"You go and talk to her again, the reason why I came back for so long is for a reason, and I will explain to her slowly." Song Jingxing said to the finch again.

The finch, however, sighed, and a palpable look of impatience appeared on her face.

"Song Gongzi, you can go, don't come to provoke my young lady again."

Song Jingxing didn't know why, he came to find Xiangxian, why did he provoke him? He will be responsible for her, he is definitely not the kind of person who has abandoned in the first place. Moreover, he really likes her, and he really wants to spend the rest of his life with her.

Song Jingxing was confused, and heard Que'er say: "Song Gongzi, my young lady has already been married, and now the little boy is almost a year old, what are you still doing?" ”

This sentence was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and it smashed into Song Jingxing's heart.

"You say, what?" He asked, hesitantly, with a look of shock in his eyes.

Que'er repeated what she had just said: "Miss, she is really married, and the children have been born." Now you know why she doesn't want to see you, right? She is very good and happy now, and she doesn't want to talk about the past anymore. ”

Song Jingxing stood there dumbfounded, no matter what, he couldn't imagine that things would turn out like this.

Xiangxian didn't wait for him, got married, and gave birth to a child.

He came with longing and guilt, and what he got was such a result?

After being stunned, Song Jingxing said again: "I'll see her again, no matter how she chooses, there are some things I want to make clear with her." ”

He looked at the servant girl in front of him, and his moist and clear eyes were full of begging.

Anyway, he still wanted to see her again, to tell her that he didn't mean to go back for a long time, and that he didn't abandon her all the time. He also wants to tell her that he likes her and that he has only loved her in his life.

No matter what she would choose in the end, he wanted to tell her these words, and wanted her to know.

Song Jingxing's sincere appearance, Que'er was almost moved by him.

But in the end, she was ruthless and replied: "What will Song Gongzi say, do you think Miss can't think of it in advance?" But she made it clear to me that she didn't want to see you again, and asked you not to come back in the future. ”

"She's living happily now, so don't bother anymore."

After saying this, the finch didn't give him half a minute to turn around, and closed the door with a "bang".

The door was slammed shut, and the brass knocker slammed on the door panel, making a "bang-bang-" sound, and every sound seemed to knock on his heart.

The two doors in front of him seemed to be an impassable mountain, blocking him and her at both ends of the world. If you want to see her, you can't.

But Song Jingxing still wanted to see her, and wanted to tell her all the words that he hadn't had time to pronounce in his mouth.

Therefore, he did not leave, but kept lingering at the door of the Prime Minister's Mansion. He was thinking that maybe she would change her mind and come out to see him.

However, until the darkness of the night, these two doors were never opened again.

The night in early spring was very cold, and the cold of spring was the most biting, and Song Jingxing shivered alone at the door, and did not leave until the night was silent.

His heart was full of grace, and his mind was full of questions.

Why? How so? Did she wait for him to arrive, so she gave up waiting and married someone else?

He was half a year late and paid a heavy price for it. Not only did she marry someone else, but now she even has children.

In his life, he only loved this one person, and gave all his sincerity to her, but he never expected that what was waiting for him in the end would be such an ending.

She didn't see him and told him never to go to her again. So decisively? Hate him so much?

There were no pedestrians on the cold and lonely streets, only this lonely figure, staggering in the cold wind.

At this time, in the Prime Minister's Mansion, Xiangxian was already asleep. She didn't have any distraction because of Song Jingxing's arrival, because she didn't know that Song Jingxing had been here today.

In the afternoon, when the servant entered the inner house to inform, he told the finch, and then the finch told Xiangxian. However, Qi'er didn't tell Xiangxian about Song Jingxing, and even after seeing Song Jingxing, she told the servant to keep his mouth shut, and he must not spread this matter, let alone let Xiangxian know.

Over the past year, how has her young lady lived, the finch clearly saw it in her eyes and hurt in her heart.

Song Jingxing abandoned Miss from the beginning to the end, ran back to Jian'an under the pretext of marrying someone else there, and gave birth to a child, completely ignoring Miss's waiting and infatuation. Where does he deserve to be forgiven for such a person?

After returning from Jian'an that day, although the young lady did not seem to be wrong on the surface, she knew it as a servant girl who served her closely, and knew that she could not sleep peacefully at night and had never slept well. At that time, Miss Jingxing's pain, did he know?

It wasn't until she found out that she was pregnant that the young lady's attention shifted to the child. With sustenance in my heart, the whole person's spirit has also improved a lot. However, he still didn't know about the hard work of conceiving in October, didn't participate, and didn't give the slightest relief.

At that time, he should have been in Jian'an, caring and considerate to other women, and waiting for the birth of the child with joy.

He already has a child, born to a woman who is married to a famous family, how can he care about this child?

After the birth of the little son, the hardships of raising a child all fell on the young lady alone. She has to support the huge family business of the Xiang family, but also worry about her children. Over the course of the year, I have become much haggard and silent.

Song Jingxing didn't know anything about all this. Even if you know, what? Can you still divorce Jian'an's wife and marry her young lady to enter the door?

It's impossible to think about.

Rather than causing another injury to Miss, it is better not to let her know. In this way, the heart is also better.

Que'er felt sorry for Xiang Xian, and hated Song Jingxing because of the pain Xiang Xian had suffered. How could he possibly let him in when he came to the door?

It's good that he never shows up again.

Xiangxian didn't know about it at all, she slept well tonight and woke up early.

The first thing she did when she got up was to go to see the child, and she held the child and played with it for a while.

"After the little boy finished the milk, he ate a whole stewed egg, and he was in good spirits." The nurse said on the side.

Xiangxian hugged the child, stretched out her fingers and scratched the child's neck, provoking the child to giggle.

Whenever she holds the child, Xiangxian feels that her heart is filled, and all the grievances and feelings of powerlessness seem to have disappeared at this moment.

However, this kid really looks like him.