Chapter 1245: Gloomy Sadness
This kind of conversation, she just listens to it, and naturally she won't care, just like she is unwilling to share his relationship with others. She finally understood the mood of those stars, although she is not a star, but the problems she encountered are actually the same.
If a relationship is mixed with too many factors, it will definitely not last long. She was reluctant to complicate her feelings, and I thought you were in that situation she had before. Some mistakes are fine to go through once, and she doesn't want to go through them a second time.
The people next to him were still chattering and discussing, but Song Miao didn't continue to listen any longer. Although she was muttering in her heart, it was true that she had momentary thoughts because of the words of those two people, but soon those thoughts had disappeared and had been selectively filtered out by her.
After the whole show, the recording went smoothly, so it didn't take long for it to end, and Song Miao also took advantage of the last few minutes of the host's summary before the end to get up and leave, and then walked back to the backstage through the corridor, and saw Daoli waiting for him there from a distance.
Song Miao walked to his side with a sweet smile on her face, but she didn't habitually hold his hand, after all, everyone else is a staff member this week, and when there are outsiders, she really shouldn't have any intimate actions, otherwise, wouldn't the things that she wanted to hide be directly exposed?
Daoli wanted to take Song Miao's hand and walk out, but she refused, so he could only stand beside her obediently and didn't make any moves.
Yang Rushui is suitable for Daoli to exit together, and he is also standing with Daoli and waiting, but the difference is that Yang Rushui is actually waiting for Lin Qingrou, but he didn't see Lin Qingrou this time, so when he saw Song Miao, he asked, "What about gentleness?" Aren't the two of you together? ”
Song Miao blinked her eyes after hearing this, and then she could only spread her hands helplessly, "Du Zeming's guy was robbed halfway, it seems that something happened." But this look is the reason, it may be that these two little couples don't know where to go sweetly. Song Miao actually said this on purpose, and recently he always mentions the emotional sweetness between Lin Qingrou and Du Zeming, intentionally or unintentionally.
Although she knew that this was actually very hurtful and hurtful to Yang Rushui, reason told her that she had to do this, because if she didn't do this, this relationship would become more and more complicated, and Yang Rushui's side would also be more and more unclear thoughts.
Song Miao simply became a bad guy, although Yang Rushui was destined to be hurt in this relationship, but that was already the best way to solve it, otherwise, if the three of them continued to be entangled like this, the consequences would not be something that Song Miao could solve alone.
"Leave them alone, anyway, those two couples always don't take me to play together, let's ignore him, where are we going? Let's go have a meal together. Song Miao smiled and made an invitation, after all, she also knew that her words hurt Yang Rushui just now, and she could also see Yang Rushui's rapidly changing face after hearing this.
Song Miao was really uncomfortable in her heart, but she had to do it again, but every time she did it, she felt very guilty, so she could only think of some way to compensate Yang Rushui.
But where is Yang Rushui still interested in eating, his mind is now full of sweet scenes of Lin Qingrou and Du Zeming together, he has really persuaded himself to let go countless times, but feelings are not something that his reason can control at all.
If only things were really that simple, if only he could be cold-blooded and ruthless like everyone else, if only he had never experienced this relationship......
"No, I won't bother the two of you, I won't play the role of a light bulb, I'll wait a minute, so I won't tell you about it yet." After Yang Rushui finished speaking, he looked down, and he didn't plan to give the other party any looks, and sometimes he didn't dare to touch the other party's eyes.
He even said that he was a little lonely at the moment, and even the back of the turn looked so lonely. Song Miao knows best what this person has experienced, he is always full of helplessness in this world, and he is not sure to get what he wants.
Daoli also seemed to feel the unusualness in this, so he didn't know what was going on, but he always felt that what he saw just now wouldn't be fake, "This Yang Rushui, is there something on your mind?" Although he doesn't like to guess other people's emotions, Yang Rushui's sadness just now is too obvious, and it's hard to see it in the Dao.
Song Miao could only sigh, looking at the direction Yang Rushui left, her eyes were full of guilt, knowing that when Daoli asked this question for the second time, she came back to her senses, shook her head and replied, "It's nothing, it's all some old things, but they have been accumulated and have not been resolved, so it will become what it is now." ”
Some things are indeed not solved if you want to solve them, and those emotions that can be hidden cannot always be ignored.
Yuan Qing followed Yang Rushui after he saw Yang Rushui come out, Yang Rushui walked so fast that Yuan Qing didn't see the expression on his face clearly at all, so he didn't know what was going on, "I performed very well on stage just now, I looked at the audience's reactions, and they were all excellent, after this variety show, your popularity in China will definitely be able to go to the next level." ”
Yang Rushui didn't answer, just blindly walked forward, but this direction was not the direction of the TV station exit at all, maybe even he didn't know where he was going, he just walked blindly forward, only knowing to escape from this place temporarily.
Yuan Qing was already holding a few documents given to him by the director just now, as well as a few clothes from Yang Rushui, and some accessories, so the speed of walking was naturally not as good as Yang Rushui, "Oh, you should go slower!" Where are you going in such a hurry? Alas? This direction doesn't seem to be the direction back to our dressing room, does it? Yuan Qing said as he looked at his surroundings.
Yang Rushui finally stopped, but this Xiaobo also listened to it too suddenly, Yuan Qing almost accidentally bumped into it, but fortunately he braked in time, "Why are you so surprised?" I told you to stop, did you stop just suddenly? ”
"You go back first, you don't have to follow me, I'll stay here by myself for a while." Yang Rushui is in a very chaotic mood now, he knows that what Song Miao said just now has actually affected his emotions, but the reason why he is chaotic is not because of the sweet relationship between Lin Qingrou and Du Zeming, but because he finds that he cares so much and can't control himself so much.
In fact, by now, Yang Rushui can no longer tell what kind of feelings he has for Lin Qingrou, this time I am not that kind of pure love, nor is it that pure desire to protect, there are too many complicated things mixed in it, so complicated that even he can't see it clearly.
Yuan Qing was very sorry at this time, he cautiously detoured in front of Yang Rushui, but Yang Rushui lowered his head at this time, and the broken hair in front of his forehead slightly covered his eyes, and after noticing Yuan Qing's movements, Yang Rushui directly turned his face sideways, and did not want to confess to Yuan Qing.
Yuan Qing is also a person who can read people's faces, so he said that he didn't know what was going on, but he could feel that Yang Rushui's mood was not very good at this time, so he nodded very knowingly and agreed, "Okay, then I'll put these things back in the dressing room later, and then I'll go back first, do you need me to ask the driver to drive the car back to you, or ......?"
"No need, I naturally have a way to go back when I want to go back, you go first." Yang Rushui doesn't want to say anything more now, he just wants to be alone for a while now, he doesn't want to care about anything, you don't want to see anyone anymore, what he needs is an independent space, a world where he is alone.
Yuan Qing doesn't care about it anymore, Yang Rushui is already an adult after all, he naturally has to deal with many things by himself, Yuan Qing also knows when he should take care of when and when to put it, isn't the most important thing to get along with people is this one degree?
Yuan Qing didn't say anything more, and after glancing at Yang Rushui, he turned around and left. Although he originally wanted to explain to the fans waiting at the door of this TV station, but looking at Yang Rushui's appearance, he felt that it didn't seem so wise to talk about business at such a time, so he could only choose to believe that Yang Rushui could handle these things.
After Yuan Qing left, Yang Rushui's world suddenly became clear, he looked up and looked around, there was really no brilliance at first, just a simple glance, whether there was anyone next to him, or, he wanted to find a direction for himself to go next.
In the end, with the vague memory in his heart, he went directly to the rooftop, and vaguely remembered that in the TV station, there was such a place that few people had ever visited. In that period of time, when he was still unattended, Yang Rushui actually came here, but there was no way to compare it with today.
But when he opened the small door on the top floor, he found that this small world, which originally belonged to his own independence, had been occupied by another person.
Yang Rushui only saw a back, and the person who put the money on his railing and looked out seemed to hear the sound behind him, and then turned his head, making people's eyes intertwined, and a touch of surprise flashed in his eyes, Yang Rushui remembered this person, "You are not...... That fan that day? ”
It stands to reason that he shouldn't have much impression of these fans, but the little girl who suddenly bumped into his arms that day, with her big clear and bright eyes, inexplicably entered Yang Rushui's memory, as if she was a sudden visitor, she must leave a mark somewhere.
After the little girl saw Yang Rushui, she was actually very shocked, she obviously didn't expect that there would be a second person in this place, "You...... Why are you here? I...... I'm ......," she said excitedly.
Yang Rushui was not in the mood to care about these at this time, he originally wanted to go to the rooftop alone to be quiet and quiet, but he didn't expect that this place that originally belonged to him was actually occupied by others, and this mood was naturally not very good, especially when it came to making money, it was very likely that he was a fan who followed him.