Shi Xiangyun naturally refused to comply, she squeezed her handkerchief tightly, and said angrily: "You always let me hide, what is there that you just don't let me know, but I want to ask you, can you hide for a while, can you hide for a lifetime?" Do you think it would be a great favor for me to let me pretend to be deaf and blind? Then I will tell you, you are mistaken! ”

Feng Ziying was helpless, and said: "Now the situation is different, Niangniang is gone, we don't have a competent person in the court, the people outside are determined to deal with us, you are pregnant, don't get involved in these things, the day before yesterday, your aunt sent someone to pick it up, these two days just pack your bags, go to Beijing to play, wouldn't it be good to have a few days of fun?" ”

As he spoke, he held her waist and said, "Xi'er and Jia'er are both older and go to school." “

Shi Xiangyun was still reluctant in her heart, but Feng Ziying persuaded her vigorously, and she gradually wavered, and said, "This time I will depend on you, but if there is anything else, you can't hide it from me." Thinking of Zhang Yao, she was still a little blocked, and muttered: "What is this, you are a cousin, not only do you have to be a cow and a horse for a family, but you also have to cover up your personal affairs and raise children." ”

Feng Ziying was smiling, but her eyes were cold.

At the end of the month, Feng Ziying sent Shi Xiangyun back to Beijing, although Mrs. Liu had doubts in her heart, but when she saw that her niece was dressed gorgeously, like a fairy concubine, and her niece and son-in-law were also considerate, she covered her doubts and entertained them well.

Thinking of the rumor that Feng Ziying was favored by the saints, she was just about to knock on the side and ask Feng Ziying to promote her two young sons, but before she could say anything, Feng Ziying said goodbye, Mrs. Liu was not happy in her heart, and when she saw Shi Xiangyun, she felt more and more upset, so she simply arranged a room far away from the main courtyard and sent her to live.

After the wing room was cleaned up, Shi Xiangyun sat on the couch and sulked, Cui Wei was also indignant, she said: "Grandma is easy to go home, at first I looked at them very well, but as soon as the old man left, everyone became snobbish!" ”

Listening to her complain, Shi Xiangyun's mood was much brighter, and he smiled: "I think it's good." ”

"That's because grandma has a good temperament, so she doesn't care about them."

Shi Xiangyun didn't respond again.

In Shi Hou's Mansion, there are many maids and daughters-in-law, and the days are not boring, but Shi Xiangyun's body is getting more and more bulky, and in the end she doesn't even go out of the courtyard gate, Feng Ziying invited her to a lot of nurses, and she has come to see many times, but she doesn't stay for a long time, Shi Xiangyun noticed the clue, but she couldn't do anything for a while, so she had to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

The weather gradually became cooler, and the cool breeze blew away the anxiety in Shi Xiangyun's heart, however, just when she was a little comfortable, someone outside hurriedly came in and shouted: "Oh no, my aunt is in prison!" ”

As soon as he heard this, Shi Xiangyun felt a pain in his abdomen, cold sweat broke out, and he held Cuiwei's hand with difficulty, and said, "Hurry up and call Wen Po!" ”

The maids hurriedly went down to make arrangements, and someone helped her to the side room, Shi Xiangyun was very confused, and said, "Why did you go to prison?" What crime was committed? ”

"Grandma, don't worry, I can't say it in a few words." Cui Wei wiped her sweat and said: "Those people don't know what to do, they don't know anything, they just talk nonsense, grandma, don't believe it, be careful of hurting your body." ”

Shi Xiangyun grabbed the edge of the bed with one hand, gritted his teeth and said: "I will find out if this matter is true or not, I am only worried about my children today." ”

In her previous life, she was healthy, carefree, fashionable and dangerous to have children, but in this life she was always sad, always worried, and knew that she was in a difficult situation.

She sighed, found a comfortable angle, lay on the bed, and whispered, "If something happens to me, you ......"

Before she finished speaking, Mrs. Liu's words rang out: "What's wrong with Yun'er?" She pushed through the crowd and walked in, and saw her lying on the bed, sweating profusely, her face was pale, and she couldn't help but be a little worried, and she said, "Everyone is ready, how are you?" ”

"There are a lot of people, and it's a little boring." As soon as Shi Xiangyun's voice fell, Mrs. Liu Ma Shan asked the maids and daughters-in-law to go down, Shi Xiangyun saw her awkwardness, and simply said: "Auntie, I can do it alone, you don't have to wait." ”

Hearing her words, Mrs. Liu's expression was relieved, and she said, "Don't worry, I will send someone back to Jinling, and in half a day, they will be able to come." "Reading.com

Shi Xiangyun held back the pain, nodded, and said, "There is labor." ”

Giving birth to this child is a very long process, far more grinding than the previous life, Shi Xiangyun lay on the bed for most of the day, the pain was so cold sweat, Cui Wei was so anxious that tears came out, Shi Xiangyun pursed his lips, his heart was extremely sad.

Why bother doing it all over again? Why bother rolling in this gold and silver net again? The sins she had suffered in her previous life and those she had not suffered had been experienced in this life, but she didn't want to be strong anymore.

"Grandma, grandma." Cuiwi's voice brought her back to her senses, the pain in her body made her sober, her tears fell, tears wet her hair, seeing her loveless expression, Cuiwi was anxious, and hurriedly said: "Grandma, the little boy hasn't come out yet, work hard!" ”

She squeezed her wrist and asked, "What time is it?" ”

"It's time."

Shi Xiangyun's mood suddenly fell to the bottom, and he said, "So long, I've been lying down for so long." ”

Suddenly, I thought of Feng Ziying, thinking about his situation, and felt that the pain in my body was unbearable.

The night was getting thicker, and Shi Xiangyun struggled for most of the night, and his head was dizzy in the back, unable to tell what year and month it was, and he didn't know where he was.

"Daoist friends have excellent muscles and bones, and they may be able to reach Bliss forever after practicing for another three years and five years, so why do you need to go to that turbid mortal world?" On the top of the mountain, in the mist, a Taoist and a woman were discussing the Tao.

"I'm an immortal, why should I suffer from cultivation anymore?" Shi Xiangyun saw that he was talking.

"All sentient beings are suffering, and when you enter the mortal world, you will understand that it is a blessing to be able to cultivate the Tao and cultivate the mind."

"Even so, I'd rather go to the world and experience the pain of life."

……

woke up suddenly, and in the dim light, she saw the back of a person gradually moving away, and Cui Wei shouted happily: "Wake up!" ”

Shi Xiangyun reacted, pointed to the door and asked, "Who is that?" ”

"It's that long, grandma, you're awake, it's great!"

Shi Xiangyun had mixed feelings in his heart, and said, "What's wrong with Fang Cai?" All she remembered was that she had fainted, and she didn't know when she woke up.

Cui Wei said: "What is grandma still doing in a daze?" Wait a little longer, and things won't be good. ”

Shi Xiangyun responded in a daze, and when it was close to dawn, a baby's cry sounded in the courtyard, and Shi Xiangyun fell asleep.

This sleep was extremely unstable, she was very tired, but she always had some strange dreams, one moment she dreamed that Feng Ziying was locked in prison and was beaten bloody, one moment she dreamed that Shui Hua held her hand and did not let her go, and another time she dreamed that wild wolves ate people.

Before she woke up, she seemed to see a painting of a woman holding two small children, the woman had beautiful eyebrows and eyes, and her smile was especially like her, and she was shocked and woke up.