Chapter 449: Obviously like a moon with no return date

After hard training day after day, Ji Rui'er felt that her strength was increasing day by day, and she was confident enough to protect herself.

Even if there is a war, she can ride and shoot, she can dodge, she can deal with the princes, and when she thinks about it, she is really happy.

As for the brother who is far away in the sky, he really can't count on it.

Even the Dinghai Marquis who was guarding by his side just had his own calculations, and she couldn't be sure of his intentions, although he said that he would try his best to protect himself and try his best to seek their future.

However, she no longer believes in men.

Whether it's love or family affection, it's better to rely on yourself.

Even if you are forever adrift, forever in this foreign land, and can't go back, it is better than being under the fence of a send, and it is better than entrusting your fate to others.

Mother is no longer there, although she did not give herself any warm care when she was there, she may love and rely on her brother, but to herself, only a nominal mother, far less kind than her aunt.

But my aunt is far away in Pennsylvania, and since the two sisters have the intention of getting married, my aunt has not treated herself like a loving mother, but has changed her position and demanded herself with the requirements for her daughter-in-law.

It's twisted everywhere.,It's an indescribable sense of alienation.,I used to be a little doting.,But then it's getting more and more weird.。

When he was taken to Haojing Wangcheng by his brother, his aunt was like a kite with a broken string, and there was no more news.

My cousin also wrote from time to time, hoping to form a relationship, but my aunt seemed to have seen through it a long time ago, and thought that the princess had her own destiny as a princess, and would not have any contact with ordinary people like them again.

Also, my aunt is really wise, and over the years, I have been influenced by my aunt to be so calm.

What relatives, lovers, in front of their own interests, those are nothing, they can be left behind.

Although I don't agree with these theories, when one thing happens, no one fights for their own interests.

Thinking about it now, the lucky trip back then was the last reward of his girlhood, and this reward was not given by his relatives, but by an outsider, who was given by Jiang Hengying.

The friendship between women and women is really emotional.

Perhaps, only Jiang Hengying knows that as a woman, even if she is as smart as her, there are still many helpless places. Therefore, there is a trace of sympathy for Ji Ruier, who is also a woman and helpless about the future.

As the days passed, Ji Ruier no longer longed to return to Haojing, she felt that it was better to live in this Wuyan country with peace of mind. If there must be a war between the Hongyin Dynasty and the Wuyan Kingdom, then I would like to learn from the heroine of the Great Xia Kingdom more than a hundred years ago.

Since my brother is a powerful leader blessed by the god of fire, why can't I do it?

The same bloodline, the same divine power, since my brother can, then he must be able too.

Thinking of this way out, Ji Ruier became even more calm.

Just thinking that Dinghaihou and Zhou Yao were so involved by themselves that they couldn't go back, they couldn't leave themselves alone, so they really drew a sign to sign it.

Dinghaihou still has a personal friendship with himself, but Zhou Yao is really involved, and his brother arranged his chess piece here early, not so much to escort his own safety, but to insert a sharp blade into the heart of the enemy.

How to use Zhou Yao to serve herself, Ji Ruier hasn't thought about it yet.

He would have been very surprised if he knew that he was not willing to be just a friendly princess, and that he was not willing to hide only behind the protection of men.

But seeing those princes willing to circle around him, especially the Prince Adel, he is indeed full of special friendship for himself.

But once you want to marry one of these princes, you can only hide behind them for the rest of your life, and be a deferential, pure, and loyal woman.

In that case, even if he gets all the favor of that prince, he is just like Concubine Yun Niangniang of the Hongyin Dynasty, yes, even the most prominent Concubine Yunniang, she can only be trapped in the deep palace, and she will never have any preferences of her own.

No, Ji Ruier has secretly made up her mind in her heart, she doesn't want to go back, let alone be a woman who is dependent on others here.

What she wants to follow is the path of the heroine of the Great Xia Kingdom more than a hundred years ago, and then the natural blood connection with the Hongyin Dynasty, where she is separated, when the two countries are at war and the lives are devastated, that is, she will set foot on the throne.

"General Zhou, do you miss Haojing?"

When practicing archery, Ji Ruier suddenly asked Zhou Yao, who was holding a quiver behind her.

Zhou Yao didn't know how to answer for a while, and if he didn't want to miss it at this time, it seemed too fake.

But what if you miss it, can you leave the errand here and go back by yourself, not to mention, he is already a superfluous person, and going back will only make Hua Shao even more embarrassed.

Zhou Yao also thought more than once that it was better to stay in this vast country of Wuyan and never go back.

"Princess, I don't think about Haojing now, I just hope that the errand here will be handed over as soon as possible, and the two countries will be peaceful, so don't fight."

Ji Rui'er looked at Zhou Yao's face curiously, "You are a general, if you don't fight all the time, how can you make a contribution?" ”

Zhou Yao sighed silently, and then said slowly: "I used to think about making meritorious contributions and thinking about the glorious lintel, but I came to this Wuyan country, which has always been regarded as an enemy country, but my thoughts have changed." ”

"Oh, how did it change?

Don't General Zhou want to return to Haojing in glory and boast to your relatives and friends about your exploits and your ......?"

Zhou Yao didn't wait for Ji Rui'er to continue, so he hurriedly interrupted: "I don't have any relatives or friends, you can find out after a little inquiry, I am a concubine, and I have never been treated well."

I also have people in Haojing, but they can't reciprocate my friendship.

What else, you have to be free and easy. ”

"But that's not all you have to say. People can also do it for themselves. ”

Ji Ruier still didn't give up, she wanted to know what Zhou Yao's idea was, and only by knowing his thoughts could she be sure to persuade him.

"What other reason can there be, the owner of this land, the people here, are not my enemies.

Maybe the Uyan Kingdom is my enemy, but the people are not.

They're just a bunch of people who want to live well, and if it weren't for this year's drought, maybe we would have been able to live in peace here. ”

Zhou Yao crushed the grass that was getting drier and drier under his feet with his shoes, as if there was still a little juice splashed out of it, but unfortunately, there was nothing.