Chapter 230: Suffering

Kazeji seems to be caught up in the memory.

He seemed to have returned to the time when he first entered the palace. Like he said, no one bullied him, and everyone wouldn't beat him and scold him because he was new and joined out of nowhere.

In fact, if someone beats him and scolds him, maybe it will be better.

The feeling that he is clearly crowded into the crowd, but still seems to be the only one in the world, is actually more sad than being beaten and scolded.

Sometimes he doesn't even know if he's alive or dead.

Later, they slowly became familiar with the wind and the wind, and they told him. Those of them who serve as guards, each of them has a painful past. When they first arrived, they were afraid that they would accidentally do something or say something that would cause a person to be sad, so most of them didn't take the initiative to talk. It's not that they reject him, it's that initially, he didn't want to blend in with Fengyi and them at all.

After being a lone ranger for a while, Fengji knew that he couldn't continue like this anymore.

Being able to enter the palace is already his creation, and he has to be worthy of His Highness's kindness to him. He worked hard to learn kung fu and strive to be a qualified guard. After the prince was sent to the fief, he did not hesitate to roll up the rolls.

After arriving in Taiping County, his big name was Fenger.

After a long time, he even forgot his previous name. In fact, his hometown is in Taiping County, His Highness may or may not know these things, Feng Er does not know whether the origin of these guards will be investigated. Anyway, His Highness never asked him.

Before leaving, he was assigned to protect Xiao Ying.

Feng Er was actually a little resistant, but later found out that His Royal Highness was sick and almost stayed at home after entering the post station, but it was Xiao Ying who ran all day.

Only then did Feng Er understand that following Xiao Ying's side, there were more opportunities to go out, more ......

"At that time, I was wrong, not because the palace guards were xenophobic, but because I didn't feel like I was still alive at all. I felt as if I had died on the side of the road with my loved ones, and my bones had rotted into scum. I am grateful to His Royal Highness, and I am grateful to His Highness for giving me the opportunity to be reborn, so that I can meet Fengyi and them, and I live like a person. ”

Feng Er's voice was heavy.

Xiao Ying's heart condensed slightly. Since I met the brothers of the Feng family, Ji Er is the most lively one.

It seems that he has no heart, and only thinks of being a good guard.

Who knew that under the face of such a joke, there was such a heavy thing. Xiao Ying had a feeling that if Feng Er was about to exit, she would definitely be surprised.

"My family's surname is Li, my family was originally from Wenxi, my father did some small business to make ends meet, and my mother taught her husband and children at home, which can be regarded as a solid family. But...... The Qin family. At that time, Master Qin seemed to be kind, but in fact, he was dark-hearted. Their Qin family wanted to expand the shop, so despite my father's refusal, they robbed my shop. My father scattered all his wealth, but there was no way to file a complaint. My mother was pregnant at the time, and my youngest sister died in a fit of rage, and my mother became ......very ill as a result."

Speaking of the Qin family, Feng Er's voice was gloomy.

"The Qin family was big and powerful at that time, and if he wanted to suppress my Li family, it would be easy. Afterward...... Everyone my father knew, relatives, friends, paid no attention to my father.

In the end, the family did not have enough food, and my father wanted to sell coolies to earn a few copper plates, but no one dared to use them.

But the Qin family ......

Miss Qin came to Ruan's house to play once, and she had to follow a team of carriages. There are dozens of mothers-in-law and girls around him......

My father once knelt in front of Miss Qin's car, begging Miss Qin for mercy, begging her father, begging them to open up the net, so as to leave a way for our Li family to live. But Miss Qin just lifted the curtain and looked at my father.

Then he departed silently.

Eventually, our family fled Wenxi, only to encounter bandits on the official road......

Girl, that's the official way. The official road is full of traffic all day long.

The bandits of that county robbed my father. My father was impermanent, and they didn't follow him, and they wanted to take my mother away, and my father couldn't force himself to do anything with them.

Ultimately...... My father was seriously injured and passed away within a few days. My mother, who was already sick, followed me after burying my father for ten days......

Leaving me and a younger brother behind.

My younger brother is young, so I can only take him to beg. We had nowhere to go, and we didn't dare to go back to Wenxi, so we had to follow the official road.

If you have money, the money for a meal can keep us from going hungry for three months. But they would rather throw the money into the water than give it to our brothers. It's that I don't have the ability to support my brother. After I buried my brother, I thought that it was not interesting for me to live, so I lay down by the grave with him. I don't know how many days later, His Highness passed by, found that I still had a breath, and saved me.

Qin family, Ruan family...... And those who turn a blind eye.

They ended up killing my parents and brother.

Fortunately, God has eyes, and the Qin family was wiped out ten years ago. If the Qin family is still there, I will definitely avenge my parents and brothers. I will definitely cut off Master Qin's head with my own hands. ”

"So, the Qin family is your enemy."

"Yes, the enemy who can't wait to eat flesh and bones." Finally said it, Feng Er was calm.

At worst, that's it. If Xiao Ying dislikes him, he will ask to leave. He didn't want to find any enemies for the Qin family to destroy the family.

As for the Nguyen family......

and the Qin family are the same as the raccoon dog. At that time, Miss Qin ignored his father who knelt on the ground and begged for mercy, so she was in a hurry to meet Ruan Yiming.

Feng Er also knows that he is angry, but if he is not angry, how to calm the hatred in his heart. He hated himself for being young, hated that he was powerless at the time, and that he could not avenge his parents.

Therefore, the real murderer who killed the Qin family, for Feng Er, is not only not a bad person, but a benefactor, and it is he who helped him avenge the destruction of the door, the same revenge of the destruction of the door.

Heaven is reasonable, and retribution is unpleasant.

That's why he will reveal this in front of Xie Nian today. Presumably, when I go to the post station tomorrow to ask for a pulse, Childe will definitely ask. Xie Nian's temperament will definitely tell you the truth.

Feng Er didn't want to sue for this himself.

He also wants to stay by Xiao Ying's side, wants to follow Xiao Ying, and wants to watch Xiao Ying solve the case and arrest the real murderer.

But...... The real culprit that Xiao Ying is looking for now is his benefactor, Feng Er is at war in his heart, and in the end, he didn't really do anything to hinder Xiao Ying, but secretly made some careful thoughts.

Feng Er concluded that Mrs. Ruan's dirty thoughts, Xiao Ying would definitely not tell her son-in-law.

That's why I came up with such a roundabout approach.

He didn't want the Ruan family to have a good time.

The truth of the matter turned out to be ...... Xiao Ying was a little surprised, but she felt that it was reasonable. If a person is really like the outside world, he is a person who accumulates virtue and does good deeds.

Such a person will not be killed if he is careless.

Even if someone wants to harm him, he must weigh whether he has the ability to bear everything.

Because, he will become the public enemy of the whole town.

Compared with the long-ago Qin family, Xiao Ying naturally chose to believe Feng Er's words.