The owl cooed, and the familiar door was close at hand, and the day was finally unharmed.

Sister Liu stood in the room with a wine bottle and chatted with me, she went to play with the children again today, and couldn't wait to share the toys the children gave her with me.

I'm glad that Sister Liu has changed, and she has finally taken the first step forward.

Sister Liu smiled: "Although many children and their parents still hate me, they can't stop the children from liking me!" ”

Her smile was so pure, innocent and beautiful.

Inadvertently, Sister Liu talked about seeing some strange men appear at her aunt's door, she said unintentionally, I listened intentionally, and vaguely felt a little uneasy, what kind of man would appear at my aunt's door, what was their purpose, and what was the reason for my aunt to open the door......

The night was very clean, Sister Liu's happy mood was undiminished, I drank with her until midnight, it was rare for Sister Liu to have such a good mood for the first time. Chatting all night, there was not a trace of sadness between the lines of her words. We smiled and went back to the room to rest, it was almost three o'clock, and I waited for Sister Liu's snoring to sound, and my mood gradually became calmer. Still not sleepy, I sat down in front of the bed and silently lit a cigarette.

"Isn't it okay if I don't sleep now?"

The thought could never be left behind after it burst into my brain. Looking back on these days, I haven't slept much at all, and the hangover feels like I'm just resting, and my daily state seems to be the same as yesterday, and I haven't become tired or refreshed with the arrival of a new day.

This is not a good thing, and it is not necessarily a bad thing. But if a person doesn't sleep, is he still a person?

Looking at the time displayed on the mobile phone at exactly three o'clock, I don't actually feel much in my heart now, I used to always think that this was a vicious time, if I was still awake before three o'clock, I would be restless and inexplicably anxious. But now that so many strange things have happened, three o'clock seems to be worth mentioning at all, in fact, it's just time, maybe I've always taken it too seriously, so that three o'clock in the middle of the night has become my heart disease.

Thinking about this, I feel relieved, I want to drink to celebrate, but this is my own room, and there are no extra bottles. Licking his lips and closing his eyes, if I really don't need to sleep, how do I plan for all this extra time?

When I opened my eyes, I looked out the window, why was it black again, there was a change just now by Liu Gang's tomb, why not now? I lamented with some regret: "If I could see clearly in the dark, wouldn't I be able to do something unexpected?" ”

The marks between my fingers have long disappeared with the ring, I gently rubbed my swollen eyes with my hands, tears slipped through the corners of my eyes, even the tears were black, hurriedly wiped them away with paper, looked up at the window, I smiled happily.

I can see the crickets in the grass, the birds resting between the branches, and even the mice hiding in the corner, and my eyesight has never been so good. The night had become day again for my eyes, and it was even clearer and more accurate.

There was some movement on the soles of my feet, and I trampled the rat to death. The poor little creature may have come out to forage for food on the first day of the night, and my petite body was completely flattened by me, and I threw the mouse on the windowsill, and the cat thanked me for preparing a fresh supper for it. I suddenly had a bold idea, and before dawn I put on my clothes and rushed to the roof.

The wide field of vision did not limit my gaze, as in the daytime, the village was in full view, and the streets of houses were shining brightly in my eyes. The fish in the pond are motionless, the rats flying through the street, the cats secretly dating, the long snakes leaping in the weeds, this new scene is a novelty that I have never seen before.

I suddenly felt a little excited, isn't this just an opportunity? Eye problems may not be a bad thing, as long as I know how to use it wisely, it will definitely enrich my life and experience happiness that others can't experience, isn't it? At least I can read and study quietly at night without turning on the lights!

I didn't have time to enjoy this sudden joy but it was broken.

"Hey, Zhang Lone!"

The sudden sound seemed a little cold and biting in the middle of the night, and when I came back to my senses, I found Liu Gang sitting in the corner of the roof.

I rubbed my eyes, and it was indeed Liu Gang sitting in front of me, who had changed into a new shroud and looked a little decent.

"Why are you here?"

I lit a cigarette and sat down, still not daring to keep too close to him.

"I'm leaving, come and see you"

Liu Gang glanced at me and then turned his head to look at the village, his eyes full of reluctance.

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know, maybe it's a beautiful place without the pressure of studying and living in poverty......"

Liu Gang's exclamation always gave me a sad and dull feeling, I didn't know what to say, stared at him silently smoking the cigarette in my hand.

Retracting his eyes, Liu Gang continued to say to me: "Actually, Zhang Lian, you are much luckier than us, and naturally you have a lot of burdens, I sometimes envy you, but I also sympathize with you."

I couldn't tell what I felt in my heart when I was told sympathy by a dead man, and I felt a little ridiculous and incomprehensible. I raised my head and looked at Liu Gang, I didn't want to delve into him and asked, "Why did I see you?"

Liu Gang smiled, and his answer still confused me: "As long as you want to, you will see me, and naturally you will see more things"

I didn't answer, this lonely and lonely night didn't seem to be a good place to discuss the problem.

"Sometimes I think it's too strange, a lot of things happen to me, but fortunately I learned to escape, I can live comfortably, I can be happy to live like a fool" I looked into the distance and began to talk to myself.

"Everyone is born with their own destiny, which cannot be escaped, and it is already predestined from the beginning"

Liu Gang took what I said, asked me for a cigarette, lit it and continued: "Do you know why newborn babies cry? ”

I shook my head in confusion as he took a puff of cigarette and didn't choke on it again.

"Newborn children actually retain the memories of the previous life in their minds, but they find that they are slowly forgetting these things, the baby is powerless and has nowhere to express this emotion, so they can only cry, you imagine if it were you, is in a short period of time step by step to forget the past things, those joys, those beautiful, those regrets, how would you feel? At the end of the day, you forget your name and start a new life, do you think it's a good thing or a bad thing? ”

I was shocked by Liu Gang's statement, this question was too sudden and too weird, I couldn't think about it and never thought about it, so I could only laugh twice and say: "I don't know"

Liu Gang smiled, stood up and twisted his shoulders a few times.

"If I can make some reservations, I hope I can remember your name for the rest of my life"

As soon as he finished speaking, there was a sudden cacophony somewhere on the roof, like chains rubbing between walls, and this strange cacophony gave me goosebumps.

When I came back to my senses, I couldn't find him, and Liu Gang in front of me had disappeared......

I started smoking like crazy. Where did Liu Gang go? What would he say would be a beautiful place? I could still hear his uneasiness and trepidation in his longing.

Liu Gang told me that he saw "her" and saw the Lechuan River, could he be reincarnated? If everyone knew that they could be reincarnated after death, would they still be afraid of death? The world is so complicated......