Chapter Twenty-Four: Why Don't You Just Start the Universe from Scratch!
The chapter of Qing Yi and An Zhen
At the beginning of the month, the mist surrounds the green pines, and the soft white brilliance is extremely gentle.
There was a knock at the door, it was they who came, the day of worship to the mountain god had come, and the young wizard and the master, who had passed through this place at night, would spend the night here, and today he persuaded my father to let me wait here. In previous years, I could only watch him from afar.
He stood calmly behind his master in the moonlight, and the moonlight made his eyebrows gentle, and I leaned against the door and almost lost my mind. I saluted a little, and then welcomed them in and led them to their usual room.
I pondered for a long time, stroked the purple jade flute that had coiled the green silk into a cloud bun, and mustered up the courage to knock on the young wizard's door; "An Zhen Gongzi." That was the first time I talked to him, called his name, I was embarrassed to lower my head, for a while we stood like this, and finally An Zhen Gongzi invited me into the room, I fought in my heart, a blood on the mind, mixed with the mind, I spit out the feelings of the past three years, and forgot what I said when it was over, I just stared at An Zhen Gongzi, this man I have been in love with for three years, I hope his heart for me will be the same.
But Mr. An Zhen's expression gradually made me uneasy, and I had a premonition, but he really rejected me, "Miss Qing, I am very grateful for your affection for me, but I can't accept this affection, and I hope that Miss will forget me as soon as possible!" ’。 I felt a sense of grievance, I was hiding behind the house and peeking at him three years ago, I was reading his name every night, I was ecstatic at the ceremony, I finally had enough courage to say all this, and I was rejected so gently and skillfully, my eyes became blurry, I lowered my head and tears welled up, no one in the room spoke for a while, grief and anger gradually swept over my body, my mind, I want to keep this man, no matter what method I use. I reached out and began to untie my belt, but An Zhen stopped me, he was scared, and he promised me that I would be back in three days, so that I could rest assured. I don't care how I get this feeling, I get it. After dawn and they left, I waited at home with joy, thinking about the makeup for my wedding and imagining the joy of An Zhen's return. However, the third day passed, and he did not return, so I went up the mountain to look for him, and the moon set and the stardust fell, and the mountain god sacrifice had already ended, and the mountain keeper informed me that An Zhen had left. I thundered, tears flowed, I didn't believe everything in front of me, An Zhen clearly promised me, obviously promised me, I wanted to ask clearly, I ran down the mountain, but accidentally fell down a steep slope, my foot was cut, but I didn't feel any pain, I didn't care about the blood, just stood up and continued to run, along the way asked pedestrians An Zhen where they went, I asked all the way to chase, I just wanted to see him, I just wanted to ask him clearly.
I ran for a long time, I was exhausted, my throat was dry, my tears were dry, I didn't care what I looked like, my shoes were lost, I was like a puppet, I was manipulated by a force that just kept saying "find him, find him." "I finally saw him by a lake, I ran to him happily, I wanted to tell him my thoughts and grievances, but I clearly saw the horror on his face, I kept running closer, I could see his frightened eyes even more, he was afraid of me, why, before I could ask, he actually turned and ran away, he ran away like a ghost. I was stunned, sitting on the edge of the lake, a distorted and withered face appeared in the lake, I looked closer, the face also came over to see, the eye sockets were deep, the whites of the eyes were bloodshot, the lips were purple, I was startled and moved my body back, but then I couldn't help crying, the lake reflected me, I have become like this, no wonder An Zhen is afraid of me, afraid of me. I couldn't stop crying, but the tears turned scarlet and dripped to the ground, and my body gradually became numb, and then a voice sounded, "Hate! Why don't you hate! It was An Zhen who turned you into this! But he ran away! I looked up, the scarlet tears dried, I roared, hatred filled my body like a flood, I got up, and the force pushed me to keep running, I didn't feel tired at all, I just kept running. Climb mountains and wade in water. Finally, I came to the edge of the Yellow River, the rolling yellow waves, the roar of the huge current, the crazy whirlpool in the river, I was a little distracted, but the voice remembered "hate!" Why don't you hate! It was An Zhen who turned you into this! "I took a deep breath and threw myself into the Yellow River, the cold soaked me to the bone, I kept swimming forward, I paddled desperately with my hands, my feet pedaled hard, I felt more and more tired, those crazy whirlpools were going to suck me in, I gradually lost consciousness and sank into the whirlpool, so it would be a good end! There was a hint of calm. But the hatred came straight to me, and my body suddenly swelled with strength, and I rushed out of the water, feeling the fierce flames envelop me, and then fell into the river, and swam smoothly forward, no longer tired. When I got to the shore, I moved ashore, my body was against the grass by the river, I felt the ground rubbing against my body, the sky became high, the ground was very close to me, I wanted to get up, I found that I had no hands or feet, I raised my head and hissed "Help me!" But a woman cried out in terror, "O serpent! Then the woman fled. I looked at the river, and there was a white snake reflected by the river, spitting out letters, I was this white snake.
Qing's body was first iced and then shrouded in flames, and I entered her dream, and felt all this together, hatred, love, unwillingness, and strange power, I couldn't stop twitching and trembling, and quickly pulled myself back. I ran back to bed and wrapped myself in the quilt, my cold sweat broke out and I couldn't breathe. It was close to dawn that I gradually calmed down, my body was still very cold, I had the strength to slowly run the warm current for myself, and my hands and feet began to thaw, and the sunlight outside the window gently penetrated at all, just like the light in the refrigerator.
Qing Cheng must be a hundred times more painful than me! I still have tears in my eyes, I don't know if this is a tear of regret or mine.
I was tired and heavy, and finally fell asleep. But I dreamed that someone covered me with a quilt, and then a gentle warm current wrapped me.
A knock on the door woke me up, and An Zhen outside the door looked haggard, and it seemed that he was not very well rested at night.
"When I prepare something, let's go find Qingyi!"
"Have you figured it out?" An Zhen asked eagerly.
I nodded: "But I'm not sure if I can solve the problem completely, so I can only try it now." You come in with me. "I took out a new bamboo slip, and a crude brush that I had turned out of the cupboard, and a pottery bowl and a knife, and said: Write in your blood, and you will write whatever I read, An Zhen looked at me in surprise, but seeing that I was still calm, he sighed, took the knife, and cut the wound on his arm, and the blood flowed out, and when the blood was almost full of a bowl, I took a cotton cloth and bandaged him.
"The moon has not set for long, and the morning mist surrounds the green pines. Hurrying forward, the long sleeves flying, the silk hat trembling. What about sneering, the warbler on the shore cries in my ears, and I think of waking up alone today, how painful it is in my heart"
An Zhen was stunned, and the brush dipped in blood hung above the bamboo slip, and a drop of blood fell on the bamboo slip like a tear. An Zhen trembled and put down his pen and began to write.
"Women are shy, like weeping birds. Tears into sleeves, the night vibrates. ”
"The oath of exchange is as empty as a goose and as lightning as a flicker."
"The flowers are in full bloom and cover the mountains, and the left and right are scarlet, far and near. Dusk is approaching, and the bells are ringing. ”
"Silent, no one knows what his heart is connected to, chaotic thoughts are like tangled hair, combed and tied into a bun. The daughter's heart is tormented, and the man's nature is indifferent. ”
"Fate dictates, devote yourself to the sea of love."
"The dew is in the world, and the oath is unchangeable. Yesterday's love, today's pain, woohoo! ”
"The book carefully searches for love words, and only through experience can you know."
An Zhen and I came to the calm and tranquil lake, where the sun was shredded and the wind was very cold. The white snake curled up next to a stone by the lake, as if it were shivering, and for many nights, it was like this, and the cold fire of the heart was alternating repeatedly.
"An Zhen, you can hand over this bamboo slip to Qing Hao!" An Zhen took the bamboo slip, took a deep breath, and walked towards the white snake alone, the white snake sensed An Zhen's footsteps, and moved his body slightly, the white snake raised his head, and looked at An Zhen with red tear-stained eyes and complaining, An Zhen sighed lightly, and resolutely walked forward, the white snake was a little excited and began to tremble his body. An Zhen came to the white snake and put the bamboo slip in front of the white snake, the white snake stared at the bamboo slip in a daze, and his body covered the bamboo slip as if he was thirsting for warmth. The woman's mournful cry sounded softly, and the white snake's blood-colored tears fell on the grass one by one.
The dark clouds in the sky dispersed slightly, and the sunlight was finally no longer scattered, but generously soothed the earth and warmed everyone. The scales on the white snake's body shimmered.
"I'm sorry! I'm the one who made you suffer so much. An Zhen gently stroked the cold body of the white snake. The white snake trembled.
"Qingyi, the sun can renew all things and make all suffering disappear!" I said to Qing Hao, and began to sense the memory in Qing Hao's heart, I led the sunlight into the depths of Qing Hao's memory, and the silk circle of light wrapped around the dark memory like a paste, I uprooted it with all my strength, and liquidated everything under the sun. After the pasty-entangled darkness was withdrawn, the warm sunlight shattered it in an instant, leaving no trace behind.
I controlled the body of the white snake, it gradually became lighter, slowly rose into the air, the scales on its body shone in the sunlight with colorful light, like a rainbow, the scales gradually shattered, a strong light enveloped it, the outline of the white snake gradually blurred, and finally disappeared. Everything returned to calm, and there was a girl in white lying by the lake, although her face was slightly pale, but she had regained her vitality, it was the original appearance of Qingyi, a lovely and gentle girl. And An Zhen also fell asleep on the side. Fang Cai's bamboo slips were still spread out, and the words written on them in An Zhen's blood were still missing. The bright red tears of the white snake by the lake are gone.
I breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the floor exhausted. These two should be fine! Climbing mountains and wading through rivers and crossing the Yellow River, just because of obsession! Wait, these two don't remember anything, so how do they go back. Oops, I didn't expect this!
"Do you need my help?"
"Young boy?" I hurriedly got up from the ground, but due to excessive exhaustion, I got up again, my head was a little dizzy, and I couldn't stand steadily, so I was supported by Shao Lean.