By the time Lu Qingming brought the doctor back, Tian Xingjian had already died, and I guarded Tian Xingjian's body that had long since lost its temperature, grabbed his hand, and muttered heartbreakingly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you, I didn't protect you well, and I will only drag you down......"

"I'm sorry for your Tian family......"

At this moment, my mind was blank, as if I had a magic barrier, standing beside Tian Xingjian and muttering unconsciously.

Seeing this, Lu Qingming's face was extremely complicated, and he stepped forward and wanted to pull me away, but he was slapped away by me.

"Leave me alone!"

At this moment, I simply hate myself, if I hadn't provoked Long Xingyu, if I hadn't known Tian Xingjian, and even if I hadn't lived in this world, how could there be these things now!

Every time I think of this, my heart feels like it has been pierced in the mouth by a poisoned knife, and I feel a tingling pain.

I don't know how many days I've been guarding Tian Xingjian's corpse without eating or drinking, but I remember that in the end, Tian Xingjian's corpse was about to stink, and I was forced to leave under Fu Nianshen's forcible pull.

As soon as I left Tian Xingjian, I didn't sleep or eat or drink for several days, and my body finally couldn't support it anymore and collapsed, and I passed out.

When I woke up, I was lying on the bed, with tubes stuck in my body, and many wounds had been treated a little.

I was in a trance for a moment, and then I woke up suddenly, sat up from the bed, and tried to remove these infusion tubes from my body.

However, the moment I sat up, I felt a tremendous force in my upper body, which directly pressed me back.

I was pressed back into bed, and before I could see who it was, I struggled and cried and cried and pleaded almost out of tears.

"What about Tian Xingjian? What about Tian Xingjian? Where is he? What did you do to him! ”

Hearing my words, Lu Qingming sighed lightly, his voice was sad.

Tian Xingjian ...... It's already in the ground. ”

Hearing Lu Qingming's words, my whole person was like a lightning strike, even now, I don't want to believe the fact that Tian Xingjian is dead, and I asked a little dryly for a long time.

"When did the funeral start?"

"Three days ago." Lu Qingming replied truthfully: "It's cremation, you were still in a coma at that time, and it was inconvenient for me to wake you up, so I had to make a decision privately." ”

Hearing that Tian Xingjian's funeral was over, I was silent for a long time, a person who really treated me well, but I didn't even catch up with his funeral, which was very unpleasant for me.

Lu Qingming was also silent with me for a long time, for a long time, and then he turned around and brought me a box, with a one-inch photo of Tian Xingjian pasted on it.

"This is his urn, you can put it away!"

Taking the urn from Lu Qingming's hand, I gritted my teeth and resisted the urge to cry, holding it in my arms, and vaguely, I seemed to be able to feel Tian Xingjian's embrace.

"Ah Jian, I'm sorry, your hatred...... I'll be sure to report it for you! The person who shot him, I'll be sure to help you find it! ”

Suddenly, I thought of one thing, my nearest person has left, and the only remaining relative in this world is my biological woman Xiaorou.

Thinking that I had been in a coma for so long, and Xiaorou was placed in the kindergarten and was not in my sight, I was not at ease, so I quickly pleaded with Lu Qingming.

"Qingming, can I trouble you with one thing, please hurry up and bring Xiaorou to me, okay? I'm not worried about her when she's out alone! ”

Hearing my words, Lu Qingming did not hesitate at all, and after nodding, he went to help me pick up Xiaorou.

But what I didn't know at this time was that worse things were yet to come.

It is absolutely impossible for me to easily come out of the news of Tian Xingjian's death, I tried my best to control my mood swings on this matter to be smaller, however, just when I was about to regulate, Lu Qingming came back, but it was just him.

My smile froze on my face, my heart pounding, and I had a faint bad premonition.

"Where's Xiaorou?" My voice asked a little dry.

Hearing my question, Lu Qingming was silent, and seeing this, the ominous premonition in my heart became stronger and stronger, and I roared at Lu Qingming with all my might.

"You told me, what about Xiaorou?!"

Lu Qingming still refused to answer, but the expression on his face had already said everything, seeing this, I sighed in my heart, and my face was paralyzed on the bed like ashes.

I don't need Lu Qingming to say more, Xiaorou, something happened to her!!

After a long time, I mustered up the courage to ask, "Xiaorou...... What the hell is going on? ”

"Do you really want to know?" Lu Qingming didn't answer me immediately, and after being silent for a long time, he asked rhetorically.

"Yes." I nodded heavily: "I must know!" ”

In the end, I couldn't resist my persistence, Lu Qingming sighed lightly, and said with some anxiety: "Then you have to be mentally prepared in advance." ”

"Hmm." I bit my lip, the tip of my heart trembling at me, although I said I was ready, but in reality, I was not mentally prepared at all.

Of course, when I heard the answer come out of Lu Qingming's mouth, I still couldn't bear the impact My head was dizzy and I almost fainted.

"Xiao Rou she...... Brutally murdered. ”

I felt my world spinning, but I couldn't help but pass out, and I asked with my spirit.

She ...... How was he killed? ”

Lu Qingming didn't seem to notice the strangeness of my speech, and when he heard it, he continued.

"When I arrived, it was too late, and all I saw was a bloody corpse, and even my face was scratched......"

Hearing what Lu Qingming said, I felt a burst of suffocation, Xiaorou, she is the meat that fell from my body, when I heard that she was killed, can my heart still not hurt? !

"Now that the police are already filing a case for investigation, I believe, I believe that I will be able to give you an explanation!" Lu Qingming comforted me and said, but his tone was a little bottomless, and I could hear that he was also a little uncertain about whether the police station could catch the murderer.

And I, even more miserable, can be caught, can be caught, that's just talk, if the murderer of Xiaorou is Long Xingyu and them, can they still be brought to justice?

As soon as I thought about it, my heart was full of thoughts, my heart was like ashes, and the recent successive blows had exhausted my body and spirit, and the news of Xiaorou's death was like the last straw that crushed the donkey for me, making me completely lose hope of living.

Because Xiaorou can be said to be the only relative I have left in this world, and it can even be said that this is the only trace of thought I have left in the world.

But now, this thought is broken.

......

Seven days, seven whole days, for seven days, except for eating step by step, my head didn't think about anything superfluous, like a crashed computer, not functioning properly.

Not only that, but even the doctor Lu Qingming found for me, I refused to allow him to get close to me and refuse him to treat me.

My spirit began to break down, and I began to fall apart bit by bit, and I refused to be treated because I wanted to remember everything that had happened to me recently, and to remind myself to always remember these hatreds.

After the collapse, I was at a loss, at a loss as to what I wanted to do and what I could do, and I kept thinking about it all this time, as if my whole life had always been in the hands of others, like a marionette, and none of them lived for myself.

Thinking about it, I gradually became numb, feeling as if I had suffered a disaster, and it was a matter of course, until finally, there was only hatred left in my whole heart, and I began to accept the fact of all this, and tried to get out.

Because I know that it will be useless to continue to be decadent, what I want to do now and what I want to do is to take revenge!

Take what everyone took from me, and pay it back!

So the first step I have to do is to pull myself together.

I did this very quickly, although I have refused the treatment of the doctor Lu Qingming found for me, but my body has healed a lot, although the scars on my body are extremely hideous, but these do not affect my walking in the slightest.

However, on this day, when I proposed to Lu Qingming that I want to go back, he flatly refused.

"No, it's not that I said, in your current state, I'm really worried about you, worried that you will be stupid and do something impulsive."

Lu Qingming's brows were tightly locked, and he continued with some concern: "And now you can't go back, now that Long Xingyu has released words on the road, as long as you dare to go back, then he will not hesitate to do something to you, I am worried about your safety, so, no matter what you say...... I can't even let you go back! ”

After listening to Lu Qingming's words, my heart did not fluctuate, but I turned around and returned to the room silently with a blank face, since he refused to let me go back, then I didn't force him.

But he didn't let me go, but that didn't mean that I would hide here obediently as he thought, and secretly survive for the rest of my life.

That night, I took advantage of the darkness, when Lu Qingming was asleep, with his own things, quietly walked out, but as soon as I walked out of the door, the light suddenly turned on.

Under the light, Lu Qingming's figure was already standing in front of me, and when he saw me, Lu Qingming sighed lightly.

"Sure enough, I knew that persuasion would not persuade you."