Gu Li walked out of the front hall and sat alone under the crape myrtle tree in the courtyard. In her heart, there was a sadness that could not be dissolved.

"Sister......

At some point, the golden branch walked up to her.

"Sister, I'm sorry, I was useless and couldn't save that child."

Her eyelashes were lowered, her face full of self-reproach and remorse, and tears glistening in her eyes.

Gu Li raised her eyes to look at her, pulled the corners of her mouth, and smiled at her.

She shook her head, "It's not your fault. ”

Even if you want to blame, then you should blame her, Jin Zhi is just her assistant, she is the doctor, and she is the one who performs this operation for the mother.

"But—" Jin Zhi stopped talking.

Gu Li smiled at her again and said, "We are just healers, not gods, we can only do our best to save lives, and there is no guarantee that we will be able to save lives." ”

"You're doing a great job today." After a moment of silence, she continued.

Jin Zhi looked at her, looking at her smiling face, those eyes were clearly full of sadness, and she nodded as if she didn't understand.

Gu Li withdrew her gaze from her face and smiled lightly.

She is not a god, she is not omnipotent, and she cannot guarantee that every life will be saved, but whenever the deceased is gone, she can't help but feel sad and helpless.

"It's all sorted out over there?" Gu Li looked up at her again and asked.

"Hmm", Jin Zhi nodded, "The family has already taken the child home, said to come back later, and asked us to take good care of his wife." ”

Gu Li stood up: "Let's go, let's go and have a look." ”

The mother's anesthetic has not yet been dissipated, and when she wakes up, she will have to consider the medication again, and she will have to check the disinfection measures again. What's more, there are a lot of patients in the front hall, and at this time, only Dr. Qin is busy alone, so she has to go over to help. So, there wasn't much time left for her to grieve.

In the evening, the mother woke up.

She grabbed Gu Li's hand tightly again, looked at her with trembling eyes, and was still speechless.

This sleep, she didn't expect her to wake up again.

"Take care of your injuries", Gu Li smiled at her and comforted, "Your child is fine, he is a very beautiful boy." ”

When the woman heard this, her eyes trembled even more as she saw her.

Gu Li did not tell her the news that she was pregnant with twins and that the two children were dead and alive. She needs to recuperate now, and it's best to keep her emotions calm and not fluctuate too much. Let's wait until she is out of danger to her life and then tell her.

When this woman's man saw Gu Li again, he didn't reproach her for not protecting the other child, but thanked her from the bottom of his heart.

They had come here in desperation, and it was a blessing in misfortune to be able to save an adult and a child, and he didn't dare to ask for too much.

"I'm leaving, I'll feed her again when this medicine is over, and if anything happens, go to my house and call me." After Gu Li instructed the people on duty at night, he went home.

She hadn't slept soundly all night, and she was afraid that something would happen to the Fairy Grass Hall.

There was nothing to do all night, and the next morning, Gu Li didn't even bother to eat breakfast, and hurriedly went to the Fairy Grass Hall.

Yan Qing looked at her back as she was in a hurry to leave, and couldn't help but raise a chuckle on her lips.

He had never seen a woman like her, who had devoted her whole heart to healing. What is she asking for?

When she arrived at the Immortal Grass Hall, Gu Li saw that the mother's condition was recovering well, so she was relieved. Five days later, she was completely out of danger and could be discharged from the hospital and go home.

When she learned that another of her children had died, a smile on her lips froze on her face. Grief, how can you not grieve?

Gu Li only saw that her face was pale when she was picked up, she was silent, and her eyes were empty.

The dead are gone, but the days of life go on.

The Mid-Autumn Festival will be in a few days, and Gu Li asked while eating: "I heard that on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, there will be a lantern festival." ”

Yan Qing nodded and responded: "Yes, do you want to see it?" ”

Gu Li smiled at him: "Yes." ”

Since she came to this world, she has never seen what the lanterns here will look like.

"I'll go with you." Yan Qing's warm voice responded.

So, the Mid-Autumn Festival and the lantern viewing matter were so happily decided.

On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Dr. Qin deliberately gave Gu Li a leave and asked her to go home early. So, when she and Yan Qing walked into the flower market, the moon had just risen.

They found a restaurant in a quiet environment and went in to eat. Before he walked out of the door after eating, a young woman greeted Yan Qing warmly.

"Yan Gongzi, such a coincidence, you also came to enjoy the lanterns?"

As she spoke, the young woman looked at Gu Li: "This is—"

Gu Li saw her looking at her with a clear vigilance and hostility in her eyes.

Before Yan Qing could reply, Gu Li brushed his sleeves and left.

"This is my sister." Yan Qing responded with a light smile, bowed slightly to the young woman, and went towards Gu Li.

The woman shouted towards Yan Qing's back: "If the son doesn't give up, why not travel together?" ”

Gu Li saw him catching up, and there was a bit of cynicism in his words: "The girl invited you to join me." ”

Yan Qing smiled softly, only laughing silently.

Just now, the girl was the daughter of the shopkeeper of Qianqiao Pavilion, and she had a hearty temperament, so she would say this to him on the street.

Gu Li was a little unhappy at first because of this woman's behavior, but gradually, she realized that if she wanted to be angry about this, she would definitely be angry.

His posture is graceful, his face is handsome, like a breeze and a bright moon, where does he go without being noticed? What's even more commendable is that he is modest and gentle, no matter who he is, he is kind to everyone, so there are almost no people in this whole street who don't know Yan Qing, regardless of men, women and children, all greet him warmly, and she stands beside him like a fool.

Gu Li wondered, where did he get such a good popularity?

There were many other girls among them, all of whom looked at him shyly and timidly. The bold will say a few words to him, and the restrained and twisted will only frequently cast a fiery gaze at him.

"I'll never come out with you next time." Gu Li gritted her teeth and whispered.

"Why?"

Gu Li blinked and opened her mouth again, but she didn't reply.

What else? Walking with him, he is the bright moon. As for her, she is like a speck of dust, and she has to bear a lot of suspicion and hostility in vain.

How innocent!

She didn't speak, but Yan Qing had already seen through her heart.

In an instant, Gu Li suddenly felt a tightness and warmth in her hands.

Her steps faltered, and her heart trembled.

He actually took her hand.