Ling Qianyu knew that she was actually afraid of death. Many people are such contradictions, thinking that they can be completely liberated by leaving this world, but on the other hand, they are worried that if they can't die, their lives will become worse in the future.

She gave herself a lot of reasons to survive in the end. But the price paid is to go away.

Ling Qianyu was also naïve back then, she was so naïve that she thought that she could get rid of those bad guys, thinking that even if she went back in a few years, everything could still return to the original trajectory.

But as she spent more time with John, she began to understand that it was impossible.

She can't get rid of John in her life, even if she can't quit drugs in her life.

Ling Qianyu had tried to quit drugs, and after three months at most, she couldn't stand it anymore. She numbs her nerves with drugs, and until now, she is lying in a hospital bed, worse than dead, but she still thinks in her head that she may feel better if she can get a shot.

"Do you think the Jin family fell so quickly because Chu Yichen is powerful?" Reopening his eyes, Ling Qianyu stared at Gu Xiaoxiao from a distance, and said sarcastically, "That's because I'm helping him." Gu Xiaoxiao, you won't know what I have done for Chu Yichen. Do you love him for a year? I've loved him for more than ten years. If it weren't for your fate, what would you compare to me? The most disobedient thing in my life, Ling Qianyu, is fate, but what I lost in the end was fate. ”

Gu Xiaoxiao gritted his teeth and didn't speak. Quietly look at her and listen to her continue.

"Do you know why Chu Yichen didn't come to see me? Because he was guilty. You don't know how much I've paid for him, don't you know how smart he is? You say he loves you, but hasn't he ever loved me? ”

Gu Xiaoxiao, who Ling Qianyu asked, was speechless, and poked Gu Xiaoxiao's heart directly.

And then, the few words Ling Qianyu said made Gu Xiaoxiao extremely uncomfortable.

"You are not the only one who has conceived a child for him, because my child is gone, so your child is also gone, how fair is that."

"Did you call me today to tell me this?" Taking a deep breath, Gu Xiaoxiao tried his best to calm his mood.

"Where are the things you want to give Bai Ziluo to them?" Standing up, Gu Xiaoxiao pretended to look at her calmly and asked.

Gu Xiaoxiao looked at her expressionlessly, as if she really hadn't been affected by her words, which made Ling Qianyu a little disappointed.

"If I promise to give it, I will definitely give it to them, you don't have to worry about that."

"That's good." Gu Xiaoxiao nodded, thought for a moment, and continued. "I really didn't know about you before. But I don't think even if I knew, I wouldn't change anything. You have really had a hard time over the years, and your feelings for Chu Yichen are indeed deep. But all this ...... Nor can it be denied that you are a wicked person. ”

After a pause, Gu Xiaoxiao continued: "I know the gap between myself and you, my life is good, and I admit it." But there is one thing, the biggest difference between me and you, that is- even if I have experienced these things with you, I will never hurt innocent people. There is nothing in this world that cannot be solved, your path is your own way, how can you blame your shoes for being dirty? ”