's best weapon to make her strong.

At that time, Cheng Cheng didn't know the meaning of these words, but now she understands that a woman with makeup can't cry easily, because it will make her makeup look ugly. For this, she had to hold back tears to make herself at least look strong.

A pair of beautifully shaped eyes with moisture gradually diffuse, Cheng Cheng bit his lower lip tightly, so hard that his red lips turned white, and his teeth sank into the flesh, almost biting blood.

Qin Yan couldn't see Cheng Cheng being wronged, he immediately softened his heart, and comforted: "I'm sorry, but I didn't mean that, my original intention was not to deceive you, but to hope that there would be a suitable time for me to tell you the truth of the matter." ”

When he heard these words in Cheng Cheng's ears, it was no different from quibbling and wanting to cover up.

The words were not as strong as the look on his face, and Cheng Cheng's voice was very aggrieved: "Since you are always so self-righteous, then it is better for us to divorce." ”

This is not the first time she has separated from Qin Yanti, as if they are not husband and wife, but are still in love.

Qin Yan was actually a little scared and annoyed, in his opinion, they were already a couple with too many interests involved, if they were angry and separated, they would only lose both, and it might hurt the children, not to mention, he didn't want to be separated from Cheng Cheng.

"This kind of thing can't be used to gamble, I don't agree." Qin Yan rejected this possibility, he was very handsome, why did he only look melancholy when he was distressed by things, and he didn't have the slightest sense of despair, this was what made Cheng Cheng very excited.

Sure enough, at this moment, Cheng Cheng looked at Qin Yan, and his heart was shaken again, after all, it was just angry words just now.

Taking this opportunity to hold Cheng Cheng's weak and boneless hand, Qin Yan kissed her very familiarly, and they kissed deeply in the office, looking at the clouds and the sun outside through the floor-to-ceiling window.

As a result, his mood eased a lot, and Cheng Cheng turned around to wipe his tears and makeup, although he was still a little angry, but more angry.

"Why don't I leave work early, let's go home and have a good talk." Qin Yan's way of solving problems is always to go to extremes, either to hide it to the end, or to break the can all at once, almost never considering the intermediate links.

In this case, it is only natural that the result of the treatment is not so good.

After making a pot of tea and talking on the balcony for a while, both of them expressed their thoughts straight to the point, wanting to take this opportunity to solve all the recent misunderstandings.

But Cheng Cheng is not so easy to fool, the focus of her heart has changed, and now she obviously cares more about the previous physical examination.

"You have to remember that everything has me, many things do not need to be carried by yourself, we are husband and wife, and the responsibility must be borne together." This was not a good thing to say, but Qin Yan then turned over the physical examination report that Cheng Cheng didn't care much about.

Looking at it seriously, Cheng Cheng's tears wet the paper, she thought to herself, she would not have touched up her makeup if she knew this, not to mention wasting cosmetics in vain, and crying was even more ugly, it was simply worth the loss, and she would shoot herself in the foot.

Heartache was like a wrench, Qin Yan hugged Cheng Cheng and explained: "I have already asked the doctor, this is not a big deal." ”

"So what's the big problem, the question of life?" Cheng Cheng's mood is not good for the naked eye, in this case, she is scolding anyone, even if Nian Cheng dares to come over and talk more.

Originally, she didn't have a strong desire to have another child, and felt that it was just icing on the cake.

But after suddenly learning that she might be permanently deprived of this power, Cheng Cheng's mind changed, she is the kind of person who is born against the bones, and she likes to do impossible things the most, so she suddenly felt that the sky was about to fall.

In Qin Yan's opinion, such an idea is actually unreasonable, so he feels that there is no need to mention this matter again, with Nian Cheng and a child, his life is already very fulfilling, and there is no need for another one to share Cheng Cheng's love and care with him.

However, Cheng Cheng insisted on discussing the matter in depth, but her attitude took a 180-degree turn.

"I feel the need to do another special medical check-up, at least we have to figure out why I can't get pregnant anymore, and only then can we find a solution."

She actually has some idea of her physical condition, knowing that it was because she was overly sad after the last miscarriage, and she didn't take care of it, so she made the situation worse, so that she came to this point. But because of this, she is even more desperate to solve this legacy.

In Cheng Cheng's opinion, the best way to eliminate a file is not to delete it but to create a new one to overwrite it, so if you really want to eradicate the shadow left by the events of that time between her and Qin Yan, the best way is to solve all problems.

somewhat remorseful and empty-hearted, Qin Yan knew that this incident was inseparable from what he did at the time.

The black tea in front of them was already cold, and the two no longer used drinking tea as an excuse to avoid talking about the problem, but talked about the physical examination for a long time.

At the end, Cheng Cheng said with a sad expression: "I remember that you said that you wanted to have both children and daughters, in fact, I used to look forward to it. ”

Qin Yan's wish and Cheng Cheng's wish actually coincide, but now that that wish has become a dream, Cheng Cheng feels that being unable to have children will only affect Qin Yan's life.

It was not difficult to hear the meaning of her words, Qin Yan held her hand and patted it lightly on the back of his hand as if soothingly: "Little fool, it's just looking forward to it, I used to think like that, it's purely because I haven't been deeply involved in the world, and I was deceived by those who promote how cute the child is, if I do it again, I will definitely choose Dink." ”

"What's the matter, don't you think Nian Cheng is not well-behaved and cute?" Cheng Cheng's ability to grasp the key points is always surprisingly crooked, "I don't allow you to say that Cheng is not good, this kid is completely like you, disliking him is not disliking yourself." ”

Crying and laughing, Qin Yan saw that Cheng Cheng was distracted by his words, and his mood was also clear, and he didn't explain anything.

"Okay, good, the shortcomings are like me, and the advantages are like you." As he spoke, he stood up and walked behind Cheng Cheng, "As your strongest backing, I support your point of view." ”

"Nasty!" Cheng Cheng wiped away her tears, and suddenly smiled brightly, she seemed to be happy in her suffering, but in fact she didn't see it so much, it was just a mask she wore to keep Qin Yan from worrying.

In fact, Qin Yan didn't take Cheng Cheng to heart whether he could have children, he did want to have a big family, but there was still a long way to go before he became an obsession, but he was in a state of Buddhism where there was something and there was nothing, after all, he already had Cheng Cheng, the best wife in the world, and he couldn't be too greedy.

In the next few days, he has been cautious about his words and feelings, for fear that he will inadvertently stimulate Cheng Cheng, so he even instructed Cheng Cheng, and only relieved when he saw the child nodding his head with a bun face in confusion.

But even in such a vacuum-like care, Cheng Cheng still felt pain and became increasingly vulnerable.

Qin Yan didn't know that it was his excessive protection that exacerbated Cheng Cheng's suspicion and sadness, she already felt very sorry for him, and after being cared for by him in every way, she felt even more indebted.

That afternoon, the conversation accompanied by the aroma of black tea seemed to be just a passing moment, and they tacitly forgot about it, and then each began to do some useless efforts in a way that forced himself under the pretext of being good to each other.

In this case, physical closeness becomes more frequent because they are no longer cared for, but in contrast to communication, they feel each other with movements, and then fall asleep. Thinking that this would bring them closer, they even used this as an excuse to ignore the language, making it clear that it was the easiest way to communicate.

Finally one day, Qin Yan felt that he needed to open the skylight and say something, and he offered to go to the hospital with Cheng Cheng to solve the problem, instead of blindly avoiding it.